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al/ck/ - Alcoholism general Anonymous Mon Oct 30 18:12:28 2017 No.9623110 [Reply] [Original]

slow suicide edition

previous thread: http://boards.4chan.org/ck/thread/9613223/

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 18:23:01 2017 No.9623146 OFF THE WAGON AGAIN

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 18:32:41 2017 No.9623181 Friendship ended with health and responsibility Now alcohol is my best friend

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 18:41:23 2017 No.9623213 Just dropped from 12 beers a day to 6 beers a day for the past 14 days...feels good not to wake up completely scattered. Good feels.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 18:45:58 2017 No.9623230 >>9623213 >12 beers >scattered are you 100 lbs?

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 18:52:27 2017 No.9623261

>>9623230
Everyday for years and years plus 50ish over a weekend. Yeah scattered, i do work long and normally unsociable hours too... I have been drinking for a long time mate and this is a nice step down.
I don't drink spirits anymore cause nothing good ever came from that, and got over a 3 litre a day box wine habit i kept up (and in secret) for 8 years so i think I'm doing ok.
Started drinking at 12, now 33. Obviously had my addiction ebb and flow over that time. Realised i had to cut down when I couldn't count a day i had off drinking in a decade.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 19:24:12 2017 No.9623380 How do I stop drinking till I pass out? I just can't stop myself, it's always "one last shot"

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 19:27:22 2017 No.9623395 >>9623380 I stopped when I got put on birth control. Lost my appetite or any desire to drink. downside is I can't even socially drink because it seems like any amount wrecks me for the next day or two

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 19:30:14 2017 No.9623403 Making some hot wings and drinking some busch lite. Hoping to keep it below 8 tonight. Even did a little workout today. I gotta dry out.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 19:41:49 2017 No.9623438 >>9623395 r u a grill

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 19:51:01 2017 No.9623472 when you guys prepare to distill your batches, do you first do a coarse filtration to make sure there's nothing that burns in your primary vessel

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 19:57:48 2017 No.9623498
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Why is it that whenever I drink low abv beer like pic related, I wind up feeling like shit like I'm going through withdrawal or something. Seriously I get all sweaty and shakey and nauseated and shit. This doesn't happen if I drink higher abv beer, though. Is this normal?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:03:12 2017 No.9623519 >>9623498 probably because they're low abv. You don't get that wasted so you don't hit that threshold to push off WD.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:08:37 2017 No.9623543 >>9623498 Those light beers always give me massive wet shits the next day.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:10:36 2017 No.9623550 File: 248 KB, 330x485, torpedo2015a.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I've been cranking 12 of these a night for the last few months. What is al/ck/ drinking?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:11:43 2017 No.9623557 >>9623550 are you me wtf

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:14:19 2017 No.9623569 >>9623519 I see. Makes sense. I find it kinda weird because this shit makes me feel worse than just not drinking at all.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:36:54 2017 No.9623643 The guy gave me shit at the liquor store for looking different than my picture on my ID. Fucking street shitter, I'm almost 30. That's literally 12 years above the legal age in Canada.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:39:05 2017 No.9623651 >>9623395 pls b my gf I am impotent so u can get off birth control and drink w me

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:49:28 2017 No.9623691 File: 72 KB, 249x351, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >drank today This was a mistake.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:52:14 2017 No.9623703 I"m doing an experiment. I didn't eat for the entire day and now I'm slamming ciders like a boss. Let's see if I can actually black out on soft liquor.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:59:48 2017 No.9623730 Drinking some Busch and watching slingblade. Haven’t seen this movie in years

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:05:43 2017 No.9623752 >>9623703 You're going to be very hungry very soon. I'm thinking you'll crave some sort meat and cheese dish

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:07:20 2017 No.9623755 >Trembling like crazy >No way I can stomach any liquor >Just vomited up half the beer I was drinking Fuck this so fucking much

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:15:44 2017 No.9623780 >>9623755 make buttered toast you'll be able to drink more if you do

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:15:47 2017 No.9623781

Sobriety is so fucking boring. 2nd day sober and already thinking about buying a bottle. Was thinking I'd go real baby steps and try to make it to 5 days sober which would be the longest I've abstained in years.
I need a hobby though. This is so fucking intolerably boring.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:17:22 2017 No.9623788 >>9623781 Try cooking anon

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:20:19 2017 No.9623799 >>9623788 There's nothing in the house. I need to go grocery shopping but I feel like I'll end up buying booze if I do.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:26:59 2017 No.9623829 >>9623799 call a friend and have him come make sure you don't buy a bottle

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:28:34 2017 No.9623833 >>9623829 >call a friend >friend Hahaha

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:29:28 2017 No.9623837 File: 652 KB, 676x676, 1467931354904.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>9623833 well I don't know call your mum

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:32:27 2017 No.9623845 >>9623833 Me neither.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:39:02 2017 No.9623865

>>9623755
you should write down instructions for whoever finds your body to post here regarding the details of your fate. Not saying that you will die now necessarily, but following your story for the past few months has me thinking that it won't be too long barring a miracle tier change in your life. I think a lot is would appreciate the closure

Assuming you are sb, but either way.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:43:44 2017 No.9623886 >>9623837 She lives in another state and doesn't know the extent of my alcoholism. >>9623845 sucks, huh? I at least had associates up until the last two years or so but now there's fucking no one left. Everyone moved on.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:47:04 2017 No.9623894 >>9623886 My only friends were during high school. I dropped out and stopped leaving my room much at all. Now I"m almost 30 and nothing has ch anged.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:48:15 2017 No.9623898 File: 190 KB, 315x325, 75 south.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] hello friends i like whiskey, and i think it likes me back. motherfucker this is what i am always drinking because the value is too strong

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:53:48 2017 No.9623917 >>9623886 You have nothing, not even rice, crackers or condiments? You're paying for your fridge to be on with nothing in it? You don't have legit anything with calories?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:54:51 2017 No.9623921 >>9623886 post fridge pic

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:57:18 2017 No.9623927

>>9623780
Thanks, I'll try. Any other tips? I was thinking of making a cocktail to help ease into it since I have watermelon, ice, a blender and vodka, though I'm not sure that'd actually be good.
>>9623865
Nope just a guy who's been drinking cheap liquor neat and slowly ruining my life

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:02:19 2017 No.9623941 >no silhouette This world is going to hell in a handbag.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:02:49 2017 No.9623943

>>9623927
Yeah actually, I've got one more. If you're making a watermelon cocktail (btw that shit is really good) don't make it too strong, but make a large quantity. Having a bit more but it being a bit less strong will enable you to drink more a bit faster. Don't forget to add a bit of sugar as you make it and blend to taste. Also make sure you blend the watermellon untill it's really really fine. just keep tsting it while making it

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:04:28 2017 No.9623951

>>9623894
I had a great group of friends in high school but I made some friends at and outside my school with which the only thing I had in common was smoking weed, which they introduced me to.
I eventually lost contact with both sets of friends soon after high school and spent a year or so as a neet. I then got a part time job and got myself together. Got healthy, motivated and was in awesome shape. I looked really good back then. Made a new set of friends, was working towards my dreams of working in film and actually getting work in the industry; some paid, some not, hooking up constantly and eventually got a girlfriend who I lived with. I was made assistant manager at the part time job, was getting plenty of work and making new contacts in film and tv and then I thought I'd apply to a film program at a university that knocked me back when I was 18 and they accepted me.
I'll cut a long story really short and say that some really poor decisions lead to my life taking a direction to shitty town. I ended up broke, jobless and in debt, single, dropping out of the university, slowly burning bridges with film friends and social friends and moving back in with my mother.
I was suffocating in debt and desperately applying for shitty jobs and getting nowhere. Then out of the blue I got three offers within a few weeks of each other. First accepted a telemarketing job, then before that started got offered a cushy retail job with way better pay and close to home so took that. Then two weeks into that job got offered a full time job as a producer for a tv production company I worked on. It paid shit and it was only 8 weeks but had tremendous growth potential.
Because of my debt and having just accepted the retail job I turned it down.
That was 10 years ago and my life has been mediocre for about that long. I've been an alcoholic for the last 4 or 5. I live alone, have no hobbies, friends or interests, haven't had a girlfriend for like 8 years. All I do is drink and exist.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:04:49 2017 No.9623954 >>9623951 faggot

