/fa/ - Fashion

Fasting or eating like 2000kcal of my TDEE is the only time I feel good, as in "not constantly thinking about food"
anything inbetween and I feel like shit
I've been like this since September and I don't know what to do anymore
I want to die so badly

>achieve goth ninja aesthetic
>go for comfy /nightwalk/ downtown
>spot qt effemanon across the street
>she has a similar aesthetic
I like your outfit.
>she goes full on deerinheadlights.gif
Uh, Th-Thanks...
>she retreats back to her phone
>I stand there for a few seconds trying to decide if I should explain why I said that to her or not
>I autistically say nothing and leave
>mfw she didn't get it
>mfw she probably thinks I was hitting on her

is it worth going skeletal as a manlet? current 5' 11 and 125 lbs.