Al/ck/ alchohlism general

[Anonymous No.9834542]

relapsing and it feels so good edition

[Anonymous No.9834560]

>>9834542
Detoxing at home, as usual. Feels bad man. Don’t worry I always taper with a case of beer.. hopefully 24 is enough after month of white rum @ pint/day. Should be okay. As long as I don’t think to hard about my family and all the time wasted.

[Anonymous No.9834578]

Alcohol is gross

[Anonymous No.9834609]

>>>9834582
You will be fine dude. Gotta let time heal that shit. It will pass. Girls always drive me crazy after a breakup. It always gets better. I’ve been in your shoes multiple times with multiple girls.

[Anonymous No.9834640]

I am out of money

tfw you have to ask someone to support your obvious addiction until you get another check

[Anonymous No.9834645]

>>9834542
My poop floats and is greasy

[Anonymous No.9834647]

>>9834640
Oh and also buy Christmas presents lmao

Alcohol is the devil and I am a satanist

[Anonymous No.9834649]

>>9834645
That's probably from high fat foods

[Anonymous No.9834651]

Will liquor make make me bloat too or is that a beer thing?

[Anonymous No.9834654]

>>9834651
Less so, but still a bit

[Anonymous No.9834656]

half way into a bottle of god ol jim beam.

what are you d rinking tonight?

Anyone want to be my friend?

[Anonymous No.9834658]

>>9834651
?? Pretty sure it’s just a beer thing cause you have to drink so much and it’s carbonated. Can’t ever recall feeling anything but drunk, retarded and walking dead the next day from liquor

[Anonymous No.9834662]

>>9834656
I'll be your friend

[Anonymous No.9834664]

>>9834656
Sure. I’m your huckleberry. I polished my handle of rum I opened a couple days ago and I’m drinking mgd now so I don’t die

[Anonymous No.9834690]

>>9834656
Jim beam is my favourite budget whiskey. I'll be your firend lad

[Anonymous No.9834717]

>>9834690
>Jim Beam
>whiskey

[Anonymous No.9834726]

>>9834717
Nice bait. 2/10 for making me reply

[Anonymous No.9834731]

>>9834664
I had very bad wds today on my way to the store. I bought that bottle of jim beam and was shaking so much I almost dropped it. Then I had the worst panic attack I've had in years on the way home. But a few shots later and I was as good as new.

>>9834662
Thanks!
>>9834690
Me too!

>>9834717
Bourbon isn't whiskey?

[Anonymous No.9834746]

I've yet to meet an alcoholic drink I like.

>hurr it's an acquired taste for real men
What the fuck is wrong with people who sit through something they hate until they force themselves to like it?

[Anonymous No.9834749]

>>9834731
The shaking I can handle. It’s the panic of impending doom and wondering if I died and am living in a purgatory of imagined future doomed to solitude and soul rot that gets me. Are my friends and family just a projection of a memory? Kek. Yeah the existential crisis part is the worst.

[Anonymous No.9834775]

>>9834542

You're only an alcoholic if you're physically dependent on it, that is to say, you hands are shaking if you don't get a drink, and you wake up in cold sweat in the morning.

>i drink 4 beers a day and some whisky i'm an alcoholic lmao

Fucking Americans.

[Anonymous No.9834786]

>>9834749
The spikes of icnreased shaking really scare me because I think I'm going to seize up.

But yeah feeling like you're going to die really sucks. My heart rate also spikes really high. It was 150 today at resting before I drank. I'm going to talk to a doctor about that, don't want to haev a heart attack because I didn't drink early enough!

[Anonymous No.9834795]

>>9834542
I'm currently fighting the urge to relapse, which sucks because I was offered free food if i could go X days without drinking.

[Anonymous No.9834796]

>>9834746
If you haven't fallen victim to it, stay away from alcohol. If you ever feel awkward or ostracized because you don't drink, it's worth it. Trust me. Alcohol is the closest thing to a devil that exists. It's:

1) been with us since forever
2) ruining lives as we speak
3) convinced us that it's no big deal

[Anonymous No.9834805]

>>9834786
It’s anxiety. Stop worrying about a heart attack.. for real. The worst I had it I couldn’t sleep at all.. accompanied of course by the existential fear.. my heart was pounding. I was basically dreaming but my body wouldn’t sleep. Then eventually after an excruciating amount of time passed, I would feel myself drift off as if to fall asleep but I would get this crazy vertigo and “hear” this crazy “whoosh” sound and snap awake. This happened over and over for like 48 hours. I looked it up of course to see if anyone else had ever encountered it. It’s apparently fairly common among anxiety sufferers. Wish I woulda had a Valium. I should probably hunt some down honestly, Incase it happens again. Seriously though. Calm the fuck down with your heart attack worries. Don’t stop cold turkey tho! Fuck that shit. Taper wisely. Beer is your friend if you wanna stop.

[Anonymous No.9834806]

>>9834786
>The spikes of icnreased shaking really scare me because I think I'm going to seize up.
I get that too, it's the fucking worst holy hell. I've had a seizure before so it's definitely not an irrational fear for me.

[Anonymous No.9834813]

>>9834795
Do eeeeet! Don’t forget to taper

[Anonymous No.9834822]

>>9834813
I've already been detoxing. I don't want back on the booze ride, I want to quit. But fuck me once it gets on my brain booze is all I can think about.

[Anonymous No.9834830]

>>9834822
I feel ya. I don’t know what to say except to excersize or at least be somewhat active so you can sleep when the time comes and you aren’t looking for booze to sleep. Eat 3 square, stay away from the people you drank with. I know me spouting that shit means fuck all. Stay strong

[Anonymous No.9834854]

I feel like I'm going to have a difficult relationship with alcohol. I have an addictive personality, my grandfather was an alcoholic and it really negatively impacted my dad's life (he beat my grandmother). I'm a very pleasant and social drunk, honest to god never done anything I've regretted while drunk (other than embarrassing myself). I definitely don't have any physical dependence yet but after 4 years of college I'm dangerously close to a psychological one. Hoping that getting a job and some regularity in my life will help.

[Anonymous No.9834855]

>>9834830
I know I'm going to cave in, this fucking sucks. I'm just sitting here watching the clock because the stores close in a little over an hour. I hate being this obsessive over something I literally hate.

[Anonymous No.9834861]

/what day is it/

desu

[Anonymous No.9834879]

>>9834775
who are you talking to?

[Anonymous No.9834887]

Alcohol will only make it worse.. Be a man and face everything head on.
I have been to the end and back. Alcohol is amazing and for what?
Alcoholics are my favorite cause they don't remember shit. Real shit.
If you drink alot then just kill yourself or stop drinking.. Damn

[Anonymous No.9834892]

>>9834887
this.... is........ really... deep.. woah........

[Anonymous No.9834894]

>>9834887
It's obviously more complicated than that

[Anonymous No.9834899]

>>9834894
Not him, but I'm lucky I have a family who understands how hard the struggle is. They hated it and didn't understand it at first, but after watching me go through it they get it now. They obviously still hate it, but they're far more understanding.

[Anonymous No.9834929]

>>9834899
my mom is screaming at me every day on the phone to dry out "just stop" she doesn't understand that if i stopped i could maybe die.

[Anonymous No.9834938]

>>9834542
You will die.. Is that so bad? Or just keep disappointing your family and be a lazy, sloppy asshole. Alcohol sucks man, i am buzzed right now so I know, but don't try to blame everything on it. Life is hard and therefore we drink. DO NOT HATE THE DRINK HATE YOURSELF

[Anonymous No.9834944]

>>9834560
I know those feels. Had a serious breakdown at Disneyland with my daughter and family at 1 day sober. The boats clanked together on pirates of the carribean and i was so anxious i jumped like a cat and cried with my family. I still drink :\

[Anonymous No.9834953]

>>9834944
wow dude, just wow.. IDk what to say. 2 generation ago your family was killing people to keep your freedom and your crying about a loud noise? IDK WTF

[Anonymous No.9834956]

Is anyone else amazed that they aren't fat? I drink about 3/4 of a quart every day and eat a lot because I'm dehydrated

[Anonymous No.9834958]

>>9834929
It's not only that, it's just literally insanely hard to stop, both physically and mentally. The amount of times I've given in and bought booze because of how fucking scary withdrawals are is insane.