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:06:29 2017 No.9623961 >>9623917 No, I have instant noodles, bread, pre-made pasta and bacon to last me until Friday. I'll pad out the rest of the meals with takeout. >>9623921 Nah

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:06:30 2017 No.9623962 How do you disable this stupid fucking theme

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:07:42 2017 No.9623967 >>9623954 Pretty much. Total loser which is why I drink to forget that fact.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:08:45 2017 No.9623972 >>9623962 Bottom right hand corner. Change it from Special to whatever you usually use.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:09:16 2017 No.9623974 >>9623961 >I'll pad the rest of the meals with takeout >I have no food I'm being trolled right?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:09:37 2017 No.9623976 >>9623972 Thanks man. Idk how I didn't notice it had changed from tomorrow....I need a fucking drink

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:10:19 2017 No.9623977 >>9623962 this theme is great for drinking in the dark fuck you

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:11:01 2017 No.9623980 >>9623976 No probs. >>9623974 Nah. I can go through drive thru without being tempted because it's not near a liquor store.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:14:11 2017 No.9623995 >>9623980 Go to aldi.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:14:25 2017 No.9623996

What are you guys up to tonight?

I missed about 7 calls from family members intentionally so I can drink alone and be left alone.

Thinking about filling up a bottle with vodka, loading my wax pen and going downtown.

kind of nervous about getting arrested though, The police are out with force tonight

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:15:48 2017 No.9623999 >>9623996 K. Drink at home.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:15:51 2017 No.9624000 >>9623996 i take it you're in a city

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:16:53 2017 No.9624005 >>9623996 fuck your spacing

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:16:53 2017 No.9624006

>>9623995
That's the plan Saturday morning. Aim is to have 5 days sobriety under my belt, all the remaining junk in the house eaten and then buy fresh food and start fixing my diet.
It's been a bottle of booze and burritos, fried chicken or some other unhealthy meal cooked up at 3am a day for too long. Need to start getting my life in order. It'll most likely still be shit but it could at least be better than it is.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:17:43 2017 No.9624009 >>9623999 I think I might >>9624000 not really the "city", A town of about 10k. They do this haunted main st thing every Halloween that attracts nearly the whole town. Usually fun to see the floats and decorations

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:29:03 2017 No.9624042

Got diagnosed with type 2 on wednesday. Have had to do a complete 180 on my lifestyle. At least of eating/drinking habits. I'm not sure if I'm doing a good job. Especially how big I am and used to eat. But I stopped drinking on wednesday.

Replaced it with weed, now I'm just lazy. Got to quit that shit too.

This sucks but after 30 years, I treated myself like shit and had fun. And here are the consequences.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:31:12 2017 No.9624051 >>9624042 I dread this diagnosis. My father has type 2 diabetes so I've got to be a higher risk and my diet is completely shit. What made you go get yourself checked? Or was it just detected after a general check up?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:34:39 2017 No.9624062 >>9623780 truly a monkey paw-tier life hack.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:36:19 2017 No.9624074 File: 77 KB, 600x536, Girls.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>9624062 >he doesn't keep lucky monkey paws in every room so he's never unlucky

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:38:07 2017 No.9624077

>>9624051
Ah man, that sucks. It was detected after some blood work. I knew it wasn't going to be good news and kind of wasn't surprised since my diet was compete shit. But the red flags raised when my cholesterol was absurdly high. I also weigh around 310. So I was bound to get it any day now. My doctor put me on metformin that day.

The only thing I'm freaked out about is watching/adjusting my diet down to a deficit and if I'm eating enough even though I log it and feel full.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:39:55 2017 No.9624088 Who ITT one day will kill themselves? I read the other day suicide rates among alcoholics are alarmingly high, Especially in the U.S. where most of us have easy access to guns.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:44:36 2017 No.9624102 >>9624042 What was your diet?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:47:34 2017 No.9624113 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nWwV8RDVMgA

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:49:34 2017 No.9624124 >>9623951 You aren't a faggot. But this HARD to read. To the point I can't read it at all. Please reformat it into paragraphs, then I'll read it.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:49:52 2017 No.9624128

>>9624077
I guess one thing in my favour is last check up I had that had a blood test my doctor described my cholesterol as "world class". Although know that I think about it that might have been like 4 or more years ago, and my diet and drinking habits have become increasingly worse in that time.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:50:58 2017 No.9624131

>>9624102
I ate a fuckton of eggs (which is why my cholesterol was shot). Almost like 3 with bacon every single day. I mostly ate high/saturated fat stuff. Take out almost 2-3 times a week. But I drank a lot. About a bottle or two of tequila a week. I would sometimes cut back but I've drank quite heavily this year until wednesday. Almost every week of jose cuervo or costco tequila. I made drinks or took shots with chasers of soda.

And now I'm logging everything I eat and consuming into myfitnesspal.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:52:49 2017 No.9624138

>>9624128
dang, if that was 4 years ago and you really have been increasing your habits, I would get checked out. Just don't do like I did last year and got a check, everything was grand and I took a moment to celebrate even harder than I was. Now that I look back on it, it was last year that I almost bumped up my consumption of not just alcohol but food

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:54:06 2017 No.9624146

QUESTION:
Is alcoholism something for other people to feel bad for you for having, or something for you to feel bad about subjecting people to?
like, if an al/ck/ steals booze from a friend,
Speaking from an observer's perspective, should the non-al/ck/ friend feel at least some empathy for their friend or are they justified in getting completely mad.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:55:08 2017 No.9624147 >>9624146 It's something you feel bad for subjecting people to, At least for me. I drink more because I feel guilty about my drinking, It's a very vicious cycle.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:55:15 2017 No.9624149 >>9624088 read the thread title faggot

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:56:03 2017 No.9624153

Woke up this morning and got dressed to go to the gym. I really thought i was going to go but instead i went to the liquor store. Bought a pint of vodka and went home. Told myself after that i would be done but here i am with a 24 pack of beer. Does alcohol make your hair turn grey? I'm only in my mid 20's and found a grey spot. My dad didn't start going grey until his 50s

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:57:47 2017 No.9624159

>>9623110
This thread actually gave me comfort. I'm 24 and I had been drinking like 4-5 beers a day for around a month or so and thinking I was an alcoholic. Apparently I am not even scratching the surface. Good shit. I'm gonna drink a glass of water and quit drinking alcohol for a good while

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 23:05:59 2017 No.9624186 >>9624153 Alcohol depletes you of Zinc and Magnesium which are both integral to healthy hair.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 23:08:56 2017 No.9624197 >>9624131 How’d you know you had diabetes?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 23:09:44 2017 No.9624202 > no whiskey Whats some good whiskey, anons?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 23:18:40 2017 No.9624228 >>9624186 i just took three multivitamins thanks anon

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 23:22:35 2017 No.9624238 >>9624228 No probs

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 23:40:42 2017 No.9624323 >>9624042 was it a surprise? how much did you weigh?

