/fa/ - Fashion

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>female
>18
>165 cm (5'5")
>57.5 cm (126.8 lbs)
Highest: 64 kg (141.0 lbs) -- 23.5 BMI
Goal: 50 kg (110.2 lbs) -- 18.4 BMI
Lowest: 54 kg or so, several years ago

Weighted in 57.5 kg today after a short plateau, feels good. Think I'll go below 50 kg once I get there. I dropped 4 kg from the start of March to today, got set back by Easter celebrations with lots of bread.
I've been keeping a food diary and weighting daily. My TDEE is ~1600 kcal and I restrict to ~1000 kcal. I eat whatever as long as I stay below my limit, but most of my diet is kefir and apples.

I want to look like a qt boi.
Unfortunately, I'm not only a manlet but also have swole arms and thicc hips that make me want to neck myself. Instant giveaway. Hope I'll lose them soon. And of course, no point in wearing cool hip clothes if you are fat, it looks funny.
All the young people around me are so skinny (which is gut, hope it stays that way), while I'm still the chubby one. This shit is impairing my social relations, ree.