/fa/ - Fashion

OP I was browsing 4chan at my school when I saw your thread

We're the same right now. I know how you feel, I know how it feels to crave somebody like a fucking meth addict would crave the next high.

It hurts so bad when you realize that you fucked up and theres not shit that you can do to fix it because it happened and theres no going back. When you let somebody inside you, inside your fucking veins to the point where you literally have a chemical dependency on that person

and without them you're a mess, every day you wake up and they're the first thought in your mind, every night you cling to your phone hoping for some small shred of evidence that they're thinking about you too, that they still have some love in their heart for you.

But you know they don't, they can't. They'll never love you the way you love them. And theres other women, theres always going to be other women.

But they won't be her, they won't feel they way she feels, act the way she acts, smell the way she smells

It hurts so bad, you'd give anything just to have her in your arms for just a little while longer, just to have some fucking solace. But she's gone and she's probably fucking some taller, more muscular, more light skinned version of you.

What hurts the most is that while you're here crying and feeling like your chest just caved in...shes having the time of her fucking life.

People can tell you whatever it is they want to tell you, that you're better than her, that she doesn't deserve you...my favorite is "just move on bro"

REALLY MOTHERFUCKER? YOU THINK IF IT WAS THAT EASY FOR ME TO JUST GET OVER HER I WOULD BE SITTING HERE CRYING OVER SOME RANDOM ASS BITCH. WHY THE FUCK DID SHE EVEN HAVE TO COME IN MY LIFE, WHY THE FUCK DID SHE HAVE TO HURT ME SO BAD, WHY THE FUCK WAS I THERE TO MEET HER. I WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE IF IT WASNT FOR HER. I CANT FUCKING MOVE ON