[Anonymous No.9834960]

>>9834560
WW3 is coming and you are all fucked.. Drink as much as you want and die happy, or stop and die scared of loud noises after 1 day its up to you

[Anonymous No.9834962]

>>9834953
Oh fuck off, dude. There were tons of alcoholics back then too. You're the biggest retard ever.

[Anonymous No.9834968]

>>9834944
Well kind of. My parents are british. I was having an extreme panic attack which i had never expirienced before and i was literally surrounded by people with no way out. It was horrifying. Ironic that it was at the happiest place on earth.

[Anonymous No.9834971]

>>9834968
Ment for
>>9834953

[Anonymous No.9834972]

>>9834560
I have had to WD in jail bro.. You can do it too, you will not die. AA sux, I been there too many times. I also have many other addictions as well but good ol Alcho is my best bitch.

[Anonymous No.9834981]

Stop CRYING. Godamn bro.. Everyone you know around you will die one day. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. If you want something different then do it. Fuck man

[Anonymous No.9835001]

>>9834542
The worst part about stopping is the feeling of bugs crawling on you, all over and you cannot stop it. I also had insane paranoia were i THOUGHT THE GUY IN THE OTHER ROOM WAS PLANNING TO KILL ME. This was all in college mind you. I got through it in a week cause Im not a scared lil bitch

[Anonymous No.9835005]

>>9834542
When you drink a 5th plus every day thats how you get.. So dont cry about addiction to alcohol its all in your head bro. Grow up and punch a person IDK. Are you a virgin? I dont get it.. One lil speedbump and everything stops lmfao. You kids BAKA

[Anonymous No.9835018]

>>9834560
>>9835005
WTF is BAKA?

[Anonymous No.9835021]

>>9834944
>Had a serious breakdown at Disneyland with my daughter and family at 1 day sober. The boats clanked together on pirates of the carribean and i was so anxious i jumped like a cat and cried with my family

[Anonymous No.9835024]

>>9835018
I hat e reddit so fucking much

[Anonymous No.9835041]

>>9834542
Just cause this one kid sucks and is not good at drinking dosnt mean alcohol is too be taken lightly..

[Anonymous No.9835071]

>>9834560
Serious addiction can only be triumphed by the one person who is afflicted by said condition, no matter what it may be. Stop your own problem because nobody can actually help you.. If you have to hit rock bottom then so be it. It will only be years later when your dying that you say to yourself, "Oh shit I prolly should have stopped drinking and played w more fidget spinners".

[Anonymous No.9835073]

Guys what's the best way to get blood stains out of a bathrobe? Asking for a friend

[Anonymous No.9835084]

>>9834542
I would burn said bathrobe . Just to be safe.. *wink*

[Anonymous No.9835090]

>>9834542
yes offer the sin to the fire, it will be grateful. one day.

[Anonymous No.9835105]

>>9835084
It's his blood

[Anonymous No.9835108]

May have screwed up. Bought s laptop on eBay which wasn’t as described, had a nightmare time getting the seller to accept fault, so last night having had a return request mandated by eBay, I sent it back to them. Problem is that I was so angry that i shat on the keyboard first. I feel like they’ll call the police...

[Anonymous No.9835120]

>>9835108
eh you might be fine. Seller might just decide to cut his losses because you're obviously crazy

[Anonymous No.9835162]

>>9834609
Dunno man. I’ve dated a lot of girls, this one was the only I’ve ever loved.
It’s only really hitting me now that she’s gone, but uhm. she left 6 years ago.
I think men only truly fall in love once in their lifetimes. Before her I’d only... assumed I’d been in love, with her I KNOW it.
Whatever. Chugging hard.

[Anonymous No.9835180]

>>9835162
Man the same sort of situation rekt me so long ago. 5 years it's been. It was the first time I ever felt anything that you could describe as love.

You can't quantify love. Who's to say that it wasn't just intense lust. Maybe there's an even better feeling than what I felt. Dunno

[Anonymous No.9835188]

Why is it whenever I'm a week or so sober and the WD's are gone, I start feeling tons better, Every mistake i've made in my life and relationship I've ruined and girl I've hurt starts playing through my head vividly until I cave and drink it away again?
Surely normal people don't remember all of this shit so clearly.... What the fuck, life.

-Gin Blossoms Motherboard Guy

[Anonymous No.9835194]

>>9835188
It's because you need a therapist. You drink because you have issues. If you work to resolve those issues, you will be less likely to relapse

[Anonymous No.9835199]

>>9834296
Depends what setup and what juice you have. Many shops give subohm stuff that use a lot of liquid but can't be used with high nicotine juice. To quit smoking you need nicotine (you'll make phat clouds in a month or two)

>>9834645
Pancreas, get it checked.

[Anonymous No.9835231]

>>9835188
This is why I hate going to sleep sober. Every single mistake I've made in my life just runs through my head. Every cringeworthy moment, every regret, etc...

[Anonymous No.9835245]

>>9834542
Guys, the death of the last good man in my family and no one being there to comfort me because my gf broke up with me a year before when I was there caused me to start drinking. And I was there for her grandparents passing.

Every time I think about the loss I felt, something I haven't felt for 10 years prior in high school when my uncle died, and this causes me or the urge to drink not really the addiction of drinking.

What can i do to stop this, it is getting bad..
I heard this is a good place to ask for advice besides venting.

[Anonymous No.9835246]

>>9835071
Heh. Most of the time I’m fine. It’s a cycle of course. Drink. Feel great about it. After a couple weeks (or months) of drinking start to slide a bit “emotionally” or something and want to stop. Taper and deal with the nightmare. Spend a few days/weeks sober. Regain confidence in all of it. Rinse-repeat. I usually do the 12 hour rule from last drink till first drink... usually the slide happens when I have to drink in the morning. Pretty much self regulating. As far as alcoholism goes it’s not too bad I think. I’ll take my struggle over mindlessly flicking fidget spinners any day. Tortured souls are attractive and like attracts like.. right? Need me a new drunk at or a sober one. Drunk for fuck sober for making babies. Luck of the draw as to what will present itself first I guess. For now it’s just me and my struggle. I can deal

[Anonymous No.9835258]

>>9835245
We’re undoubtedly the most expert on 4chan.
And we’ve absolutely no idea.
I use a lot of cannabis. Closest thing to a solution I’ve found. I stop drinking immediately if I have a bag, but It costs me around £30/day, and the instant I run out I relapse. It’s ultimately a dead end, but it at least allows me time to heal.

[Anonymous No.9835261]

>>9835245
self bump for tips?

I don't get the shakes yet, but I think I get anxiety like my stomach is on a roller coaster when I do not drink and try to suppress the memories when sober. This only stops when I force myself to eat then the next day I start drinking out of hopeless sadness, I guess you can call it that.

[Anonymous No.9835264]

>>9834960
I shoot better when I’m not filled with wd anxiety. Think I’ll keep the juice flowing for ww3 if possible

[Anonymous No.9835269]

I got an Inchgower 6 years old without any naming as a gift. Does anyone happen to know this one and what it is like? Really hard to find this one on the internet

[Anonymous No.9835271]

>>9835258
hmmm thanks man I noticed I drink first and just smoke a ton of weed after to go full on numb but I see your point, maybe tommorow morning if I don't drinking a half pint or pint of vodka for breakfast, I will just roll some up and eat and eat, wake up after the green out, and smoke more not head out for my mid afternoon drink, I have plenty cash saved up from quitting my busboy job recently to support weed for a while, I just am afraid of the alcohol body dependence that might happen even with my genetics of a god. And weed is a lot easier for me to quit in the long run, might start a family and don't want to be a dumb stoner all my life, so hence kicking that habit will be much easier than the liquor

[Anonymous No.9835278]

>>9835261
Ifyou are drinking out of sadness and to suppress anxiety (the stomach thing) get help for your real problems m somehow if you can. The crippling sadness is something that will tear its ugly head and drive you into deep physical addiction if left unchecked. For now the physical addiction is minimal of at all. Get ahead of that psychological shit if you can. Else you will end up a horror story.

[Anonymous No.9835285]

>>9835278
I don't want to sound creepy but I think I need to go spend time at the graveyard to "finally" get over this deep sadness instead of drinking...

[Anonymous No.9835289]

>>9835271
Yeah kicking booze is infinitely harder. Stopping weed makes me irritable, whereas stopping booze makes me have seizures.
Weed is superb at fighting PAWS. If I had an inexhaustible supply I’d probably never drink again. Alas, I live in ignorantistan, where reefer madness reigns.

