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>>9247841

It's almost Thursday aka tomorrow is casually hungover Friday.

What are your plans this weekend?

I will take the doggos out for a round of disc golf and hopefully continue my taper. I have already failed a few times, but wish each other luck in our struggles.

>> No.9252225

>>9252219
>moving Saturday

I'm hoping cravings and paws will start to subside after moving to a new living environment. I can only associate my current home with dependence and withdrawal.

>> No.9252250

>>9252225
Good luck. I hop the new place is great.

>> No.9252350

Goal is 5 tonight

>> No.9252476

I want to drink myself to death. Or as close as is bearable, then OD on opioids and just go to sleep. Fuck me im so cheerful. 10 days sober, and I miss the chaos, it's less vivid than sober reality. Too scared for this sobriety nonsense.

>> No.9252522

>>9252476
I've tried this a few times m8, one just wakes up the next day thinking "go harder next time." Then it's way, WAY to much after six or seven of those.
I love you. Your friends and family love you. Anon is a bit drunk, but let's change together.

>> No.9252564

Just took 28 x 5mg Valium, now going to the shop for vodka.
Oneitis made contact and it was... bad.
>salute
Good day al/ck/.

>> No.9252582

>>9252564
>140mg valium, adding vodka on top of it.
>Going shopping for vodka after eating pills
That's a badly planned suicide.

>> No.9252586

>>9252564

you're gonna OD over a girl?

peace out m8

and by m8 I mean not my m8.

>> No.9252666

>>9252219
What's some good stuff to drink?

>> No.9252690

>>9252666
Mineral water.
Stop actively TRYING to impose hell on your life ffs.

>> No.9252745

>>9252219
Found out I got laid off uni today. I'm down half a case of beer and some Jägermeister. I'd really appreciate it if someone could just end it for me right here

>> No.9252809

>>9252745
You'll feel worse once you wake up, especially drinking beer.

>> No.9252815

Hey idiots I'm newly unemployed and I'm getting DRUNK

>> No.9252818

>>9252815
I'm over here getting drunk, watching movies, playing video games, why doesn't everybody do this at all times?

>> No.9252822

>>9252818
I did, until it began to make me not be alive any more.

>> No.9252826

>>9252745
Laid off uni?
u wat

>> No.9252829

>>9252822
Is that not the point of all this? Hmmm

I don't know what else to say other than CHEERS I'm drinking vodka.

>> No.9252831

>>9252818
I am very well versed in the ways of getting very drunk with movies and video games. It's pretty nice most of the time really.

>> No.9252840

>>9252831
The problem with getting drunk and watching movies is that I black out during the movie, and then I have to watch the movie again later in order to know what happened during it.

>> No.9252849
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Friday I'm making stiry fry - chicken, cabbage, onions, carrots and celery with a curry sauce. I'll be drinking lightly, probably just a six pack of a craft beer I select. Or Natty Ice. Who knows.

Saturday - getting wrecked on vodka and seltzer. Grilling some chicken drumsticks I marinated in something on friday night. Going to try to keep the coals to one side and do and indirect cook with a direct sear at the end. Just experimenting.

Sunday - Making Lentil stew and recovering from hangover. Will be eating that lentil stew for the next couple days. My kids hate it, makes me love it even more.

>> No.9252850

>>9252840
I was able to curtail this earlier in my drinking life through a combination of increased tolerance and light, basically non existant moderation during the night. It very rarely happens to me that I pass out during the movie now and I've never had many blackouts.

>> No.9252854

>>9252849
God i love you, i wish I had the will to make delicious food.

instead I make frozen packages of chicken alfredo

>> No.9252857

>>9252850
I genuinely don't understand what you're saying

>> No.9252860
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>>9252854
I think a lot of it is having a kitchen that works with you. Really got to set things up right so it just flows when you work. Also, knife skills help.

>> No.9252865

>>9252857
I've just been drinking so long that I don't have a problem staying awake or remembering things. I've never been prone to blacking out either.

>> No.9252866

>>9252860
I don't understand that shit
All I understand is computers and how to exploit software vulnerabilities

>> No.9252872

i got shitfaced thursday, sat and mon. how do you alcks do it? i get mental feels so bad it will stop me from drinking. how do you cope with when you cant drink anymore after a binge?

>> No.9252873

Sorry in advance for the blogpost but I've been a lurker to this general for a while now and you guys are cool

I'm about 2 months sober and I felt fine for the first month and recently I've been feeling a lot more random sadness than usual.

Then today at work I got this surge of pure rage which I've never experienced before (randomly) and I started thinking how killing myself would end my misery. I've never had suicidal thoughts before today but the urge was fairly strong and it's still in the back of my mind now, several hours on.

>> No.9252875

>>9252872
you get a job and then you become a functioning member of society

stop drinking alcohol and stop using all other drugs holy shit

>> No.9252880

>>9252873
You need to see a psychiatrist. Amateur opinion: you might be bipolar or borderline. There are meds for both. Seriously, go see a doctor.

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>>9252866
I think the base thing is to get ~10 recipes you know how to make, that use basic ingredients: celery, onions, carrots, chicken, potatoes, etc... then just add to that. I wont make something if I have to buy exotic shit.

I do IT as well, sysadmin, but cooking is actually enjoyable for me.

>> No.9252884

>>9252875
no im asking how can they do it with those feels you get. im not alck. there was just lotsa parties last week

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>>9252849
Sounds good. I'm sober 10 days so I'm eating non-stop. Prepped a couple of Ramsay's dishes in the night, now leaving them to marinade for a couple of days before eating the lot by myself. Smoky pulled pork, chicken stuffed with chorizo (etc) and his Christmas ham chutney. It'll make a nice change from eating a bite of peach maybe twice a week, then typically throwing it up.

>> No.9252886

>>9252873
You need medication and some chicken.

>> No.9252890

>>9252885
That looks amazing. Like how the chicken is sitting on roots.

>> No.9252893

>>9252884
I don't know what feels you are referring to.
But if you're talking about feels that occur only after you've had an alcohol binge, then I recommend stopping the alcohol bingeing.

>> No.9252896

>>9252893
Honestly I don't know what feels you're talking about. I've never had feels after an alcohol binge, even as I continue to binge on alcohol.

>> No.9252901

>>9252885
Your dishes will likely be delicious. I want them and I don't want to have to do anything to get them.

>> No.9252902

>>9252893
the bad mental feels you get after drinking lots and often.

like how people do it?

>> No.9252905
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>>9252885
I used to want to purge and whatnot and sometimes I do when I drink too much.

Been taking phenibut for the last 3 weeks. Urge to drink is almost none, but I still have a few each night and it hits you way harder.

That is a huge meal you made.

>> No.9252906

>>9252902
I don't get those, but I suppose other people might?

