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>>11155828
>the depression is faint only because of my increasing nihilism
This.

>>11156128
I turned 21 last week and I already have at least one drink every night and need to be drinking anytime I'm with friends to be social, get wasted multiple times a week. I only abstain if I need to drive or if I'm with a girl who doesn't approve. Is that too much? It's been like this steady for the past year or two.

I've been told I'm alcoholic but I think it's overexaggerated and just environmental - the friends at my uni and the town it's at are almost all self-absorbed normals who can't keep up decent conversation, I need to dull myself to engage them. When I'm back in my home city with old scene, I don't even think of drinking, if I take anything it's going to be stimulants.

The thing about 'addiction' is that it's often by choice. It is very possible that the benefits of long-term abuse can outweigh the costs - addiction is knowing they don't but not being able to stop.