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 23:47:06 2017 No.9624349

>>9624197
I was pretty much pre-diabetic my whole life. I always weighed a lot as a teen and as an adult, I ballooned more and maintained that until I was 30.

I got blood work a few weeks ago and the test results came back with a lot of bad and high numbers. That's basically when my doctor told me I crossed that line.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 23:49:13 2017 No.9624362 >>9623550 i got the celebration now cause its november and shit, but i love that stuff

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 23:50:05 2017 No.9624366

>>9624323
I wasn't really surprised because I weigh around 310 and have been for about 17 years. It wasn't until the last 5 years that I started to drink heavily really. That pretty much sealed my fate to where I am today. Not blaming it all on alcohol either. But I chased bottles with bottles of soda, ate so much because of the munchies and because I'm a depressive eater. I have always eaten my feelings. So I wasn't really surprised. I knew this day would come. It's just a shame I never controlled myself and got this way, but that's 100% my fault.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 23:58:08 2017 No.9624398 >>9624146 One can be /alck/ without being an asshole who doesn't respect people's boundaries.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 23:59:32 2017 No.9624406 >>9624202 Smokey: Lagavulin Peaty: Ardbeg Intro: Jameson/Glenfiddich

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 00:03:14 2017 No.9624419 Any tips on cutting back? I only drink and hardly eat and it's starting to catch up with me since the last two weeks I've felt like shit. Dietary suggestions? Breathing/stretching stuff?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 00:10:51 2017 No.9624435 >>9624419 Reduce intake gradually, like drop one every day or two days. If you want to cut back you have to REALLY COMMIT and think of it as a long term project with a goal of reducing intake. Capitulation will result in failure, essentially

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 00:12:47 2017 No.9624440 >>9624419 taper with beer.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 00:22:20 2017 No.9624477 >>9624440 lel, I drink 20 light beers a day

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 00:30:10 2017 No.9624503 >>9624477 so tomorrow drink 19 and take it down one a day. is that supposed to be impressive? i've had a pint of whiskey and im halfway through a 24 pack

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 00:52:46 2017 No.9624583 >>9624477 Drink 10 regular beers

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 00:54:43 2017 No.9624589 >>9624503 who's impressing who? I just like having a drink in my hand at all times when off-hours >>9624583 see above, I'm well past things such as "good taste" (although a good porter during the colder months is just the fucking tops)

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 01:00:11 2017 No.9624599 >>9624202 Vodka

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 01:02:15 2017 No.9624608 >>9624228 Dude, I've long been suspecting that this is making my hair thin. Buying vitamins tomorrow. Anyone got a list of all the shit I might need to be semi healthy (your personal regimines, etc)? I should've done this a long time ago... >>9624238

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 01:05:17 2017 No.9624618

Just kicking it. I'm about to run back out to a bar before they stop serving, gonna check back in later. I hope everyone is doing well, whatcha'll drinking/ eating/ doing? Just slammed some hot wings with vodka, enjoying the cool weather and wishing my friends had Netflix. Couch surfing atm, headed home in a few days.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 01:08:28 2017 No.9624632 >>9624608 vitamin d, magnesium, zinc, fish oil most important: cut down on the booze

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 01:12:17 2017 No.9624642 >wake literally screaming in pain as usual Hello 5am. How I hate you so.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 01:13:22 2017 No.9624644 what do you guys do for a living

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 01:20:52 2017 No.9624673 File: 132 KB, 700x644, Sesame 1.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Is there a way to stay slightly drunk for the rest of life?

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 01:28:10 2017 No.9624700

>>9624618
I want a drink so bad. My ps4 was unplugged when it shouldnt have been and scrambled it because sony is fucking gay. So the system files had to be reinstalled and it erased all of my saves. the only fucking thing i cared about, ffx2 is gone. So in a rage I ripped the disk out and threw it which broke it. There is no fucking way in hell im starting over after playing it for weeks. it was the only game I fucking played and now its gone. I wanna drink a 5th of wild turkey and bash my head with a rock until I fucking die. I cant have ONE fucking thing. when im not drinking, I had ONE distraction. what the fuck am I going to do now.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 01:28:30 2017 No.9624701 >>9624642 >complaining about the obvious and inevitable consequences of your actions Hello humans, how I hate you so

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 01:29:51 2017 No.9624705 >>9624700 Find a productive hobby?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 01:40:59 2017 No.9624732 >>9624644 Work for a gutter company

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 01:53:00 2017 No.9624773 >>9624732 You like it? I have a really hard time keeping a job

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 01:54:21 2017 No.9624776 >>9624773 Yeah. I like working outside and I don’t work long hours like I have in the past. Why do you have a hard time keeping a job?

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:00:35 2017 No.9624794

>>9624228
If you're deficient one is enough for anyone. Add a good liver support supplement such as 'livatone' from Australia. Which is ten times as potent as the other leading brand here. Milk thistle, taurine, selenium. 6 cups of decaf a day (look it up for liver health). Done. Stop being a jackass.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 03:27:55 2017 No.9625005 Is there a civilised way of being able to shit without moving, which doesn’t require a shower afterwards? How am I supposed to become god of addiction if I’m constantly having to empty some retarded asshole

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 03:36:56 2017 No.9625019
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>>9624618
Am back. Ran into some strangers that I'd made friends with a few hours before, and they were stoked to see me again. Pal'd around and played some more pool, and gave one of them a ride home (2 blocks away). I was invited in and chilled with them for a bit before heading home. They were pretty cool, and were both lawyers. I'm surprised they enjoyed my NEET company so much.
Back on my buddy's couch with more food, and am pretty happy with how the evening went. Much better than just getting shithoused on my couch alone, but I'm about to get right back to that.
I wish the people I'm staying with had Netflix, fug.
At least adult swim is "ok", and I had my trusty Smirnoff handle.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 03:42:52 2017 No.9625026
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>>9625019
I'm surprisingly happy right now. I know that these threads are about crippling addiction/ depression, but is anyone else cheery drunk right now? I wouldn't mind hearing about y'all bois being comfy for once.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 03:53:59 2017 No.9625048
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I post to al/ck/ pretty infrequently but whenever I do I usually post this:
Stop and get your life back on track while you can. At some point you'll reach the point of no return, and when you do you're going to be fucked.
I'm an ICU nurse, and I usually come back to y'all with a new al/ck/ related horror story, so here's my newest;
>Be me
>2 hours left in my shift
>Been there 10 hours already, so happy to be almost done
>Suddenly get call from house supervisor
>'Anon, we need a bed right now, this mofugger is about to code'
>FUGG, I WAS ALMOST OUT
>Give bed, try to get the room ready
>This yellow skeletor rolls in within minutes before we've even got an IV pump in the room
>Man in his early 40's, extremely jaundiced, completely unresponsive
>Eyes wide open, staring into space, breathing like a fish out of water
>We call ER doc to intubate immediately
>Never get a blood pressure on the guy, it's too low to measure even with a manual cuff
>Pupils fixed and dilated
>Fight with his blood pressure for an hour just attempting to GET some sort of blood pressure
>Finally lose a pulse
>Code him for half an hour before we finally get a hold of a family member to get their blessing to make him a DNR
>Dude dies as I'm walking out of the unit another half hour later

The story on that sad sap is he was in end stage liver failure due to ETOH (aka alcohol and drug) abuse. He'd come in due to high levels of ammonia in the blood and confusion, and in the span of four days he went from more-or-less-okay to crashing. And once he crashed he never came back. All of this was the direct effect of years of alcohol abuse.
Please get some help anons. Even if you have to check yourself in somewhere to detox it's better than what you're doing now. I'd hate to see you roll in through my ICU doors.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 03:58:41 2017 No.9625056 >>9625048 he marry the cherry?