>> No.9252912

>>9252849
i have almost all those stirfry ingredients too. mite try it

>> No.9252920

>>9252890
Yeah the chorizo and the smoked paprika are crazy tasty. Here are the recipes
https://youtube.com/watch?v=An9FA6a8dyc
https://youtube.com/watch?v=SrpR1qH3NN4
https://youtube.com/watch?v=ByyfG5t-noM
Only got the chutney done for the last one, but I've got a 2 kilo gammon in the kitchen waiting to be cooked. Feels so fuckin' nice actually having food in me for a change. Should give me a bit of an energy boost in preparation for my next relapse.

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>>9252912
Need a wok! Get a carbon steel one, make sure to season it.

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B006U8B9H4/ref=oh_aui_detailpage_o08_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

That's mine. Pretty great

>> No.9252955

>>9252930
i have shitty teflon one. still will brolly try

>> No.9252960

>>9252875
Yeah right!!
Depressive people, stop being depressive and stop bein little whiny pussies.
Junkies, stop using drugs, it's like totally bad, imma right??, just get fit
Hey faggots, stop being gay and fuck pussy. lmao XDDD

Yeah that's what you sound like.

>> No.9252959

>>9252902
Withdrawals?
You have to taper, and stop drinking.
Or drink daily.

>> No.9252994

Got gnomes hard. Drank 3liters of Evan Williams and 7 peach four lokos over the course of two days. Now I'm at work
I am certain alcohol poisoning is not how I wanted to spend my off days.
At least I have mouthwash

>> No.9253001

>>9252885
uma delicia

>> No.9253004

>>9252250
Thanks anon.

>> No.9253036

>>9252994
Jesus dude and I thought I was bad

>> No.9253056

>>9252994
But you were 90 miles away from home, with 1,26$ in your pocket, last I heard, how did you reach home?

>> No.9253058

>>9253036
I didn't mean to but I left the state to safely drink without gnomes and now I'm back 55-60hours later and the gnomes are taking advantage of me. They are happy to have a weakened target. Ny blood pressure is fucked at the moment.

>> No.9253065

>>9253056
I just winged it man. Happily had enough gas and coasted quite a bit to save gas.

>> No.9253068

>>9252690
It's all I know

FUCK u

>> No.9253083

>>9253065
You have Bacchus as an guardian angel, wish you all the best.

Oh and fuck gnomes!

>> No.9253090

>>9253058
You got back home!
What job do you do?

>>9253068
Drink beer. Beer is good.

>> No.9253096

>>9252865
You're not drinking enough anon

>> No.9253134

Dishwasher, and what's a baccus?

>> No.9253139

>that first beer when you've waited until sundown to start drinking
tastes like heaven. god i wish my state had 40ozes, perfect amount of beer to start out the night

>> No.9253199

>>9253139
>That first beer when you've waited until 10am to go to the store for booze because of stupid alcohol curfew laws

>> No.9253211

>label on the bottle says to serve chilled
>drink it at room temperature

and fuck the revenue agency too

>> No.9253216

I need a drink

>> No.9253220

>tfw too intelligent to drink alcohol

>> No.9253287
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>fell off the wagon
>forgot meds during bender
>schiz is really acting up now

halp

>> No.9253297

>>9252225
Know what you mean. Don't drag that ball and chain with you.

>> No.9253307

>>9252849
Lentils are amazing. Love everything about em.

>> No.9253311

>>9252666
>>9252690
Well he did get satanic trips

>> No.9253329

>>9253220
Ernest Hemingway, Alan Watts, Edgar Allen Poe, Tchaikovsky, Ulysses Grant, Van Gogh, Winston Churchill, blah etc.
Now stfu and stop repeatedly posting this.

>> No.9253363

>>9253287
Manny?

>> No.9253369
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9253369

Time to attempt beer taper again.
Too many gnomes.
Need them to leave.
I need to be a better man for my wife and squirrel.

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>>9253363

No. There's another schizo around here?

Fuck this shit, I'm just out of benzos and the thunderstorm outside certainly doesn't help.

>> No.9253401

>>9253391
I know a schizo who went awol who posts on 4chan, was just wondering. He's also an alc who abuses benzos

>> No.9253405

>>9253329
>Alan Watts
I suddenly very a lot better about my boozing.

>> No.9253406

>>9253369
is your wife that fat sack of shit you posted with the squirrel on her its back?

>> No.9253407

cough syrup tripping two nights in a row? y/n?

>> No.9253411

Day 15. First time I ever wavered. I don't mean I thought about drinking alcohol, but I saw a he'll of a deal and morned.

16 inch pizza with amazing topings from a non national chain. Something I would consider already. But the fuckers added two free beers. Fuck me.

But an hour later I was needed. If I was not sober I would have caused a bad situation. But while sober I did good, and the satisfaction that gave was better then any buzz those two beers could do.

Stay strong friends.

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9253480

Nobody can seem to give me some type of advice

>I'm turning 30 soon
>Make roughly six figures and govt takes a big chunk
>Moved half way across the country for my career
>Ended up becoming successful and finally finding happiness
>After a few years of having a lot of money you see that I'm still alone
>I have nothing but a career
>I'm a workaholic
>I work a lot, and have dedicated my life to a career
>I just want a gf, or a friend again
>But these days I find reasons for not making friends
>I have no idea what to do anymore
>The nightly /kino/ nights aren't helping either
>Just cant take my mind off of being alone anymore

In Japan people like me are called salary men. These are men who spend their whole life working for a company

>> No.9253482

>>9253406
No you dick, thats a co-worker we brought over and we thought it was cute Abe was climbing her.

>> No.9253487

>>9253482
dude its a gnome

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what is up guys

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>>9253405
Yeah alcohol killed him in his 50's.
There's a lecture on YouTube he did named "outwitting the devil", which while subtle, drawn-out and not immediately obvious, gives some excellent advice on how to tackle psychological addiction. 'Just do it without deciding to do it'; without thinking about it, that's the only surefire way to achieve it. Otherwise your constant thinking about it will eventually provoke the devil in you to give in to temptation, is essentially what he says.
He uhm, phrases it rather better than I can. The man was a genius. Love all of his stuff.
Shame it didn't work for him, but he did also say that it's better to live a short life doing what you love, than a long life lived miserably.

>> No.9253506

>>9253407
I wanna do DXM with Erin. And put my genitals into her genitals ;_;
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UkEh5Un_Kk0

>> No.9253507

>>9252873
I think it's because you're used to using alcohol to deal with your emotions. You need to find new strategies. I'd avoid the diagnoses like 'borderline' or taking meds. The medical system is basically a sham when it comes to this stuff.

>> No.9253541

>>9253480
Start a social hobby like martial arts or something.

I dont know though m9, I too am a workaholic with no friends or gf. I play video games I don't enjoy with my friends across the country and post her for my socialization.

>> No.9253546

>>9253480
did you ever have a gf?

doesn't necessarily solve anything vriend

>> No.9253562

>>9252905
phenibut addiction/withdrawl is bad. be careful with that shit

>> No.9253599

>>9253493
Hit a milestone? 30 days is good shit

>> No.9253607

>>9253407
Shit is no fun trying it every other week.

