/fa/ - Fashion

>Lightskin
>6'2
>Also have red hair and minor freckles on my cheeks

feels time

>Only had a gf for half a year in HS and outside of that I've never really been with other girls
>College starts this year and I've noticed that more and more girls have been looking at me

Just for the record, I've always had people staring at me because of the colour of my hair and height but this time is different

>Girls are even coming up to me after class asking me to go back to their dorm to chill and such
>Always decline politely since I dont wanna be rude to them
>One girl who commutes as well decides to sit next to me on the subway ride back
>Keeps asking about my past girlfriends and how I must be a player
>Tell her i've only been with one girl back in HS

I had hoped that this would turn her off and make her leave me alone but it did the opposite

>She insists that I go back to her place
>Apologize and literally say "Im too fucked up for you, I'm sure you'd be better off with someone else"
>Get off the subway and feel like utter shit on the walk back home

I was severely bullied in elementary and high school for my appearance so I cant take people seriously when they compliment me or show any interest. I think that they're all fucking with me since its been like that for so long.

Should I make it up to that girl somehow? Maybe take her out to coffee or something? I dont want her to think Im an asshole