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 04:33:03 2017 No.9625122

>>9625026
Wish I could help you out but it's 7:30 pm on my second day sober and although it's a cool night I feel like I'm in a furnace and can't stop sweating. Just had a shit like my ass was a faucet. I hope no kids come around for Halloween. Last few years no one has come and I've been stuck with bags of chocolate. I didn't buy anything this year and I don't want to see anyone because I'm sweaty and stinky.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 05:07:24 2017 No.9625178 >>9625026 9am, day 3. Woke screaming in pain, but once that settled I cosied down for some of that heavenly ‘horey Christ I’m not 100% poisoned’, toasty rest. Feltgoodman. I will relapse today however if I can’t find more weed.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 05:35:03 2017 No.9625225 File: 723 KB, 3000x2250, IMG_6743.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Drank for ten hours last night Smoked weed And I've woken up

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 06:07:10 2017 No.9625271 >>9623550 this stuff tastes like straight pine trees, and i usually like the flavor of ipas but it is 7% and 32oz for $4 (2x16) at the 7-11 so i drink it once in a while

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 06:47:43 2017 No.9625326 Coming up to 2 weeks sober. Still get urges to drink at random times of the day but managing to fight it off. Cold weather not helping, comfy boozing indoors when the weather sucks is cozy as fuck

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 07:12:30 2017 No.9625361 Did all the junkies die?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 08:22:59 2017 No.9625486 >>9624700 are you 10

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 08:52:41 2017 No.9625540 >>9625048 He knew what he signed up for.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 08:56:27 2017 No.9625544 File: 54 KB, 500x497, 1410741114637.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>9625026 really dont get the amount of sadposting on here. We're all sad cunts sometimes, might as well have a pleasant thread to escape it

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 09:01:33 2017 No.9625558 >>9624608 heavy lifting abstaining from alcohol and masturbation zinc (~30mg/day) meditation

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 09:13:50 2017 No.9625584 >>9625048 don't you realise that death is what we want? that story motivates me to drink more

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 09:46:19 2017 No.9625652 >>9625544 The OP generally sets the tone for the thread.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 09:59:37 2017 No.9625682 >>9625540 but when it happens it's still sad

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 10:09:35 2017 No.9625725 >>9625682 why's it sad what's so good about life that death should be seen as a bad thing we don't even know for sure what happens after death

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 10:47:09 2017 No.9625826

>>9625584
the only reason you want to die is because of the pain you experience from alcohol withdrawals. whatever problem you had that caused you to start drinking so heavily is not going to get any better when you're a melodramatic drunk bitch. nobody wants to watch you die you selfish prick.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 10:57:12 2017 No.9625847 >>9625826 I don't experience alcohol withdrawals, I'm not yet full blown alcoholic, but that story encourages me to continue towards that path

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 11:06:22 2017 No.9625871
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>>9625826
>nobody wants to watch you die you selfish prick.
>suicide is selfish
my dude my meme my reference
not letting people be in control of their own life is the true selfishness

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 11:08:25 2017 No.9625879 >>9623110 >general

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 11:09:53 2017 No.9625884 >>9625847 what would make you WANT to be an alcoholic? why are you suicidal?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 11:21:20 2017 No.9625920 >>9625884 how about you go fuck yourself

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 11:24:14 2017 No.9625931 I hurt myself today...

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 11:32:46 2017 No.9625952

>>9624146
you're justified in getting completely mad if someone steals anything from you regardless of the reason, and alcaholism is a shit reason to steal. Alcoholism has consequences, and sometimes a good shouting out is what a person needs, or sometimes they'll never learn, but you've got to take care of yourself and enforce your boundaries first

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 11:38:25 2017 No.9625963 >>9625879 sorry, was drunk when I made it and I browse a lot of /vg/

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 11:39:12 2017 No.9625964 >>9625920 youre a coward and a pussy and you know it. just get a gun and a bullet it's much cheaper and less painful

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 11:41:20 2017 No.9625970 >>9625964 I never understood this reasoning, like, if you decide to kill yourself, you're a pussy for not wanting to live, but if you decide to kill yourself you're a pussy for not doing it quick

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:02:32 2017 No.9626019 I drink to suppress the fact that I wished I was born female

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:08:24 2017 No.9626032 These days, little kids go to the mall instead of real trick or treating. The absolute state of overprotective parenting! Tonight I'm not looking forward to seeing any cute kids dressed up as cute things. Because they all be at the mall.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:11:29 2017 No.9626044 >>9625964 yeah I am, and it makes me hate myself more maybe one day I'll truly hate myself to the point I will end my life quickly until then it's slow painful death

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:11:45 2017 No.9626046 >>9626032 There’s still your van

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:11:46 2017 No.9626047
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met a girl from a dating site, no kids, thin, shit tattoos... she seemed totally into me, shit went well. left beach, sends me a text about not feeling it. Literally wtf is this shit. I mean, I was hammered but come on, you were into me. someone please send satan to finish the job. Fuck.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:12:55 2017 No.9626051 >>9626046 Hey man, there's nothing wrong with liking cute kids in a platonic way.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:15:54 2017 No.9626058 File: 77 KB, 800x780, 1505470725450.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>9626051 can you guys fuck off with this kid shit, this is a floor alcohol person thread.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:20:19 2017 No.9626069 >>9623799 Treat yourself and order a pizza to celebrate avoiding alcohol.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:21:05 2017 No.9626072 >>9626058 child free faggot, neck yourself.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:28:27 2017 No.9626103 File: 58 KB, 960x720, 1507482411741.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>9626069 don't avoid alcohol, it's not helping

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:28:33 2017 No.9626105 >>9625826 not even close, I’m sober for a long time now, have a job, by objective measures my life is quite ok. But I want to die even more than when I was drinking. Just because. Life is fucking cancer

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:33:30 2017 No.9626123 >>9626105 Drinking causes me the most problems in life. But it also solves the most problems in life. When I'm sober, life is unbearable.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:42:17 2017 No.9626158

>>9626123
yup, the belief that life will be just great if you just manage to sober up is a false one. Maybe some people get into drinking accidentally, then kick it and go about their great lives, but for moat of us it lies deeper.
I don’t know about you, but for me non chemically altered life is just boringly dull. Slaving for fourty years just to kick the bucket is insane. The days are all the same, even if you do something fun it barely lasts. But offing yourself is also really hard, so I’m just stuck in this stupid limbo

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:54:52 2017 No.9626215 File: 377 KB, 954x459, 1508391905656.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>9626158 this is accurate. fucking people are shit, normal life is shit, working is shit, being pretty is shit, shut shit shit shit shit shit shit

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:00:44 2017 No.9626234 >>9626158 Yeah but if you eat and drink water with your booze, it will be a shorter high and you'll be kicking yourself later, but you won't be as hung over nor feel as manic and crazy when you are drunk.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:04:44 2017 No.9626238
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>>9623110
Gonna have myself some 57.1% rum on this Halloween night! Happy Halloween, OP and anons! Anyone want some free reading material? 5 of my 9 ebooks are free until November 1st tomorrow (though in Australia that might be today, but who knows, might still be free?)

www.amazon.com/author/jnmorgan

>>9623213
>>9623230
Yup, a dozen beer a day is pretty harsh. As I recall a dozen Molson Canadian (5%) are, ironically, 1776 kcal. Easy number to remember, amirite? What do you mean by 'scattered' though? For three years I got completely loaded almost daily with straight liquor but barely ever had a hang-over and maybe threw up a total of 5-6 times. Mind you, that's in the span of getting drunk AT LEAST 1000-1050 times.

