/fa/ - Fashion

>>14061264
good but miserable at the same time, finally have the drugs to deal with my mental health bullshit so I've gone back to school to fix my grades and try to not be a huge, sad, failure of a man any more. I have the energy to care about how I dress but after spending the little cash I had on clothes I still don't have enough to look like I want to. tensions with my dad are rising again, I usually just shrug my way through but I've got energy now and I might have to fight him this time and I've got years and years of stored gripes and pain. I'm single again for the first time and the loneliness is new to me it used to be the only thing I knew but now I have direct knowledge of what I'm missing, the lack of touch and spooning and hugging and fucking it didn't feel this cold before not even masturbation scratches the itch.

I don't talk to the few friends I have left any more. I don't want to play vidya over discord anymore. one of them had a kid. and my best mate, who I thought was maybe actually going to be a shut in forever, is actually making enough from his state administrated temp job and his parents found a apartment in the middle of nowhere for him so he's moving out. I'm still living at home, I never wanted to believe I was the biggest fuck up of the gang. just living the way I lived 5 years ago. I may be emotionally evolved but everything else stays the same.

its not all bad, the diet is taking effect, I forgot to weigh myself but gut is not scary looking any more and my jawline is more defined. hope I can keep this up. I'm getting back to a place where I actually enjoy studying, I'm still not getting as much done as I need to but I think I figured out that I need to eat more medicine. hope I can keep this up. girls are watching, i still hear the little voice in my head that says they're not actually interested and just happen to be looking right at me and smiling for completely unrelated reason, but they're watching. also doing art again.
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>>14933
>>14939
>>14943
I see what you did there
>>14887

>>12174824
:o)

>tfw gained 8lbs from drinking and eating too much on thanksgiving
end it now

>keep losing weight
>abdominal fat never changes
just die in my sleep already

>>11712068
sick
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>tfw went over calorie limit three days in a row
>tfw just moved back to my mom's place which is a complete dump and will prob plunge me back into the depression i finally got rid off while away for the first time in my life
>tfw i'll be stuck here for a year

considering going zero carb while i live here for the sole purpose of spending as little time as possible in our junk kitchen. would probably help my weight loss too, so i guess it's not too bad. boring as hell, but at least i'll still have coffee. just hope the rashes don't get so bad.

What's the point of dressing cyberpunk when the environment doesn't match? Earth isn't even covered in a smog layer that blocks out the sun 24/7 yet, instead we have the gay ass Paris Agreement, those hippies will never allow us to live in a dystopia.

>>11452774
>tfw not a girl

>>10803121
>tfw there has never been a her

>>10737352
As >>10737333 said, a form of vaporwave will always exist as long as capitalism does.

>>10210194
here

w2c good quality plain hoodies for under 100$

>get sad
>spend another 500 dollars on shoes to fill the void

>>10125046
>H&M

Too low quality. I'm looking for something around 150-300 to last a while.

I heard Cheap Mondays, A.P.C., Ksubi. Whats a good brand with a good tapered fit?

>implying there was a her to begin with

>>9823567
>you will never discover Post-Rock for the first time agian