[Anonymous No.9835300]

>>9835285
Not creepy at all. You need to come to grips with your loss. See I am the kind of person who will not feel a fucking thing in the moment of loss. Fucking schizoid or something. Just absolute numbness. Complete withdrawal. I can comfort others, albeit in a detached way. I only really feel empathy for my sister. Anyway. I feel losses that havent Happened yet, don’t know if that’s good or bad. That shit needs to be felt by you in your own time. If you need to go to the graveyard to feel it do. Meditate on your loss and allow yourself to feel it. Don’t be bummed if it doesn’t come. Just try again and keep it in your mind that it’s coming. Purge that shit if you can.

[Anonymous No.9835303]

>>9835162
Been there man. Thought I'd never find anyone else, let alone better, but I did. It took a fuckload of effort in self improvement. If I can do it any of you alchies can. We're all gonna make it brehs

[Anonymous No.9835306]

>>9835188
When you stop drinking the pain of why you drank in the first place is still there, ready to rek your shit.

[Anonymous No.9835307]

>>9835303
Self improvement is mastrubation. Now, self destruction...

[Anonymous No.9835309]

>>9835289
what is paws?

[Anonymous No.9835310]

>>9835309
Post acute withdrawal syndrome

[Anonymous No.9835311]

>>9835300
thanks

:) feel a little better

[Anonymous No.9835314]

>>9835311
Yeah humans have been dealing with the effects of alcohol forever. These scenarios are good to wax over, but they are nothing new. It’s like ptsd and ww2 vets. It’s not too much of a thing til you give it a name.

[Anonymous No.9835316]

>>9835310
Oh, little off topic but I am either a constant smoker stoner or I am not, before the drinking if I smoked like 1 every 2 weeks or once a month, I would get weirded and not confident with the high like a noob stoner would. But I under stand that the weed helps with withdraws and what not now, thanks. It is just when people are dropping dead in your family left and right, good people, and you are left with selfish tweakers and isolated idiots, you kind of give up hope for the future or anything, I am 28 so I am older but should not think life is over like this. I am only 28 not 38 or shit 48..

[Anonymous No.9835329]

>>9835245
>>9835261
My reading comprehension is low at the moment, forgive me senpai.
>"because my gf broke up with me a year before"
You mean she broke up with you a year ago and your uncle died shortly after? Or she broke up with you a year ago, and then your uncle died recently?

Regardless anon, without sounding like a raging faggot, I think you need to get new hobbies to take your mind off your uncles passing, at least for now. I think all of us ITT have suffered some kind of emotional loss that has hit home hard, and most of us have turned to alcohol. Now we're posting weeb shit on a Mongolian basket weaving forum.

[Anonymous No.9835342]

>>9835329
I think your reading comprehension is a bit off. His girlfriend broke up with him a year ago. Then the last "good man" in his family died recently, meaning now he has nobody left. His uncle had died 10 years ago, and he feels the same now about the death of the other person.

[Anonymous No.9835346]

>>9835329
No she broke up with me a little more than a year before my grandpa died, so when he died, I had no one to really comfort me closely, besides the obvious family comforting, and I was there for her... She likes to check obituary's daily for some reason maybe part of her newspaper reading habit, so she knew and still did not try to contact me, that is the hardest part to swallow.

Besides my grandpa, also 2 uncles died in less then 2 years after my grandpa died. So my drinking got worse and worse til this point .

[Anonymous No.9835347]

>>9835316
Dude isolated idiots and worthless tweakers are a fact of life. Gotta keep your eyes open for people you can respect. These may be few and far between so don’t get discouraged if it ain’t happening over night. Be patient and let these relationships form naturally. Trust has to be earned. I still have my most influential people luckily but I am well versed in being surrounded by degenerates and general useless fucks. There are good people around. Give people the benefit of the doubt, if they fuck with you or run you the wrong way next them immediately. No guilt necessary. Hang in there. You are young

[Anonymous No.9835352]

>>9835329
same guy you replied to, I thought this was a Mongolian throat singing/music forum? EXCUSE ME.

[Anonymous No.9835356]

>>9835346
>She likes to check obituary's daily for some reason
How to spot a beginner shitposter

[Anonymous No.9835358]

What to do about the nutrition problem?
I have raisins, peanut butter, vitamin supplements and fruit juice. I force some down at least once daily. Anyone have any tips as to how I can improve my diet? I FFFFFUUUUCCCKKIINGG HATE eating. I wish I could just swallow a pill every day which gives me what I need

[Anonymous No.9835362]

>>9835346
She’s a fucking waste of time at this point man. If she was shitty you just gotta next her. I know it ain’t easy but all the girls I have loved, I have really loved. And all of them failed me in retrospect. That doesn’t mean I’m perfect, but in hindsight I am truly glad to have the opportunity to find someone new who has the potential to be a great partner. Look on the bright side, she wasn’t the one and now you don’t have to come to that realization with a ring and a kid in the picture

[Anonymous No.9835369]

>>9835358
Don’t know. I love eating. Try to stay sober till dinner time or a couple hours before. Works for me. Also I only eat dinner

[Anonymous No.9835374]

>>9835347
Thanks for the advice, there are some really nice people I left behind in the past but not over 5 years so its not too crazy to make minimal contact with them again, maybe I should try to reinvest my time and establish contact with cool dudes and chicks while trying to meet new people with this type of mindset, I can spot a nigger, what idiots really are regardless of skins color, a mile away so I should have no excuse surrounding my self with DECENT people. The only thing is i live in nigger lover commiecalifornia, so it is hard to be fair. Even the nice "new" people, are hyenas in sheep's clothing, not even wolfs, I rather have a wolf. But I see your point, I just hope some of the people of my past have not given in to the act and think like a nigger in California mindset. This place is really killing it self. Not a /pol/ but anybody that lives here that is not a fucking idiot will tell you the same thing, I hear it everyday.. state civil war when? pic related

[Anonymous No.9835383]

>>9835356
my ex and I use to steal my uncle's paper every sunday and read it, and after the regular front page bs she would skip to the back of the paper, maybe she was more deperessed than me with her personal issues at the time that caused her to do this, it was just weird to me at the time so I didn't care until she left me and my grandpa died, so use common sense, she had to see it. And her mom is subscribe to the same local paper.

[Anonymous No.9835386]

>>9835369
sad dead grandpa guy here, maybe my assumptions on eating instead of drinking and smoking weed too are true, to slowly get away from the booze

[Anonymous No.9835395]

>>9835374
Hey man. I get it. Ive felt with niggers a plenty, from many different walk of life. If you can spot them and avoid them you are way ahead of the curve. Old friends can be good but can also be shitty toward you when It suits them. Especially if you have fucked up in the past with them or even showed too much vulnerability. People like to hold you to vulnerabilities, at least in my experience, when it can give them an edge socially. It’s human nature. I hate my best friends the most ;)

[Anonymous No.9835401]

>>9835386
Eating certianly helps. I just love to cook and eat good food. Even when I’m a piece of shit that day and don’t do shit it gets me up and moving for a couple hours and it’s something to look foreword too instead of just drinking constantly

[Anonymous No.9835406]

>>9835362
It was an off an on relationship through high school and after, and I have had other gf's but I just wish she didn't waste my time if she knew she would just one day skip town and block me out of her reality completely.. if she just did this early on maybe I could have invested more time in a new lover or something. It fucking sucks, this feeling. No one is here for me, and the number other females I could have had a chance with if she just didn't keep pulling me back. One word comes to mind, selfish.

I know she is alone and probably miserable right now, a few months ago a friend on stupid social media told me she dosent post pics of guys or dating, because I think other guys sense her selfish and stupid bullshit from the start. But I don't care.

[Anonymous No.9835409]

>>9835395
thx for the input

[Anonymous No.9835411]

>>9835401
the weed helps too, I like too be in a cloud of confusion just whipping shit up in the kitchen, eating while watching random shit on the internet or the latest vids of the day

[Anonymous No.9835419]

>>9835386


Im this guy.
>>9835395
>>9835369
>>9835347
>>9835314
>>9835278
>>9835300
And a bunch further up

Having trouble keeping track who in responding too cause I just responding to everyone I feel like I can give a good word to tonight for whatever reason. Hang in there and trust in your intuition about people. The good with the bad. Only you can decide what your standards are

[Anonymous No.9835424]

>>9834796
Tolstoy wrote a play - I think aimed at peasants and children when he was teaching in later life - called "The First Distiller" which represents a conclave of devils distilling the first bottle of vodka.

