Al/ck/oholics Anonymous

[Anonymous No.9642971]

Making it to one week sober edition

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[Anonymous No.9643002]

32 hours since last drink, feeling ok. Gonna slam bud lights tomorrow

[Anonymous No.9643011]

>>9642971
31 hours away from one week sober. Trying to reset sleeping habits and coincidentally coming up on 31 hours without sleep. Chugging coffee to get me to 37 hours without sleep at which point I'm passing out with the alarm set for an early rise tomorrow. Just 6 hours to go.

[Anonymous No.9643012]

I’m not even a bad looking guy. I must just have a shit personality. Am I so arrogant I can’t see my own personality flaws and fix them? I’m lonely but I can’t seem to fix it

[Anonymous No.9643022]

>>9643012
Do you actually approach women? I haven't actually approached anyone with the intention of dating for years. I just feel like I have nothing to offer. I need to fix myself so I'm secure with who I am.

[Anonymous No.9643071]

Fuck sobriety.

>no outlet calle

[Anonymous No.9643072]

>>9643071
This is how I usually feel but I felt like I might as well give it a shot otherwise there's no chance I'll implement any change in my life and the rest of my life will just be like the last few years which is a really depressing thought.

[Anonymous No.9643084]

Call him drunken Ira Hayes
He won't answer any more
Like the whisky drinken Indian
Or the Marine who went to war.

[Anonymous No.9643089]

tuned up my bb gun

i dont have any booze in the house because i still havent gotten my debit card back and i was asleep all day so i couldnt go replace it anyway

[Anonymous No.9643100]

>only 400ml of bourbon left from yesterday, already been drinking beer so can't drive
>need to drink twice as fast to even hope of getting as drunk as I need to be

[Anonymous No.9643103]

>>9643100
sack up, gaylord
cant or wont drive

[Anonymous No.9643109]

>>9643072
If you can't make a change drunk then you can't make a change at all.

I fixed my shit without giving up the bottle. I went from neglecting my wife and showing up to work every day still-drunk from the night before to just getting drunk a few nights a week. I did it because I had to. I love my wife but I also love being drunk. I just had to find the balance.

>>9643103
Can't lives in a house on Won't street

[Anonymous No.9643114]

>>9643100
This is why I love the fact that I'm a 120 m walk from one liquor store, a 400 m walk from another and a 475m from a third. Though most the time if I'd been drinking and wanted more I'd just drive to one of them.

[Anonymous No.9643119]

>>9643109
>If you can't make a change drunk then you can't make a change at all.

I'm glad you found balance but that's a bit presumptuous of you. We all have goals unique to us and some of those may not be able to be accomplished getting drunk in any frequency other than occasional.

[Anonymous No.9643122]

>>9643119
Yeah, true. I got a little self-righteous there, sorry.

I didn't express myself properly. What I was trying to say is that you have to want to fix your shit. You have to find something worth fixing it for. If you can hit that in between place, all the better,.

[Anonymous No.9643134]

>>9643122
All good

[Anonymous No.9643172]

Food has finally become purely to aid me in drinking more

I don't care what I eat as long as it fills me enough to continue drinking and doesn't make me sick

Anyone recommend some good food for this?
bonuses:
>easy to make
>cheap
>don't need to eat a lot of

[Anonymous No.9643186]

I frequent /ck/ among other boards, and I've noticed that these threads are most common here. As an indulgent consumer of the /ak/ myself, I'm curious as to why it is so prevalent on /ck/ specifically. Is the industry that nerve-wrecking?

Not shitposting; just curious. For me personally, I love getting lit at night and listing to music on YouTube...Basically I abuse alcohol instead of taking a sleeping aid because I'm a goddamn insomniac--even on shit sleep I'm up at night.So I get warm with vodka and pass the hell out. If I didn't I'd be staring at the ceiling...

Does the cooking industry produce drunks?
Like, if you were a carpenter or a web designer would the outlook be the same?

[Anonymous No.9643194]

>>9643186
I can't speak for anyone but myself, but I'm a /g/entooman that just takes to the bottle too much to stay sober. Getting drunk is as routine for me as morning coffee is for some people.

Contrary to what you might think, I don't drink because of work. I might be underpaid, but I like my job. I drink because its what i do.

[Anonymous No.9643197]

>>9643172
I tend to keep tins of fruit around my bed, as well as peanut butter, honey and raisins. Those combined with supplements like thiamine and an a-z have kept me alive for months on end in the past.
Food really is an essential though. After a week of not eating, a few bites is all I need to feel better for like 48hrs, it’s more relaxing than Valium at that point.

[Anonymous No.9643213]

>>9643197
why such sweet things?

[Anonymous No.9643220]

>>9643213
Just to pile in as many calories as possible

[Anonymous No.9643223]

>>9643220
what's your body type?

[Anonymous No.9643228]

>>9643223
It is of the ruined variety.

[Anonymous No.9643237]

>>9643194
I feel ya, man; drinking is me time...

[Anonymous No.9643240]

>>9643103
won't, too good of a person

got drunk, finished the rest of bottle of 30 mins

[Anonymous No.9643248]

>>9643022
Are you me?
Hate to feel this way btw, how do you handle it?

[Anonymous No.9643252]

i just had a miller lite in the stenie bottle
very nice i like the bottle

[Anonymous No.9643256]

>>9643248
I've just grown to accept it really. I won't be able to change that aspect of my life until I become someone I'm comfortable and confident in and feel like I have something to offer another human being. To do that I need to work at the things about myself with which I'm insecure.

[Anonymous No.9643261]

>>9643256
Except the boozenthal prevents you from becoming that, so it's an ever-perpetuating conundrum.

[Anonymous No.9643265]

>>9643256
Yeah, I have actually come to the same conclusion last year, good luck with your change other me, keep it up

[Anonymous No.9643271]

>>9643172
>what is bread

[Anonymous No.9643282]

>>9643022
>>9643248
Even when you’re drunk? I hit on everyone while I’m drunk, because booze makes me feel like a conqueror of worlds. Every hot gril in the street, the shops, the bus stop, park, all of them everywhere. I’ve had my dick inside two grils within half an hour of meeting them since last year, after hitting on them in the queue at the shop here then taking them straight home.
Grils want to get fucked, they’re just too scared of rejection, having babby or being called a slut. Make her feel at ease about those things, be endlessly confident no matter what (booze) and more often than not, single grils will happily provide you with orgasms.
Zero chance of ever maintaining a long-term relationship, because I’m a drunk, but I’m ok with that, because I’m drunk, and intend to be forever.

