/fa/ - Fashion

What's plagueing me is that I think I'm losing my life /fa/
>I had/have a wide circle of friends that I'm now scarcely in contact with.It's even possible that I'm excluded from the group now.
>Being sick with strange shit is my new norm
>I don't know where/how to start improving my life
>I wish to have a love interest,that teenage rush for someone or something that engages me
>Yes I do socialize and meet girls,but the bang wham only doesn't appeal to me anymore
>I'm starting to feel disengaged with people and start to sense rejection from them (apathetic texts or responses to stuff that I'm passionate about or even when I try to meet them halfway)
>Nobody else is interested in what I do and yet it's stuff they also in admiration of -art,coolest pubs/spots fashion- ,except for someone else who is way younger and in a relationship
>My libido has dramatically decreased from thinking a lot
>I don't mind going all out to an extent, for other people I care for and not even in a doormat way either

Being alone all the time isn't all that but hey atleast my subconscious anxiety is under control now 8)

/fa/ is probably the closest thing I have to "friendship" and even then that's unhealthy

Feeling sorry for myself isn't productive but this is what's been plagueing me right now, maybe I'm tired or depressed or I dont know really

The best