/fa/ - Fashion

>>7818421
>I'm having an existential crisis at the moment
here you go, then.

>>6329316
>and I hate using the term "outsider" for myself because it seems obnoxious to me like those kids who constantly claim to be different and will go out of their way to prove this.
It's good you recognize this. Be cognizant that you're an outsider, but don't go boasting or complaining about it.

I'll be honest I'm not really sure what the latter half of this post is saying

>>6329324
First existential crisis? There's a flowchart for that.

>>6329331
Talk to people. They really aren't that bad sometimes. You don't need to open up all at once, but just thaw towards them.

>I do not want to give room for more ignorant selfish people to take more of my soul than they already have
This is histrionic. You sound like one of these people saying they're an outsider.

Yeah, you need to meet more people, set yourself some goals, unhook yourself from the internet, read some books, and get yourself settled in regards to religion. For future reference, there's a whole board dedicated to this over at >>>/adv/

>tfw only want to get into STEM/medicine for the $$$, so that I can build up a fortune and do whatever i want later
>tfw i actually want to do practically everything except fucking math and shit
>tfw i know that if I actually do become a doctor I'll just settle after a while and a get a home in the suburbs w/ a wife two nice kids and a dog, slowly abandoning all the dreams and ambition I had in my teenage years
>tfw fear that feel the most

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