When I first read it I thought it was his typical, kind of unsatisfactory moralising - because of his typical hypocrisy and his liking to drink quite a bit whilst banning it for his followers - but more and more I think that he really hit on the truth with that one desu.

[Anonymous No.9835430]

>>9835419
you are right, and I can't start if I feel like a drunk piece of shit daily, unless I want to be around pieces of shits daily, which is sad but true, so can't change reality unless I change my self

[Anonymous No.9835435]

>>9835424
not just vodka, all liquor really..

[Anonymous No.9835444]

>>9835430
True. And the more a piece of shit you are in your own mind, the more other people will be pieces of shit towards you in broader reality as well as in your perception. It’s a self fulfilling prophecy. It’s why drinks complain of loneliness imo. Fact is sometimes people will fuck with you even when you are up. You can guarantee these will kick you when you are down, or at least profit from your demise. This is my demon coming out. Take with grain of salt

[Anonymous No.9835445]

>>9835424
That sounds interesting, I'll have a look for it.

[Anonymous No.9835446]

>>9835289
>Tfw canadafag with prescription for top shelf weed and edibles
>Tfw full legalization next year

Literally all canada has going for it

[Anonymous No.9835450]

>>9835430
>>9835444
And like I said it’s human nature. Like I said I hate my best friends the most cause they can and do use moments of weakness or vulnerability against me for their gain when it suits them. You are the only one (aside from true family if you are lucky) that ALWAYS has your back. Don’t let yourself be an enemy if you can help it. Again. Grain of salt

[Anonymous No.9835451]

>>9835445
I checked out some reviews - like the raging faggot that I am - and they are all from either soccer moms or elderly women. Please give me an abstract anon, I'm about to pass out.

[Anonymous No.9835455]

>>9835444
hence why I would have rather have a wolf than a slow killing hyena, but your demon is pretty accurate if not reality with the drinking levels and peoples perception of you and how they treat you, people sense these things from the gecko, especially people with "experience" in life..

[Anonymous No.9835458]

>>9835446
I love Canada. Met an ex there who happened to be moving to London almost immediately after I left to come home. The weed laws are great, the scenery is amazing and the living cost is like a quarter of that in the uk.
I’m now banned for life from ever entering Canada again, thanks to two DUIs. Awesome.
I’ve just bough this (pic) though, so I’m happy.

[Anonymous No.9835459]

>>9835450
i am goign to make that into a t shirt, "only you, got's your back"

[Anonymous No.9835463]

>>9835455
Yeah man. I trust my gut and the closer people are to me the more it cuts when the feeding starts.

[Anonymous No.9835464]

>>9835458
thats an awful lot of leafs in there bud.

[Anonymous No.9835465]

>>9835459
Only you -front
Gots your back-back

[Anonymous No.9835469]

>>9835463
what do you mean by when the feeding starts?

[Anonymous No.9835472]

>>9835464
Can’t complain for 40 quid, that half oz will last me the rest of the year. It’s difficult to guarantee perfect weed given that it’s illegal here

[Anonymous No.9835474]

>>9835465
lol will keep that in mind this weekend at the flea market and their various t shirt shops, fucking only costs like $6 dollars

[Anonymous No.9835475]

>>9835458
I'm not a huge fan of weed, but it don't care if people smoke it. Same same with hard drugs, but different.

[Anonymous No.9835478]

>>9835458
Niiice.

Yeah its actually a decent country overall. My prescription comes thru post, been in horrible PAWS from Fentanyl addiction. Just so happy cause in less than 8 hrs my extracts (oral cannabis oil) will arrive at my doorstep.

Hoping to get some sleep finally.
Enjoy the sack bro!

[Anonymous No.9835480]

>>9835469
When they use a moment of weakness on my part for their own social gain

[Anonymous No.9835483]

>>9835475

[Anonymous No.9835486]

>>9835480
>>9835469
Hyenas

[Anonymous No.9835490]

>>9835480
with young normies these days, you should except that from everyone sadly..

[Anonymous No.9835492]

>>9835490
Expect yes, and do. Accept.. fuck no.

[Anonymous No.9835498]

>>9835492
that is why i ignore or avoid people like this, I expect it but dont accept it, wastes more of my time in the long run

[Anonymous No.9835504]

>>9835458
forget the haters, some or alot of weed is better than no weed at all and even if loose buds and leaves, at least it is crstyally looking, what gets you high, so enjoy, not sure what 40 quid equals to in US dollars,

[Anonymous No.9835505]

>Sneak in mickey of vodka in my pant waist with a baggy sweater on so mum doesnt catch me again

She just wants me to get better...

[Anonymous No.9835508]

>>9835490
Man you have no idea. I live in a 'multicultural' nation and at my office you can't say shit without being looked down upon.
>pajeet, why haven't you included yourself in our society, and why did you shit in the staff sink?
>"Employee #62383 you can't say that. It's discrimination!"
I know there are 'good' refugees and people that can contribute to my country, but the majority are useless crime driven niggers.

[Anonymous No.9835509]

>>9835498
Yeah it’s why I’m talking about it here. You won’t have the chance to hold it against me or use it for your social gain. Can’t even trust my closest friends to deny their nature. Don’t know why people see it as a zero sum game, but I suppose without anonymity, it is

[Anonymous No.9835519]

>>9835508
No there arent any good ones.
All niggers must hang.

[Anonymous No.9835521]

>>9835504
It’s actually really decent, not as strong as the budder/shatter I prefer, but it’s sour diesel which a friend grew months ago. It’s down to the leafy popcorn buds now, all he has left, but as you say, it’s still loaded with crystals. I’m high as fuck, and I’ll have my appetite back within a day or two. I’ve got a 1.5 kilo pork shoulder joint waiting in the fridge, with which I intend to do this...
https://youtube.com/watch?v=An9FA6a8dyc
Fuck you alcohol, let the comfy begin.

[Anonymous No.9835523]

Bought another handle of rum.

I'm not in a very good state of health to begin with so I really hope I do not die. It would be immeasurably pathetic for others to pick through all my trash and shit to haul my fat corpse out of here.

[Anonymous No.9835530]

>>9835523
Rum is the best poison. Don’t drink it all in one day

[Anonymous No.9835539]

>>9835521
1:06
._.

[Anonymous No.9835542]

>>9835530

>Don’t drink it all in one day

I typically do. Though it is only 70 proof (Admiral Nelson). I'm morbidly obese so I usually need to. Though, with enough hydration, I end up feeling fine.

[Anonymous No.9835551]

>when you have snapchat sluts on call
>all you can say to their nudes is 'hehe'
Can't be fucked bb gril, I need to finish this handle.

>2011+6
>lying on the internet

[Anonymous No.9835553]

>>9835542
Makes sense I suppose. What do you mix it with? Anything? I like my run with v8splash tropical blend and a lime wedge on the rocks. Gummy bear heaven

[Anonymous No.9835554]

>>9835314
It was called shell shock after WWI. Was already a thing.

>>9835358
>I wish I could just swallow a pill every day which gives me what I need
It's called soylent (or joylent and any similar product)

[Anonymous No.9835556]

>>9835508
lol k

[Anonymous No.9835559]

Guys how do you cope with feeling like an embarrassment sober? I'm not so bad off right now, but whenever I take a few days off somehow, I always feel like a loser. I crave that attention I get in bars or just the self satisfaction of drinking at home and getting a laugh out of things.

I was drinking nightly for about two years, had a month of sobriety, and now I'm at a weird off and on phase this year.

[Anonymous No.9835560]

>>9835554
Yeh those guys were well beyond ptsd of late. You seen videos? They can hardly walk. Was an actual brain disorder from concussion

[Anonymous No.9835563]

>>9835553

I take shots chased with diet coke. Roughly the same thing as a rum and coke without all the effort.

[Anonymous No.9835569]

>>9835509
funny thing is the girl i am trying to date right now is exactly what you are desbring but in her own way, dirty liberal ghettosih bitch, got worse as she got older, to the point now where i say i rather jack off and running into other girls lol not in that order

[Anonymous No.9835570]

>>9835563
I find comfort in the ritual. Feel like a degenerate if I skip the lime for some reason.

