/fa/ - Fashion

>spending the night at the in-law's house to do work on his house
>every time I've gone there I've binged with impunity on breads, cheeses, and other non-desert foods I don't buy or indulge in
>every attempt to correct this behavior (ongoing for a few months) has been in vain
>the longer I hold out the more anxious I get and fearful of a blowback/suppressing an inevitable binge which has tended to be between 800-1,500 calories over my daily limit every single time
>they accost me of being too skinny and only encourage me to eat their food when I go

What do family? I cannot avoid going there. so that is out of the question. I'm going to try (again) bringing my own food pro-rated to my caloric limit and hoping I won't fall apart, but I could really use advice

>Thanksgiving Break began today
>parents already aggressively encouraging me to eat their stores of food

How can I avoid falling into this trap? I left my electronic weighing scale at my apartment by mistake, so now I cannot even weigh my proportions

>on a 1,260 calorie diet (which is usually actually about 100 calories over this)
>all goes well except for when there's free food in front of me that I'm encouraged to eat for volunteering events or with friends
>eat like a fat fuck and despite the instant regret and shame afterwards I cannot stop this habit

What do? I know I sound like a complete faggot for this dilemma but I do not have the willpower to stop myself in such situations, especially with Thanksgiving coming up

>>10582757
>slice and put on your pizza
end your life please