[Anonymous No.9643297]

>>9643282
i'm like you when I drink, but that's not the case with everyone. not even alcohol can drown the insecurities of some people

[Anonymous No.9643509]

>>9643271
that's what I've been trying but it's not filling enough to only eat bread

[Anonymous No.9643519]

>>9643282
drinking makes me not talk or interact with anyone at all when I go out

and I'm a confident guy

are you like a shut-in autist when sober or something?

[Anonymous No.9643580]

>>9643186
>Does the cooking industry produce drunks?
most people here dont work in kitchens and probably never have but it does in fact produce a lot of drug and alcohol users

i think though that /ck/ has so many because someone functional enough to cook for themselves (or is in a situation where they have to cook for themselves) but who is still on 4chan probably has a lot of problems and may have turned to the bottle in response.

[Anonymous No.9643656]

>>9643519
>what are you like sober?
Dunno really

[Anonymous No.9643682]

>>9643186
It's not that /ck/ has more, it's just that this is where you have the threads since alcohol is most closely related to "food and cooking".

Anyway, I need some ideas for what to drink tonight. Anything goes. Anyone got something?

[Anonymous No.9643718]

>tfw mates starting to jokingly refer to me as an alcoholic and ask if they should be concerned

fugg

[Anonymous No.9643727]

>>9643682
red wine and coke, make sure you use lots of ice it's only good cold

[Anonymous No.9643754]

>>9643186
Not a chef myself but I remember hearing this on the radio that interviewed quite a few high level chefs and goes into quite interesting detail on the subject of substance abuse in the culinary industry.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b091scbz

[Anonymous No.9643756]

>>9643727
> sugar with sugar
> but make sure it's cold
> i'm a man of quality

[Anonymous No.9643779]

im pissed in the morning. feels so liberating.
I'm doing something that I want to do....just for me and i feel wonderful, sublime and beatific.
I might go and buy another bottle of wine.
in fact I will....because i want to

[Anonymous No.9643809]

>>9643756
?

[Anonymous No.9643818]

>>9643779
I remember that feel when I was young. I used to always be drunk, and always feel good. Like being born a billionaire, just with not enough sex and a bit too much poison.

[Anonymous No.9643833]

>>9643727
Is this a joke? That would definitely be an interesting taste I'm sure...

[Anonymous No.9643862]

>>9643818
im 36

Valium kicked in whilst at the store. got quite discombobulated....impulse bought beer because the wine aisle wasn't cohesive.

I find that mixing valium with booze rejuvenated my love of alcohol and brought on a second honeymoon with the demon liquor that so far (8 months) is lasting.

I no longer get the fear when i run dry.

keep the milligrams low tho.

I'm going to read poetry now until i pass out and buy some more.

good wishes to you all

[Anonymous No.9643894]

5.5 years sober here and fucking love it, never imagined i could be so non-miserable a fair amount of the time

[Anonymous No.9643930]

>>9643894
>so non-miserable a fair amount of the time
Is that all there is to look forward to?

[Anonymous No.9643936]

>>9643894
>a fair amount of the time
>5.5 years sober

[Anonymous No.9643940]

i'm 30

[Anonymous No.9643944]

>>9643936
god i hate midgets

[Anonymous No.9643945]

Any news on smirnoffbro and simpsonbro?

[Anonymous No.9643956]

>>9643833
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kalimotxo

that was my first reaction too

I drank this for years

Great way to down horrible cheap cask wine easily

I would recommend more of a 75wine/25coke mix though not 50/50

50/50 mix takes way too long to get drunk and is sugary as fuck

[Anonymous No.9643958]

>>9643862
idk how to get my hands on valium, wish I could find it

[Anonymous No.9643966]

>>9643507
It went fine, actually. Huge dinner, steaks w/ sides leftover. Booked hotel room, tore it up with our bodies, etc. She would've been happy with next to nothing, but I'm sure she likes being treated special. She isn't pissed at me anymore.
Drinking my 375 of Smirnoff before I get home to my sweet, sweet handle.

[Anonymous No.9643980]

sometimes I go to other threads on this board and wonder why people aren't talking about booze

[Anonymous No.9643981]

>>9643958
go to a shady psychiatrist and say you have massive anxiety and problems sleeping
DON'T mention drinking

[Anonymous No.9643994]

>>9643966
>"did you take the vodka in the bathroom?"
>yes
>"can I have it?"
>no
>"what the fuck, why?"
>it's part of my morning ritual
>"shitting and drinking vodka?"
>yes
>"I don't believe you"
>normally I don't do both at the same time, but today it's streamlined because I don't have a shot glass
>ok

[Anonymous No.9644010]

>>9643958
DNM's used to be good. but they seem to have gone to shit lately.

i use sites that sell steroids. some steroids get you uppity and valium calms them down. don't scrimp. if you you find 100x10mg for 50 bucks its bunk. buy pharmacy-tier pills.
AND DON'T USE HIGH DOSES. 5mg of legit valium takes the fear out of hangovers.

take 60mg whilst drinking and you'll choke on your vomit

[Anonymous No.9644040]

i have a work party this evening. i have been skipping work for over a month and a half now. should i go? my boss came to my house to have a chat about it and said i should go but i feel like it's going to be awkward at best or an outright trap at worst

[Anonymous No.9644059]

>>9644040
You should go. Having a boss who genuinely cares about your well being is rare and you would regret it in hindsight if you blew them off.

I was in a similar situation and blew them off.

[Anonymous No.9644070]

>>9644040
You should go. Lie about a family member dying or something, and make amends. The first few days back will be rough but it'll be worth it. Plus you get to reappear in a casual situation.

[Anonymous No.9644089]

>>9644059
idk man people caring about my well being doesnt make me be well, if anything it makes me more anxious

>>9644070
>Lie
too late i admitted to being shit and having brain problems of my own making
>Plus you get to reappear in a casual situation.
thats my fear -- people higher up will see that, or just people in general will, and they'll be like "he won't come to work but he'll drink our beer? the audacity of this fucker. what an absolute piece of human garbage"

[Anonymous No.9644091]

>>9644010
>the fear out of hangovers
?

what fear

[Anonymous No.9644124]

>>9643186
chefs tend to be drug addicts, that includes booze, but there aren't a lot of chefs on this board

[Anonymous No.9644125]

>>9644089
>if anything it makes me more anxious
That's why I blew them off but pushing people out is a bad spiral to get into

Skipping it will give you another thing to hate yourself for which will probably drive you to drink

[Anonymous No.9644131]

No booze in my house so I had a big chocolate pizza to fill the gap, want to die

[Anonymous No.9644132]

>go to my very first AA meeting
>after it ends go straight to liquor store

uhh

[Anonymous No.9644134]

>>9642971
Why would you even want to be sober for that long? Everything in moderation OP, as a non-alcoholic I just drink a glass or two of scotch every Saturday to unwind and maybe a beer during work days but only if someone's offering to buy.