>>9623550
What percentage is that? Can't see it, never seen that beer before. Must be something mostly just seen in America?

>>9624673
Drink a little throughout the day, I guess. The trick is to only drink in moderation even though you'd always have booze on you.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:07:17 2017 No.9626243 I want to drink so bad but I've had everyone I know threaten to either leave me or strong-arm me into going to a clinic if I don't go 100% dry. I want two shots of whiskey and a good cry right now.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:18:21 2017 No.9626279 >>9625963 another al/ck/ /vg/ crossposter? and i thought i was the only one

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:26:56 2017 No.9626304 >>9626238 You don't seem to be a very good writer, anon

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:27:03 2017 No.9626305 Terrible dreams lately bros/hoes, guess I probably need to start smoking more weed.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:32:53 2017 No.9626319 >>9626305 >weed Working for me. Day 3 and I feel great

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:35:46 2017 No.9626326

>>9626304
Didn't say there wasn't room for improvement, but I seem to be good enough to touch bases with some people who enjoy my work, even one self-professed fan from Germany. Well, family from Australia, apparently some Jewish heritage too, but anyways yeah, pretty awesome. So far I've gotten over 115 free downloads since the 29th including some from the US, UK, Canada, Germany, Japan, and Australia. Not in that order. I do believe my writing gets better the more I write, perhaps try some of my later stuff? I do have quite a bit of free today, thanks for the feedback all the same!

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:48:38 2017 No.9626365 >>9626326 I didn't even read it, I just looked at reviews

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:49:56 2017 No.9626367

>>9625122
Faggots tp'd my house last year. I never hand out candy. I hate fucking kids and i live in an upper middle class neighborhood that gets 90% poor fags from other neighborhoods. Fuck off beggars. I just want to get drunk in peace. Fucking hate halloween.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:53:15 2017 No.9626379

>>9626365
Ah, well, I'm quite right-wing and I don't hide it in my work. I don't seek out political incorrectness, but at the same time I don't let political correctness influence my writings, so you will of course occasionally see some snowflakes getting melted. If you'd like, you could download it for free, give it a read, and review it when you're finished. If it should be another 1 or 2 star review, that is unfortunate but so be it, it will help to teach me, though of course I hope for another 4 or 5 star review.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:55:15 2017 No.9626387 >>9626379 lol I remember you posting in /k/, cheers mate!

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:02:17 2017 No.9626408 >>9626387 I frequent /k/ and /lit/ quite a bit, yup. I wrote 'Firearm Valhalla' for /k/, in fact. Cheers, I'll have a shot of rum for ya anon!

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:06:05 2017 No.9626420
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5 days sober, I feel even less productive than when I was drinking daily. I can't think straight, I'm having a hell of a time just getting normal tasks done because I keep forgetting shit. I can't concentrate and I get frustrated very easily. It helps that the first 3 days of being sober I was with my significant other, really eases the aches and temptations. If it wasn't for that I probably wouldn't have made it past day 2
>>9624673
I believe so, I was doing it the past few months. Keep a flask or two on you with hard liquor. You will quickly find, though, that once you sober up you are a useless human being.
>>9626243
Going cold turkey sucks balls, have you thought of replacing alcohol with a more accepted addiction, like nicotine?
>>9626158
That's not true, dying is very easy so long as you have access to high places.
>>9626019
You were born too late to explore the planet and too early to explore the stars, but you were born just in time to get a sex change and breeze through life for being an oppressed transgendered female

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:25:25 2017 No.9626489 >>9626420 >That's not true, dying is very easy so long as you have access to high places. It's easy technically, yes, but the survival instinct is one nasty motherfucker

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:31:22 2017 No.9626519 >>9626420 I already quit cold turkey. I'm just fucking bored now. Nothing in life gives me pleasure anymore.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:41:11 2017 No.9626552 >>9626519 Sobriety is indeed boring as fuck. I'd never quit cold turkey, I have no interest at present to do any less than at least drinking once a week but preferably twice a week.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:43:57 2017 No.9626563

>>9623110
Managed(?) to go two days last week without my usual 4 bottles of wine.
Had to stop bc had a mild case of pancreatitis. Had it bad last year and was in the hospital 2 times for about 12 days each time.
Now I'm back to drinking daily.
Sure sux to be me.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:52:34 2017 No.9626594 File: 1 KB, 32x32, 20150409160214!Sonja.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Is it normal to sweat this much? >>9626563 Cool blog.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:05:06 2017 No.9626649 >>9626594 You might have or be getting diabetes? I got diabetes from drinking this Japanese sweet soda 9% alcohol drink. Now I drink and I'm dripping wet.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:07:15 2017 No.9626661 >>9626649 Can rum cause diabetes? Considering the history of rum with the Navy, I rather doubt it. Also I don't drink flavoured rum.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:09:31 2017 No.9626672 >>9626649 Damn, that's spooky.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:10:06 2017 No.9626677 >>9626594 Your poor body doesnt want to be poisoned.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:11:09 2017 No.9626684 >>9626661 Rum is generally without added sugar except for a bit of caramel for colour.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:13:30 2017 No.9626698

>>9626661
Anything with enough sugar in it can cause Type 2. I guess it would depend on the exact nature of the rum involved. Some rums are not very sweet, others are extremely sweet. I'm not sure where the standard naval issue rum would fit on that scale. I also doubt the average sailor would be consuming much sugar anyway. His watered-down rum ration and the occasional lime to ward off scurvy were probably the only sources of sugar in his diet. I doubt there was much sugar involved with the normal rations on a naval vessel.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:16:00 2017 No.9626712

>>9626684
It might not have any ADDED sugar, but it would contain sugar on its own. Rum is usually distilled in pot stills. Those are not very efficient so you end up with some sugar in the distillate. The rum would also pick up more sugar from the wood in the barrels. How much sugar would depend on whether or not the barrels were charred and how long the rum was aged.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:28:02 2017 No.9626767

>>9626698
In my own day to day life, generally the most 'added sugar' I eat is in my 2-3 cups of coffee, which is only 4-5 teaspoons really. I really ration how much sugar I intake. Chocolate is a rarity. At best, it's a VERY small amount once a day, I can't really put it into numbers but needless to say I'm most certainly NOT talking about a whole chocolate bar a day. That sounds awful.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:36:01 2017 No.9626798 >>9626712 Negligable amounts though. But when you drink a lot of rum the sugar content is the least of your problems.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:53:42 2017 No.9626845

>>9626158
This post isn't necessarily "incorrect," but there are other substances you can use to help be happier that are much less damaging than alcohol, and throw in some stoicism and cognitive behavioral health, and you might be perfectly fine.

I agree sobriety can be very boring, but if you "trick yourself" a bit, and maybe use some "soft" drugs, it can go a long way toward satisfaction. of course some socializing, hobbies, and job you don't hate will help as well.

The alternative of a heavy alcohol habit seems objectively worse than that, but to each their own.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:55:52 2017 No.9626857 i've only drank 2 of the past 18 days because i'm basically in the domestic equivalent to rehab. the anhedonia is real as fuck.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:56:02 2017 No.9626859
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>>9626649
might it be STRONG ZERO? Jesus just remembered all the horrible times I had with that shit in Japan. Also the cup sake and 4 liter plastic bottles of 25% generic alcohol

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:57:15 2017 No.9626864 >>9626857 I found that going a full month sober really changes you. Going to try two months next.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:57:45 2017 No.9626868 File: 521 KB, 1080x1920, Snapchat-155054535.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >responsibilities done >strong drink >comfy weather Time to relax

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 16:03:23 2017 No.9626884 >>9626864 i fucking hope. i'm going to try to abstain until i'm back home after the new year. i have no friends or anything down here, so i basically only drink because i'm bored anyway. (well, that and, you know, i'm an alcoholic.)