[Anonymous No.9835577]

>>9835521
get her out of the kitchen

[Anonymous No.9835578]

>>9835569
Know what she is and don’t let the pussy blind you. Don’t hate her for being that way. Just a fucking animal anyway. Hoes gonna ho

[Anonymous No.9835580]

>>9835577
Ikr, needs to be in the bedroom

[Anonymous No.9835582]

>>9835569
*run into other girls

[Anonymous No.9835586]

>>9835582
Sometimes it’s good to rub one out before running into a girl

[Anonymous No.9835590]

When do you know, deep down, that you've passed the 'buzz' phase and have entered the point of no return?
>reactions are noticeably slowed
>have to 'rick click > spell check' every red wriggly nigger
>face gets hot
>body gets hot, turn for that aircon
>realize you spent bill-savings on booze, again
>all good I have more booze in the kitchen
>why am I in the kitchen
>sit down at gayman PC
>where is my drink
>get drink from kitchen, return to PC
>there are 15 tabs open that I don't immediately recognize
>don't care, close all of them except for 4chin and a Youtube video about Pripyat
>decide to reinstall snapchat - even though you have a gril
>unread messages from a whale that you probably could fuck if you were a bit more tanked
>drink some more
>whale is nearby and wants to gobble your benis
>you're now at the point where cheating on you qt3.14 seems like a reasonable option
Alcohol is hell.

[Anonymous No.9835593]

>>9835556

[Anonymous No.9835595]

>>9835590
when I stand up from my chair and struggle to balance

I don't really notice how drunk I am when sitting down, just creeps up gradually

[Anonymous No.9835603]

>>9835590
If I wake up in a police cell (having blacked out) more than once in a week, I consider it breakdown-tier. Last time, I jumped off a bridge and spent a week in hospital, while under arrest the whole time I was there.

[Anonymous No.9835615]

>>9835603
Fuck dude thats rough

[Anonymous No.9835625]

>>9835603
Story time anon. I noticed the 'ck' so does that mean we can get some fish and chips some time?

[Anonymous No.9835630]

>>9835603

Must feel humiliating being cuffed to a bed.

[Anonymous No.9835633]

>>9835615
Wasn’t so bad desu. Watching a dealer friend get raped up the ass with a spoon by rivals was worse. Being tortured by 4 dudes who wanted money, and nearly jumping out of a third storey window to escape, was bad too. Watching a girl have a machete held over her arm and being threatened with dismemberment by London gang members wasn’t nice either, nor was years of heroin and crack addiction, during which time my only ‘friends’ were career criminals.
Someone here was nice enough to make this collage, which quite appropriately illustrates a fair approximation of my general stability.
After 1/4 century drunk, alcohol has taken its toll rather comprehensively. Would not recommend.

[Anonymous No.9835635]

>>9835603
you ever had problems with law or doing dumb shit when sober?

[Anonymous No.9835637]

>>9835635
Nope

[Anonymous No.9835644]

>>9835633
that collage is cringy as fuck

[Anonymous No.9835648]

>>9835644
Cringe is a part of life if you’re a dedicated drunkard

[Anonymous No.9835650]

>>9835644

>HELIP

[Anonymous No.9835654]

>>9835650
Yeah there were supposed to be two “L”s, lol, but I was too fucked to make my hands do what I told them (booze-induced ataxia)

[Anonymous No.9835664]

>>9835648
well aware of that, that's why I don't post personal pics on 4chan for extra levels of cringe

[Anonymous No.9835681]

>>9835664
I’d like to see some of the anons who post here, hence my posting a few pics. I’d hoped a couple might do the same.
I really don’t care that my pics are posted here, because I have pretty much nothing to lose, and these threads are a great place to discuss ludicrous levels of boozing - without them I’d probably be pestering friends or family. Waking to realise I’ve said some dumb, drunken shit to a family member fucks with my head more than being in prison.

[Anonymous No.9835689]

>>9835633
Lost to the Zone.

[Anonymous No.9835693]

>>9835681
>alcoholic
not
>alcohol dependent
>inb4

[Anonymous No.9835726]

>>9835681
this is just a place for me to be honest and open about my alcoholism

I have plenty to lose irl, I guess you could call me a functioning alcoholic none of my friends or family are aware that I'm a full blown degenerate, they may have suspicions that I drink a bit more than the average person but they definitely don't know the levels of degeneracy my life involves

i have no interest in posting personal info/pics here

[Anonymous No.9835735]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9mWLig0s_9k

bump when drunk

[Anonymous No.9835751]

>>9835735
DICKS EVERYWHERE

[Anonymous No.9835775]

>>9835726
I don’t blame you bro.
Drunk, and stoned as fuck too, so imma ramble.
Fifteen years ago I’d never have posted a pic of myself anywhere like this, but I’m honest to god stunned that I’m still alive. I could go at any time, lol. I’m a dead man, almost 40 and still never sober. Some people here know my pics, my name, my phone number, my old home address and, well, a few grils from /b/ know a few things in addition to those. I’ll never work for an employer again, my only friends are ex-cons and much of my family rightly hates me, because I’m an alcoholic pain in the ass. I have FUCK ALL to lose.
I bet I’m not the only one here in a state like this, and I urge those in this much of a mess, to give up. To embrace the imminent disasters with which alcoholism will furnish them, and in so doing find themselves giving almost no fucks about their internet presence, or fuck it, even life in general. Why the hell not post a pic? Al/ck/ has helped me more than AA, the NHS and all manner of psychiatry over decades. Not wishing to turn it into /soc/, but I’d love to befriend and meet people from here.

[Anonymous No.9835779]

>>9835775
tell me what would be gained from posting personal pics here?

attention?

[Anonymous No.9835782]

>>9835779
Like I say, I’d like to know more about the people who post here. I’ve spoken on the phone and emailed a few, and I’ve found it to be a valuable support network. Like AA but, well, not shit.

[Anonymous No.9835785]

>>9835775
i'm an oldfag, personal pics are against the whole culture of an anon imageboard. it's not about having nothing to lose or any bullshit like that, it;s just bad taste. go to one of the reddit boards like /soc/ for that

[Anonymous No.9835786]

>>9835782
This is AA. As soon as you make it personal and real, it stops being anonymous.

[Anonymous No.9835792]

>>9835785
Well I’ve been posting here for ten years as of next month, and in that time I’ve met some awesome people, and fapped over tripfags like egg girl and Ophelia-chan. I agree that 4chan should be largely anonymous, but I think anyone who is so totally devoid of hope that they’d risk being doxed, should be welcomed. It yields a few interesting characters.
Come and find me, drinks all round.

[Anonymous No.9835798]

>>9834542
>general

[Anonymous No.9835808]

>>9834861
Fucking this
I never know what day of the week it is, let alone the calendar date.

[Anonymous No.9835810]

>>9835782
personally I don't want to know anything more about the people who post here than the posts themself

I have no interest in what people look like or identifying regular posters, that's what /soc/ is for

>>9835785
this, it's like tripfagging on anon boards

[Anonymous No.9835827]

>>9835775
>reddit

[Anonymous No.9835856]

>>9835779
>>9835827
What the fuck has happened to these threads? SB is one of our favorites, a few of them have had questions asking if he’s still alive in the OP.
Y’all quit talking shit and get back to being kind and supportive.

[Anonymous No.9835864]

>>9835856
And I thought I was the only one to be happy that he's still alive. Still not gonna post pics, though.

[Anonymous No.9835865]

>>9835856
i know perfectly well who smirnoffbro is

he should go to reddit it seems more suited for him

[Anonymous No.9835877]

>>9835865
No u
:))

[Anonymous No.9835891]

>>9834944

[Anonymous No.9835893]

>>9835864
>>9835856
Thanks gents.
4chan wouldn’t be 4chan I guess, without conflict and arguments. It’d be shit if people were banned for speaking their minds, so I welcome it. These threads are still amongst the least abrasive on all of 4chan.
Am still determined to befriend a few of you before I’m 6ft under though. Maybe once my death trap house has sold I’ll arrange and pay for an al/ck/ meetup. We’ll see.

[Anonymous No.9835894]

>>9834944
You should watch "Escape from tomorrow". A black and white film shot in Disney about a fucked up family. It's awesome. The guy has some misadventures with alcohol in the park.