You will at best get all the side effects with no high.

If you are unlucky you will hit the dreaded double dip. Do you like fighting demons with your eyes closed?

>> No.9253614 [DELETED] 

>every day wake up to hurting sunlight shaking, nauseated and gagging
>open one of the bottles of vodka up and chug some of it
>change my feces infested sheets and clothes
>walk around the house with phone or go on computer to type, talk or play online
>get so violently drunk i smash shit, often get avoided from people and need to buy new equipment

>> No.9253626

>>9253480
Go for a hike

>> No.9253783

Going to ATL to visit my brother since my mom will be there. 2 weeks sober, no real urge to drink but this will be the first time being around lots of people drinking so hopefully I dont blow it. Plus drinking on the porch with my brother and sister was always one of my favorite parts of family get togethers...fingers crossed.

>> No.9253796

>>9253783
Buy some damn good soda, local lemonade, shit that is a treat. Remember you don't need to fix your family, just enjoy in the small time you have left to have a nice time with each other.

>> No.9253808

>>9253796
I dont eat or drink sugar. Basically water, unsweet tea, seltzer and the guilty pleasure diet dew every now and again. I'm not worried about them, the problem is all on this side.

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>>9252219
Any of you al/ck/ies get drunk on just beer? Or am I just the anomaly here.

>to further the anomaly, it's light beer

>> No.9253818

>>9252586
You don't really OD on benzos. More like he's going to blackout for several days, and wake up without his wallet or keys, in jail or a psych ward , with several tickets (if lucky) or felonies (if unlucky).

>> No.9253828

>>9253818

You absolutely OD when combining massive amounts of benzos with alcohol, its literally russian roulette every time you do it. Fall asleep, stop breathing, die. Most of the time you'll be ok, until you're not

>> No.9253837

>>9253500

Nobody drinks themselves to death because they love drinking.

>> No.9253894

>>9253837
It's my life goal to do precisely this. I just want to be drunk for every moment of the rest of my life, then check out on a cosy opioid OD when the pain becomes unbearable and drinking no longer stops it. If I had the money I'd begin right now

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>>9253562

I could be drinking 2 pints a night lol.

>> No.9253912

>>9253828
Maybe if an opiate was chucked into the equation but benzos were created because barbituates were killing people.

>> No.9253923

>Need a drink before work or I am sluggish and inactive
>Need a drink before working out or I am sluggish and unmotivated
>Need a drink before talking to girls or I am shy and confidant

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>> No.9253927

>>9253923
*unconfidant

>> No.9253938

>>9253480
Are you that guy who kept talking about his sister and family trying to reach out to him but kept rejecting them I tried to give you advice but you throw everything most people say away because you think you're better work on yourself my man talk to your sister

>> No.9253992

I was on a 4 day binge on anything that I could get my hands on. Finished a bottle of tahkillya in one day, a bottle of vodka another, help a friend kill 2 30 packs during, and random shots here and there. I tried to stay sober tonight but couldn't do it. Started to get the shakes and couldn't fall asleep thanks to the heat and my mind constantly racing. Raced over to the grocery sstore and bought a bottle of wine. I think I'll be okay. Hopefully tomorrow morning won't be so rough. Why does being sober suck?

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>feel itchy as fuck all over for days
>feels like huge spiders crawling all over my skin
>hate it but endure it
>gets worse on leg earlier
>scratch leg
>there IS a fucking huge spider crawling up it
FUCK YOU LIFE

>> No.9254032

just broke down crying like an autistic child. chugged a bottle of wine, finishing the beer. people only care about themselves, no exception

>> No.9254048

>>9254032
I'd have died in agony if it'd have made my ex happy while we were together.
Annoying that she's now married and legit wants me to die in agony.

>> No.9254050

26 minutes. Hurry UP ffs

>> No.9254073

>>9252809
On the up and up. Glad things are working out for you.

>> No.9254090

>>9252745
Was it a career you're pursuing, or just a job? Regardless, average individual switches careers 3 times in their lives.

Shake it off m8, now is the time to aim and go for something better than your last position. Little reason to get in your feelings about it.

>> No.9254091

>>9253992
being sober isnt so bad if you have stuff to do. coming off a multi-day bender is hell, though. usually takes me about 72 hours to feel ok. Good luck.

>> No.9254113

>>9254024
>ever going cold turkey instead of tapering

>> No.9254218

>>9254024
I don't get the itches, but I have waves of a somewhat constant need to check my my arms and legs while buzzed and also in WD.

Took the trash out tonight, and when I came back to my apartment I notice a a HUGE fucking cockroach near me on the floor (my place is spotless, have OCD). Almost certain I brought that fucking cunt back in with me walking through the alleyway (NYC).

Killed the fucker and then immediately ripped off clothes and checked hair.

Check around where you sleep for the culprit (under dressers, corners).

>> No.9254459

Any updates from hospitalbro? Last I remember he was back in hospital and going for more surgery.

Hope you are well bro

>> No.9254636

feelio awake 27 hours drink enegry drink

>> No.9254671

Just popped 1 mg xanax and opened some shitty strong polish beer. Only way to endure my wife and kids.

GOOOOD MORNING VIEEEEETNAAAM

>> No.9254695

Every time I had WD after the first time...

>2 days in
>haven't slept or ate
>look at bare wall
>stare without blinking
>listen to white noise
>listen for voices

If I see the spinning, fast-moving numbers/letters, it's time for a beer or two. If I hear the voice of Bane, it's time for a beer or two.

>> No.9254712

>>9252902
You wake up after passing out and instantly start drinking again.

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>>9252666
My satanic trips demand liquor recommendations

Also is there a calculator to find out how much I need to drink to die?

>> No.9254770

Anyone else like mystery stories?
You know, the story of how you got that mystery pain, mystery bruise, mystery scratch, mystery cut, mystery deep cut on your skin or somewhere?

>> No.9254772

>>9254770
I prefer horror stories

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>>9254671
What's so bad about your family?

>> No.9254781

>>9253134
Baccus is the Roman equivalent to the Greek Dionysus, the god of the grape harvest, winemaking and wine, of ritual madness, fertility, theatre and religious ecstasy. But is mostly known as a drunkard wino.

>>9253369
Good to hear.
Do you also stop hard drugs?

>>9253411
Good job Anon.

>>9253912
>benzos were created because barbituates were killing people
Doesn't mean benzo don't kill. Heroin was made to treat morphine addiction for example, another successful scientific discovery.

>>9254024
Don't go cold turkey, that gives brain damage.

>>9254769
Go to another fucking thread if you can't buy a fucking bottle by yourself. >>>/r9k >>>/soc/ have drink threads, here it's for alcoholics.
And no, depends person to person, get an exit bag.

>> No.9254790

>>9252219
First drink in 5 days after my weekend drinking session gave me heart pains.

I'm over and hour and a half in and still haven't finished my first drink. Holy shit. No idea why I'm going so slow.

