/alc/ al/ck/ Alcohol Thread: When did you first realize drinking was great, but more importantly when did you realize drinking was a problem edition. Drinking became great at 15 , drinking started becoming a problem at 20.

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Anonymous Tue May 30 07:05:11 2017 No.8992163 [Reply] [Original]

/alc/ al/ck/ Alcohol Thread:

When did you first realize drinking was great, but more importantly when did you realize drinking was a problem edition.

Drinking became great at 15 , drinking started becoming a problem at 20.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 07:05:59 2017 No.8992165 It was a problem by 18

Anonymous Tue May 30 07:09:42 2017 No.8992174

>>8992163
I never really enjoyed drinking. When I was 18 - 21 I drank way too much. Was known as the drunk of the group but did it just to cope with my social anxiety and felt no one would like me sober.

Now over a decade later I drink alone and purely to cope with my shitty existence.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 07:10:51 2017 No.8992177 >>8992165 That's too early anon. Also what is everyone's drink of choice?

Anonymous Tue May 30 07:12:06 2017 No.8992179

>>8992174
Same, except I still hate the fuckin taste of alcohol and can't touch the shit.

I hab some good luck Endone which I'm rationing because it's nearly all gone. Try to stay away from opiates as a coping mechanism tho man, that shit has nearly stopped me breathing a few times lol

Anonymous Tue May 30 07:13:11 2017 No.8992183

>>8992174
I've always been known as the pill-popper or drunk of the group and its dumb.

I guess I do it to cope with laziness or boredom.
Whenever I clean up I am entertained but when I just have one drink or pill or smoke I'm back to losing focus and being bored without it.

Anonymous Tue May 30 07:15:05 2017 No.8992190
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Alcohol, before or after your morning coffee?

Today it is before, today I am worried because all I have left is 2-3 oz of vodka and no moneys.

It's 6 am. It is going to be a long day.

Anonymous Tue May 30 07:30:29 2017 No.8992214

I didn't realize it was a problem til my late 20s. Usually made it to work, hangover or not. Could hang onto relationships despite drinking. But all of that stuff would have been so much better without alcohol. I feel like I wasted a lot of years with alcohol holding me back. lots of good years.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 08:57:03 2017 No.8992328 Gobstopper factory location

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 11:25:37 2017 No.8992693 >>8992163 Drinking became great about 2 years ago Drinking became a problem about a week ago

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 11:27:27 2017 No.8992699 >>8992177 Beer, Whiskey, or Gin Best mixed drink for me is a Mai Tai. Trader Vic's recipe that is.

Anonymous Tue May 30 11:40:06 2017 No.8992740
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>>8992163
First drunk feeling at 15, DUI's at 21 and 23. I havent drove in 9 years. Fuck it man I know I'll just get another one and then they could make me a felon. I aint going back to some shit $10/hour job. I'll just suck it up and take the bus and keep all my shit making decent money. Living 10 minutes away from work helps so much.

Anonymous Tue May 30 13:27:12 2017 No.8993055

Drank for the first time in 4 months yesterday.
Said it would be the only time then back to 3-4 months sobriety.
Already drinking a bottle of wine this morning. I realize alot more clearly why I drink though..
Thought process goes like this "feel like shit, what can i do? drink"

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 14:34:58 2017 No.8993284 >>8992740 What do you do f for work?

Anonymous Tue May 30 16:48:33 2017 No.8993804

I didn't have a drink until around 17. Became a problem right when I was around 19. Was out of highschool, didn't have much to do because I was taking a year off before signing up for community college, had a job but got fired and my local liquor store never carded and anywhere that did I would just get my sister to buy it for me who was a few years older.
Realized how much I enjoy drinking alone rather than with people/at parties and it was just a downhill slope from there.

On a different note, i've been working out on the regular lately and I've got to say how much it helps with hangovers. If I wake up feeling like shit then go for a bike ride I feel way, WAY better when I get back. Sweatin out all that poison I guess

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 16:52:21 2017 No.8993814 >>8992163 Started at 21, am 28 now. I don't and never have had a problem with it. I just took the time to realize my limits and to keep my drinking to moderate levels.

Anonymous Tue May 30 16:53:40 2017 No.8993820

>>8992163
Drinking was great maybe several months after I tried it when I was 17. Realized I was charismatic as fuck with a couple in me, whereas normally I was captain dweeb.

Realized it was a problem when I got a dui, got into multiple fights, lost a job, lost a couple girlfriends, spent money on retarded shit online, and then got arrested and the shit kicked out of me by the cops for basically running my mouth.

Anonymous Tue May 30 17:35:38 2017 No.8993951

>got drunk over the holiday weekend and texted my attractive female boss saying I wanted to be her footslave
>called in sick to work today because I'm too scared to face her

I just want to crawl in a hole and die... And the worst part is I'm not even a footfag. I have no idea where that outburst came from

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 17:43:41 2017 No.8993972 Discovered drinking was great at 12, used to sneak booze to offset anxiety at 14, home-brewed at 17, and first used heavy drinking to escape worries for long periods of time at 19, at which point it officially became a problem.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 17:51:01 2017 No.8993988 >>8993972 >at 12 jesus dude

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 19:04:25 2017 No.8994173 >>8993951 Tell her it's a weab phrase for a right hand man

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 19:05:42 2017 No.8994179 File: 1.27 MB, 2592x1456, WP_20170528_001.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I made but of.money today and was gonna hit the liquor store, what should I get?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 19:07:05 2017 No.8994185 >>8994173 What's a weab? Is it a gnome phrase?