[Anonymous No.9835897]

>>9835808
>Drink to build up courage to go to store to buy vodka
>Drank too much, better have a nap
>Wake up withdrawing, drink emergency bottle to stop withdrawals and build courage to go to shop
>Finally be ready to face the outside world
>Wobble in the street for 15 minutes to reach store at 5min walk from home
>Is closed
>Check date on phone
>It's Sunday
Happened to me way too many times.

[Anonymous No.9835900]

>>9835897
What happens at that point?

[Anonymous No.9835901]

>>9835893
>meetup
lol

seriously, why are you here?

you'd be much happier on reddit

[Anonymous No.9835906]

>>9835897
>emergency bottle
wish I had enough self control to do this

I always avoid leaving the house until I absolutely need to, last few shots from the bottle right before I leave

[Anonymous No.9835917]

>>9835856
pls tell me why someone who wants to get to know everyone ITT and post personal pics and develop a support group shouldn't go to reddit?

why would you come to 4chan if that was what you wanted, not even hating on them or reddit but that's clearly not what 4chan is geared towards

[Anonymous No.9835938]

>>9835917
because r/stopdrinking is too cheery

[Anonymous No.9835945]

>>9835917
Because I don’t like Reddit...

[Anonymous No.9835961]

>>9835917
anyone that posts in generals should be on reddit

[Anonymous No.9835989]

>>9835900
Drank emergency bottle until Monday or went to convenience store, depending on state of emergency bottle (it became last regular bottle at one point, and I started hiding bottles from myself to look for in these situations.)
That's one of the perk of alcoholism, you can hide things from yourself with relative ease.

[Anonymous No.9835995]

>>9835989
>That's one of the perk

i would disagree heartily with you here. i have lost shit that i know i hid in another state of mind. never to be found.

[Anonymous No.9836006]

>>9835995
I once lost my car. Spent 5 days in bed in withdrawal, then looked out of the window and it wasn’t there. While still in heroin WD, with a thundering headache, throwing up constantly, i walked like ten miles before finally finding it, parked outside a pub. No memory of leaving it there at all.

[Anonymous No.9836008]

>>9836006
LOL. fuck man, you have my sympathies. I cackled like a bitter old woman at your story.

[Anonymous No.9836032]

>>9835893
I would come, but I live stateside and if I recall you’re a britbong. I’m actually interested in the concept of an al/ck/ meetup because most of us seem cheery but I still feel like it would result in a total shitshow and at least one drunk driving fatality.

[Anonymous No.9836051]

>>9836006
I’ve also lost my car. I was out of town, hanging with a buddy and really wanted a steak dinner. We parked in a garage, slammed a few vodka minis and two 40’s each.
When we got out neither of us could find the car (I blame him, because I don’t live there).
We ubered home, and then ubered back the next day, and miraculously found my car at the first place we checked. Felt good my dude.
>>9835989
That’s one of the best feelings, when you find a bottle out of nowhere and it’s a godsend. Preddy comfy.

[Anonymous No.9836054]

>>9835989
>>9835995
I hid a bottle from whiskey from my roommate when I was approaching a blackout because I didn’t want him to drink. I found it when I moved out of my apartment 3 months later. It was a great surprise.

[Anonymous No.9836062]

>>9836054
lol. typical. its not fun.

[Anonymous No.9836065]

>>9836051
I was shithoused in the restaurant but I know I tipped well and was nice so I didn’t feel too bad.
The last time this happened I was with my gf for her birthday dinner and I had the common sense/ extra money to rent a hotel room near the steakhouse.
Hotel sex is always great, so it was worth the money.

[Anonymous No.9836085]

>>9836054
Once I was with a friend and he was helping me move but my brother was driving and we were slamming a handle of gin (I always get extra drunk to move). Once we made the last trip I couldn’t find my handle. I could’ve sworn I left it, called old roommates and had them look. No dice.
The fucker squirreled it away, maintained his story that I’d lost it for A YEAR, and then popped up with it as a housewarming gift the next time I moved.
It was a combo of livid/joy.

[Anonymous No.9836143]

Switched to red wine if I can keep this to less than a bottle a day, I have succeeded.
I need to plan to do something on my weekends however, because I will just go black out and arrive at work hungover, still pissed.
Fucking hobbies man

[Anonymous No.9836146]

Just got kicked out of my house.

[Anonymous No.9836155]

>>9836146
what happened?

[Anonymous No.9836190]

>>9835358
Eat one banana a day, try some rye bread.
If not eaten for a few day chug milk, 1/2 litre of milk a day can make a big difference.
Seriously bananas sort my shit out when I try to get my life in order.
Misc you can also try bran flakes, porridge ect but try banana, also only buy them when they are green and eat them first thing when you wake.
Also endulge in ice-cream once in a while.

[Anonymous No.9836198]

I got diagnosed with type 2 beetus about 2 months ago, went through a whole lifestyle/diet change in less than a day. Been tracking everything with MFP and restricting calories to around 12-1400 a day. Lost almost 20 pounds already and I feel fucking amazing. I feel like a new person. I honestly am very proud of my turn-around.

But at the end of the day, I just want to get shitfaced. I miss drinking. And even though I know drinking in moderation and small amounts isn't bad, the whole fucking reason I got this way was because of my piss-poor excuses and ignorance to how much shit I was ingesting. I have an addictive personality and man, I just want to pound back a whole bottle of tequila (that was my main). Now when I do a shot, not only am I logging those empty cals, but I can't enjoy the buzz or high anymore from drinking. And I say that as someone who smokes weed every goddamn day. I feel like I'm keeping track of the buzz rather than enjoying it. I don't know. I just needed someone to tell this to. I really miss drinking. And combined with the world and how shitty it feels; a drink sounds great right now.

[Anonymous No.9836206]

>11 am
>been drinking much vodka since 7 when I got woken up by one of them leaving
>sitting on buddy’s couch
>he/ roommates are all at work
I’m just eating shitty pizza and thinking about a day nap.
I’m really considering drying out for Christmas. I have to go see family and I’m sick of my eyes being half opened all the time...

[Anonymous No.9836251]

>>9836190
>banana diet
Oh you’ve only tickled the surface.

https://www.npr.org/sections/thesalt/2017/05/24/529527564/doctors-once-thought-bananas-cured-celiac-disease-it-saved-kids-lives-at-a-cost

Gaps.me

[Anonymous No.9836319]

I've voluntarily fasted for 3 days because my wife is finally monitoring my consumption. Less food equates to a better buzz. Still hiding bottles, but fuck her and the daughter that's inside her.

Boss bought pizza today on a whim. Took a box back to my cube and ate the whole goddamn thing. Perfect comfort food during another shit day out in shit storm.

[Anonymous No.9836332]

>>9836155
Mum caught me loving the dog. I don't have anywhere to go.

[Anonymous No.9836335]

>>9836332
F-femanon?

[Anonymous No.9836338]

>>9836332
disgusting

[Anonymous No.9836345]

>>9836332

[Anonymous No.9836362]

>>9836206
considering drying out is everyone's wet dream here. good luck.

[Anonymous No.9836365]

>>9836319
Oh are you that dickhead incel that hates his unborn daughter? My man, you have to get your shit together soon.

[Anonymous No.9836382]

>>9836362
Thanks, homie. I’m gonna have to try pretty hard but I think I might have this. I’m mostly just afraid of kindling.
It’s gonna be a week of tapering and a lot of sleep once I get back. Anyone got binge watch suggestions? I’m going to be mad bored.

[Anonymous No.9836383]

>>9836365
Yea, I'm the one that doesn't care about offending women by saying something they can't wrap their juvenile minds around.

Since the dawn of time men haven't wanted daughters. You're blessed with a boy.

[Anonymous No.9836393]

>>9836335
No.
>>9836338
He likes it. We've been doing it for years
>>9836345
I don't see how fishing could help my situation right now.

[Anonymous No.9836408]

>>9836393
Dogs do not mate for pleasure

[Anonymous No.9836413]

>>9836383
I would be kind of upset if my firstborn was a daughter but I would deal with it and still be a stand up dad. I have younger sisters so I know how to talk to them and have patience. You sound like an only child.
I’ve seen you post here and you seem a little damaged, desu. Calm down, my guy. You can always try again but that’s rolling the dice.
I do have one question, is your wife a hamplanet or something? Because I’m surprised someone with your views could tie something down unless she’s damaged goods or you’re just really good at masking your views and don’t mind living with suffocation of your thoughts for the rest of your natural life.