>> No.9254796

>>9254779

Distillery of the gods.
Currently trying their virgin oak and cask strength drams. Going for a 21 in september. The only product in their selection that I wasn't in love with was probably the peated.

>> No.9254813

>>9254790
It's your body fighting you trying to poison it.

>> No.9254837

>>9254813
Makes sense. I'm feeling very nice though. Just have no desire to drink at my regular pace.

>> No.9254842

Day #30 of sobriety

I'd be lying if I said I was any happier, but at least I'm on a waiting list for an addiction program where I can deal with doctors and psychiatrists.

Mall drinker out.


Girlfriend is over the side of my bed puking in a bag. I can still smell the beer off her from last night..

>> No.9254854

>>9254842
Good job Anon.
Weird how quickly you can forget how miserable you were when you were drinking.
Gf is an alcoholic?
Plz don't drink her puke.

>> No.9254871

>>9252885
looks good

I've been meaning to make that pork belly myself, it must smell amazing

>> No.9254881

>>9254854

Thanks m8. I dunno if shes an al/ck/y, only she can decide that for herself. Definitely being a drama queen though. Just curls up in bed and cries. Cries even more when I don't want to cuddle. She doesn't seem to get the fact that I don't want to smell the booze off her. It makes me.. want it, you know?

And yeah now is the time I gotta be careful because its so easy to forget how bad it was. And I'm not drinking anyones puke lmao

>> No.9254902

>>9254881
Most of my relapses were at this point, when I started to feel good enough that I kinda forgot why I stopped, but the part of me that wanted (and still wants) to drink was still loud enough in my head.
Does you gf knows about your alcoholism? You found her right after stopping iirc.

>> No.9254911

>>9254902

I tried to stop when we first met last fall but I basically went on an 8 month bender in which I lost everything - car, job, thousands of dollars, arrested, friends, etc.

I finally got it together and now shes drinking. When I get pissed she throws it in my face how she took care of me so long.

I'm getting fed up

>> No.9254918
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fucking hell 6am come on I can't rip my dick apart fast enoughjfkdsajkfl;jk

>> No.9254919
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9254919

I'm glad to be back from uni cause I can't drink or smoke when I'm at home, so I've cut down significantly. Had to taper both off over a few weeks so when I got home I didn't look like a wreck or show any withdrawals. Been home a month and a bit now and I've been able to go out with friends and drink without being too bad the next day, although they're all a bit shocked at how much I drink.
Taking a break from weed has been good as well, the few times I've done it again I've got back the psychedelic aspect of it that I lost after my period of going through a 20 bag a day.
Buuuuuut it's starting to get more difficult being home and sober, especially with my mum being back from hospital after a major op and having to see her ill.
/blog

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9254944

>>9254918
OMG I HAD A BOTTLE IN THE FREEZER THE WHOLE TIME I OPENED THE DOOR AS A JOKE AND BAM THERE'S VODKA TODAY IS A GOOD DAY FUCK

>> No.9254986

>>9254911
That sucks.
Well, you don't *have* to return the favour. Depends if she intend to just drink herself to death while you deal with her problems she can't handle, or if she want to stop and live a happy sober life with you.

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>>9254781
I just wanted advice

>> No.9254997
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9254997

>>9254944
Noice. I apparently hide booze when I'm blacked out. Little Easter eggs for desperate, withdrawing, penniless me to find. If I have nothing I search every inch of the house for pocket change, and in the process sometimes find that father pissedmas has left me a surprise gift :3 one time I'd even left myself a little note, probably a little drunken wink and a good boy point token, but I was so drunk when I wrote it that it was totally unreadable and was soaked in piss as it was under my mattress that it was hidden.
Still, I left a thankyou note.

>> No.9255079

>Need to taper with beers
>After the first 2 get the taste for it
>Can't control myself not to go and buy more
GODFUCKING DAMN IT

>> No.9255087

>>9254997
>>9254944
Hah, so I'm not the only one

I've left bottles of vodka in my computer case, or in the bird house outside
Shit's pretty weird, what the fuck must I have been thinking

>> No.9255111

>>9255079
Same, every time. The tapering meme does not work for most, I'm convinced of it. It definitely never works for me.

>> No.9255112

Partner of five years suddenly leaves me despite being happy together after having an epiphany that love isn't special and therefore there is no need to work on building it so she might as well do less committing stuff until she feels like finding what I could offer again. Also they just cut my disability money because of some orders to reasses people for budget cuts so now I can barely afford to live let alone drink. And I also lost all my friends because she slandered me so well that they now don't want to see me despite me doing absolutely nothing to deserve that. Got two bottles of strong homebrewed wine, a bottle of gin, a bottle of brandy, a bottle of vodka, pure cooking alcohol and an assortment of antidepressants, stimulants and painkillers. And my favourite teddy bear. Pray for me, fellows.

>> No.9255116

>>9255112
What's the name of your teddy bear?

>> No.9255124

>>9255116
It's just The Bunny, it always has been. It's all mottled, felt and droopy now but it's smell calms me down.

>> No.9255128

>>9255124
Don't lose your teddy, keep it safe, I pray for you and Bunny

>> No.9255130

>>9255112
Fucking women man

>> No.9255135

>>9255112
If your partner could turn your friends against you, they weren't your friends desu

>> No.9255138

>>9255130
More like fucking people. Filthy scum, utterly destructive and incapable of as much as grasping the weight of their actions. Not out of cruelty, but stupidity. And then they have the audacity to judge you. Took me forever to stop being cynical and here we go again. But they are all staring at me and they are all actively trying to make my life harder for no personal benefit. I feel like an alien in a human suit and always thought so did she. But she is just as human as all the rest.

>> No.9255139

>>9255124
>>9255112
>stuff until she feels like finding what I could offer again
>she slandered me so well that they now don't want to see me despite me doing absolutely nothing

Sounds like someone who takes you for granted, and really doesn't see you as a "partner". Is substance abuse part of the reason?

>> No.9255141

>>9255135
Not really. Not close ones at least. And I don't even care about not having them. It's just the sole fact of losing them that hurts. That social exclusion. The knowledge of someone actively antagonizing you.

>> No.9255145

>>9255139
No. She drinks more than I do. We had a perfect relationship for five years. One day she randomly comes up to me and says that she realized that she can always have a stable future without having to give up 'happiness of being single' beforehand which mostly translates to me being the only conscience holding her back from sucking people off for free drinks so the only way to do right by the both of us is break up. And she showed no signs whatsoever until this point. I can't wrap my head around this.

>> No.9255150

>>9253507
True, but I'd say therapy might not be a bad idea so long as it doesn't involve a pill-happy shrink.

>> No.9255168

>>9253811
I don't like beer enough to drink it exclusively. Though I'm not really an alkie myself, just a weekend boozer. It seems like most of these guys drink cheap hobo vodka or bottom shelf bourbon.