Anonymous Tue May 30 19:33:05 2017 No.8994253

>>8992163
My father gave me sips of beer when I was an infant, probably just to shut me up.

Got into my mothers stash of wine coolers at 5 years old and she found me asleep next to a few open ones.

Socially drank from 17 until I turned 19 and it slowly became more and more of an issue.

25 now and I'm on day 1 and I feel like dogshit.

>>8992177
Vodka and Whiskey. Later just vodka.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 19:35:25 2017 No.8994255 >>8994179 sobriety

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 19:37:14 2017 No.8994259 >>8992163 A friend of mine loves rum so I got some to test the hype. How do I drink this without becoming an alcoholic?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 20:41:01 2017 No.8994420 >>8994255 Too late

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 20:44:01 2017 No.8994430 File: 1.48 MB, 2592x1456, WP_20170530_005.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Poker night boys!

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 20:50:45 2017 No.8994454 >>8994259 make FL rum runner that tastes like bubblegum

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 20:52:54 2017 No.8994459 >>8994259 rum + horchata = pure sex I tried some at my Dominican friend's house party a few days ago and it was amazing

Anonymous Tue May 30 20:54:10 2017 No.8994462

Least painful way to die that is accessible to near enough anyone?
Know you lot have thought about it too.
Getting very very tired of this prolonged and agonising method.
No shitposts please, I'm not asking for arguments or sympathy, I'm asking for specific advice. Thanks.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 21:02:17 2017 No.8994481 >>8994462 Don't so it, live life with no regrets. Pack up and move cross country, if you run out of money and die , well you wanted that to. Cash out all your money and go live a little before you die.

Anonymous Tue May 30 21:12:50 2017 No.8994512

>>8994462
Nah it's a shit method. I was one of the anons above.

In February I went to the hospital over an accidental almost-dying. Had a few small seizures, muscle cramps for 2 days and they kept me for 3 total days.

Dehydration to the point you puke when you crave water badly but vomiting every drink is a bad way to go anon. Seek help or a better method.

Anonymous Tue May 30 21:23:38 2017 No.8994549
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>>8994185
He misspelled "Weeb" which is a person who is obsessed with Japanese culture, usually anime and maybe the actual culture. If you told your boss that im 95 percent sure she wouldn't know what you were talking about.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 21:25:24 2017 No.8994557 >>8994462 Id seek help m8 but if life has become as tormenting ad you say, there's balloon time.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 21:26:24 2017 No.8994561 >>8994512 Approximately how dangerous are seizures, and can you describe the experience please? I mean, are you conscious while it happens? Approximately how unpleasant would you say the ordeal is? It sounds heavy.

Anonymous Tue May 30 21:28:39 2017 No.8994569

>>8994259
Make sure if you become an alcoholic with rum you brush your teeth, the cheaper versions almost always add sugar. Rum is my favorite form of alcohol. Its so pleasant. I also live on the coast 10 minutes from the beach and sometimes I take a glass cup over and just drink on the beach.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 21:30:06 2017 No.8994577 File: 909 KB, 2592x1456, WP_20170530_001.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8994549 Werbs

Anonymous Tue May 30 21:36:32 2017 No.8994597

>>8994577
Image scared the shit out of me. Anything even slightly sinister looking (I mean, children's cartoons, an unhappy doodle, fucking anything) when I'm not drunk, is likely to give me nightmares. Sometimes if I see such trivial, hopelessly innocent things while a few days into withdrawal, I'll develop a new phobia which can last years.
So.
Thanks.
Want some bacon? Lost muh appetite.

Anonymous Tue May 30 21:37:29 2017 No.8994600

>>8992163
Came down with a minor withdrawal yesterday, and lasted till 7 pm till I had my first drink. I felt fine earlier so I started drinking at 11am, I lasted a few hours passed out and woke up an hour ago. Right now I'm trying to resist the temptation. Kill me

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 21:45:04 2017 No.8994627 >>8994597 Saw that at a buffet today. Thought it was kind of out of place.

Anonymous Tue May 30 21:46:43 2017 No.8994629

I don't even know what it's like to drink moderately. Lately I feel like I don't want to drink every day, got a week dry under my belt, but I just can't stop. I hate being sober, and I don't really like being alive.

I'm hoping that things improve to the point where I don't have to keep waking up full of regrets, but it's been so long like this...

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 21:50:31 2017 No.8994634 >>8992693 wow a whole week sounds tuff ya dumb cunt

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 21:51:12 2017 No.8994638 >>8994627 Clearly a cunning, money-saving ruse to make people lose their appetites.