[Anonymous No.9836436]

>>9835775
Bless you bro hope for the best for you

[Anonymous No.9836444]

>>9836408
What about the ones that are always humping my leg? Is that out of sorrow?

[Anonymous No.9836455]

>>9836413
I've become more and more of a crotchety alcoholic over the past decade we've been together. I prefer saying I simply have a dogmatic view on the world.

The thing that kills me the most is wonder if that gamble will ever pay off. If I roll the dice again and it's a girl, that's bullshit. If I triple down and get a third girl, I swear I'll blow my brains out before living under the same roof as 4 women.

[Anonymous No.9836471]

>>9836444
Trips of truth.

[Anonymous No.9836473]

>>9836413
>surprised a guy that disrespects women gets a wife

[Anonymous No.9836499]

>Start a new job about a week ago
>working out in 20 degree weather, threw out my back lifting heavy shit for 8 hours at a time
>ask for a day off to recover
>Oh that's fine anon, hey we're going to have your supervisor reach out to you with the "new" schedule
>"That's fine I have the weekly schedule we start a-
>No...we're changing it, just sit tight until someone reaches out to you ;^)
>Day later, supervisor is ignoring my calls and texts
I'm so fired, my parents are going to fucking kill me

[Anonymous No.9836506]

>>9836383
You're not alone.

https://www.wikipedia.org/wiki/Female_infanticide

[Anonymous No.9836602]

>>9836455
Anon is dogmatic.. so is>>9836393 >>9836332

Fuckin kek

[Anonymous No.9836613]

Broke as fuck thinking about going to the store with the literal pennies I have left till payday tomorrow...but too embarrassed to bring myself to do it....who will win the battle...i haven't eaten today yet because I was polishing off the beers from last night but I went on a bender yesterday and my body is telling me I need more....why can't i just accept the hangover and drink later tonight when my wife gets home. Why do I have to drink during the day...everyday I don't drink I'm like. Wow why do I day drink that sucks I feel so much better and more productive. But every morning there is that little voice telling me to go grab just one more....go away voice.

[Anonymous No.9836626]

>>9836613
Why do people buy these for a dollar?

Without fail, I always see some homeless fuck that's off their rails buying 4-8 of them. Can't they comprehend basic math? Buy a flask and a fifth for the same price. Fuck's sake.

[Anonymous No.9836628]

>>9836499
what are you going to drink to take away the emasculating, humiliation of unemployment?

I'm drinking red wine because it makes me feel cultured

[Anonymous No.9836643]

>>9836626
No liquor store near me. And if I get all shitty on liquor my wife calls me out...so I stick with dollar beers to regulate myself. If my wife comes home and im passed out with a bottle of vodka im pretty much a dead man

[Anonymous No.9836655]

>>9836643
What's wrong with you, soyboi? That's no way to live.

[Anonymous No.9836680]

>>9836655
Neither is chugging vodka and passing out like 3 times a day just to wake up and drink more vodka.

[Anonymous No.9836694]

>>9836628
I've got about 5 pints, was thinking I'd drink those and then call in belligerently demanding to know if I'm still employed and if not that I be paid immediately. Can't go wrong as far as I'm concerned

[Anonymous No.9836712]

>>9836694
>5 pints
>Belligerent

Kek. Tell me your decked out on pain meds too for your back too or something.

[Anonymous No.9836726]

>>9835245
You need to be sober to process your grief. Drinking makes you forget it, and then when you're sober again you feel it two times harder. While drinking like that you destroy a lot of the balance in the pleasure centers of your brain, so every next set-back will feel so much shitter.

[Anonymous No.9836753]

>>9836712
Nah I woke up an hour ago, it is(was) an overnight gig. Those 5 pints are my breakfast. Hell, you think I'd be posting on al/ck/ if I was the type to have a few beers and call it an evening?

[Anonymous No.9836782]

>>9834542
>>9836694
Ah yes the belligerent anger demands. Love it, just dont be surprised when you wake up in jail. Last time I went this route I got fired from my cooking job. I was usually pretty relaxed and easy going but I drank way too much rum and blacked out. Apparently I was screaming, punching walls, threatening co-workers etc. The establishment called the police but I was not arrested they just made me ride my bike home. I fell about 4 times on the way home and scratched my face, leg and arm up pretty good. The next day I did not remember most of it. I had co-workers call me lik "yo bro are you okay? You went off really bad last night." That was the worst part having people call me up like "holy shit do you know what you did, you screamed in the GM face and punched the wall right next to his head." All I could do is be like well fuck it, I mustve hated that job to act like that. I seriously DO NOT remember any of it except for falling while riding my bike home.

[Anonymous No.9836791]

I'm relapsing hard. Never, ever believe that little voice in your head that says "just one more tonight and that's it".

Fuck you.

[Anonymous No.9836794]

>>9836626
They're easier to hide and you can drink it and throw it away in a second
If you get caught with an open container of alcohol and you're homeless the police will arrest you

[Anonymous No.9836806]

>>9836791
I have a really bad Dr. Jekyll / Mr. Hyde complex when It comes to drinking and once I pass that threshold there is no going back. I usually end up punching somebody in the face. Its does not feel good when you hurt your friends/family because you drink too much and rage out..

[Anonymous No.9836866]

>>9834542
Getting back to the level of nightly drunkenness where I've started sending my friends fucked up texts and emails and shit. And least they are the kind that have no chance of any consequence because of how irrelevant they are. I just started doing that again though so it's a huge red flag for me personally that something has to change.
Cutting back down today.

[Anonymous No.9836891]

>alton brown, or some fuck recommends putting cheap red wine into a blender to aerate it to make it taste better
>forgot to wash blender
>pour two bottles of cheap red into blender
>mfw two bottles of red wine that taste of curry, garlic and onion

fuck it. im drinking it.

[Anonymous No.9836904]

>tfw PAWS relief

Thank god this stuff arrived today.

[Anonymous No.9836933]

>>9836891
Shit like this is why I have a water/alcohol distiller.

That and actual Absinthe. Jesus Murphy!

[Anonymous No.9837338]

>finally got my shit together for 4 days
>plowed all my parents properties without 1 drink, Pouring sweat and anxious as fuck the entire time
>3 apartment complexes and 8 winter contracts in 4 days, Literally plowing 12+hrs a day
>back hurts so much from turning around and looking behind me while plowing that I can barely sit on the couch comfortably

wew, Time to celebrate

[Anonymous No.9837342]

>>9836904
whats that?

darknet or canada?

[Anonymous No.9837443]

>>9837342
>if it isn't usa it must be canada

>americans

[Anonymous No.9837459]

>>9837443
Well you said arrived....

It's federally illegal to mail any cannabis products in the U.S. no matter state laws or If It's just CBD or not.

What else would one think? Don't be a prick..

[Anonymous No.9837480]

>day 2 no benzos
>baseline anxiety is about one notch below full blown panic attack
might as well get drunk as shit and hope I feel better! wish me luck boys

[Anonymous No.9837489]

>>9837459
>it's not federally illegal to mail cannabis products in any other country other than usa
>it must be canada

you're just proving my point lol
>amerifats

[Anonymous No.9837495]

>>9837480
Yeah, benzos withdrawal doesn’t play games. I took my last lorazepam this morning. I have a few 8% cans just incase it becomes unbearable.
Good luck dude. Isn’t easy.

[Anonymous No.9837500]

>>9834854
Shut the fuck up clueless normalshit scum

[Anonymous No.9837541]

>>9836332
Prostitute yourself on beastforum or something.

>>9836726
Can confirm, many alkies have onetis and they can't get over it decades after the relationship ended.

>>9837500
Go back to /r/gatekeeping

[Anonymous No.9837545]

>>9837342
The other guy isnt me. Its Canada legal prescription.

[Anonymous No.9837556]

>>9837541
>reddit
RREEREEEEE GET OUT REEE OUT OUT

[Anonymous No.9837557]

>>9837495
Lorazepam never did much for me, maybe I didn't take enough. Klonopin is a mean bitch though

[Anonymous No.9837595]

Hey faggots are you guys dead yet?

[Anonymous No.9837596]

>>9836904
Jelly.