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>>9255079
I can't fucking taper. I get a little good and then mainline the vodka again. fuck my life. I wish I just wouldn't wake up.

>> No.9255246

>>9252219
Been down to just a few drinks a night for the past 3 nights would like to have not drank at all but 2 or 3 is much better than the two bottles of wine and a. Handful of tall boys a night

>> No.9255251

>broke up in March
>everyday is gloom
>parents bug me
>been drinking everyday since March
>last time I went clean off it tried committing suicide

Been seeing therapy for 2 months, it doesn't work.

>> No.9255277

I think I'm losing my mind, and I don't think it's the alcohol working here

>> No.9255280

>>9253938
Yea, My family actually called yesterday I talked to them for 15 seconds, told my family everything is alright and hanged up because I just don't have much to say :(

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9255283

>>9253541
>>9253546
>>9253626
>>9253938

Kind of surprised to see some advice since most people just ignore my posts around the chans..

Thank guys, I kind of needed that.
Always comfy to wake up, see a few posts and you just know things might get better

>> No.9255300

>>9253541
I don't know how to start a hobby anymore, been sitting at home for 2 years. Work/home balance..

>>9253546
Uhh, ye I have had a gf
I'm 29 now, I haven't had a relationship with women in 6-8 years. Last gf was in my early 20s
Last "semi" relationship was a few years ago when I was 25, she was 31 and she stopped talking to me after 2 weeks, we talked on the phone and she knew from my "conversations" I'm not worthy of dating her

>>9253626
I live near the mountains, I dont have a car that can go up hills/mountains at all. I drive a sports car :) but can't take it anywhere other than normal streets

I have been thinking about buying a truck and going fishing and hiking/camping

>>9253938
Thanks again .I have some things to work on in my life and I understand drinking is not worth it. I am actually planning to get super high tomorrow and go through an interesting trip tomorrow night. I have not been high/drunk in a long time and I think I am ready to /sort myself out/

I hope you guys see this, thanks for keeping me sane and semi normal

I have a cousin who went through what I'm going through, I haven't seen him in 18 years since we moved to the united states. He died in Russia...

>> No.9255441

>Thirsty Thursday
>Ran out of alcohol tuesday
>First sober night last night in weeks
>Even if I skip another drinking night how do I make it through the weekend?

>> No.9255709
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9255709

11 days sober.
Just got home with 70cl of vodka and I've no idea why.
It's like I go into reptile-brain mode and autopilot takes over.
What the fuck.
Fuck.
FUCK.

Welp
Bottoms up.

>> No.9255760

>>9255709
cheers

>> No.9255777

>>9255709
You know you're supposed to pour it down the drain, right?
I know, it's a pain, fuck lizard brain that buys vodka.

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9255783

Ahh my pre-lunch drink break. Bought that bottle monday and proud il still have some drinks left today from it...have been drinking a fifth a day almost the past month.

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9255787

>tfw bartender
>tfw no escape without cutting off my source of income

>> No.9255884

>>9254919
hang in there bro

>> No.9255911

do people really do this 5th a day shit?? You are gonna die like that if you seriously drink that much every day. Even alcoholics that end up getting checked into rehab and fucking dying do like a pint a day and have since stopped eating normal food. I couldnt handle the hangovers to do that much. the height of my drinking was just getting really hammered twice a week and thats already very bad.

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9255916

>>9255777
>the did this once before
>long-distance, working overseas oneitis demanded video footage of it, twice, after realising I'd relapsed after she left
>reluctantly pour, film, send, sulk
>lightbulb appears above head
>remove u-bend from beneath sink, st least 300ml of vodka mixed with sink sludge
>no longer sober

>second time, remove u-bend, place mixing bowl underneath raw drain cavity
>get drunk af after sending good boy point vid
>rewarded with extra blowjobs on her return
Feelsslyman.

>> No.9255924

>>9255911
How much is a fifth? UK here. We've had people putting away over 2 litres of vodka daily. Maybe more.

>> No.9255930

>>9255924
>How much is a fifth?
A fifth of a gallon, so 70cl.

>> No.9255935

>>9255916
>the did
*tfw did

My kingdom for a laptop which isn't broken because I've thrown up on it, pissed on it or smashed it in my sleep. Fucking autoincorrect.

>> No.9255936

>>9255930
75cl get it right!!

>> No.9255937

>>9255911

At the height of my drinking I was finishing a handle every 2 days. Also i'm not a very big person, 5' 100 lbs.

>> No.9255940

>>9255930
Smirnoffbro drank 2-3 x 70cl daily and once thought (but wasn't sure that) he might have had 5. 70cl is nothing, dude. Watch a documentary on properly hardcore alcoholism. 2/day isn't all that unusual.

>> No.9255953

>>9255936
shit I'm sorry

I'm getting fucked out of 5cl here in Dutchland what the fuck

>> No.9255957

>>9255911
>Even alcoholics that end up getting checked into rehab and fucking dying do like a pint a day
Meh, maybe some of them. A pint a day drinking is just trying to stave off withdrawal. Most alcoholics are still drinking to get drunk.
>I couldnt handle the hangovers to do that much
You don't get hangovers at that point. You go straight to hard withdrawal, which is why you have to keep drinking


Anyone else watching Terry go off the deep end on /g/

>>>/g/61712094

>> No.9255958

>>9255940
I wasn't saying anything about that at all bro

>> No.9255962

>>9255300
Get an aquarium. They're money pits but bretty fun.

>> No.9255984

Tfw stopped my binge on Tuesday and yet still pissing out mud water at work praying nobody heads me

God I should just switch to weed already someone debate me on why this is a bad idea

>> No.9256018

>>9254881
>And I'm not drinking anyones puke lmao

Not yet

>> No.9256026

>>9255984
Lung cancer's a lot harder to fix than liver cancer

>> No.9256033

>>9256026
I meant weed and I'd be vaping to minimize that
God my phones so close to dying and I already feel myself having to go again

>> No.9256038

>>9255984
The most dangerous thing about cannabis is the criminal record you might get for using it. I'm banned from setting foot in many countries because I smoked weed and got pinched.

>> No.9256048

>>9255787
Quit. Stack shelves. Flip burgers. Live in a caravan. Anything but that.

>> No.9256050

>>9256026

That's a non-issue. Weed does not cause cancer. In fact, it actually prevents it. There are many peer-reviewed studies which show the cancer killing power of THC. One of them was even published in Nature which is just about the most prestigious of all scientific journals.

>> No.9256074

>>9256050

I wish weed didn't give me horrible panic attacks.

>> No.9256075

>>9256050
that doesn't really stop the issue of inhaling smoke into your lungs being suboptimal

I'm hoping using a vape gets around that though

>>9256038
yeah I've thought of that but in my state it's decriminalization and I can stop smoking for months without any issue whereas alcohol I just accidentally end up buying a thirty six pack or some liquor after a few weeks and down it all and I don't know why aside from boredom

>> No.9256128

>>9256075
>>9256026
I worry a lot about cancer and honestly all the old weed smokers i've known from the 60s end up with COPD later on in life, never heard/read of anyone developing lung cancer from it but it's possible.

