/fa/ - Fashion

I got okay grades in school and I consider myself smart and self-aware but I see all you intellectual, depressed fucks and I realize that being hype and academically intelligent sucks if you feel alienated from almost everyone around you.

Like, I get that that's already a (read: the) joke here but really. Don't you sometimes wish you could be stupid so you could genuinely enjoy shit? A wife, a dog, two kids, aren't you glad you're smart enough that you don't have to be in the system?

I have such an objective viewpoint on literally everything that I have no actual opinion of my own. In some way, everyone is wrong. In some way, everyone is right. After years of playing devil's advocate purely out of boredom I came to realize that, as it turns out, self-discovery via true logical objectivity is not actually everyone's goal. So what is?

I don't know. A wife, a dog, two kids, probably. But for some reason I feel that both the world and I have enough worth to still be here. And honestly I feel smarter everyday because I keep finding different forms of beauty in a world that would exist with or without my ability to also recognize its inherent arbitrariness.

But being depressed and self-deprecative is hype af though, right?
Man I can't wait for this aesthetic to die down.

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