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No matter what I think of doing I become paralyzed and think that my approach is probably wrong / inefficient / wasteful / stupid, and I'm missing some obvious superior solution, and that I'm completely incompetent and anyone who's not me would easily see it.

I can think of some of how this happened, but it never used to be this way. Even with the simplest thing, I can't move. I don't even have any friends or anyone around period. Where did this omnipresent hypothetical idealized person who knows I'm retarded come from? Why? I know that many of the ideal solutions aren't feasible for certain reasons, but I still feel helpless. All the time. I've learned helplessness. My fucking house is a mess, and if it's not a linear process and there's more than one step, forget about it.

My health failed years ago and I literally am incompetent as far as I'm concerned, but there's something more to this. Has anyone encountered or experienced this? The days just keep going by and nothing gets done. It's 7:47PM and the sun is going down, again.

>> No.1642067

Kill yourself for murdering an actual DIY post...

>> No.1642072

I'm confused, OP; are you asking about Thompson's Water Seal?

>> No.1642081

>>1642067
I feel internally enslaved. Invisibly bound.

>> No.1642082

>>1642060
>The days just keep going by and nothing gets done. It's 7:47PM and the sun is going down, again.

Yes but I have two kids under 3 and I work 40 hours a week

>> No.1642085

>>1642082
I have zero kids but do nothing other than work, whether I'm home or not. Yet nothing tangible, or meaningful, to ever show for it.

If I were to die in the next 10 minutes my last thought would be wondering what any of it was even for.

>> No.1642091

>>1642060
I have that problem. Came from being jerked around by buttholes for trying to do things. Best solution I found is to wear earbuds and play epic rock until I can't hear those thoughts anymore and then proceed to create.

>> No.1642125

>my approach is probably wrong / inefficient / wasteful / stupid, and I'm missing some obvious superior solution

the best part is when you come to accept that this is true 100% of the time. you cant change it, but you'll
never learn if you never try

>> No.1642131

>>1642060
Sounds like me except I have a shitty job, so every day consists op mentally preparing for my job morning and night.

I blame the Jews.

>> No.1642133

>>1642131

go on, whats your job?

>> No.1642138

>>1642060
>My health failed years ago and I literally am incompetent as far as I'm concerned

my health is failing but I still force myself to go to work, adderall is the only thing that keeps me going, being chronically sick sucks fren