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Guys, I'm worried I undid all my progress
About 8 weeks ago I weighed myself and I am 6'0. I came out as 100lbs. I started to panic thinking I might be anorexic so I have stuffed my face for the past 8 weeks, and now I weigh 113lbs.
Today I ate a bag of fucking cookies by myself.
I wouldn't do that if I was anorexic.
If I was anorexic I would have made myself vomit with all that food. I am concerned. I gained 13lbs for fucking nothing. I'll probably go back to 1500 calories a day then reduce to 1100 until I am at a healthy weight. I feel unhealthy right now. Like a fatass. I used to be able to put my hand around my wrist. I still can, but I can't feel the inner knuckle bone of my fingers. I used to be able to see my spine, now I have to bend over to see it. I can't even fucking walk down stairs without at least 3 steps creaking. It used to be 1 would creak at most.
I am the opposite of thinspo.