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 16:04:52 2017 No.9626889 >>9626859 >25% generic alcohol wha?

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Anonymous Tue Oct 31 16:16:23 2017 No.9626949
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>>9626889
>>9626938
shitty whiskey is also available in 4 liter plastic bottles for 30-40 bucks. Japan is an alcoholics paradise, and you can buy that shit 24/7 any day of the week. And here the stores will be closed tomorrow because of a "holiday" not to mention the time limit on buying alcohol

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 16:19:37 2017 No.9626973 >>9625048 Thanks. That's the road I was heading down before I'd finally had enough. Just celebrated 7 months sober and no looking back. I don't believe in miracles, but I thought I would never be able to quit.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 16:24:54 2017 No.9626994

>>9626712
Rum, and most distilled spirits, don't really have any sugar in them, compared to food items. Weird how common this misconception is--I guess it's because fermentation involves the use of sugars, and because rum is made from sugary substances.

The final product isn't anything like coke or candy though. Liqueurs are another matter though.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 16:58:15 2017 No.9627127 >>9626859 Lmfao it was exactly that drink that gave me diabetes anon. If I could turn back time....

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:09:21 2017 No.9627184

>>9627127
I know this is the no-hope-general but with type 2 diabetes you unironically can turn back the clock on it. Especially if you have just been diagnosed, I assume you can't have progressed to the stage of being severely diabetic without noticing.
Changing up your diet and going for HIIT will make a world of difference, seriously.
t. was diagnosed with T2 diabetes a decade ago and as of a month ago was told it was gone

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:17:46 2017 No.9627223 I replaced drinking with WoW. WoW is much cheaper, even when buying tokens and boosts. 100 CAD gets me a token and a boost. To drink everyday, I need to spend 500 a month.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:18:48 2017 No.9627225 >>9626489 You should read more into philosophy then, if it's life that's getting in the way of you dying. That is, assuming you want to die.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:33:03 2017 No.9627256 paladin bubbles are BS in wpvp. >almost kill them >suddenly immune immune immune >die

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:50:36 2017 No.9627318 >>9624700 how old r u m8

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 18:19:40 2017 No.9627419 File: 61 KB, 1000x800, 1487775395492.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] i decided to quit drinking for good this is the 8th time this year but this time it will hold

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 19:00:39 2017 No.9627558 File: 802 KB, 1380x2020, pumking.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Howre you celebrating tonight?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 19:04:38 2017 No.9627573 >>9627558 What am I supposed to be celebrating?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 19:07:13 2017 No.9627586 >>9627573 your slow self imposed death cheers

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 19:08:44 2017 No.9627595
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>Sibling gets married
>someone asks me jokingly "when are you getting hitched anon?"
>delayed reaction because In public, get home to flat
>crying myself to sleep because I have never felt any love or relationship

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 19:11:28 2017 No.9627603 >>9627586 Oh that again? Whiskey with beer chasers, same as every night. >>9627595 Could be worse.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 19:12:46 2017 No.9627613

>>9627595
I know this feel too hard. Worse yet because I have heard it four times now. Sister, brother, cousin, and second cousin all got married and I was forced to attend.

>at reception
>nursing some whiskey
>"Alright single guys, gather around!"
>fuck my face
>always forced to by brother and sister
>it always got thrown intentionally to me

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 19:29:22 2017 No.9627687 >be me >trying not to be wasted before office party even starts in 30 minutes >only half working

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 19:56:57 2017 No.9627811 File: 63 KB, 1280x720, b9b03e07f5dd75107e002c5e6c439a27.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >have to drive to the gas station to buy alcohol since today's a holiday where I live >cashier gives me a look of utter disgust when I buy my vodka

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 19:59:06 2017 No.9627824 >>9627811 >gas station vodka I'd give you a look of utter disgust too, you mongrel.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 20:01:41 2017 No.9627841 >>9627824 It was the only place that was open today It's overpriced as fuck and the selection is garbage but what can you do

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 20:26:00 2017 No.9627974 >>9627811 Well I won't judge you, anon.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 20:29:49 2017 No.9627994 >>9627974 Thanks, anon.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 20:30:29 2017 No.9627996
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>>9625584
Anon, there are hundreds of better and more painless ways to neck yourself
if that's truly the end goal jump in front of traffic or hang yourself, not this. All you're asking for is a slow and, let me be super clear, EXTREMELY painful and drawn out death.
You'd think differently if you'd seen the guy yourself: extremely emaciated, vomiting all over the place, completely out of his head (he'd pretty much pickled his brain at that point. Look up Weirneke-Korsakoff syndrome for more details) and then you're faced with blood transfusions due to bleeding problems and anemia, Lactulose making your shit your guts out. There's no way that's worth it.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 20:34:11 2017 No.9628012 >>9627996 >advocating jumping in front of traffic >involving innocent drivers in your suicide attempt You suck brah

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 20:49:10 2017 No.9628091 HOW DO I STOP DRINKING I'M ABOUT TO PUKE AND I STILL CAN'T STOP AAAAAAAAAAAA

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 20:51:26 2017 No.9628100 File: 24 KB, 640x480, Cheers.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>9627994

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 20:59:01 2017 No.9628133

>>9627996
>All you're asking for is a slow and, let me be super clear, EXTREMELY painful and drawn out death.
I already know this, and it's why I choose to drink myself to death with alcohol

Trust me, I think about stepping in front of traffic and ending my life every single day

So you can be glad that maybe one day soon I will do that

You act like telling me these things will discourage me from drinking, it's the opposite

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 21:24:30 2017 No.9628265
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>just gloated about being clean for a few days
>broke and had my first beer
This is a long ride friends. How's everyone doing with the Halloween bullshit? The doorbell ringing every 5 minutes is giving me anxiety. Normally I'd sit out in the cold shitfaced and handing kids candy. Now though it's not nearly as fun

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 21:46:02 2017 No.9628377 File: 718 KB, 1509x2012, 336EC266-F8DD-494B-B499-9B8A64DF0E59.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] This shit is pretty good

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 21:51:52 2017 No.9628401 >>9628265 nothing is fun sober life is hell

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 22:10:11 2017 No.9628540

>>9625048

It's all well and good to say "get help." But that involves exposing your problems you've been hiding for however many years, jeopardizing your personal relationships and job, entering a medical system which does not have very good evidence to support the usual treatments. You can go to detox, get a nice break from life where the staff treats you like you're invisible except to throw you pills so you don't die, and you leave to return to your broken world with a tremendous bill.

And when you leave, alcohol is there like a bright and shining "EXIT" sign everywhere you look.

Fuck yourself. People don't poison themselves to extend their lives. Sorry you had to stay an extra half hour at work.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 22:43:03 2017 No.9628650 cmon lads let's hang out and chat shit https://client00.chat.mibbit.com/?channel=%23al/ck/&server=irc.rizon.net

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 22:56:23 2017 No.9628696 >>9625048 fucking moral high ground useless cunt go speak your bullshit elsewhere

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 23:03:05 2017 No.9628725 >just finished off the last of my beer >pouring out whatever is left of my last vodka bottle at midnight (4 hours from now) >going to try to be sober for the entire month of november wish me luck lads.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 23:05:34 2017 No.9628734 >>9628725 If you got shit to do, it'll be easy But if you're sitting at home for like 8 hours, it'll be hell Find something to do.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 23:08:57 2017 No.9628747 >>9628725 good on you m8. i got 2 beers left. might give it a go as well.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 23:15:54 2017 No.9628772 >>9628100 Imma use rupissed to see roughly how drunk I am, give me a moment.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 23:19:49 2017 No.9628793 >>9628772 .267 BAC It's not that hard to use the rupissed site, what's your guys's blood alcohol content? Bet it's not as sexy as mine!

