/fa/ - Fashion

I want to wear womens' fashion.

Natural strawberry blonde. Sounds cool, but I promise it isn't. It looks garish and unintentional. At best, I look "quirky!" and at worst, I look like the lady on the packaging of the drugstore dye remover, "Color Oops." I like neutrals, but black would never suit me, so for years I've been platinum with very dark brown eyebrows. It's not perfect, but it's worked better for me than anything else. It looks striking and intentional, but I've had fears it was a bit off-putting. I impulsively wanted my natural color back. I've been on an overall media detox kick and somehow the idea of returning to my natural hair color felt "right." I visited a hair stylist for the first time in years, and now I am legitimately, without an ounce of irony, miserable. I had no idea how much my hair mattered to me prior to this. The stylist simply did a shit job, as some stylists do, and now I actually think I hate myself. This has fucked up my self-perception so badly. I don't think I can stand this for more than a couple more days. What should I do? What color recommendations do you have? Please include corresponding eyebrow color. I am light sinned, warm undertone, no freckles, unnotably blue eyes, very deep set. Regardless of what I do, I will not be leaving my eyebrows strawberry blonde.