/fa/ - Fashion

>>6950219
tysm. Tbh I've studied and tried MAOI's, Beta Blockers, depressants stimulants etc. etc. etc.

I was in psychology geared towards neuropsychology/science for my masters but had to leave an apprenticeship program for stealing the places in-house meds ( luckily it was a friend of a friend who caught me so I didnt get kicked out but alas im still ashamed.)

so now i'm modeling and going to an online school to try to get a real estate license because my family has ties in that district.

I've never really sought professional help because I feel like being honest with a therapist or psychiatrist would cause me way more problems than I already have because of the legality matters and I can function in society, just not on a social level.

It's all just so complicated to me. Right now my dreams and hopes for the future are really all that i'm clinging on to.