[Anonymous No.9644140]

>>9644131
>chocolate pizza
Is this some kind of new degeneracy?

[Anonymous No.9644142]

>>9644132
That's practically a tradition. There's a reason step 1 reads "admit your problem" instead of "stop drinking." AA is more about the community of support than the actual stuff they squeeze into one hour, and it'd be really rare to feel like part of that community in only one meeting.

[Anonymous No.9644171]

I remember posting here when I was in the closet and trying to repress my gender

Now I have tits and am a very happy transgirl

[Anonymous No.9644178]

So why can't you fags just pour all the alcohol you have down the toilet and stop buying new alcohol? You don't even have to stop drinking forever, drink only at bars and don't go to bars more than twice a month. There. Alcoholism solved.

[Anonymous No.9644183]

>>9644178
Hands shake too much to drive or work

[Anonymous No.9644186]

>>9644178
the choice argument is a good one, but it is flawed

[Anonymous No.9644190]

>>9644171
think youll end up as one of the ones that realise they just straight fucked their entire life and will stop passing in 3 years and kill themselves or nah?

[Anonymous No.9644192]

>>9644183
They will shake even more once you crash your car into a light pole.

[Anonymous No.9644198]

>>9644186
>the choice argument
Yes, you have free will.

[Anonymous No.9644200]

>>9644190
Nah, I was on the point of suicide before hormones, the changes are amazing and i feel so free
I was looking on ck and remembered I used to post here

[Anonymous No.9644205]

>>9644200
pics pls

[Anonymous No.9644212]

>>9644198
not really but ok

[Anonymous No.9644213]

>>9644198
Somewhat. People seek pleasure and avoid pain.

[Anonymous No.9644219]

>>9644213
Life is mostly pain though, if you can't learn to enjoy it or at least tolerate it without mind-altering substances then...

[Anonymous No.9644226]

>>9644125
> pushing people out is a bad spiral to get into
they mentioned that too but i dont believe it
i feel i have much more to lose than to gain on this one, too. if i dont go it's the status quo at this point. if i do go, it may be taken the wrong way, and the mediocre middle of the road case is it's just a normal party but these parties generally arent my style
(im a shitty nerd and theyre mostly french hick girls and university-age brodudes, theyre good parties but just not my scene)

>>9644178
my issues are things other than the drinking itself and honestly i could do without drinking at home, it's the cabin fever that gets me to waste money at bars late at night so i can be away from all the reminders of my failure for a few hours

>>9644131
>>9644140
a place near my house has nutella pizza and tbqh just looking at it made me want to die. that is simply too much sugar

[Anonymous No.9644227]

>>9644219
But drinking is fun ;)

[Anonymous No.9644233]

>>9644171
>>9644200
NO THIS WAS MY SANCTUARY
I COULD DRINK AND THE OTHER GUYS WERENT SUPOOSED TO KNOW I WAS WANTING TO BE A GIRL

HOW DID YOU FIND ME?

[Anonymous No.9644251]

>>9644227
For me it's only fun until I lose my balance, then it becomes a pain in the ass and I can't wait for the 30-40 minutes needed to sober-up to pass.

[Anonymous No.9644258]

>>9643994
I'm alive and back home. Gf is out grabbing more liquor, it's her day off and we're gonna reheat all the leftovers from last night and pull out the pullout couch and have a shatter/ day drinking marathon. Life is okay. She isn't mad anymore.
I had a nice conversation with the Uber driver, but I keep thinking about how instead of wasting so much money on food/hotel last night I could have unironically bought 500 mcchickens.
I'm 21. I earned that money. I want to kill myself desu.

[Anonymous No.9644260]

>>9642971
And old crackas in suits were losing their shit over weed, lmao alcohol is almost as addictive as heroin.

[Anonymous No.9644285]

>>9644260
As someone who's been through both addictions, alcohol is nastier in certain ways. It's more destructive to your personal life, as you can't drive, everyone can smell it on you, and you act like a fucking retard when drunk, which is all the time. It also makes you feel and look worse physically.

I have a hard time saying one is worse than the other, except that heroin guarantees you hit rock bottom quickly while alcoholism can last years.

[Anonymous No.9644306]

>>9644285
Did religion help you in any way? I go to Church and can't feel anything, I'm completely dead inside and I buy/do drugs on "autopilot".

[Anonymous No.9644348]

>>9644306
No, but I've seen it help a lot of people. I think it's more the community that helps them, and luckily I had good family support to replace it. Court ordered therapy also helped as I was arrested and had to complete a program to stay out of jail.

[Anonymous No.9644352]

therapists are useless, don't listen to the shills

[Anonymous No.9644356]

>>9644352
It's good short term to figure out why you feel the need to self medicate with drugs and alcohol, but solving it is kind of up to you.

[Anonymous No.9644400]

>>9644356
if you are a responsible enough adult to have access to drugs and alcohol (and the cash to buy them, and the social ability to do it without melting down, and the mental ability to not get lost on the way) you probably already understand your own feelings and what makes you upset enough that you need drugs and alcohol

[Anonymous No.9644420]

>>9643930
Not being miserable is pretty great when you're used to misery.

Alcoholism is so shit that I'm grateful to just not feel sick and worried. All I need to do is eat, sleep, maybe go for a walk and entertain myself. Life is full easy mode when you're a sober first worlder.

Not the lad you responded too btw.

[Anonymous No.9644447]

Just got laid off yesterday. Which is fine. It happens every year around the same time, then work picks back up in 2-3 months. Unemployment checks and savings keeps me afloat while I'm out of work, but I have absolutely nothing to do during the day. I end up sitting at the library all day, surfing /ck/, and eating fast food in my car.

My family thinks that I'm working all winter, but I'm not. I wake up and get dressed and pretend that I am, though.

Anyway, usually I stay sober all winter, but this year I have a little extra money than normal and want to actually enjoy my nights again.

I would love to be wasted right now. But I don't want to risk my husband coming home and seeing me passed out in a puddle of piss. And I don't have enough time to sober up before he gets home.

[Anonymous No.9644458]

>>9644447
Why not be honest about not working?

The truth will set you free, anone.

[Anonymous No.9644461]

>tfw I just put a bug in my wife's car

[Anonymous No.9644470]

>>9644461
is she scared of bugs?

[Anonymous No.9644497]

>>9644470
Pretty sure she's fucking someone else.

