/diy/ - Do It Yourself

I feel so low...

I hate myself...and I am so alone

>22
>Male
>Virgin
>Never been with or Kissed a girl
>High School drop out
>I can't do simple math
>Coward
>Out of Shape
>When I'm listening to music I pretend I am an MMA fighter
>I sometimes hug my pillow and pretend it's the girl of my dreams
>I work at a gas station
>Sigh...
>I get nervous in front of girls
>I can't look anyone in the eyes
>Terrified of heights
>The only family I have is my mom and she lives far away from me
>I make about 700 a week and I send her 200 to help her out because her retirement money isn't enough to pay her rent
>I want to kill myself but everytime I get close I keep thinking about mom
>I am a weakling and all I want in this world is just a friend
>Someone to talk too...
>Won't anyone be my friend?

>lonesomeforever@live.com

I feel so low...

I hate myself...and I am so alone

>22
>Male
>Virgin
>Never been with or Kissed a girl
>High School drop out
>I can't do simple math
>Coward
>Out of Shape
>When I'm listening to music I pretend I am an MMA fighter
>I sometimes hug my pillow and pretend it's the girl of my dreams
>I work at a gas station
>Sigh...
>I get nervous in front of girls
>I can't look anyone in the eyes
>Terrified of heights
>The only family I have is my mom and she lives far away from me
>I make about 700 a week and I send her 200 to help her out because her retirement money isn't enough to pay her rent
>I want to kill myself but everytime I get close I keep thinking about mom
>I am a weakling and all I want in this world is just a friend
>Someone to talk too...
>Won't anyone be my friend?

>lonesomeforever@live.com

I feel so low...

I hate myself...and I am so alone

>22
>Male
>Virgin
>Never been with or Kissed a girl
>High School drop out
>I can't do simple math
>Coward
>Out of Shape
>When I'm listening to music I pretend I am an MMA fighter
>I sometimes hug my pillow and pretend it's the girl of my dreams
>I work at a gas station
>Sigh...
>I get nervous in front of girls
>I can't look anyone in the eyes
>Terrified of heights
>The only family I have is my mom and she lives far away from me
>I make about 700 a week and I send her 200 to help her out because her retirement money isn't enough to pay her rent
>I want to kill myself but everytime I get close I keep thinking about mom
>I am a weakling and all I want in this world is just a friend
>Someone to talk too...
>Won't anyone be my friend?

>lonesomeforever@live.com