/fa/ - Fashion

>always jokingly said i'd get famous enough to die at 27 and be in the club
>now 27
>realize i wasn't joking and that actually was my life plan
>not famous, boring, unskilled, bad work history, no savings or investments
>almost 30
>have to find wife and have kids soon or im going to fuck up their lives when i need end of life care
>women don't find me interesting because all i used to do was rave and do drugs with shitty people
>all my friends are starting to do coke and some are even oding on heroin, don't know who i can trust to party with anymore
>don't want to party anymore
>can't attract new friends easily because im a wasteoid
>spend my alone time thinking of all the shit i should have done differently

even though i traveled, did all the cool drugs and "lived" i still feel like i waste my youth.

i have a feeling that my whole life is just going to be me feeling like its a waste.