[Anonymous No.9644515]

>>9644497
And you think he’s scared of bugs?

[Anonymous No.9644516]

>>9644497
Make sure when you're ready to confront her you get blackout drunk first so you won't remember killing her and burying the body. Perfect alibi.

[Anonymous No.9644547]

>>9644134
>as a non-alcoholic

see there's why your opinion is pointless

[Anonymous No.9644548]

how do i stay drunk without looking drunk?

my mom is unexpectedly coming over.

maybe i should just let her see me in my natural state?

quick
quick

[Anonymous No.9644552]

>>9644548
It's usually the alcohol smell that tips people off

[Anonymous No.9644555]

>>9644190
I think that's more people who got full on surgery. AFAIK people on HRT can just stop taking hormones and their body will adapt back to where it was before.

[Anonymous No.9644556]

>>9644548
Its a weekend?
Who cares? I would just tell my parents i was having a drink and that i am buzzed just incase they would rather stay home?

[Anonymous No.9644559]

>>9644552
This.

[Anonymous No.9644596]

>>9644132
I was in rehab for 6 days about 2 months ago, relapsed the night I got home.

[Anonymous No.9644632]

>>9643945
ayyyyy me right now, normally don't buy it but for some reason the litre bottle was the cheapest at the supermarket today.

[Anonymous No.9644681]

>>9644552
>>9644559
>>9644556
I'm just going to bluff it with mouthwash.

she doesn't love me anyway.

im gonna give her a piece of my mind.

cunt

she wrecked me and my father.
fukc her

ill tell her shes dead to me.
total cunt
idgaf if she gives me candy
shews dead to me
i wish my daddy was morgan freeman

[Anonymous No.9644692]

>>9644681
Anon no don't do it

[Anonymous No.9644697]

>>9644681
hoboy

don't do it but I know you probably will

will be checking in later for your "what the fuck did I do" post

[Anonymous No.9644712]

>>9644681
I don't like Morgan Freeman because he'll get cast in a movie and won't even show up to the filming, he'll just record himself somewhere and let them find an impersonator if they need him in a scene with other people

[Anonymous No.9644716]

>>9644692
she married my daddy for the monies.
she's a roastie
bitch whore
>goldigger


this is it. the whole facade of my "family" needs to be blown apart

[Anonymous No.9644729]

>>9644716
You fool you'll accomplish nothing of value

Anyone can kick down a shed but it doesnt mean the shed needs kicking

[Anonymous No.9644732]

>>9644716
Agreed. Most of life is a scam.

T. African lad

[Anonymous No.9644740]

>>9644681
At least buy more booze so you’ve got more for the morning.
RIP piecefully in peaces, anon.

[Anonymous No.9644742]

>>9644458
Nah. No fucking way.
If I told everyone that I wasn't working for the next three months, they'd expect me to pick up extra responsibilities around the house or go get a temporary job.

Last winter, I was very depressed and anxious, but it all ended up working out in the end. When it was time to go back to work in the spring, I felt refreshed and enthusiastic. I even had time to work on a novel, which is finally finished. This winter I'm going to work on getting an agent and having it published.

[Anonymous No.9644758]

>>9644740
I don’t know how the hell grils can stand alc cringe. I wonder how many wake to realise they fucked their dad or something.

[Anonymous No.9644759]

>>9644740
post more

[Anonymous No.9644760]

>>9644742
Writing and publishing a novel is called "working," anon. As in, a job.

[Anonymous No.9644821]

>>9644760
Try telling that to a family of non-creatives who don't care about anything but how much you can make at a 9-to-5

[Anonymous No.9644859]

>>9644821
But they don't question where your money is from working? Couldn't you say you're editing for a company from home or something

[Anonymous No.9644867]

>>9644859
Well, like I said, I rely on unemployment checks and savings. So they don't notice any difference in my financial situation.
There's absolutely no reason to tell them what's going on. Because I know them better than you do. And they aren't going to just leave me be. They're going to pressure me to do something else.

[Anonymous No.9644894]

>>9644867
Sounds like a fun and healthy home situation

[Anonymous No.9644903]

>>9644867
>Try telling that to a family of non-creatives who don't care about anything but how much you can make at a 9-to-5
>I rely on unemployment checks and savings
>and I'm an alcoholic

Why do you look down your noses at them when you're such a fucking faggot?

[Anonymous No.9644919]

>>9644903
I don't look down my nose at them at all. They've found the success they're looking for and they give their all to it every day. Together, we've built a life together that everyone enjoys.
We're just different. Not better or worse than each other.

[Anonymous No.9644924]

>>9644903
>implying that relying on savings is abd
most people can't even figure out how to save money, mate

[Anonymous No.9644928]

>passed out yesterday
>just checked my browsing history
Hello darkness my old friend

[Anonymous No.9644940]

>>9644928
>/trash/
Why

[Anonymous No.9645123]

Over the last 5 years I have gone from drinking as much as I want everyday to limiting myself to only 3 days a week. Then over the last year I've limited my Friday and Saturday to only 10-12 while only a 6 pack on Sundays. Now I don't have more than 8 beers on Friday and Saturday and 4-6 on Sunday.

Am I going to make it?

[Anonymous No.9645134]

>>9644928
>netorare
what the fuck m a n

[Anonymous No.9645137]

my "mom" sent me to my room to "sleep it off". she stole my booze and my cigarettes too. what a cunt. I got a bottle of wine under my bed an im going to sneek out to buy cigarettes when she goes to bed.....so fuck her.
I tried telling her she was a gold-digging whore, but she just said it was the booze talking. I'll tell her she's a whore in the afternoon when im sober. god I hate her. I'm going to to slash the tyres on the SUV that MY FATHER bought her whilst I go to the store to buy cigarettes.
Fuck her.

Holy shit. if I wasn't a blood relative I'd rape that bitch into next tuesday.....condescending raostie.

Fuck her


I bet her new boyfreind is a nigger and that she's looking for some BBC like all the thots.

fuck her and everything she stands for( which, lets face it, isnt much because she's on her back all the time like a fucking whore)
bitch.
My father won't answer his phone

[Anonymous No.9645140]

>>9645137
You should probably see someone about all that self-pity you have.

[Anonymous No.9645143]

>>9644178
Drinking is the only thing that suppresses my panic attacks

[Anonymous No.9645161]

How did I get to this point?

I cannot function unless I have had a drink or two. I drink literally every day and can't bring myself to stop.

Screw alcohol desu

[Anonymous No.9645166]

I haven't showered in aa month. I stink like hell. But it kind of smells good.

[Anonymous No.9645190]

>>9645166
What's aa month? Not drinking for 30 days?