Anonymous Tue May 30 21:56:33 2017 No.8994656

>>8994597
You'd fucking hate my house then. It was build over a forgotten cemetery where 19th century miners were buried. This was supposed to be my dream place, but ever since I moved here, my life has turned to shit, and now I'm an alcohol. I know there's evil shit here

Anonymous Tue May 30 21:56:40 2017 No.8994659

>>8994561
I was exhausted and had spasms in my lower back all day after. Just before it I felt wonky but it felt like I relaxed into it, kind of like going to sleep - there was no choice. I only faintly remember being wheeled elsewhere with them trying to bring me to - pressing on my sternum and rubbed an ink pen against my thumb cuticle.

As for severity, these were considered medically serious. They tested me for several things, and determined I was not epileptic but the seizures were from alcohol.

They weren't the worst. Afterward I felt like the most shit I've ever felt. BP was high and my heart rate was > 100 for a day or so.

Anonymous Tue May 30 22:06:58 2017 No.8994688

>>8994656
Ah yeah I know you. I've still got that rekt wooden building set as my wallpaper.
>>8994659
Sounds fucking charming.
On that note I'm gonna take another illegally-acquired benzo or 3, down my last bit of booze and try not to imagine what the next few days are going to bring.
Tomorrow I go cold turkey. Again.
Gun be gud, gents. Wheee petrified.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 22:12:02 2017 No.8994705 >sell some books >only get four dollars >was hoping to buy a six pack Got some PBR 2 for 2 dollars and a fountain drink.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 22:14:23 2017 No.8994716 >>8994688 Good luck m8. I wish I had benzos, but if I did, I'd probably double down on the vodka. I'm seriously considering selling the place too. God bless the poor cunt that buys it.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 22:14:47 2017 No.8994718 >>8994688 Oh it was sexy. You should save that benzo for tomorrow or plan on getting more. They gave me an injection of Ativan and it helped a lot.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 22:17:14 2017 No.8994725 >>8994718 I'd probably suck a cock for Librium at this point

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 22:19:04 2017 No.8994730 >>8992163 Drinking became great at 19. Drinking became a problem at 23. Still drink at 27 but much less liquor now.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 22:20:38 2017 No.8994735 >>8994725 It didn't help my doctor was a solid 8/10. But they wouldn't even give me a second injection.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 22:30:22 2017 No.8994764 Started drinking when I was 13 I didn't get handovers til I was 15 Don't throw up for some reason Wonderugen

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 22:37:11 2017 No.8994780 >>8994718 I've had a drip of ativan on in an emergency room before, seriously have never felt better once it kicked in.

Anonymous Tue May 30 22:40:08 2017 No.8994790

>>8992163

I remember first time i got drunk. It was fucking heaven. Like i literally found myself. I was 14.

When i turned 21 and moved to my own place, it became a problem.

Now 27, fucking fat bloated no future wagecuck. Life is great and i havent had a drink 3 days.

Anonymous Tue May 30 22:53:03 2017 No.8994840

4 months sober boys. Still have zero desire to drink and honestly cringe at how pathetic I was in the midst of my "problem"

I've been focusing on self improvement. Just tackling areas of my life that have always bothered me but I was being too much of a pussy to address. Now that I'm making progress in these areas, life is becoming a lot more tolerable without booze.

Not bragging, just saying what I did to clean up.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 22:59:38 2017 No.8994860 >>8994840 Good for you anon. Positivity is welcome here.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 23:04:31 2017 No.8994868 >>8994716 Sheeeet man I saved that pick of that destroyed place where those miners died too! Its a small world I think it was on /x/ that you were on but i forget since I was probably drunk. Have a good day nigga!

Anonymous Tue May 30 23:16:37 2017 No.8994899

>>8994868
The place wasn't destroyed, but rather neglected for many years. Our state historical foundation replaced a few beams, and added bracing a few years ago just to keep it from collapsing. I bought the property because I was drawn to the place, and I felt like it belonged to me for no appearant reason. For no reason I became obsessed with it. The funniest part about all of this is I was a fedorafag when I moved here.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 23:17:09 2017 No.8994904 >>8994840 nice job anon, keep up the good work

Anonymous Tue May 30 23:22:29 2017 No.8994915

The worst part of being a disgusting alcoholic is pissing in bottles because you need the toilet too much to bother getting up every 20 minutes and the sick you cover with a towel for your future self to deal with (but you don't).

I'm clean just over a month and I cannot fathom how I let myself get that bad looking back. I don't even know how I had the will power to clean my apartment which was literally a floor of vodka, cider and coke bottles with piss stains and chunks of vomit on the floor, yet I'm sitting here now rubbing soap over my body every few hours to stop this fungal rash all over my body, and am cleaning everything every 2 minutes.

I think the damage has already been done though. I'm constantly getting infections, blood in my piss and when I take a shit there's always blood. I'm still trying though, because I look back and now look at my surroundings and it nearly makes me cry. Just having a clean floor and not dry heaving every minute at the thought of downing smother of disgustingly cheap vodka

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 23:27:33 2017 No.8994923 >>8994764 And I bet you are underage, guy

Anonymous Tue May 30 23:30:09 2017 No.8994934

First drink at 17, freshman. Became a problem around 19-20, during a depression. Now 26, drinking a bottle of wine a day.