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 23:21:27 2017 No.9628798

>>9628725
Fuck good luck anon. I truly hope you can get in the right mindset to accomplish it.

Every day you will wake up feeling better and better but for some fucked up reason the pull to the drink is so strong.

God I hope you make it. Give me hope anon!

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 00:08:31 2017 No.9628924 >>9628793 why would I know my weight? I'm not a fucking girl

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 00:14:31 2017 No.9628952 >>9626238 Do you write a book a month? How are you able to produce them so quickly? Are they shit?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 00:17:13 2017 No.9628961 >>9628734 >But if you're sitting at home for like 8 hours, it'll be hell Not him but I'm not working at the moment and am home literally 24 hours a day. 3rd day sober and the boredom is killing me.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 00:42:22 2017 No.9629078 >trying to sleep sober fuck this

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 01:19:29 2017 No.9629190 >>9629078 get melatonin

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 02:42:01 2017 No.9629387
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Day 4. 6.30am. High as fuck every waking second. Feels absolutely incredible waking without every cell being raped by poison, and no new cringe/arrests/screaming in my sleep. Fuck alcohol, fuck the wart on drugs, come get some comfy.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 03:16:34 2017 No.9629435
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well lads, i got blackout drunk on the weekend, and drove home while still incredibly drunk, and totaled my car, it was pretty fucking scary and i could of died. i'm gonna ease up on the booze for now, which is a shame because the whole ordeal has really made me want to get drunk.
pic related.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 03:43:19 2017 No.9629482

>>9629435
Fug. Glad your body isn’t broken into a thousand pieces.
Were you arrested? They seem to take it a lot more seriously if the dui involved a crash. I was on the floor in an armlock with the road shut down and like 5 police cars for my second DUI. Crashed into a roundabout.
Anyway, good luck with the imminent hell.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 03:45:56 2017 No.9629485 >>9629482 rural road, i managed to get out of there before any cops were around to breathalyze me. im incredibly lucky, but at the same time i wish i'd been worse. what were the repercussions to your DUI?

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 03:53:39 2017 No.9629500

>>9629485
I was looking at a 3yr ban, unlimited fine and 6 months inside. Stressful as fuck. I got away with a ban and fine (and about a million consequences like insane insurance premiums, banned from visiting certain countries (e.g Canada) and employers and lenders avoiding me) then the day after my court case, got told someone had apparently seen me do a hit and run, or something like that, so I was instantly looking at another 6 months. That was a stressful time, my drinking was so brutal at the time that I had to drink 50cl of vodka just to seem normal enough to appear in court.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 03:57:10 2017 No.9629507 >>9629500 so you actually ended up serving time? how long for and what was it like?

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 04:01:00 2017 No.9629519

>>9629507
Nah, still waiting to see what happens with the second charge. I remember none of it, but I’m getting scary calls from angry insurers. Apparently I did 1.5k worth of damage to someone’s car. No knowledge of it. Could get a phone call any time.
Never want my license back. Can’t handle this stress.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 04:11:27 2017 No.9629529
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>>9628793
.558
Not now, but when I was arrested. Also had like 50mg of diaz. It’s impossible to know wtf you’re doing while in that state.
>yet weed is still illegal

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 06:15:59 2017 No.9629760 >>9624088 Booze and being a giant pussy holds that off for know. It's an ever looming possibility though.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 06:20:00 2017 No.9629765

Can I ask you alcohol experts a question?
A new thread feels like a waste.
How can I replace marsala wine in a dish?
I guess port would be OK, but I don't have that either and all the shops are closed (It's a holiday in most of euroland).
How bad would I fuck up if I dilute some good Cognac and add some sugar?

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 06:24:59 2017 No.9629777

>>9629765
Does it contain urine or u-bend sludge?
If so, dm, because few here would care. That’s probably reflected by the extent of our knowledge, regarding the intricacies of subtle changes in flavour. Could taste like decomposing fish clits for all I care - only questions I ask are how much is it going to cost, and how much is it going to hurt.
Hope that helps.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 06:30:31 2017 No.9629782 >>9629765 Pretty sure orange juice is a often used non alcoholic substitute

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 06:32:34 2017 No.9629785 >>9629782 Don't care about the alc content, but pretty sure that OJ tastes different from some desert wine. >>9629777 Figured as much, but some folks seem like they still can taste differences in beverages, but just have an issue with the amount.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 06:33:05 2017 No.9629787

>>9628952
I can write a book a month, yeah. I try to write every day, and I try to write a minimum of 2000-2500 words a day. Stephen King writes a minimum of 2000 words a day. As for whether my books are shit or not, depends on who you ask. I've gotten 4-5 star reviews, but I've also gotten a few 2-star reviews and even a 1-star review though she blatantly says it's because of the 5-star reviews I've gotten. If I didn't have so many, it would have been a 2-star review. I also have a fan in the US, Germany and Australia whom I swap emails with regularly, so there's definitely some people who think my books are far from shit.

My latest book, 'To Take what is Needed', is something I was paid to write. A woman has a fetish about being basically kidnapped by her boss and used, so she hired me to make that into a story. She loved even, and when I asked if it was alright if I published it she said 'sure' provided I change the names in the book, which I did. So to each their own I guess.

>>9629529
That's literally one of the only, if not THE only, thing that I actually like about Trudeau; he wants to legalize pot.

>>9624088
Nope, I love life too much to voluntarily end it. Sure I'm still poor and probably several months or possibly a year or two from actually making a living from my writing but I've found purpose in it. I think purpose is what people need. Also, firearms are fairly easily accessible in Canada too. I became a gun-owner when I was just 18 years old, and with a pistol at that.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 07:24:50 2017 No.9629862 >>9629787 Do you make enough to live solely off your writing? If not what do you do for a living?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 10:02:54 2017 No.9630276 who /type one diabetic/ here

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 10:23:58 2017 No.9630339 >>9626047 she has infinity sexual options and decided you're not good enough to entertain her at the moment it's her loss if any woman rejects you it's her loss

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 11:38:11 2017 No.9630550 File: 161 KB, 1890x1417, 1497330321215.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >buy a bottle for the first time >cant bring myself to drink it alone >no friends to drink with how do you guys do it

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 11:40:54 2017 No.9630559 >>9630550 >>cant bring myself to drink it alone >>no friends to drink with Simple. We lack one, if not both, of those hangups.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 11:41:23 2017 No.9630562 >>9624186 >beer contains zinc and magnesium nice

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 11:54:49 2017 No.9630608 File: 998 KB, 500x280, rs_500x280-151120100556-tumblr_inline_noeuoqlUZG1qzigtm_500.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Alri boys

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 11:56:19 2017 No.9630616 https://youtu.be/ME6RtQgBMSI

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 12:06:01 2017 No.9630661

Guys I don't know if I have any questions or need any advice. I was abused as a kid and I have a lot of feedback from those events. I have several schizo effective problems and I hear and see shit. I don't have any IRL anymore and if I have five dollars in my pocket, I'm drinking it up. I imagine I have bought enough Smirnoff 100 to fund a small army. I don't have anything to say here I guess other than I really just don't know what to do anymore other than just keep drinking and browsing 4chan.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 12:23:21 2017 No.9630703 >>9629387 Congrats, you replaced one drug with another and by counting days, you're only giving yourself a timeline before you relapse.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 12:34:19 2017 No.9630730

