/fa/ - Fashion

>tfw want schott perfecto
Live in Bosnia
>Tfw want Solovair boots
Live in Bosnia...

So many fucking things yet im just stuck here wearing the same jeans and fruit of the loom t-shirts since I was a fat kid...
Tell me it what to do /fit/ please

>tfw shitty hip genetics
why even live?

I used to take speed or coke every weekend and i can tell you, there is nothing ""/fa/"" about it

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>>11573507
Same, sempai. It's a shithole here

My closest friends are extremely attractive. Like 9/10 model tier people. Two of them look like akin to Nick Bateman, and my other friend is a more attractive Paul McCartney. Then...there's me. I know the only reason *I* get attention is because there's some massive cheerleader effects going on. God damnit I hate being a monster.

>Spend years and years honing myself to look as good as I possibly could to negate my very low self esteem
>Spent years: Working out, doing every single bit of grooming I could do, went to dermatologist and finally got flawless skin, got lasik, ended up getting plastic surgery due to minor health reasons which consequentially made me look better, found the best clothing I possibly could and got them tailored the best I could, etc, etc..

Girls (and guys) hit on me all the time. I constantly get complimented on how I look, how I'm dressed. I get told how good looking I am, how good my hair is, how great my clothes are, how tall I am, how muscular I am.

I spent year after year through out my entire life feeling worthless and having a self loathing that made me feel like the ugliest, stupidest person on this planet. Despite all my effort to make myself look better, I still feel like I could do so much more, and I feel like there's so much I wish I could do to look better than I do now or to know more than I do now.

Despite all the compliments I get from family, friends, and strangers. I know often they actually mean it...I just can't see it. And some times I wonder if they don't mean it. I look in the mirror and think "No fucking way THAT piece of shit is getting actual compliments from actually good looking people."