/fa/ - Fashion

my diet consists almost exclusively of coffee and cigarettes but im not really getting to the point that i want to i know that rick owens says working out is haute couture but i really just ewant to look like the beautiful skeletal girl that i was born to be the caffeine is really setting off my bipolar disorder and i climbed on top of a fridge and started throwing cups at my mom the other day its never been this bad but i think its worth trying to fit into the pants i ordered online my only worry is that ive been feeling really ill and getting nosebleeds one of my fingernails fell off the other day but im not sure if its a malnutrition thing or if its because of what happened during my sleep they dont think i know but i can always tell in the morning something has happened this is a recent picture they took and i think im starting to look pretty good just need to drop maybe 10 or 15 more and i think ill be happy but it still wont really be my ideal i just dont want to go too far