feels thread

[Anonymous No.1244278]

fuck me dude, just had a big feel
>be me
>britbong fag
>is discord call with 2 druggy friends
>theyre both high
>im clean, the stuff never appealed to me
>were all the same age besides 1 which is a year younger
>old mate who i dont really like anymore joins call
>starts posting pictures of us in primary school
>nostalgia.png
>ask where he got them
>"oh just the school website"
>find the photo albums
>mute myself in discord and skype
>sit there for an hour looking through it all
>feels.gif
>dont even talk, just, look
>see myself in alot of photos
>see all the people i vaguely remeber from that time
>remember old school life
at this point im feeling fucked
i feel like one of the cartoon characters from Big Lez or Morty when he sees his dead self
Dont know what these feels are
>Look around room
>Everythings the same
I even have the same clothes hanging up, even though they dont fit at all anymore
>look though last album
>trip to army base
>im in pretty much every photo
>see one that im just on my own
>beside a plane
>i look really happy
>stare at it for a full 5 mins
>last photo of album appears
>at gift shop
>remember what i bought that day
>walk to counter
>go into trophy thingy where it is
>pick up spitfire keychain (the thing i bought)
>im completely quiet.
>i stare at this thing for 10 mins
>listen to deep shit songs while looking at it
>remember how happy i was back then
>realise how shit life is now
>mfw

[Anonymous No.1244280]

and for the first time ever our shitty banner was relevant

[Anonymous No.1244289]

>>1244278

first of all, wrong fucking board, but second of all, part of being an adult is nostalgia. The crazy part, you fucking moron, is that 20 years from now you will look at 2017 you and have the same feelings.

I'm 62 years old and I look at youtube videos that 54 year old me made to troll other trolls, and it's like a different person, funny, bright, enthusiastic, willing to take insane risks that I'd never even consider now.

But if I make it to 70 or 80, 62 year old 4chan shitposter will look cool in hindsight.