[Anonymous No.9645194]

>>9645143
Because withdrawal symptoms include extreme anxiety ya dunce.

[Anonymous No.9645209]

>>9645140
I did!
They told me I was "too immature" to engage with the "therapeutic process". They wouldn't give me any meds either.
what a croc.
she was jewish too

[Anonymous No.9645220]

>>9645194
I've had anxiety and panic attacks since before I started drinking fagboi

[Anonymous No.9645232]

>>9645220
have you tried a benzo?

[Anonymous No.9645235]

>>9645232
I actually alternate between klonopin and booze, sometimes both on shitty days

[Anonymous No.9645241]

>>9645190
mispelling cau se i'm drunk

[Anonymous No.9645250]

>>9645137
Except "BBC" is a jew Hollywood myth. Stop propagating it.

[Anonymous No.9645257]

>>9645137
careful not to cut yourself on that edge boyo

[Anonymous No.9645261]

>3 gin tonics and 4 beers in the last 2 hours since I woke up.-

Joooo feelin good guys.

[Anonymous No.9645267]

>>9645250
wew lad

[Anonymous No.9645274]

>took a lil nap
>why do I feel like shit
>oh my nap was longer than two hours
Drinking again and eating bread. Everything makes sense now.

[Anonymous No.9645279]

>>9645250
Fucking lol get cuck'd

[Anonymous No.9645286]

It finally all caught up. Lost the job, girlfriend and apartment over the course of a month. Currently in the process of moving out of state and trying to take control/reboot. If I can't move out of my parents within the year just gonna an hero.

[Anonymous No.9645300]

>>9645286
become a hobo

[Anonymous No.9645347]

This is probably the wrong group to ask

But how bad is drinking only one night a week, and drinking only a 6 pack of beer on that night?

[Anonymous No.9645358]

>>9645209
How old

[Anonymous No.9645364]

>>9645137
Who your dad is happy with isn't your fucking business
If you're that jealous of your mom for being with your dad just pull a Kevin Spacey like you know you want to, queer

[Anonymous No.9645396]

>>9645347
that is average
on my worst bender to date I had one sixpack a day and supplemented with vodka

[Anonymous No.9645502]

>>9645347
back when I drank I needed three double shots when I woke up just to keep off DTs. drank probably six more double shots by noon. altogether about 1.5 liter a day.

you're fine

[Anonymous No.9645524]

anyone on adderall here

[Anonymous No.9645537]

>>9645524
I fucking wish

[Anonymous No.9645538]

>>9645537
I'm wondering how many people drink while on adderall

[Anonymous No.9645543]

>>9645347
>drinking only a 6 pack of beer on that night
>only
you already know the answer to your question

why are you asking?

[Anonymous No.9645554]

>it's been 23759027835908235890 billion years since man started drinking yet there is still NO good data or analysis as to how much drinking is safe and when it becomes an objective medical problem

simply and utterly epic as all hell, co-humans

[Anonymous No.9645559]

>>9645524
No but my doc gives me 3 30mg pills a day
I have like 1650 saved up

[Anonymous No.9645566]

>>9645559
you are prescribed 90mg of fucking adderall a day? holy shit

[Anonymous No.9645579]

>>9645566
yeah
when I was 19 I was getting 60mg adderall, 160mg of valium, and more than 100mg of oxycodone a day
I'm good at telling doctors what they want to hear

[Anonymous No.9645585]

>>9645579
I find it hard to believe your doctor would prescribe a 19 year old that high a dose of benzos and opiates simultaneously.

[Anonymous No.9645595]

>>9645579
i'm stunned, jesus
how much adderall do you take then? I thought 20-30mg was a lot.

[Anonymous No.9645596]

>>9645585
I do to. I don't know what to tell you. I have the medical records back at my mom's house, I've posted them before so maybe I can find a pic in the archives

[Anonymous No.9645621]

>>9645595
I don't take it

[Anonymous No.9645625]

>>9645621
then why did you get such a high script, selling it?

i guess the fucking fact that doctors prescribe such a high dose must mean that it doesn't do that much damage

[Anonymous No.9645628]

>>9644742
Tell them to go fuck themselves?

I don't understand your situation, are you living with your husband and your parents or something?

Living a life of deceit takes a toll on you, it's stressful and ruins all your relationships.

[Anonymous No.9645629]

>>9645585
technically it was two prescribers. pcp and pain management physician. but the pm doc knew about the valium

[Anonymous No.9645633]

>>9645625
>then why did you get such a high script, selling it?
no it's just piling up. I'm sure it's worth some money though.

[Anonymous No.9645635]

>>9645633
so.. you stockpiled a huge amount of a schedule 2 drug for shits and giggles...?

[Anonymous No.9645648]

>>9645635
maybe I'll sell it one day, who knows?
I've stopped my career of doctor shopping and diverting long ago

[Anonymous No.9645669]

Why do Americans even booze when you can stay on speed, benzos and opioids?

Add legal weed in some places and you guys are basicaly Brave New World irl.

[Anonymous No.9645676]

>>9645669
literally nothing good comes from benzos or opiods and the withdrawal is fucking horrible from what i hear

at least speed you get shit done -- whether that is obsessively categorizing and collecting porn or changing the world is up to you.
and the withdrawal from amphetamine is really not bad at all. you basically just NEET out through it

[Anonymous No.9645679]

>>9645669
I don't drink anymore
one of the main reasons that people don't is because of the rigorous drug testing. if you test positive for alcohol, cannabis, or don't test positive for the drugs you're prescribed, you're fucked

[Anonymous No.9645684]

>>9644461
tracker or sound or something?

[Anonymous No.9645692]

>>9645676
>literally nothing good comes from benzos or opiods and the withdrawal is fucking horrible from what i hear
sounds like drinking, but without the organ damage

[Anonymous No.9645703]

>>9645692
it takes a LOT longer period of time to get dependence on alcohol like it does those drugs, and alcohol you can't really run into a situation where your supply is cut and you have to go cold turkey like those

don't even get me started on how fucked it is that everyone got hooked on opiates from scripts and then switched to heroin

[Anonymous No.9645757]

>>9645703
also a fundamental difference : it is a distinct possibility that the reason that moderate alcohol consumption is beneficial for health is because of the social and relationship aspect of it

this benefit is largely non-existent for other drugs

[Anonymous No.9645764]

>>9645703
>and alcohol you can't really run into a situation where your supply is cut and you have to go cold turkey like those
you're living in the golden age of cheap, legal, highly potent research chemical benzos.

[Anonymous No.9645769]

>>9645764
and where do you get them? silk road was shut down, and RCs are illegal under the analog act.