I'm a psychiatry resident. So I know it's not nearly as much as other addicts drink, but it's more than I want, and I can't stop. I gained 40 pounds the last year between the wine and the eating that comes with it. Currently seeing a therapist, and I'm seeing a psychiatrist of my own on the 14th, hopefully to start naltrexone or, preferably, disulfiram.

Anonymous Tue May 30 23:31:48 2017 No.8994941

>>8994915
Stay strong anon, I'm currently trying to quit. My water heater actually went out over a month ago, but I've hesitated to call someone to fix it because I have dirty cloths all over the floor, and used dishes all over the kitchen. The tap water here is freezing cold, so I boil water twice a week to bathe with. No vomit luckily, most days I can get till the evening for the first drink. Other days, the sheer anxiety, and depression gets the best of me.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 23:32:52 2017 No.8994946 >>8994923 I bet I'm not, goy

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 23:34:20 2017 No.8994952 File: 56 KB, 685x567, b9c9a326c90f6d2f66e8c68115ef7213a003841dcd6052926cde0dcf0549e34a.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8994764 >>8994923 I bet both of you faggots are underage

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 23:39:56 2017 No.8994972 >>8994915 Are posts like this actually real or is it some low key inside joke to pretend to be the most fucked up person here?

Anonymous Tue May 30 23:40:41 2017 No.8994976

>>8994941
What made me quit was losing my job. I just stopped...the fact I could hardly walk on my floor and how bad the clothes everywhere got just got the better of me. You'll never be ready to change, so just get up and do it man, because the state of were you live also affects the mind. If your house is a mess so will your brain, get your shit cleaned up and you'll feel absolutely incredible at the end of it (if it's as bad as how mine was).

Hope shit works out for you though man. I'm still rocky even a month later but you gotta take each day as it comes.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 23:42:33 2017 No.8994983 >>8994972 No my story is genuine. I got that bad and so do many 'others when they go off the deep end. That shit is reserved for cinemaposting.

Anonymous Tue May 30 23:49:27 2017 No.8994998

>>8992163
Drinking became great at 18, was probably a problem by 20.
>drunk in class
>drunk at work
>drunk at home
>drunk for family gatherings
>drove after drinking two pitchers by myself to another bar frequently
Finally got my shit together at 24. Three months sober, lads.

Anonymous Tue May 30 23:55:00 2017 No.8995010

>>8994976
Thanks a lot for the encouragement. Like I said, the hardest part is getting past the anxiety, and depression even though I know it's a direct result of the drinking. I'll probably just hang out in a coffee shop of some shit, and shitpost from there.

>>8994972
That's what people mean when they say "rock bottom". That's where a lot of alcoholics get before they quit; or they just die.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 23:55:45 2017 No.8995014 went to the casino with my mom tonight, had to be helped and carried out by security for getting drunk. now im home in my room on my second 40oz

>>	Anonymous Tue May 30 23:56:19 2017 No.8995015 I'm asian and I can't drink alcohol! Basically my body digests it too fast and I get asian glow and symptoms similar to a hangover. All alcohol does is it makes me feel dizzy and tired. I don't know what if feels like to be "buzzed"

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 00:01:49 2017 No.8995024 >>8995015 Thanks for the laugh aisanon. Consider you alcohol intolerance to be a blessing.

Anonymous Wed May 31 00:25:18 2017 No.8995091

>>8994972
If you've ever been deeply hooked on liquor these kinds of posts wouldn't surprise you. I've been coming in these threads for years on a regular basis, and though I'm not as bad as some here none of these stories take me by surprise. If you've ever been really bad about it you know what can happen.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 00:28:32 2017 No.8995105 >>8992163 Great at 21 problem at 22. Been 3 years now and rarely have days when I dont drink

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 00:36:13 2017 No.8995131 >>8995105 It seems like half of us a 24. What the fuck happened in 1992?

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 00:40:28 2017 No.8995143 >>8994915 Proud of you.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 00:42:24 2017 No.8995148 >>8994934 Good luck with meds! They can really help.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 00:43:58 2017 No.8995155 >>8995131 I was born in 89 but if you look back at history it's pretty clear that the 90s were when things started to go downhill.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 00:48:06 2017 No.8995166 If I drink a six pack of beer in a night, I will get a 3 day hangover, even if I'm sure to hydrate properly and take b-vitamins. This could be kindling, or perhaps something else, either way I'm probably done with alcohol. :(

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 00:52:05 2017 No.8995173 >>8995166 Double up on your potassium intake. Coconut water is an excellent source.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 00:56:17 2017 No.8995187 Damnit I hate when I drink enough to want to go get laid, then I remember I'm too drunk to get it up correctly. It would be a waste of time for the girl.

Anonymous Wed May 31 00:56:20 2017 No.8995188

>>8994934
Naltrexone may help you, but I'm just throwing this story out there that when I was put on it, not only did it not really curb any cravings, but I drank a shit ton of liquor right through it like I wasn't even taking it. It's like it seriously didn't have any effect on me, so I stopped taking it.

