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>>14433700
Yeah i know, i really should try more, in relationships and in life.
I fucking hate myself for leaving my old girlfriend who was someone i actually enjoyed being with and loved, but you are right i really need to put more work in in my relationships and maybe just maybe i will find someone i can marry in uni.
I am stuck in such a situation in my life now that i don't have almost any friends who i enjoy being with neither any hobby which gives me satisfaction. I spend all my current money on drugs with my "friends", who latched on while i was really suicidal. Even though i got very good grades, i need to improve my social life to be with people i love, get sober and unfuck my mind. My doctor put me on new meds recently and i thought that that maybe will get me in a new direction in life. I hope you will try to better yourself and adopt a self forgiving attitude to life.
As to my girlfriend i will try and make it work, but in the end break up with her. I will try and make new friends who are more healthy and make me happy. When i end uni i will probably move to another country and start over.

Take care.