[Anonymous No.9645776]

>>9645769
>RCs are illegal under the analog act.
no they aren't. have you ever read the analog act?

[Anonymous No.9645800]

>>9645769
also
>silk road was shut down
that was just one single market, there have been like 30

[Anonymous No.9645810]

>>9645800
interesting. they still use bitcoin?

[Anonymous No.9645827]

>>9645810
really any cryptocurrency these days

[Anonymous No.9645831]

>>9645827
hmm, ok so those markets aren't really connected to the rise in bitcoin price then

[Anonymous No.9645873]

>>9645831
not at all. the first rally was because of the block reward halfing and the recent rally is probably because wall street is creating bitcoin futures

[Anonymous No.9645958]

there should be a /drug/ general to keep this shit out of here

[Anonymous No.9646000]

>>9645958
Nah

[Anonymous No.9646022]

>>9645958
>your need to draw attention to your life-ruining addiction is worse than mine!!

[Anonymous No.9646026]

>>9646022
Alcohol addiction makes for much better stories

[Anonymous No.9646058]

>mfw third day sober

Feels good apart from the craving and dissatisfaction.

[Anonymous No.9646061]

>>9645873
>wall street is creating bitcoin futures
what

[Anonymous No.9646065]

>>9645958
>what is comorbidity

[Anonymous No.9646082]

>>9643228
I laughed, but in a sympathetic way. I'm sorry about your situation, anon. I know I've found myself there before too...it's crazy to think that eating of all things would be so difficult. Fuck alcohol.

[Anonymous No.9646096]

already had 3 bottles of whiskey, where does it end? al/ck/ bros

[Anonymous No.9646099]

>>9646096

I drink so much I end up being dehydrated all the time. That's my only limitation. Being dehydrated.

[Anonymous No.9646104]

>>9646096
why the hell drink whiskey at that level? it's like vodka with extra challenges.

[Anonymous No.9646106]

>>9646099
>when the skin on your face starts to flake off
I just said I have dry skin because it's cold

[Anonymous No.9646110]

>>9646104
i can drink it neat and feels good, am i beyond saving?

[Anonymous No.9646226]

>>9645543
idk, I just feel if I cut back to that amount I'll be in an ok spot rather than quitting entirely

[Anonymous No.9646247]

>>9645161
How long have you been at this level? And how much per day are you drinking?

[Anonymous No.9646271]

>>9646110
of course you can. what i'm referring to is all the superfluous hangover causing shit you ingest in addition to ethanol.

vodka is a much cleaner way of poisoning yourself, it's just purified grain alcohol cut with enough water to make it drinkable.

[Anonymous No.9646275]

hello, just found this board and subreddit after watching you guys get beaten 0-5 in autumn cup, too bad about that

got about 20 beers left and some benz in me so i thought i'd chime in. You guys are worse than 420chan detox, what the fuck? Never thought I'd find this under /ck/ but whatever. I'm not here to judge, just a passenger wondering what the fuck is going on in here.

[Anonymous No.9646288]

>>9646275
some of the most serious drinkers aren't even posting at the moment

some of them are likely dead now desu

[Anonymous No.9646298]

>>9646275
Name ONE thing that's worse

[Anonymous No.9646307]

>>9646298
I've seen a screencap from /opi/ titled "worst thing you've ever done while craving" or something and some dude said he sold his family dog. wonder if i can find the screencap

[Anonymous No.9646314]

>>9643109
That's my thinking exactly.

[Anonymous No.9646321]

>>9643109
You didn't make the change drunk though, you made the change by living your life sober most of the time.

[Anonymous No.9646410]

couldn't find the screencap, sorry

so, any other addictions you have? playing plo100 here. Also I know well this isn't /ck/ related but idgaf, ban me if you want

[Anonymous No.9646480]

>>9645502
Shit man how long did you keep that up?

[Anonymous No.9646508]

>>9646480
Not him, but I've been doing at least that for 3 years. No signs of anything awful, I have suspicions my hair is thinning, but it might just be a decline in hygiene. 21 here.

[Anonymous No.9646528]

>>9646508
Yeesh. At my worst I was doing a fifth of vodka a day. I couldn't keep it up for more than 5-6 months at that level...but previously I had been ramping up for almost a year. Ended up in the hospital with withdrawals...fucking awful.

[Anonymous No.9646552]

>>9646528
This thread varies with intensity/ what people call being al/ck/, and it sometimes turns into a dickslinging contest.
I suppose my consumption is due to tolerance. I always taper when I stop, but I still get the insanely vivid nightmares/ dreams and the hot/cold/hot/cold sweats.
Did you ever quit, anon?

[Anonymous No.9646572]

>>9646552
I've really ramped down from those days. Don't get me wrong, I still once every few months have a big binge but it doesn't last for more than a day, so the withdrawals really only last a day or so as well. Other than that, I do drink more than I probably should, with sober streaks in between. I'm about 5 days sober now and am feeling pretty good about continuing that for the near future. I think one day I will quit completely, I feel like I know and understand the addiction more and more as I go along.

[Anonymous No.9646599]

>>9646480
two years

[Anonymous No.9646619]

>>9646508
I quit when I turned 21. it gave me alcoholic myoneuropathy (sp?) that I'm still dealing with. I have terrible bladder pains and need to do physical therapy. shit sucks. drink water and take a vitamin every day.

[Anonymous No.9646635]

>>9646619
Europoor or burger?
I'm a burger. I just had good friends/ roommates before turning 21.

[Anonymous No.9646656]

>>9645137
you probably shouldn't drink anon

[Anonymous No.9646672]

i got drunk again last night. i woke up a few hours after going to sleep, hungover, like i was expecting (drunk me had the thought "i should drink water" and thought "nah i like my warm bed if i get up i'll be cold" so i didn't)

but i got up out of bed, hungover/maybe still a bit drunk, to go drink some water and pee, and as soon as i chugged a glass of cold water i felt violently ill. i went to the bathroom and started peeing, expecting that i'd probably have to throw up because that's how it felt. instead i passed out, falling into the towel rack and bending the shit out of it. other than some soreness in my jaw, neck and ass, i'm fine, but that was a scary experience

[Anonymous No.9646677]

>>9646635
burger. my older brother was getting me alcohol since I was 16.

[Anonymous No.9646699]

>>9646672
You sure that was alcohol? How do you pass out in the middle of a piss

[Anonymous No.9646705]

>26 days sober
the depression has been amplifying since the 2 week mark
does it ever get better or should I just throw in the towel?

