/fa/ - Fashion

how to deal with weighing in at highest weight ever?

>be me, usually 100-105 lbs
>5'6 (grill not a manlet)
>put on a little weight over last summer
>around 5 pounds, weighed like 107-109
>freaked out
>lost the weight when school started
>went on effexor
>noticed i started eating more
>weighed myself bc started noticing a little gain
>112 lbs
>highest it's ever been since i was 15
>am 18 now
>kept eating normally
>figured i would be around 110 lbs today
>wouldn't even be mad with 112
>effexor must've fucked up my metabolism
>have been off it for a week now
>weigh in at 118 lbs today

highest it's ever been in my entire life. i feel sick to my stomach. besides working extra hard to get it back down to 100-105, and being off the meds, what can i do in the meantime to not feel so hard on myself