[Anonymous No.9837599]

>>9836643
>getting into this kind of relationship to begin with

[Anonymous No.9837601]

>>9837595
Yup

[Anonymous No.9837604]

>>9837595
Soon, hopefully.

[Anonymous No.9837606]

>>9837595
worst CoB album

[Anonymous No.9837620]

I love boobies so much. They’re so cosy and comforting. My kingdom for a pert set of snuggly milk missiles to molest while I sulk about withdrawing.

[Anonymous No.9837621]

.. You want a wife who doesn't care if you're passed out drunk all the time?

GL m8

[Anonymous No.9837628]

>tfw withdrawls of hypnic jerks all night

im so fucking tired bros

[Anonymous No.9837731]

>>9837621
Yeah I mean idk my wife's cool. And doesn't mind if I have a beer or 2 but I cut back a lot. I used to be the husband who was passed out drunk all the time...she got sick of it and I severely cut back. I was the one being a piece of shit not her.

[Anonymous No.9837734]

>>9837601
>>9837604
>>9837606
Glad you're keeping it together. Keep fighting the good fight my brothers.

[Anonymous No.9837829]

just been out for a late night run

I feel better after a run and can drink more, sitting at home all day drinking makes me too sick

after a good run I can go home and down much more vodka, maybe it's the water I drink while I run

[Anonymous No.9837991]

>>9835586
i last longer in bed when I do before hand lol

[Anonymous No.9838001]

>>9837731

Lucky you man. My fiancé just ended things because of all my boozing. She went to her parents and is dropping some stuff for me on Sunday. Assuming she doesn't just drop it off at the door and leave

Fuck

[Anonymous No.9838004]

>>9835603
It's illegal to kill yourself?

[Anonymous No.9838017]

mother of fuck lads I've been living the normie life for a while, but goddamn tonight

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7g4L47kEcS0

>I will not touch you I am just a man

[Anonymous No.9838021]

>>9836891
>red wine that taste of curry, garlic and onion
could be worse

[Anonymous No.9838027]

>>9838004
Literally yes. Suicide is a crime. The police and NHS have a duty of care for which they’ve signed an oath. They’ve no choice but to try to stop you from being killed to death.

[Anonymous No.9838030]

>bury me softly in this world
>I get this part of me from you

[Anonymous No.9838035]

What does withdrawl feel like?

[Anonymous No.9838040]

>>9838035
like food poisoning mixed with severe anxiety and mental illness

[Anonymous No.9838054]

>>9838035

it's not scary desu it's just a shitty part of the routine

[Anonymous No.9838057]

>>9838040
Tgis. That anxiety is astronimical

[Anonymous No.9838076]

Withdrawal can kill you.

Shakes, seizures, muscle cramps, suicidal thoughts, paranoia, fucked up sleep, nightmares, visual/auditory halucinations

That's what I've had in withdrawal

[Anonymous No.9838138]

>>9838001
Well shit.
Not motivated to get on the wagon and win her heart again, are you?

>>9838035
Literal Hell.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Vi9iLZ4vYs

[Anonymous No.9838148]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GUdUcBeGpIc&index=14&list=PLcZMZxR9uxC9p8PGRKHnd0B4FItvsq1u_

and I'll be the faithful pilot on our blind trajectoryyyy

[Anonymous No.9838166]

>>9836613
If you pay with pennies, just stack them neatly in like 10 pennies or whatever and put a bit of scotch tape around, that way they'll find it more comical then annoying, and you have more ease of mind.

Anyway. also relapsing after 4 days and on the cheapest beer I could find

[Anonymous No.9838175]

Yeah I'm gonna try. She's worth it

It's just fuck. Ive been medically detoxed 5 times this year. I just can't stop

[Anonymous No.9838205]

>>9838175
I feel kinda doubtful you'll be able to do it for her if you can't do it for yourself, but I wish you the best of luck. Try to plan for the boredom that comes once you've been sober for a week or so.

[Anonymous No.9838211]

>>9835162
>>9835180
Fucking 8 DAYS for me. Moved out since then into my mom's. Can't drink here either because my dad ruined their relationship with alcohol. I'm 26. Pls kill me

[Anonymous No.9838398]

>>9838211
heh

[Anonymous No.9838413]

>>9838398
hah

[Anonymous No.9838422]

i love you always forever
near and far closer together
everywhere i will be with you
everything i will do for you
i love you always forever
near and far closer together
everywhere i will be with you
everything i will do for you

SAY YOU'LL ALWAYS LOVE ME FOREVER
NEVER STOP NOT FOR WHATEVER
NEAR AND FAR AND ALWAYS FOREVER
AND EVERYWHERE AND EVERY WAY

[Anonymous No.9838434]

i just celebrated a day of sobriety by drinking a 4pack and half a bottle of wine

am i gonna make it bros

[Anonymous No.9838440]

doubtful

[Anonymous No.9838456]

i would let hitler's corpse face-fuck me for some valium

[Anonymous No.9838462]

>>9838434
None of us will, the journey is what matters.

[Anonymous No.9838487]

>>9838076
i never get shakes, for some reason. but i always get drenching sweats. like a water fountain turns on on top of my head.

[Anonymous No.9838488]

>day 2 of withdrawals

I don't wanna play this game anymore lads

[Anonymous No.9838495]

>>9838488
did u sleep?

[Anonymous No.9838499]

>>9838488
not at all, and i feel like im gonna stop breathing (panic attack i guess??)
alcohhol kindling is as bad as it sounds

[Anonymous No.9838503]

>>9838499
do what most of us do after the first few times of withdrawals: buy a 24 pack of canned beer and taper down.

[Anonymous No.9838504]

>>9838488
your fine bro jus chill

[Anonymous No.9838507]

>>9838499
>>9838503
yup you gotta taper that shit

even if you don't have shakes or sweats, if u didn't sleep at all you should taper, the insomnia-induced anxiety and panic will wreck ur shit

[Anonymous No.9838508]

>>9838175
You need a post-detox rehab. AA, SMART recovery, or other programs can do the trick.
Getting sober is the easy part (and it's already pretty fucked up). Staying sober long enough to get out of PAWS and sort your life and underlying problems is the real hard part. And then staying sober when things get better and you feel like you could drink too.

>>9838499
Don't go cold turkey, it worsen kindling each time, along with brain damage.
Do taper with benzo or beer.

[Anonymous No.9838509]

>>9838503
i got some beers next to me right now but I keep vomiting whenever i attempt to have one

[Anonymous No.9838510]

>>9838487

I always get shakes. I wonder if it's cause I won't eat/drink water for days while boozing (straight vodka drinker here)

[Anonymous No.9838517]

>>9838509
that's a problem, then. the last option you have is go to the emergency room. ive done that a few times. they will fix you up with a benzodiazepene and a saline bag. may even give you a take home prescription for librium. Ive had to go three times this year. they see alcoholics all the fucking time, and its nothing new to them.

[Anonymous No.9838522]

>>9838510
just remember to take your multi-b vitamin.

[Anonymous No.9838523]

>>9838517
um, or they will fucking section you into a closed ward detox

[Anonymous No.9838528]

new thread you motherfuckers <3

>>9838524

[Anonymous No.9838534]

>>9838523
whatever, then. at least its medical treatment and you wont die. you sound like you live in england, where healthcare is free, and therefore they punish people like so. yes?

[Anonymous No.9838555]

>>9838534
this wasn't me >>9838523

[Anonymous No.9838675]

>>9837541
Any help with alkies with onetis that you seen or anything that helps?

[Anonymous No.9839381]

>>9837489
different guy but man you're being a dick. why bother posting in this thread if you're going to respond to a simple question like that? don't brings that shit into these threads

[Anonymous No.9839410]

>>9838027
yeah it's part of their job to protect you from yourself. I mean it almost makes sense, it's fucked that it's a crime but I think there is a certain responsibility for certain professionals to intervene when someone is posing a danger to themselves.

here in Canada assisted suicide in the case of people with terminal illnesses is becoming more accepted, which is great. If I found out I was riddled with incurable aggrezzive cancer I'd want the option of ending my own life before the pain got too bad. As long as you're in a clear state of mind when you make the decision (as clear as state of mind could be if it was attached to a dying body).

That tendency for us to self harm and self destruct is where the 'golden rule' falls short. 'treat other as you want to be treated' fails to take into account that some people feel no worth and therefor treat others the same way. the saying should be 'treat others as you would want those you love to be treated'