/fa/ - Fashion

oh goddammit i shot myself in the foot

here i was trying to set up a joke on myself with the punchline being the tiny girly sewing machine, and then i went and ruined the joke by then ranting about my stalker instead of leaving any time for people to actually laugh at it, instantly souring the mood, once again reminding people why they hate me.
I know im an attention seeking faggot but i at least try to redeem myself by being funny, but i guess i failed on even that front. thats what really gets to me, not the mean comments, not the uninformed assertions about my life, no its really that i had a joke to tell, i told it, and then i let one heckler ruin the bit.
sorry guys. I realized I was a clown so I least wanted to be one on purpose, so then i could at least be in on the joke, but i managed to fuck even that up.

Cant even be a good goddamn clown, nobodys laughing, nobody is even here to laugh, everybodys just tired and bitter and vindictive, including even a clown like me, thats the worst part.
These are dark times for forum based theatre indeed.