/diy/ - Do It Yourself

mistake
>be me
>15
>lesbo awakening
>really likes this 11/10 girl, gorgeous inside and out
>she's also a lesbo
>known her for three years, yet we've never been too close
>talk to her more
>we become close friends
>fast forwards a bit
>it's day before Valentine's day
>decide to get her a stuffed animal dog with a note attached to it explaining that i liked her
>worry
>it's now Valentine's day
>fuck.jpg
>approaches her
>her friend's there too, she's a thottie
>didn't think she'd mind
>gives gorgeous girl the dog
>her friend, the thottie, shoots me a dirty look
>"uh, thanks, anon..."
>looks at her friend and back at me
>she brushed it off
>okbye
>later in the day, hear a passing conversation about gorgeous girl
>listens
>"is gorgeous girl still dating thottie?"
>"yeah"
>what.png
>i realize
>oh god
>mfw i gave my crush a gift and confession directly infront of her girlfriend

even though it happened two years ago, im still losing sleep over it