[Anonymous No.9646708]

>>9646699
i don't know man

i didn't do any drugs or anything like that, i sometimes get woozy from standing up too fast, but that didn't actually happen to me -when i got out of bed-

it felt like something was wrong inside my stomach

[Anonymous No.9646750]

almost had a seizure today trying to detox from xanax

[Anonymous No.9646785]

>>9646750
almost but you didn't. alprazolam is probably the worst benzo to get off, good luck

[Anonymous No.9646821]

Had a few loose bucks to burn while in the grocery and bought an olde english for old times sake. Why the fuck do so many people meme about how shit it tastes? After all these years of drinking I can safely say that even a 40 of olde english tastes like divine nectar compared to some of the shit I've had.

[Anonymous No.9646838]

>>9646785
I have plenty of valium

[Anonymous No.9646846]

>>9646838
we call it diapam where i come from, still gl

[Anonymous No.9646872]

>>9646705
If it didn't get better there'd be no sober people in the world

[Anonymous No.9646880]

>>9646872
most ppl haven't been at the bottom though, some haven't tasted alcohol even

[Anonymous No.9646927]

>another day sober and still awake again, staring at the ceiling at 2.15AM

guess that melatonin I bought appears to be ineffective. Lame. I'm really bored of this

[Anonymous No.9646936]

>>9646927
Alcohol is a better sleep aid than melatonin, what did you expect?

[Anonymous No.9646937]

>>9646927
get some Z-drugs, zolpidem or zopiclone or whatever new shit they got nowadays. Melatonin won't do shit really

[Anonymous No.9646954]

How do you cunts actually keep drinking, don't you feel sick in the morning. Why do you do it?

[Anonymous No.9646960]

>>9646954
>don't you feel sick in the morning
Yes, that's the fucking point drinking helps when you feel like shit in the morning

[Anonymous No.9646966]

>>9646960
not as much as stopping for a day

[Anonymous No.9646967]

>>9646954
do you know anything about addiction boi

[Anonymous No.9646972]

>>9646966
Look I can either feel better right fucking now or some indeterminate time in the future

[Anonymous No.9646973]

>>9646705
give it a few months mate, and start to exercise a couple times a week if you don't. i hate running so i bought a bike to ride.

[Anonymous No.9646979]

>>9646967
Yeah thats what I want to know, I don't understand alcohol addiction

[Anonymous No.9646991]

>>9646979
It's genetic somewhat, if you don't get addicted then good for you. I've learned not to drink more than 2 days for straight, the hangover is horrible. I still drink heavily or so they say, imo ~60 cans of beer per week is mild but hey

[Anonymous No.9646997]

>>9646954
I feel worse in the morning when I (rarely) didn't drink.

[Anonymous No.9646999]

>>9646991
60 cans? isn't that expensive? Why not drink liquor?

[Anonymous No.9647001]

>>9642971
This is the worst recurring thread I have ever seen.

/r9k/ has less pathetic shit than this

[Anonymous No.9647002]

I made it two days and caved yesterday after dealing with a friends issue. I am always there for others yet when I talk about my stuff I get waved off since I can not fix it.

I know that I can not fix my brother who is having huge health issues and may not make it.

I know that my heart should not be broken over an ex friend and my ex.

I know that my life is in shambles because of depression and other factors.

I just want to cry on someones shoulder and just have someone listen.

[Anonymous No.9647003]

>>9646999
where I live beer is actually better alc%/€ than hard liquor, also I can't get hard liquor from my nearby grocery store so... yeah

[Anonymous No.9647017]

>>9647003
Huh, never would have guessed. Hope you get to drinking in moderation soon.

[Anonymous No.9647023]

>>9647002
damn dude, you really need someone who you can talk to. Not 4chan anon stuff, but a therapist or something. There are online therapists too.

[Anonymous No.9647025]

>>9646991
>>9646997
So its primarily a physical thing? The only thing that confuses me about alcoholism is that it isn't really pleasurable like other addictions. being sloshed or sick the next morning feels like shit

[Anonymous No.9647030]

>>9647003
That sounds so strange, in the states shit like monarch vodka will always be better %/$ than beer

[Anonymous No.9647037]

>>9647025
euphoria when coming up, some feel it more heavily than others. then it's just like chasing another high desu

[Anonymous No.9647041]

i've solved the problem of the horrible hungover existential post el drunkyo crisis us fuckfaces have after we come off of a bender, i quit smokin and dippin and quit playin with myself, and i drank a bunch of water and now im ready to cleave this hideous world in twain!

[Anonymous No.9647064]

>>9647041
god damn, you should write a book this is revolutional

[Anonymous No.9647066]

>>9647041
>i've solved the problem of the horrible hungover
They solved that shit hundreds of years ago mate they called it hair of the dog

[Anonymous No.9647083]

so does 4chan have any other boards for this stuff besides alcohol or is this it

[Anonymous No.9647093]

>>9647083
I mean there are always random threads on random boards with a bunch of people contributing but for the most part the actual mainstay threads were forked to 420chan

[Anonymous No.9647110]

>>9647001
I don't know I'm enjoying it

[Anonymous No.9647124]

>>9647093
alright, i'm looking for kind of a place to chat with ppl who are drinking and feeling good. I'm getting the vibes that this is not the place and I should be leaving off

drugs are bad, mkay

[Anonymous No.9647130]

>>9647124
>feeling good
you came to the wrong website

[Anonymous No.9647135]

>>9647124
>feeling good
You came to the wrong neighborhood friendo

[Anonymous No.9647146]

I got blackout drunk last night while eating cereal and threw up all over my mattress. All the alcohol seemingly curdled the milk in my stomach. When i woke up i was still too drunk to clean it up and instead passed out again on the floor. Now my bed smells like rotten milk. Anyone know how to make it stop smelling putrid?

[Anonymous No.9647153]

>>9647146
yeah clean it up

[Anonymous No.9647157]

>>9647124
420chan really chill, they have just a drinking board.

Though if you're gonna be a straight edge faggot no one will want you around

[Anonymous No.9647159]

>>9647146
Burn it and by a new mattress

[Anonymous No.9647163]

>>9647124
I dunno. I feel like OP's pic might have been a clue.

[Anonymous No.9647167]

>>9647157
is it even active? haven't been to that website in nearly a decade and it wasn't too active then

[Anonymous No.9647179]

>>9647157
straight edge? hell no, i've done almost everything (besides coke cuz can't get it anywhere)

i'll just fuck off there then, peace out you drunkards

[Anonymous No.9647180]

>>9647153
I left it there too long and it soaked into it. I wiped it down with essential oils and it still smells like a glass of rotten milk.

