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I'm the same age as you and I think I can relate. I also feel very unmotivated. I spend most of my day online, scrolling through useless crap, all the time knowing that I am wasting away my youth.

I've always had trouble with getting things done; in all my years at school, I have always handed in things very late. In the back of my mind, I know I want to do something different, something productive. Catch up on work, start working out, start eating properly, do anything that will marginally improve my future. But I never do, and I hate myself everyday for it. I wrote earlier in this thread that I might have depression or ADHD or something. I've read that it can cause the same things. I will see a professional to ask.

But I'm making small changes in my life. This summer, I am taking three summer school courses so that I can raise my meagre high school average and get accepted into a mediocre university. My goal is to transfer to another university the next year. I'm a few days behind on my courses (and it's even harder that they're online and there's no one to keep me on track) but in the past, I would not even have touched them.

I drag myself to the gym maybe once a week, even just to spend 10 minutes doing easy bodyweight exercises. It's not a huge improvement, but it's something.

Here are some of the things that helped me a lot:

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