>> No.9256178

>>9253480
honestly, socializing, meeting friends and women is not hard. If you're smart enough to make 6 figures, you can figure it out.

Just read some about how to be charming and confident, and go socialize. Don't ask fucking advice about this on 4chan.

>> No.9256285

Anyone here try to water-down their vodka to like 5-10% to get less drunk and keep it longer?

Thought of making lots of ice tea and pour the vodka in it to trick myself. Ideas?

>> No.9256293

>>9256285
I did that shit with beer
If you get a lot of beer it works fucking wonders
6 hours drinking binge?
Say hello to a 24 hour binge

>> No.9256307

>>9256285
Vodka is already watered down enough

>> No.9256310

>>9256285
Sort of, but not intentionally

I drink a double and half of wisky, mix it with just under 500ml of coke zero because that's what fits in my big glass

Seems to work for me

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>>9252219
hey mfw already 1/3rd empty

>> No.9256377

Keep opening all my windows while I'm drunk and waking up frozen and struggling to breathe on my couch

>> No.9256398

>>9256366
What is your relationship to Habib

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9256400

>>9252219
>Been tapering for weeks now
>Go to buy one 40 (tapered down from one 40 and a pint of 80 proof/day) at the liquor store I frequent
>Guy I see every day tosses two extra airplane shots into my bag and tells me they are on the house
>Tell him that I'm trying to slow down
>"Yeah, I know Anon."

>tfw the liquor store you frequent is trying to keep you dependent on alcohol

>> No.9256418

>>9256398
im ok with it

>> No.9256438

>>9255195
Did the same over the weekend, was doing ok at ~6 beers a day, bought a bottle of whiskey and killed it in a day and a half. It's looking like cold turkey or nothing at this point

>> No.9256443

>>9256400
it's like the syrians at the smoke shop, give me free bics every time I buy a pack, the infidel(me) shall burn in hell from cancer inshallah.

>> No.9256457

>>9256293
With beer? Wouldn't that taste absolutely horrible? But guess that would be a plus in that situation.

>>9256307
My health says otherwise.

>>9256310
Well bad thing about mixing vodka is that it's pretty much always better and therefore even easier to drink.

>> No.9256459

>>9256377
At least you're not burning up in super hot and super humid weather
You can warm yourself up
I can't cool myself down

>> No.9256462

>>9256457
Nah, the beer tastes wine, plus side: it doesn't dehydrate you as much

>> No.9256465

Not an alcoholic yet, but I can see myself getting there. I keep trying to pull away from it, but I fall back into it. The worst was like two weeks of binge drinking followed by a 3 day break and more binge drinking.
I hate drinking, but it helps keep my emotions and issues at bay. Not having weed doesn't help. Day 5 of the current cycle. Oh well.

>> No.9256467

>>9256465
Have you even tried seeing a doctor?

>> No.9256510

>>9256462
Hm... well you have piqued my interest even more.

>> No.9256522

>>9256467
Why go to a doctor when I could just stay at home and not tell anyone my feelings instead

>> No.9256540

>>9256522
>feelings
I can see from here that you need more alcohol.

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>>9256522
Sounds like a solid plan anon

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9256577

I'm somewhat drunk, lonely and depressed, does anyone want to talk?

>> No.9256581

>>9256577
try omegle

>> No.9256605

>>9256577
Hi anon. Just bring up a topic, other anons will respond.

>> No.9256643

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vNoKguSdy4Y#t=2m43s

Listened to this 18 times in a row last night

I blame the white wine

>> No.9256659

>>9255138
You are a human! I am sorry these difficult situations are happening to you right now. They happen to all of us, and sometimes it feels like there is no one who can relate.

Sometimes people justify the way they act/think because we believe they are very unique or misunderstood. There is some truth to that, but you are probably more like those you are so cynical about than you realize or care to admit.

Hopefully you will be able to let this go and gain some perspective. There are a million things you can do from here, you don't need to use some people making you angry as an excuse to piss away your time.

Also, generally when you feel 'everyone is against you' it is just because you are focusing on yourself waaaaay too much.

>> No.9256667

>>9253287
go get ya meds

>> No.9256700

>>9255984
If you smoke weed as a teenager, you might turn into an annoying DUDE LMAO.
As an adult and an alcoholic, weed is way better than booze. Get a vape obviously, might as well use technology to protect your lungs.

>>9256026
Don't mix it with tobacco like Europeans and/or vape.

>>9256074
Try a high CBD strain, or pure CBD. Doesn't get you high, legal everywhere (with some restrictions in some states), has most health benefits. Mostly useful for anxiety and cravings for an alkie.

>>9256285
Used to mix vodka and water when my body tried to stop me from poisoning it with a gag reflex. Should have done it with juice, it's healthier when not eating.

>>9256465
Your experience sound like the one of an alcoholic. You can get dependant on alcohol before having physical withdrawals.

>> No.9256711

>>9256700
Did juice recently but I really like it and it all went down so fast.

>> No.9256867

>>9255916
You could have just poured the vodka into a different container and then filled the vodka bottle with water before pouring it out on video, instead of drinking sewer water you fucking animal

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9256885

>>9253329
anybody else drink specific brands because of these guys?

pic related been chugging this shit recently cause it's the favorite of Ulysses Grant, Mark Twain, and Hunter Thompson. It's not even that bad for $10 a bottle.

>> No.9257146

>>9256885
My uncle, who died of cirrhosis at the age of 44, always carried a pint of Old Crow around with him so it must be pretty good. His brother, always carried Smirnoff vodka and drank just as much but lived to 80. Probably different genes, kek.

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9257209

what do you like to eat while drunk, for those of you that still eat?

>drizzle cheese over nachos
>microwave until it's melting
>cheapo nachos & it's actually breddy gud
if you really wanna get fancy chop up hot dogs and nuke em too, put em on the nachos, kinda tastes like a thin crust pizza if you're drunk enough

>> No.9257214

>>9257209
I stop eating on a bender

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9257217

>>9257209
>tostitos scoops or other similar chip
>put a bit of tuna salad in them
>cheese on top of that
>oven until the cheese melts
>when they come out put a bit of hot sauce on them
Wa la. tuna melt nacho things.

>> No.9257230

>>9257217
dammmmnnnnn that sounds fire after a 6 pack, i have everything to make that right now too. probably not gonna make it tho. but it sounds good

>> No.9257236

>>9253500
>gives some excellent advice on how to tackle psychological addiction
>alcohol killed him in his 50's
pick one

>> No.9257257

>>9257236
>If a method isn't 100% effective, there is 0% good in it

>> No.9257268

>>9257217
good idea

>> No.9257272

what the fuck is going on with gnomes?

