/fa/ - Fashion

>Be me
>NYE party is being hosted by my close friend
>About 80 people going
>Girl I'm currently dating is going, we've only been on a few dates but we've known each other for about a year
>Yet to do anything sexual with her, only hooked up, she seems like the kind of girl that wants to take things slow
>I'm ok with this, just glad that I have someone for NYE hookup
>Party starts
>Start drinking
>Keep drinking
>Drink some more
>I'm now pretty hammered and it's 10:20pm
>Getting on alright with girl, she behind me in drinking though
>At about 10:40, I walk around the party trying to find her
>She's nowhere to be seen
>Text her to ask if she's alright, get back a reply that she had to go to help out a friend
>Kind of pissed off now. She never said goodbye and only explained where she had gone when I prompted her
>I'm drunk so my texts get more beta "where are you?", "come back", "I wanted to spend NYE with you"
>Just keep getting "sorry" as a reply
>11:30pm, text her to ask if she's actually into me at all or if she just wants to end things. Not sure why I did this, I think I was just fed up with everything
>11:45pm, get back a reply saying she's not interested in me
>feelsbadman.png
>She tells me that she was never really into me
>Get mad
>Throw phone
>Spend 00:00 with a couple of mates
>12:10 Sitting in a circle talking about new years resolutions, I'm a virgin, I've received head and handjobs from multiple girls but never managed to fuck any of them
>Tell my mates that my new years resolution is to get laid
>Now, this is where it get's interesting
>Walking around the back of the house
>Bump into a close female friend of mine
>We get on really well but it's always been a friendship, never sexual in any way or form
>She's a tall, thin blonde, good body and kind of quirky I'd say a 7.5/10
>Give each other a hug for new years and then she does something that surprises me
>She grabs my head and goes in for the kiss
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