/fa/ - Fashion

>>15018233
Hi /thin/, I've come to seek help for a problem I have and I'm despairing over it. So I've been fluctuating with my weight a whole lot over the past years and my will is so strong I can basically lose 30 pounds and gain 30 pounds in a month or so at the same interval. Like I've said, I fluctuated a lot and my body suffered because of my bulimia. I'm 5'11 and 200 lbs right now and I've been 132 lbs at my lowest and 265 lbs at my heaviest. I feel ugly and ashamed of myself and hide in my room a lot. I wasn't born with a very handsome face or good hair genetics (bald) but I want to feel happy and proud of my body and stay at one weight without feeling bad. I've considered diet again and I fasted for the 3 last days. Should I diet again and try it with being thin again or should I stay the same weight.

>TLDR: Bulimic planning to lose weight again and diet for a couple months but unsure. (my bulimia ia under control btw, I don't binge or purge, haven't made myself puke in a year to lose weight)

ANY ADVICE IS HIGLY APPRECIATED