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just picked up some concerta from a friend with a script for the first time in 2 years basically. Its not great but it helps with exhaustion i have. I was a speed freak all through high school from a friend with addy script. honestly. i wasted it cos i just used it to pick up chicks and talk to people instead of studying/getting good grades. thats what i get for having social anxiety tho. also microdosed on LSD (in retrospect i was actually 90% likely buying DOM or some phenethylamine). i had a brief summer of love during the year between high school and uni where i tried as many psychedelics and dissociatives as i could and picked up a lot of dirty shit from clubs and raves. uni i had to tone it down, then i tried heroin and alcohol for a while, which ended up disastrously, currenly in PAWS with dope (hence exhaustion and no motivation)

thinking about getting script for xanax lel the only drug i've never done that is actually made for anxiety. im too anxious to go to the doctor tho, im afraid ill seem like a liar.

I swear, some people are just MADE for drugs, dont you guys think? like as if i were born with some chemical defect in my brain, because as long as I can remember I never have felt socially normal or content without them