/fa/ - Fashion

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>moved home after living with an absolutely toxic guy for the last year because the rent was cheap
>been shooting emails nonstop trying to find a new place to live
>nobody will email me back
>finally find a place, go see it, say I wanna move in
>put in my application
>try to be as real as possible and let the guy know I have means to pay rent even if I'm unemployed (how could I be employed in a city where I don't even have a place to live?)
>said he would get back to me yesterday after a weekend, was leaning towards me
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>hasn't contacted me today
>school starts end of August
>dad hasn't finished his taxes yet
>no money
>nobody would give me a summer job no matter how persistent I was
>about to text the guy, sure he's gonna say he filled it and just didn't think to tell me
>I'm the biggest loser on the beach

living here has fucked me up too. I don't take care of myself, I'm getting depressed, eat like shit.

Like, how do I even bounce back from this? I'm already so behind on my college degree and to take another semester off would just kill me.

Should I just take it in the ass and pay expensive rent? I'd hate to live out of city too, because my car isn't good enough to make the trip during the heavy snows