/fa/ - Fashion

>>11940179
I did, but I don't think he can win.

This election has been hell on my binge disorder. I get really upset and then have giant binges.

I had another binge last night. It's crazy because I expected it and planned it, even though I didn't want to. Hard to explain, I know I sound crazy.

>>11859766
Yeah, I feel like I'm losing my country and it triggers my eating disorder. This month has been especially hard. I need this election to end.

>>11859769
Okay, I'll read about it, thank you. Do I need to avoid certain settings? I mean I need to be able to be upset and not binge, it's very frustrating.

I had a binge again.

Last night after the debate I got upset and drove to McDonalds and got four sausage mcmuffins with egg and a large coke (all day breakfast menu) and ate them in my car in the parking lot. I thought I'd leave after that but then I went back up and got three double quarter pounders with cheese, 20 peace chicken mcnuggets, and a large chocolate shake. I ate those in the parking lot and started to feel sick so drove home and ate an entire platter of leftover tiramisu, made waffles with syrup and butter, ate 10 of these small haagen daz ice creams I keep in the freezer (190 calorie ones), made two microwave bean borritos, and now just before 9AM just polished off a frozen pizza.

This election has been really bad for my eating disorder.

>>11802393
I ate oatmeal, some chocolate, peanut butter, almonds, salty crackers, a banana and it's not even lunch yet. I just want to make america great again and be thin and happy and have jobs and a wall.

I hope he can do better next debate. I'm going to have to really starve this week to make up for today.

>>11539476
I get my stuffed animal today from Amazon. I finally ordered a plushie because I'm so lonely and want something to cuddle at night.

>>11511053
that reminds me of the time I ate some sugary baked goods.

>Be me
>Driving back from parent's house, 6 hour trip
>We went to a bakery for a cinnamon roll and coffee to pep me up for the trip home
>Casually cruising down the motorway, Spotify playing from my phone
>Suddenly I get a bad feeling from my stomach
>Full on vibrations and groaning from my stomach
>At this point in time it's about 11pm at night in the darkness of the winter months
>I pull into the first petrol station I come up to
>I frantically run to the store in search of a toilet to relieve the pressure in my stomach
>I must have looked pretty crazy so the clerk doesn't let me in
>At this point I get very pissed off
>I stride into the middle of the fore court, take my trousers off and let a river of shit burst from my ass
>Even though it feels like a stream of fire, I make direct eye contact with the clerk
>He looks on in horror as a puddle of shit begins to form around my feet
>Maintaining eye contact, I wipe my ass with a paper towel from the pumps
>Get back in my car and carry on with my journey
Baked goods. Never again.

>eat healthy and lean like /thinspo/ tells me
>all the sudden get forced to eat my friends moms chicken casserole
>driving home from dinner
>stomach starts to hurt
>panicking now, strange rumbles are coming from my bowels, can no longer trust farts
>searching for anywhere with a shitter
>I see a taco del mar far on the horizon
>like porcelain oiasis in an un-shittable desert
>park in a handycap spot, will be handicapped by the time this is over anyway
>insides began to cramp and gurgle, I knew the time was coming
>I realize I might not make it
>sprint through taco del mar while shamelessly holding my ass
>Two feet from the door my steel ring of an anus has a moment of weakness, and a golf ball sized leak of molten shit falls out of my shorts onto the ground in front of the bathroom
>no time
>run into bathroom, and as I spin around and whip my shorts off at lightening speed my anus can no longer handle the stress of holding back
>shit began streaming out of me, into the toilet, onto the toilet, around the side of the toilet
>the damage is done to my shorts and to the toilet
>I accept my fate and sit down, curled over in terrible pain and half covered in shit
>spend almost 45 minutes cleaning bathroom and myself, (and shorts). I just threw out my underwear
>they knocked on the door twice
>when I left in my freshly (hand soap) washed shorts there was a lady mopping up the shit I had left outside the door
>I will never forget that look of bewildered disgust
>shamefully walk to my truck and leave, never to return

you have made my tummy weak, /thinspo/

>tfw finally getting thin
>ftw freezing cold all the time

I ate a lot of sodium this week because I was alone so just made low calorie microwavable garbage at night. I know it has a ton of sodium because got super thirsty.

I know I was within my calories this week, but I'm weighing in a bit more. Is that just from holding water from the sodium? How do I clear the water weight out?

Fat fuck here that needs some help if one of you don't mind.

I'm 156 / m / 5' 10". I'd like to drop like 10 pounds.

I've been slowly losing but I think I'm fuckin' up. For one thing, I have a beer every night that is 150 cal. Which is awful I know but it keeps me from wanting to kill myself.

I'm also extremely hungry inbetween meals and sometimes into the night.

Meals:
>breakfast (cereal, 400 calories worth) at 6:30am and by 11 I'm fucking starving. I eat lunch at 12:30
>lunch (chicken + something simple like salad, keep it around 500 calories)
... but never really feel that full. Then by 5pm I'm really hungry after work.
>snack: some dry cereal (5pm, 150-200 calories)
>dinner (7pm, another 600 calories + the beer, so like 750.)

So I range between 1700-1800 calories per day but that's too high. Where should I cut? How do I keep my appetite in check?

If I'm hungry after dinner I can't sleep, so, I at least need to be satisfied (not stuffed, but, not hungry) when I go to sleep.