I haven't been here for a while

>> No.9257307

>>9253480
Probably thinking about taking friendo application from people in the US and going from there. If we click, we are friends for as long as it lasts. I'm a successful businessman with nothing else other than a career
Have my own place

I can offer advice on business, life, and maybe even help if it is needed. I just want friends at this point and I live in Denver, CO

>> No.9257334

>>9257272
i've been here the last couple weeks and even I dont know what the fuck is going on

>> No.9257337

>>9257307
Phoenix Multisport?

>> No.9257363

>>9257307
What type of business are you in?

I'm a car salesman and my 'career,' is what keeps me from drinking (during the day)

Any advice on moving from retail sales to b2b? Do I need a degree? I'm pretty well spoken for an autist, and I am a great problem-solver.

Thanks

>> No.9257366

>>9257272
I guess DT monsters? Like how people who have been on meth for days start shooting at "shadow people" in their back yards.

>> No.9257389

>>9257366
He's doing meth

>> No.9257392

>>9257363
Hard work, it really comes down to a couple of things

1. Have a long term vision, who do you want to be, what do you want to do. It is never to late since you can always keep fighting to achieve something
>There is a book that explains this, look at your goals as something important and start to develop a pattern.
2. Degree is mostly needed for very high up careers and positions but it is never a requirement. I make well over six figures and while I won't be a millionaire anytime soon degree and where someone learned what isn't the biggest factor that defines future success
3. The main thing comes down to visualize your end goal and where you want to go, and take your business, life, and any other goals or interests in your life

Realize there are differences between public and private victory (goals)
Some want public victory at work, a pat on the back for having the most sales, being able to do your job effectively and maybe even they want recognition for their efforts at work. Those are public goals/victories

The ones that always matter are the private victories, the ones where nobody sees you accomplish things, the ones where you are in deep thought and planning out a structure for your life. Where you want to take it., where you want to go, what you might want to achieve in the next few years. Those are goals other people will never get to see but those are the goals that make champions

Having a vision that is extended and realizing that the smarter you work, plan and keep achieving is the important thing. Many stop after they achieve a few goals or victories, the key to success is to never accept the easy path. The public victories can make you look good at your current job, or in your current circle but the important goals are the ones you write down and realize your true potential and where you want to take your life......

>> No.9257799

>>9257392
>>9257392
I appreciate the advice. It is good to hear too, as I think that is a lot of what I am already doing. I went from making $17,000/yr as an overnight gas station attendent to car salesman. May not seem like much as anyone can get this job, but not many can work 55-65 hours a week for 2 years.

People actually respect me now, I make a decent wage and have benefits. I have completed a lot of personal goals. For example, I bought a reliable car, I fixed my credit, I saved an emergency fund. I go to the gym 3 nights a week for 2 hours.

Next I am going to move out of my father's house, build a gaming computer, and travel to a foreign country. In a professional sense I want to stay at my dealership for 3 more years and then seriously re-evaluate my career. Now I make $38,000 which although with benefits is livable, it wouldn't be worth the amount of work I put in. If I am not making $70k+ after my deadline I will have to do something else.

As for drinking I cut out the liquor and things were a lot better. I feel like I am fairly well able to control my drug & alcohol usage (as does any addict before they hit rock bottom) but who knows.

What about yourself? How are you doing this evening? Anything fun?

>> No.9257875

>>9257799
Sounds like you actually have a plan and have been working on it for some time, the thing is you will make it and you already have taken those steps. Its all a state of mind and you are already showing you will make it, the beauty of life is one day after you have made it and tasted your new life, you forget the struggles you once had, you forget the shit you used to worry about. Good news is you are already on a good path and nobody can tell you anything different. You already know and should be proud.....

>> No.9257878

I wanna have a drink so I can have a buzz. But I have a whole bottle left of wine and gin and I feel as ifi drink a small amount I'll end up drinking it akl

>> No.9257920

>>9254881
>tfw no crying gf that wants to cuddle

:(

>> No.9257941

>>9257920
Women are the worst

>> No.9257952

>>9257920
That shit gets old

>> No.9258055

22 y/o relapsed
/ shitting and puking blood
really enjoy eating rn tho I haven't eaten anything in 4 days

it's hard to shake off the feeling that every meal is my last

>> No.9258073

I exclusively drink cheap champagne. Judge me.

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>>9258055
>every meal is my last
????

>> No.9258126

>>9252219
I'm so fucked... im drinking a pint of vodka

>> No.9258293

WHAT'S UP IDIOTS how drunk are you? I'm working on my thirteenth shot of vodka.

>> No.9258294

>>9258293
and I only know it's my thirteenth because I write on my arm each time I take a shot. I mark another tally.

>> No.9258699
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>love eating food and drinking beer
>can't do either a lot because i dont wanna be skinnyfat anymore
why must things have calories

>> No.9258901

in here for a few hours

plug dj / alck

you know what to do

>> No.9258923 [DELETED] 

>half a bottle of evan williams white label left
Should I slam that shit?

>> No.9258929

>>9258923
slam it with me

plug dj / alck

>> No.9259027

>>9258901
>a few hours
>post is 1h old
>I'm the only one in the room
>Americans are asleep

>> No.9259037
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>>9259027
Every time I see one of these posts I try to log in, only to realise I've forgotten my login details because I made them when I was drunk, and by the time I jump through the hoops to recover my shit I log in to find no one else is there

Such is life

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>>9257217
>Tuna
>Cheese
You murifats truly are disgusting. Sometimes.

>> No.9259049
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>>9258699
A-are you me?

>> No.9259056

>tfw been on a hard 5 day bender
>spent 150 on blow
>drank 3 cases of beer, 3 fifths of R&R, and a fifth of popov
>went though 7mg of xanax somehow
>sent a lewd text to my sister in law

>> No.9259075

>>9259037
That site sucks
You have to make some stupid playlist to make music, what a shit

>> No.9259102

>Drink 2 beers
>Get extremely sleepy
>2 beers doesn't even get me buzzed or tipsy

wtf

>> No.9259112

>>9259027
Can u make a watch2gether instead of plug dj

>> No.9259116

>>9257209
I eat/cook more when I'm drunk, than when I'm sober.
It's usually bread with butter and leberwurst/mettwurst or smoked cheese, otherwise I throw veggies, leftovers, eggs and the local egg or potato nooddles in a pan with a lot of cheese, salt and spices

>> No.9259120

>>9258901
I'm also online there, if anyone wants to join

>> No.9259144
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>>9258699
>drink at least a case of beer every week
>kind of want to drop it and stick to the wine etc
>downside is I can't drink beer anymore

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>>9259144
They call beer man's best friend for a reason, anon. I feel you.

>> No.9259446

The fact that I already have and DUI and wellbutrin gives me awful hangovers are the only things keeping me from embracing the alckyism.

>> No.9259450

>>9259144
Drink 1-2 beers for the taste and comfyness and then switch to liquor.

