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>>13891978
I am >>13891972

I want to and I don't. She'd be the most beautiful wife, but I am really a bastard. I got this beautiful, caring woman on a fluke. God gave put a gift in my hands, and then set it aflame. I think I'm too immature, or maybe just seeking novelty, not even love or fulfillment. I did the right thing months ago by breaking up with her, we were both in morbid hell. The absurdist in me says, try it, fuck it. keep going you goon, you leering fool, life is short and not short enough, and having one wife is as good as fucking through a phonebook of nobodies. but the fatalist in me is sure of the moment to be forever, and so I am torn asunder. Death upon me, love upon her. Hope on us all.