/fa/ - Fashion

I ignored fashion for my entire life up until two weeks ago. I mean it, my mom bought literally every single piece of clothing I owned until I decided fuck that shit because I hate 90% of my closet (inb4 underage out, I'm almost 24 yo.). But then again I have huge trouble finding my own style or clothes that I like. I went shopping for a good 6 hours this week and left the shops with nothing but this + a black cappie to hide my mug, because I found nothing I really liked. And now while I look at this, it looks like boring shit anyway, Background Character #271-tier. I wish I was that dude >>14470899, he looks cool as fuck, not only his clothes but his face too, impeccable confidence. But I tried a shirt lioe that with leopards on two days ago and it looked like shit on me. I found a hoodie with a print of a tiger holding a dagger in its mouth on its back but am not confident enough to wear it and while posting it on the "Cop or Not" thread, /fa/ anons told me it looks like shit. Nobody told me fashion is this hard. I have been pretty obsessed those past two weeks but the only thing I gained were feeling bad, hurt head from thinking so much, hurt feet from walking around so much and the resolve that I will never wear regular blue jeans ever again. Literally any help is welcome, it doesn't get worse than this. I am totally lost and some part wished I never met that qt skater girl in the bus that inspired me to finally give a fuck about my sorry appearance so that I can just wear mommies shitty clothes but don't spare a thought on it.
Blogpost over, sorry.