Anonymous Wed May 31 00:58:52 2017 No.8995193

>>8995187
27 here, only chance I ever had at fucking in college my nerves were too bad and I was drinking a ton so I actually got the same girl into my bed twice but couldn't go all the way through the act. Still a virgin. Doesn't matter, I never would have wanted to see her long term anyway, but still.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 01:05:00 2017 No.8995215 >>8995131 I just hit 25. For me it was a sour relationship that didn't get better. Actually just ended. Shes moving out on Friday with our son.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 01:06:02 2017 No.8995219 >>8995166 LIFE WASNT SPOSED TA BE LIKE THIS

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 01:08:09 2017 No.8995223 >>8995193 Just get an exspenive hooker and get it over with it. Wizard territory is right around the corner, do it u pussy.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 01:08:54 2017 No.8995228 >>8995215 Did you decide to procreate or did it just happen to you. Just a question, not trying to be a dick.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 01:09:36 2017 No.8995231 >>8995219 Atleast ur not a migger

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 01:13:52 2017 No.8995253 >>8995215 God damn dude, just don't drink over this. Think of your son, you need to be there for him or he's going to have some seriose problems later in life. Don't let that cunt get in your way.

Anonymous Wed May 31 01:13:53 2017 No.8995254

>>8995223
The thing is I'm so close now I almost think I should just hit 30 and become one. I can talk to girls just fine but I can't form relationships with them at this point. Another factor is my libido is much lower than it used to be. When I was a teenager I was ravenous for sex, but I had untreated problems with anxiety and depression because I kept denying them fearing the stigma.
I actually feel much better than I used to even though I'm pretty miserable (I assure you it was worse when I was younger even though I seemed to have more of my faculties about me in youth), but it's been so long I can't see myself fucking just for the sake of losing my virginity. It sucks because occasionally I will see a chick and know that she's hot but nothing clicks on these days like it used to where I really want to pursue her. Even back then when I felt that charge I didn't know how to go about it.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 01:17:48 2017 No.8995268 >>8995253 *serious I swear autocorrect was programmed by retarded pajeets. Saged my post btw

Anonymous Wed May 31 01:19:28 2017 No.8995280

>>8995254
U need no fap + no porn for a month. Then no porn + fap once a week with your imagination only.
You need to pay a hooker and fuck, just to get it over with and understand it's just pussy.
If u are making decent money get on TRT

Do not become a wizard, read wizatd chan read incels. Its pathetic depressing and suicidal.

Get it together

Anonymous Wed May 31 01:52:58 2017 No.8995372

>>8995280
I've read wizard chan before. It is bad over there I know. I really think the porn intake is a big problem. Also I'm on an SSRI so that kind of makes actually cumming an effort where it didn't used to be. I'm cutting down on my drinking well enough miraculously, but it's like all I can really focus on is going to work and coming home and then doing whatever I want. I do have actual creative hobbies in music and some other artistic stuff but I just don't know. I really have to take one day at a time at this point.
Also I already know it's just pussy, I'm not putting it on a pedestal but I can't see myself being into fucking a whore just for the sake of it.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 03:13:58 2017 No.8995550 >>8995280 >Do not become a wizard But being a wizard is awesome t. wizard

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 03:17:00 2017 No.8995552 FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 03:18:45 2017 No.8995555 >>8995552 this

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 04:17:18 2017 No.8995652 I didn't really embrace drinking until my late 20s. It became a problem probably by my early 40s.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 04:34:58 2017 No.8995686 >>8995550 What's awesome

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 04:37:12 2017 No.8995690 maybe tonight the liquor will finally give me the courage to end my meaningless existence

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 04:48:25 2017 No.8995720 >>8995686 Everything about it

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 04:49:44 2017 No.8995726 you guys should stop drinking so much it's bad for you

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 04:52:41 2017 No.8995733 >>8995720 Like?

Anonymous Wed May 31 04:55:46 2017 No.8995740

>>8995733
Being alone, not having to care for anyone, not having to deal with anyone daily, not having to waste money or time or energy on someone, not having to do things you don't want to do because someone asked you to.
That's just off the top of my head

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 05:05:24 2017 No.8995755 >>8995740 So being isolated without any responsibility or relationships Awesome

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 05:09:38 2017 No.8995759 >>8995755 Yeah, what would you not like about it?

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 05:20:16 2017 No.8995771 >spend over an hour trying to find the energy to get alcohol >finally stand >immediately throw up and fall over oh.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 05:24:16 2017 No.8995777 >>8995759 Who hurt u anon

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 05:28:03 2017 No.8995780 Drinking was always great for me. Until a girl I thought I loved cheated on me. Been about 2 months. Still drink every night.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 05:40:18 2017 No.8995795 >>8995777 Why did someone have to hurt me?

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 05:44:58 2017 No.8995803 I'm so sick of drinking. I should try some other drugs that might kill me faster.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 05:49:02 2017 No.8995813 >>8995795 Why did someone hurt you?

