/fa/ - Fashion

I have to make a confession:

Had several injuries, 2 big ones (knee, disk slip) which prevent me doing almost any sport. I used to work out every day, now I do nothing all day. So I started lurking /fa/ and all the online stores, starting copping stuff, sending stuff back, only keeping the ones that fit perfectly. Threw a lot of old not-so-well fitting clothes out, sorted my wardrobe with autistic neatness. Lost a lot of weight also, used to look like a lifter, now I'm Ottermode. I also have perfect skin, perfect diet, and perfect hygiene now.

However, in the last 3 weeks I only went out of the house 6 times maybe. I'm 6'7", and I got a lot of attention with my designer fits, all the girls sitting around me on the metro, staring at me - I didn't talk to a single one. My mind is constantly on SLP, Givenchy, Dior, Versace, Cavalli and Burberry. I blew almost of all my savings on clothes already, and now I'm just window shopping until I get more money from my parents.

I met a friend recently, and we had no conversation topic because nothing apart from fashion interests me anymore. I don't want to show off, I don't want to impress anyone I just want to have a perfect body and own a shitload of beautiful clothes that fit me well.

Worst of all is, now that I'm out of money to blow on clothes, I'm losing my motivation in life again. I catch myself eating dirty, or not showering, or not shaving. I miss my doctors appointments, everything.

I just don't have a clue what to do. I don't want to go to clubs anymore, because even in the most chick clubs people dress badly according to my standards. I can't do sports because of my injuries. And I don't want to talk to people anymore. Help me /fa/, how do I get rid of this addiction? I also think I'm becoming gayer little by little.