/fa/ - Fashion

>>11545317
>pay no bills
>spend entire paycheck on clothes
>own $1300 shoes but i am still no one
>i long for the day i die

>be me
>be in summer, warm as fuck, can't go outside
>bf has an anxiety attack, he lives far from city, can't see him for a while
>spend all night awake because of that, be worry about him
>feel very impotent and start questioning what I want from life
>feel very lonely, no friends at the moment
>feel like I had wasted 2 years of life waiting for something is not coming
>start thinking about good years with ex bf
>feel guilty about it

I hate summer because of that, I get crazy.