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 05:49:53 2017 No.8995817 >>8995813 Nobody hurt me

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 06:09:44 2017 No.8995840 >>8994569 Rum IS sugar, m8.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 06:45:40 2017 No.8995898 >>8995813 >>8995817 >Brain.exe has stopped working because conflicting reality due to someone actually wanting and enjoying being alone

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 06:49:05 2017 No.8995906 >>8995898 Not that guy, but I hate being around people. Couldn't give a single shit about sex either. All I want, short of the impossible, is alcohol, a mattress, a pc and an occasional morsel of food. Which describes my life quite perfectly.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 06:50:11 2017 No.8995908 >>8994840 Good job dude. I went for two months and was on my way to feeling like you, so this is understandable. Being hard on your past self does no good, have some understanding of your own situation.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 06:50:21 2017 No.8995910 >>8995906 Wow who hurt you? You need to get on anti depressants

Anonymous Wed May 31 07:00:12 2017 No.8995931

>>8995372
Drinking + SSRI. No shit you don't have a sex drive. You probably feel like a fucking zombie. Might be worth your time to stop drinking and try a different med. I was on bupropion for a while several years ago and felt similar. Had just moved out for the first time and never even had sex in the apartment I moved to. It's a thing man.

Anonymous Wed May 31 07:31:48 2017 No.8995982

>When you go to take an exam piss drunk and get 80% on it
At least I won't have to listen to sad tunes today when doing sudokus
Should be studying for the 5 physics tests and the exam I have to take soon though or I'll fail this class again like last year

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 07:56:39 2017 No.8996021 >>8992163 Started at 12, 31 now. If I made a list of 100 worst things I've done I'd be shocked if less run 95 were alcohol induced. It truly is the cause of and solution to all my problems.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 07:59:46 2017 No.8996031 >>8991233 I did and I passed it

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 08:53:49 2017 No.8996092 >>8995552 Amen

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 09:06:05 2017 No.8996110 >>8995555 This guy has confirmed it

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 09:08:09 2017 No.8996115 >>8995771 A light chuckle out of me. I woke up Looked around Ohshit too lazy to drive Ohsbjt no alck Drink the last sip outta some cinnamon whiskey bottles. > I hate cinnamon whiskey

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 09:10:37 2017 No.8996125 File: 1.06 MB, 2592x1456, WP_20170527_001.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] 10am liqour store run, what should I get?

Anonymous Wed May 31 09:12:54 2017 No.8996132

Tapering down right now. Had a problem from the first time I had a drink (14?) and its legitimately ruining my life for the first time (29). I can't go back to my usual watering hole out of shame and its affecting my job and my health.

Fuck I love booze but it might be time to part ways =/

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 09:48:00 2017 No.8996212 >>8995755 Not even that guy but don't pretend that you actively desire having responsibilities.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 10:17:22 2017 No.8996266 >>8995726 Mmmkay.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 10:56:05 2017 No.8996375 >>8995780 Women.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 10:59:49 2017 No.8996388 >>8992163 I haven't had a drink in a week.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 11:05:09 2017 No.8996405 >>8992163 first drink at 15 or 16, became a problem at 25. quit for a year and half or so, now im back in it and its much more under control, but i still go too far every now and then

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 11:19:25 2017 No.8996449 What tunes are you listening to?

Anonymous Wed May 31 11:55:38 2017 No.8996547
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I rode 12 miles mountain biking yesterday, felt great like 10 days off a bender, welp, back at walmart this morning at 6am buying vodka. What the fuck is this..... Feels good for now, hope it's a short one.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 11:59:19 2017 No.8996554 >>8996547 When it makes sense to you please publish a paper on fucking how.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 12:00:54 2017 No.8996558 >>8996554 What do you want to know, after about a week out of a bender I go back to riding/surfing.... then it doesn't take long for me to fall back into the bullshit.

Anonymous Wed May 31 12:23:00 2017 No.8996604
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>First started drinking at 14
>First noticed drinking was great at 17
>First noticed it becoming a problem 22

Finally landed an okay job with real nice co-workers and I managed to keep it together and sober for 3 months. But last weekend I went on a bender for no reason and I have called in sick since

I know that due to the nature of the work I'm going to probably get a massive disciplinary or face the sack

But part of me just wants to ride out the week and start anew on Monday

Anonymous Wed May 31 12:33:08 2017 No.8996624

>>8996558
Ok maybe that's fair. I do similar shit. I went for 2 months and then went on a bender and got arrested for 2 nonsense felony charges. I keep calling it stupidity but it's honestly deeper. My state offers few options to deal with it and I can't afford appropriate, decent rehab.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 12:34:44 2017 No.8996628 >>8996604 Anon, having been there, just go in tomorrow and tell them the truth. They'll probably give you this week off and expect you to work on your shit in the intervening time.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 13:47:04 2017 No.8996835 Anyone here live in a country where literally nobody cares about underage drinking? I remember going to clubs in my first year of high school at like 14 or something and not being carded. Come to think of it, I've never been carded in my life.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 14:09:31 2017 No.8996889 >>8996125 got Irish Rose Hobo Wine and some form of 12% 25oz beer that was fruit punch, and then a liter of SKOL vodka.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 14:12:53 2017 No.8996897 >>8996835 What country do you live in? I live in the US of A and alcohol so relatively restricted to the point we banned it 90 years ago for a decade.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 14:14:51 2017 No.8996901 >>8996889 are your local liquor store clerks judgmental toward obvious alchy purchases like that or nah

Anonymous Wed May 31 14:15:02 2017 No.8996902
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Started drinking at 14 and thought it was great straight away. I loved talking to girls and I had a lot of success thanks to drink. Gradually I felt like the alcohol was starting to control me as opposed to vice versa. Around 19 I realised it was a problem.

