/fa/ - Fashion

im struggling to be satisfied with my body man. i think its getting serious. its pretty much all i think about
im 5'8/172.72 cm, 122lbs/55.3kg. i suppose most people would be satisfied with that if they want to be skinny but im still not happy with it. i eat fairly healthy and go to the gym a lot so my body comp isnt complete shit. but i dunno what it is bros, it feels like borderline body dysmorphia
im also a uni student hating what i do and i work part time at a convenience store to pay rent/tuition so i dont have money for clothes anymore but thats not a big deal
sometimes i wonder why i just didnt start streaming on twitch a few years ago or why i didnt try harder in school before uni
really all i want is a job that pays enough for me to live in a cozy apartment where i can have enough free time to play video games and work out. fuck.