/fa/ - Fashion

>tfw too cool

I live in a small town and except for a bunch of Chinese immigrants I'm basically the only person who tries to dress in an interesting way. I spend a lot of time smoking cigarettes with them and making small talk but it's hard to be in that social circle because I don't really speak the language. Besides I was dating a fuccboi Chinese girl and we didn't have a great breakup so it's sort of awkward there.
I'm into music and cultural stuff, but none of that stuff is available in my city and the people who are even vaguely interested in literature and history would rather go to church or play video games than smoke spliffs and shoot the shit.
I also enjoy doing lots of drugs, but the people who are in that crowd aren't responsible or mentally developed enough that I enjoy spending time with them either.

Lots of people have said that I'm really cool, that I'm fun to hang out with, that I look like a model and so on, but my social life basically consists of hitting the gym all week then spending the weekend dropping acid or popping pills with two close friends. I wish I had a close social circle with similar interests as me but it seems like I need to juggle several groups of friends in order to have different hobbies.

I consider myself lucky (especially considering a few years ago I was a fat-ass without any friends), but I wish I had a clique I could roll with 24/7