No longer was I being the funny drunk of the group, I was starting to be creepy. Groping girls, starting fights with bouncers (got my head caved in once). Lost my friends because I was being such a creep when I was drunk, doing the most regrettable shit. Started drinking alone when I turned 20. I don't drink to offset anxiety anymore but just to offset the soul crushing boredom I'm faced with daily. My favourite songs I normally can't listen to suddenly become so fun to listen to.

I've realised I'm turning into a sad alcoholic. I'm a loner now and my body is fucked up. I used to be interested in music, even passionate about it but that has fell to the wayside.

I drink anything I can get my hands on but beer is my favourite I guess

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 14:15:44 2017 No.8996906 >>8996897 Serbia

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 14:25:14 2017 No.8996929 >35 minutes until alcohol sale stops >shouldnt go >really want to

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 14:31:57 2017 No.8996952 >>8993951 damn homie I have sent some regrettable drunk texts but that is some other shit. my condolences. maybe you'll get lucky and she's into that shit?

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 14:34:10 2017 No.8996959 File: 25 KB, 307x400, stalinrabbit.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8994597 Welcome to 4chan

Anonymous Wed May 31 14:34:56 2017 No.8996963

>>8996604
RING THEM. SERIOUSLY. I did the same thing. I went into work and just told the boss I can't work today, went home...next morning 'fuck it i'll just ring', next day...don't ring fuck work I need to drink...then by day 4 you've fucked up.

Don't fuck it up. Man up and face it. You're either gonna get a scolding or fired...you're gonna get fired if you don't go in so the worse than can happen is them tell you to sort your shit out.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 14:35:11 2017 No.8996965 Looks like I shit my pants again

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 14:37:28 2017 No.8996974 >>8996902 everything but the groping girls is literally me.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 14:46:30 2017 No.8997010 >>8996902 The stage where you stop doing the things you love, and just start drinking is the worst. It's like the beginning of the end.

Anonymous Wed May 31 14:54:21 2017 No.8997042

>>8996974
I'm a sexual deviant when I'm drunk (or I generally am and being disinhibited doesn't help), a bit like Michael Fassbender in Shame.

>>8997010
Yeah what is that? I have a suspicion it has something to do with alcohol, like drinking and depression is in a constant feedback loop or something

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 14:58:54 2017 No.8997067 whats the strongest alcohol i can buy in the uk? online if necessary

Anonymous Wed May 31 15:03:26 2017 No.8997086

>>8996901
Typically yes, they make jokes about me being obviously intoxicated. Today some black man with a jazz voice had to look me and my id over twice because I look so much different than it and look young.
Anyways yes, once I was refused sale , walked back in 15 minutes later after trying to squint my way into sobriety and got served.

Anonymous Wed May 31 15:16:20 2017 No.8997118

>>8997086
I feel quit bad honestly, as I've been sober a while, but I'd usually buy 2 70cls of vodka every 2 days from my local, that's like around £100 a week on alcohol for me...they were always happy to see me and give me free shit, I probably slashed their salary by like 1/5th lmao

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 15:16:36 2017 No.8997120 >>8997067 a Passport to America

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 15:21:26 2017 No.8997133 >>8997118 Free stuff? wild. Anyways do they really sell it by the 70cl? They sell it by the: 200ml , 375ml , 500ml ,750ml and the liter and gallon. That is 80% of your choices in America. Why 70cl?Why not 75cl like out 750ml's? is that common?

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 15:23:00 2017 No.8997139 >>8997133 >>8997133 not gallon. 1.75 liter.

Anonymous Wed May 31 15:24:49 2017 No.8997149

>>8997133
it's 35cl, 70cl, litre, 1.25, 1.5, 1.75

and the free stuff was always different. sometimes just a small mars bar or something, sometimes a full box of malteasers. he once gave me a burger he got from the chip shop next door which he got for his friend who didn't turn up to meet him from work.

Anonymous Wed May 31 15:25:38 2017 No.8997155

brothers I've made a mistake
just finished college and thought being at home would be a great way to break out of the awful drinking habits I've developed over the last few years

After 10 days crack and decide to go to liquor store to get a small bottle of fireball to just enjoy the buzz from

See marshmallow flavored smirnoff handle on sale for 15 dollars when its normally 35

Can't resist the calling and buy it even though I normally hate overly sweet vodkas

Now I have something that tastes like children's medicine that I need to drink an absurd amount from while hiding it from my parents fuck me

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 15:34:46 2017 No.8997186 >>8997042 No, asshole. Hiking, gardening,and rebuilding engines had nothing thing to do with drinking alcohol.

