/fa/ - Fashion

>>12641822
I'm not sure actually on the exchange thing. I kinda joined the site impulsively and got caught up in the technicalities. Paxum is a free online service though so there might be a fee.

>What do you snack on?
Crap to be honest. I have 1 snack a day so I usually treat myself as long as it's under 150. Had popcorn today, that was decent for the calories and size. Fibre One bars are good, still processed shit but at least they're only ~90 calories and taste like proper cakes. Or those nakd wholefood bars, but they're kinda just sugar.

If you care about macros then protein bars, nuts, rice cakes, yogurt, or fruit and peanut butter are good options. Roasted chickpeas make a great snack too, I like them with paprika and garlic powder, or a bit of teriyaki or sweet chilli sauce. I believe you can buy them packaged now too.

>>12617784
>But you know, logically, that you look good at only a slightly underweight bmi, right?
I mean its not really about appearances but it does start that way. But by the time I get to looking okay it's already about something else. I'm also constantly aware of every bit of flesh on my body. Fat for anorexics is a real feeling, not a bmi.

>What about hunger?
You just feel kind of numb.That feeling is really appealing. People with eating disorders tend to be people with very strong emotions (BPD often involves ED behaviours for ex).

Thanks for the motivation. I really appreciate you throwing some positivity at me on a korean ricepicking forum. I feel hopeless a lot but I know that's the depression, not reality. Maybe I should just try harder at recovering and being a normal human being. Idk. I didn't wanna get all negative or woe is me so sorry about that, but you did ask so I thought I'd try and give an honest reply :^) Hope you're staying healthy too anon