I think these will show you're currently drinking 2 bottles per month.
Don't make it an excuse to relapse more. Empty the bottle into the drain, feel like shit for a while, and you'll get better soon.
The other option is to drink, feel worse, stop, feel horrible for longer.
If tipsy you want to get drunk, and drunk just chug down everything, either you find ways to only have limited amount of cash/alcohol when drinking, or you don't drink. Your slippery slope is very steep, sorry Anon. I sled it down, you don't want to get there.
>Also what is it with you fucks and not varying your drinks?
I used to vary during the fun drunken pirate part of my alcoholic life.
Skip a few years later, polish vodka is the thing that keeps me alive while killing me, a few hours without her and my hands are unsteady.
I'm in debilitating pain during pancreatitis, can barely keep anything down, I can see the lovecraftian horrors from the corner of my eye, ready to come and fuck my brain if I don't force myself to drink diluted vodka, just enough to keep them kind of away.
But as soon as my pancreas goes back to work, wounded but courageous organ, I go back to a 75cl bottle a day.
So, not in the mood for a fancy cocktail, but thank you for offering.