>> No.9259466

Aw yeah, gonna get real blasted tonight aye

>> No.9259468

>>9257952
This

>> No.9259481
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>>9259468
All relationships become boring after a while. Same old sensations, same emotions, same sex, tastes, smells, same lingerie, same body, same, same, same. Boring, no matter how delicious she may be. That's why it's best to date a gril who has at least one sister and a lot of qt3.14 friends, and why I never want to get married.

>> No.9259522

>>9255709
Welp, drank the lot, got 4 cans of K (500ml x 4 @ 8.4%) when it was gone, listened to tunes at 100% volume for a few hours, had a good day, blacked out... and have just woken to withdrawals. After one day of drinking.
Fabulous.
Had hoped it'd only be one day, but I feel too shit. Mentally preparing myself to get to the shop and back.
It begins. Again.

>> No.9259773

>>9252219
Liver is borderline destroyed, am too sick to drink. Got a recliner where I can sitt somewhat upright and browse /ck/. Also, still have a little appetite and got some excellent soup that does not require chewing. Think will recover though - am probably not going to die, yet. Alongside my depressions, I have dreams and plans that are within my grasp ..and I still believe I will manage my alcoholism and live the remaining life in sobriety.

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>>9259522
Not trying to brag here or something, but you black out after only 4 cans of whatever K is?

>> No.9259972
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>>9259953
4 cans plus 700ml of vodka and 10mg of Valium

>> No.9260012

>>9259972
>Valium
Quit that first man. No bully here.

>> No.9260024

>>9260012
Isn't easy after 16 years of daily use. Not sure it's even possible. I munch the fuckers like smarties.

>> No.9260028

>>9259972
Be careful. There's nothing worse than benzo withdrawal

>> No.9260034

>>9260028
Yeah you're not wrong. I went cold turkey from 35mg/day, 70+cl of vodka daily, and 200mg of codeine every day, all at the same time, in late 2014.
That was not fun. I spent 2 weeks laying on the floor meditating. The suffering was indescribable.

>> No.9260040

>>9260028
..and feels like they never end

>> No.9260051

>>9260040
Not sure they do ever end. After 2 years of not using I still wasn't right, so I started using again and within hours felt relatively normal.

>> No.9260073

>that first 211 of the morning
Goddamn this shit's disgusting, it's no wonder I never buy it unless I'm already pretty drunk.

>> No.9260096

>>9260051
Whoa, that's horrifying.

>> No.9260125

>>9260051
Yeah.. benzodiazepines are the worst. Think I got permanent nerve damage from them. Valium does not work on me at all anymore. Tried SSRI and they gave me "braindamage" and had to abort at doctors orders. Now my eyelid muscles vibrate uncontrollably from time to time. Last hope for me to live a somewhat dignifying life with a vague possibility to experience happiness is by natural means. I do have a glimpse of optimism and will keep on battling the bottle for as long as I live.

>> No.9260203

>>9252219
I figured out where the Gnomes are coming from.
This man is birthing them.
It says so right on his stomach.

>> No.9260250

>>9259056
Jesus most of that was recoverable but the text??

Good luck!

>> No.9260273

I wish you all a good and happy weekend. Not an alcoholic, but certainly won't be now after reading all of these

>> No.9260287

Serious question: how many of you drink as a result of boredom?

>> No.9260299

>>9260287
An alcohol counsellor once told me that anhedonia is by far the most common cause of relapse.

>> No.9260302

>>9260287
For me it's not a result of boredom. Rather, if I want to do anything fun I have to drink whilst doing it. Otherwise I will be bored out of my skull. Alternatively, I can sit and watch tv or browse 4chan sober.

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>>9260203
Damm it!
Forgot pic

>> No.9260453

>>9260287
I do. Every day after work. Dont have a problem with not drinking until 5 or 6 in the evening, but i will kill a sixpack every day. Just cant stop.

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>>9260310
>>9260203
>man

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Have a good weekend everyone. Since its fancy friday i splurged for the rye 100 proof. Currently sitting in the parking garage at working eating lunch.

I swear this brand soft drink is made for alcks to mix with.

>> No.9260725

>>9260690
Hem, mango and whiskey, sounds intriguing.

>> No.9260740

>>9260690
>see jeans
Casual Friday?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x_9hYMVVv_Q

>> No.9260763

>>9260690
I've chased and mixed with that stuff before. It's definitely suitable. Are you in the midwest somewhere perchance? I don't need to know where specifically.

>> No.9260776

>>9260725
It was pretty tasty, that brand has a bunch of flavours

>>9260740
We do 'business casual' every day now at my office

>>9260763
Florida but i agree their selection is solid for mixers. Zero cal too, available in groceries and select gas stations here.

>> No.9260796

>>9260776
>We do 'business casual' every day now at my office
Did you watch the video?

>> No.9260809

>>9260310
What the hell are those things?

>> No.9260814

>>9260809
Xir/Xe/Xim/Xam/Xaplow/Xkerplong

>> No.9260836

>tfw ending mini taper after a few days of ruining myself again

Feel hyped to feel healthy and tree again.

>> No.9260853

>>9260809
Pre-op FtM trans and his husband (add quotes ad libre on "his" and "husband").

>>9260836
You're tree? DUUUUUUDE

>> No.9260882

>>9260809
Humans

>> No.9260893

>>9260882
Debatable

>> No.9260912

>>9260893
Prove me wrong without
>muh >>>/pol/
>uh degenerates!
>muh hugbox!

>> No.9260914

>>9260912
Why would I?

>> No.9260924

>>9260914
Because you have an ounce of pride.

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>>9260809

>> No.9260931

>>9260453
Nothing wrong with being a joe six pack

>> No.9260936

>>9260927
u wot m8?

>> No.9260956

NEW THREAD

BUMP LIMIT REACHED

>>9260942
>>9260942
>>9260942
>>9260942
>>9260942

>> No.9261059

>>9260690
That shit is fire. Get the cherry-lime flavor. Masks even the strongest booze

>> No.9261507

>>9252850
don't know why this is making me laugh so hard, anon this is nonsense.

>> No.9261644

>>9260796
Yeah i did i forgot to write kek at the video.

>> No.9262283

>>9258294
that's actually a great idea, although
>shots
i just fill up a big glass, i'll drop in an ice cube if i'm feeling moderate

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>>9253480
>Just talked to my dad
>Just talked to my mom
>Just talked to my brother

>They say they miss me
>I-I think I'm going to make it
>They want me to come home more often and visit.
>I work and live half way across the country
>Amazing what a few minutes of talking to your family does to the mind
>I'm going to be alright

:)

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The bar I go to tap list
Thetapandbottle.com pick a location at the bottom.

Had a wood stout last week and a beer that was malt liquor and beer... I think it was goose island.
My friend had this beer.

Didn't Taste like pure fucking hops either. It was good... For a sellout brewery.

>> No.9262692

3.30 in the morning here. Just woke up and puked blood, really not a good sign. This has happened alot of times. Currently drinking shots of vodka then water to keep it down. I think I'll be dead in a year.