/fa/ - Fashion

i'm 18 and am a little bit of a nutcase since i haven't had friends since 8th grade and my parents are not good people. everyone at school hates me and thinks i'm a freak and i don't have friends online either. i've never been able to use social media right i guess. people like to say "it gets better!" but i really do have a lot of mental baggage not to mention physical issues that render me weaker than everyone else. i don't know what to do.
worst of all, i wasn't able to get the shirt i wanted today because it sold out in my size. boo.