[Anonymous No.9647191]

>>9647180
flip the mattress over and spray some febreeze. call it a day.

[Anonymous No.9647201]

>>9647180
pour bleach all over it and let them fight it out

[Anonymous No.9647204]

>>9647191
Matress is only padded on one side. If i cut into the other side i might be able to fix it though. Hadnt thought of that.

[Anonymous No.9647205]

>>9647179
Take it easy mate! Personally I love the incredibly negative and morbid tone of these threads but to each their own

[Anonymous No.9647210]

>>9647204
good luck
>>9647179
you sound like an asshole anyway, fuck off

[Anonymous No.9647212]

Anyone else drinking gangsta juice tonight

[Anonymous No.9647215]

>>9647210
ay i'm not an asshole, what makes you say that

[Anonymous No.9647224]

>>9647215
I took offense to being called a drunkard but in retrospect I don't know why

[Anonymous No.9647225]

>>9647212
40s get a bad rep for some reason, after drinking bottom shelf vodka and whiskey this shit is great. Course it's harder and more inefficient to get drunk off of but still

[Anonymous No.9647230]

>>9647023
I will look into that. I just want someone to talke to most of the time. Thank you by the way.

[Anonymous No.9647237]

>>9647167
Yup, /b/ and /weed/ keeps activity to near nighttime /ck/ levels

[Anonymous No.9647260]

>>9647230
blahtherapy helped me thru some shit, although it is anon to anon so you gotta deal with some scumbags but since you're already on 4chan it should'nt be a problem. Try it, you may find someone special

[Anonymous No.9647266]

>>9647230
not him but I've got a guy that I go talk to every week or two, it helps a lot

[Anonymous No.9647273]

>>9647225
I could got for a 40 of Mickey's or Ballantine XXX right now.

[Anonymous No.9647277]

>>9647273
I'm an olde english guy myself but mickey's is right fine too. Hell most of this shit tastes legit good to me at this point, though given a choice I'd prob choose steel reserve last

[Anonymous No.9647278]

>>9647037
i see

[Anonymous No.9647294]

>>9647278
That's a great pic. Lots of moving parts.

[Anonymous No.9647296]

>>9647278
the fuck is that image supposed to mean

[Anonymous No.9647365]

>>9643011
I blew that. Made it through and went to sleep at the time I wanted.
Woke up at 7:30, got out of bed for a little while but with nothing to do I went back to bed and thought about shit for a little while before waking up at 12:30 in the afternoon.
Fucking hell.

[Anonymous No.9647389]

Anyone else into drink driving?

[Anonymous No.9647399]

>>9647389
I am but it's stupid af to do

[Anonymous No.9647401]

>>9647389
Only when I need to get more booze (short drive) or around 3am when I want McDonald's and no other cars are on the road.
I think drink driving is stupid and I'm ashamed of myself when I do it.

[Anonymous No.9647443]

>>9647296
It's a reference to one of the greatest calvinist sermons of all time

[Anonymous No.9647462]

>>9647260
>>9647266
Thank you both so much! I have cut down on drinking then the blues hit home.

I think it will help since they are paid to listen and will give good advice unlike the advice that I have been given or told to be stronger and to grow up.

[Anonymous No.9647476]

>>9647389
Used to love it. Hold that can to your mouth at a stop light, then accelerate hard. Fun!

[Anonymous No.9647488]

>>9647389
I was until I totalled one of my parent's cars by going into a ditch and sideswiping a telephone pole

[Anonymous No.9647508]

>>9647488
I wrote off one of my car's while drunk, lucky I got away from the scene and didn't get caught. Insurance still paid out and I ended up getting an even better car.

All worked out better than expected.

[Anonymous No.9647515]

>>9647508
I was lucky too. It happened not far from my house and I was able to drive it out and back home. If it were stuck I would have ran and hid in a cornfield

[Anonymous No.9647525]

I used to think I had a problem with alcohol, but I was sober for Japanese standards.
Since I've moved here, I've started drinking at every meal, hard liquor even of good quality costs NOTHING, and I'm constantly bombarded with the temptation of buying stuff that I'd be paying 3x the price in Italy, even if it would make it my 6th drink that day.

I have never been hungover in my 25 years of life, even after near-lethal drinking, and yet for the first time yesterday I woke up with a headache, wanting to vomit, and in general being non-functioning.

I want to go back to drinking alone, just at night, and in the right quantities.
Whose idea was it to make drunkedness a societal obligation here?

[Anonymous No.9647533]

>>9647515
Best thing to do if it happens again is RUN to a bar and start drinking heavily. With any luck they won't be able to tell if you were drinking before it happened. Or so the lawyers tell me.

[Anonymous No.9647538]

>>9647533
makes sense to me

[Anonymous No.9647542]

>>9647525
drink more water

[Anonymous No.9647552]

>>9647296
>>9647443

[Anonymous No.9647555]

stay sober for a few weeks. see a girl that breaks my heart, and she'll never love me. Sometimes they'll smile at me. then I'll see 5 more that day. And go back to drinking. How do I not do this? Sometimes I wish i were blind

[Anonymous No.9647557]

>>9647542
I already am, that particular time was a mistake on my part.
But still, this quantity of alcohol is absurd.

On that note, I'm surprised that Japan is the only country on the planet that sells turmeric drinks. It's the only thing that actually does jackshit against alcohol symptoms, and yet it takes and entire nation of alcoholics to find a market for it?
It'd sell like fucking hotcakes anywhere.

[Anonymous No.9647558]

>>9647533
Depends on the judge, just like that old story of "thew my keys out the window then started slamming vodka in front of him," which will most likely never get you off the hook.

[Anonymous No.9647575]

I know it sounds dumb but does anybody start drinking when they see certain images on here? This one set me back a bottle of Smirnoff.

[Anonymous No.9647579]

>>9647001
Sucks for you

[Anonymous No.9647589]

>>9647558
It is literally grasping at straws. It takes a really good lawyer (who plays golf with the judge). And it could backfire and really piss off the judge/jury.

[Anonymous No.9647592]

new >>9647588

[Anonymous No.9647609]

>>9643818

[Anonymous No.9647885]

6.30am, day 8. High as a motherfucker, new half ounce making me feel like life is one, long orgasm.
Fuck you, alcohol.
Never again.
Maybe.

[Anonymous No.9647891]

>>9647575
pathetic

[Anonymous No.9648136]

>>9647389
Kill yourself

[Anonymous No.9648450]

>>9647885
congrats on not caving friend

[Anonymous No.9649346]

>>9646954
It's a struggle. I'm choking down this fi rst beer, it's warm and nasty. Might puke a frew times before I can get anything down it sucks.