/fa/ - Fashion

Alright im gonna be straight up honest, im not gonna bullshit this text, i really want someone to just read this rant, and please judge me, do it all you want.

I keep promising myself i will lose the 10kg missing that i need to, i keep telling myself its easy and ive lost so much before that this will be easy as shit, but it's not.

I do not have willpower for it, im weak and pathetic, i can't keep my mouth shut, ill use every excuse i make up to eat, mostly junk food too.

Ill only gain weight now, i wont ever be skinny, i will be a fatass who can't wear anything he wants, i will be another pathethic member of society, i will always be so much less appealing to anyone near me with a normal weight.

I really want to lose this weight, it's what i want the most, i need to lose it too, it's fundamental, i absolutely need it, but being pathethic and weak is making me stall.

Im having dinner tonight with the promise that it will be my last meal before my diet, and then i will restart my diet, and finally lose this weight, i can do it, im being weak as fuck for some reason, and i feel horrible about it.

Tomorrow morning, i will wake up, and i will lose this weight, i know im useless, but i wont be when i wake up.

Thank you so much everyone for reading, i will do this for you all, and mostly for me.

You will suceed and i will too, i promise.