>>9630703
If you think you can compare alcoholism to even the heaviest weed use, I can only assume you’re knowledgeable about neither. Alcohol shreds my entire life to the point it even makes others ill, and I’m verging on death. Weed occasionally gives me a mild tickle in the throat.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 12:39:35 2017 No.9630743 >>9630730 This anon gets it. I smoked heavy weed for 15 years and a single year of alcoholism of my 8 I've spent drunk ruined me so, so much more.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 12:48:11 2017 No.9630772 >>9629435 Jesus Christ this is why you should just stick to drinking at home

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 13:15:10 2017 No.9630861 last drink was sunday, still can barely eat, stomach and throat hurt, please just kill me

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 13:18:32 2017 No.9630872 File: 362 KB, 1365x2048, DNjjuowU8AAgSKi.jpg large.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>9630861 Have a pic of my waifu. Hang in there dude. ;[

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 13:58:47 2017 No.9630985

>can't find my house because im so drunk driving around
>find one i think is mine
>trying to get in, can't
>police come
>give me a ride back to my house, give me the address my car is at
>just tell me they better not catch me driving in this condition
pretty bro-tier

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 14:33:15 2017 No.9631081

>>9629435
Prison is inevitable if you don’t stop, I think. I’m never driving again. I used to think maybe if I could manage a year clean I’d allow myself to have my license back, but nah, too lethal. One blackout and I could wake to 6 months in prison. Nope as fuck.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 14:34:54 2017 No.9631088 i had marsala for breakfast am i going in the wrong direction

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 14:46:23 2017 No.9631128 >>9631088 I couldn't stand something that sugary for breakfast. I can barely take Life cereal; and pancakes are a dinner food or dessert.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:00:20 2017 No.9631180 >>9631088 I love port wine. How's marsala compare? I love veal marsala, but I'm pretty sure actually drinking the stuff without butter and meat would taste pretty different.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:04:20 2017 No.9631197

>>9631088
>>9631180

You guys are classier than me. I drink $20 a liter 100 proof right out of the bottle. I only fuck with chasers every now and then.

Maybe I should switch to something more sophisticated so the friends and family I don't have would think I'm less pathetic than I am.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:15:23 2017 No.9631233

Since I started drinking heavily I've been getting these weird off color spots on my chest and they've been steadily growing. I woke up today and two more have popped up, is this a sign that my liver is starting to fail? They are dark brown and usually circular but now I have them all over my fucking chest and I can't scrub them off or anything, they just keep growing. I also can't go to a doctor.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:29:35 2017 No.9631278 >>9631233 How long has it been for you? Sometimes I get ingrown hairs more often when I'm binging.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:31:44 2017 No.9631284 >>9631197 it will be much different probably Marsala is nice and weet, classic dessert wine, i haven't had port in ages so i can't really compare

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:31:50 2017 No.9631285 >>9631278 Probably about 6 months but they grew really quick, it also happened around the same time I gained a bunch of weight so I'm praying that maybe it has to do with the weight gain and I'm not slowly dying because that would be kind of a bummer.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:34:37 2017 No.9631293 >>9631285 If you've only drank 6 months, you're fine. Wash and keep it dry and use a little lotion, it's not just for niggers and women.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:40:09 2017 No.9631320 I want to see a reality tv show in which a few people are locked in a house for months, and encouraged to drink from morning to night

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:44:11 2017 No.9631333 How does getting drunk in public work? Tomorrow will be super stressful for me and I'd like to stay buzzed for multiple hours. However, I don't want to drink so much that people will notice obviously. In which intervals should I drink, and how much?

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:46:12 2017 No.9631343

>>9630730
I'm not comparing anything. You literally replaced one drug for another and you're justifying the comparisons. There is no comparison. A drug is something that enhances or alters normalcy/reality. Whether or not it's beneficial. It's still a substance that alters reality. Weed is still a drug. Not in the faggy war on drugs way. At the end of the day, it's an enhancer.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:46:56 2017 No.9631344

>>9631333

Water vodka down in water and maybe add a lemon powder to it, the lemon smell is easy to mix up with vodka. Keep eating mints or Mentos to mask the subtle alcohol odor. Constantly wash your hands with high alcohol cleanser to confuse anything else.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:48:33 2017 No.9631347 >>9631343 Too dull, cbf, sorry.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:53:38 2017 No.9631356 >>9631344 Thank you my friend.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:55:01 2017 No.9631359

>>9631347
No I know, the shitty reality is that I'm not trying to diss weed. I'm high as shit right now. But we can't be dishonest about replacing one drug for another. Even if weed is less harmful and beneficial to some. I was talking about the logistics of it. It's your body, do whatever you want to it as long as it's not going to harm others. everything in moderation I suppose

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:56:08 2017 No.9631361 I'm drinking Jack Daniels honey, how much of a plebeian am I?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 16:00:26 2017 No.9631367 >>9631361 That shit is nasty

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 16:02:22 2017 No.9631376 >>9631361 Drink it on the rocks or mix it with something like Ginger beer.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 16:08:51 2017 No.9631395 Been sober almost two months now You can do it bros

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 16:19:03 2017 No.9631426

>>9631361
Shit is like liquid sugar. I feel like vomiting after a shot of it. I've tried it in cocktails/on the rocks/chilled. Nothing helps. It truly is the worst alcohol I've ever put in my mouth. I'm an alcoholic but couldn't even get 1/3 of the bottle before I put it in my cabinet to rot

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 16:19:26 2017 No.9631428 im anorexic and I basically live on beer now, It makes me feel full and It's hard for me to really eat anything.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 16:53:34 2017 No.9631545 Moonshine is amazing, I'm paying like $1 per liter for this shit and infusing anything I want into it. It barely takes any time and I can drink whenever I want and not feel guilty about wasting money

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 16:54:38 2017 No.9631552 >>9631545 How's your vision? I always wanted to make my own shine in gallons or so.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 17:03:03 2017 No.9631581 >>9631545 Or.....You can buy a 300 dollar still and make as much as you want with cheap 48hour yeast in your kitchen

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 17:22:36 2017 No.9631661 >>9630661 well, at least you're in good company here.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 17:24:13 2017 No.9631668 >>9631233 post a picture

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 17:40:32 2017 No.9631734 >>9631428 >im anorexic and I basically live on beer now double whammy! your eating disorder and drinking disorder probably contribute equally to your inability to eat solids.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 18:30:59 2017 No.9631941 File: 38 KB, 500x500, CLEN1912.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Im planning to buy pic related for this weekend. What should I get for mixing besides tonic water?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 18:36:26 2017 No.9631972 >>9631941 It looks pretty. I want Beefeater now...

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 18:38:01 2017 No.9631978 Can't wait till it's friday man

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 18:38:30 2017 No.9631980 >>9631941 Orange juice and lillet blanc. Abbey is best gin cocktail.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 19:51:06 2017 No.9632286 didnt drink today. goddamn i am so hungry. tapered off from sunday to now and i guess my body got used to that extra 1200-1500 calories a day. fucking beer

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 19:55:04 2017 No.9632298 >>9623755 Find some benzos

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 20:16:27 2017 No.9632379 >>9632286 I know man, that's why I started cooking

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 20:17:33 2017 No.9632384 File: 165 KB, 600x596, 1507669359678.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >tfw no enabling gf

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 20:31:45 2017 No.9632439 NEW THREAD >>9632437 NEW THREAD >>9632437 NEW THREAD >>9632437

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 20:34:59 2017 No.9632450 >>9631972 I went through a huge gin phase once and Beefeater made me fucking gag. Tasted like straight shoe shine.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 21:41:00 2017 No.9632702 >>9631361 That and the Turkey honey is gross. I'm not sure how people keep it down.

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