/fa/ - Fashion

this past year has been an incredibly wild ride for me bros
im 5'8. i used to be overweight as fuck back in february. i was a borderline college dropout and was super depressed working a super shitty part time job.
making a long story short, i started going to the gym in may and im now down to 126 lbs and confident in my appearance for once. still want to lose more weight though as im still insecure, i think because i used to be overweight made me extremely insecure about my body and i feel like ill never truly be happy with it. but nonetheless im very proud of myself for the progress ive made. ive also got a s/o now that im very heavily invested in and hes got great taste in clothing. we like the same music and clothes. i bought him some shoes recently and he loves them. additionally, im moving out in a month to go live on campus at the uni ill be attending full time.
we'll all make it, /fa/. ive learned a lot from this place and i have all of you to thank for helping aid me on this journey. i love you guys

>sex, age, height, weight
male, 20, 5'7, 133.5
>tdee and your deficit
i dont know but i eat one meal a day though i think its pretty big. if i had to guess i eat at an average of 1-1.2k calories a day. sometimes less. maybe once a month ill go out with friends and eat up to like 2k calories ish one day.
>highest and lowest weight
i weighed 180lbs like a year and a half ago lol. i stopped eating and did a bunch of cardio, lost some weight, then i started going to the gym earlier this year in may. lowest weight is like 132.5, which wasnt that long ago but.. thanksgiving
>goal weight
120-125
>preferred method of losing weight
i eat at a deficit, and try to go to the gym 3x a week
>aesthetic you are going for
i dont really want to look like a stick i guess, but i like >>13865309 a lot.

ive definitely made progress but despite being a pretty low bmi (i think) my body is still super ugly to me. i think i have a high bf% or something because i swear i dont look like i weight 134 lbs. does anyone else have this problem or is it just insecurity

post spring/summer inspo for guys

pic unrelated