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>>13150090
im back, the anon that accused me of having marfan made me skedaddle as I was still pretty shaken after the session.
Hand for timestamp/whatever, note freckles.

The session was surreal, as someone whos been dealing with this shit for longer than I can remember. I forced myself to go because of my muddled thought process and pretty severe concentration difficulties. Finding energy was/is tough.

The particular lady I went to was a specialist, but honestly made me feel like an idiot for blowing 90 bucks on what felt like a conversation with a 14 year old freud-wannabe, despite her years of experience.

She kept bringing up conditions that she assumed applied directly to me, as though EVERY symptom had to apply to me. She didn't really seem to be one to take the individual into account, and any time I tried to object, she made me feel as though it was the ED talking and that I was being controlled by it.

Her general demeanor was awful too, she was super smug and made the whole thing feel like some sort of battle of the wits. Like she was only gonna outsmart me and that everything I said could and would come back to bite me in the ass. It was like a fucking minefield.

She then began to accuse me of being manipulative because I was "doing something [I] feel appeases everyone", which was really the last fucking straw for me.

At the end of the session she pointed out that I zoned out about 5 times during the hour long session, which simply was not the fucking case. In actuality, I was left speechless at how bafflingly dumb a field of study psychology is, and how this person makes a very comfortable living talking shit thats about as valuable as a webMD spiel.

I want to get better, but I've concluded that specific lady is useless. I guess I have to find someone else. Or perhaps the entire thing is futile.

Sorry for blogposting