/fa/ - Fashion

>be me
>18m
>5'9, 144 pounds
>fat legs and torso, but thin face and arms
>live with mom, stepdad, and 11yo brother
>everybody in my family is overweight, except for stepbrother who lives and studies in germany and is a /fit/ 6'6 aryan
>family always eat too much, makes me eat dinner with them
>suffer from rare mental disorder where i cant eat vegetables or fish, and i will literally vomit involuntarily if i do
>stuck with shitty food and being forced to eat large meals, so it's incredibly hard to lose weight

I'm trying to go down to 120, but it's fucking impossible and I have shitty self restraint so I rarely achieve my goal of under 1200 calories, and usually eat around 1500-2000. How the fuck do I easily lose weight without starving myself or being bulimic? I wanna get down to around 120. I have ADD and am prescribed with 30mg of Vyvanse. Will that help me with weight loss? Please help /fa/, I really need to lose weight because my body right now is gross and I fucking hate it, but it's nearly impossible and I can't eat vegetables or fish, which practically eliminates most food choices good for weight loss.

>>12056692
oh no