Anonymous Wed May 31 15:49:32 2017 No.8997219

>don't eat for close to a week
>ask relative for help
>calls blocked
>order some food online
>fall asleep before it arrives
>eat half a carrot
>throw up
>try last spoonful of honey
>makes no difference to discomfort
>drink more so don't care
This is bound to end well.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 16:00:32 2017 No.8997254 >>8997010 Fuck, I'm in that stage now. Does it go back to normal when I stop drinking? Please say yes.......

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 16:01:45 2017 No.8997262 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mmhVJfeCIeI Trying whiskey instead of vodka for the first time, too expensive for an europoorshit like me. Nor do I like it nor care about the taste. Cheers.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 16:53:05 2017 No.8997447 >>8997254 First you have to get over the anxiety from drinking(or whatever else may be causing it), then yes. I've done it before, but I'm back at being an alcoholic again.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 17:00:20 2017 No.8997484 >>8997219 >calls blocked What asshole "family" does this? Are these your siblings? Parents? What country/ city do you live in, I'd like to help somehow.

Anonymous Wed May 31 17:27:48 2017 No.8997622

>>8997484
Thank you anon for being kind.
They put up with my shit for years.
Fucking everyone did.
I do not blame them.
Thank you again for your concern. I will fondly remember your attempt to help me. And I'll be ok. Too drunk right now to feel anything but a nice little glow, and have got plenty more booze.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 17:30:08 2017 No.8997633 File: 130 KB, 600x800, 002.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] What's the cheapest way to get drunk in your parts? I think it's this right here for me. $1.08.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 18:45:56 2017 No.8997953 >>8997447 That sucks anon. What pushed you back to booze? But at least there is hope to go back to the way it was.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 18:57:19 2017 No.8997991 >>8997633 In my part of Canada it's expensive as shit Even the cheapest beer is like a dollar a can. Most efficient is mixed drinks with 30 fucking dollars a pop 1.14 L rum or vodka

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 18:58:23 2017 No.8997998 First drink in a week. Jesus Christ it feels so fucking good. I've been a very good sober boy. But now it's time to get shit faced.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 19:01:41 2017 No.8998013 Getting drunk without enough booze to forget everything. Watching Jeopardy Eating pork loin and potatoes Life is good, mates

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 19:05:29 2017 No.8998021 >>8998013 Earlier, I had smoked BBQ ribs(the real kind), and now I have a beef pot pie in the oven. Yum

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 19:06:47 2017 No.8998024 >>8997991 In Norway the cheapest half litre can of beer you can get is like 2.7 USD

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 19:08:34 2017 No.8998031 >>8998024 Yeah about the same in Canada. A 4 pack of 0.5L beers (at 5%) is around 8-10 bucks. Usually around 9. I've heard Scandifags laugh at Norway about their alch taxes, but I guess if they knew about us, they'd be laughing at Canada too.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 19:09:36 2017 No.8998034 >>8998021 Real REAL ribs? Like the Southern giant barbequeue that goes for hours and shit? Jelly if true. I've seen that shit on TV and have always wanted to try it.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 19:16:13 2017 No.8998055 My pork loin is overdone NOOOOOOOOOO

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 19:19:36 2017 No.8998064 >>8998034 Yes. Wood smoked for 14 hours with dry, and wet seasoning. Just look up how to make a pit, and have a local fab shop make one for you. DON'T USE galvanized steel.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 19:20:52 2017 No.8998068 >>8998064 Was it as good as the hype makes it out to be?

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 19:21:53 2017 No.8998071 >>8998055 Potatoes are perfect though

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 19:40:00 2017 No.8998121 thinking about buying a tent and disappearing. would be an rv, but banned. people I need to escape everything. anyone ever tried?

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 19:42:01 2017 No.8998133 >>8998068 It absolutely IS. Just read about it first before trying it. The low heat combined with the smoke melts away the excess fat while adding delicious smoke flavor. This is something that requires hourly attention, so it's best for the weekend.

Anonymous Wed May 31 19:45:14 2017 No.8998145

>>8998121
I get that feel
But don't make it permanent
Rent a car and find a camperooni site nearby.
If you're American/Canadian, there are parks a few hours drive away, easy.

I'd like to, but I'm a poorfag, so I can't keep my shit working while I'm away for a few weeks.
That's all you really need. A week or two of just living it totally easy.

Going full hobo isn't worth it

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 20:07:22 2017 No.8998228 >>8997219 Please don't die anon

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 20:08:36 2017 No.8998233 >>8997633 Hurricane 40oz. $2.00 + tax for 40 oz's of 8.1% beer

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 20:10:27 2017 No.8998238 >>8998034 Living in the south is a constant buffet.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 20:11:41 2017 No.8998242 >>8998238 No wonder you niggers are all fat

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 20:15:13 2017 No.8998254 >>8998242 No we are not all niggers, guy. Also fug, you caught us.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 20:18:55 2017 No.8998264 >>8998254 I mean "niggers" as "people" You know 4chanspeak, fag

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 20:20:07 2017 No.8998272 File: 63 KB, 240x240, SmallObviousGnome.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8998264 I don't even know what the fuck a 4chan is.

Anonymous Wed May 31 20:36:49 2017 No.8998345

>>8998031
Still cheaper than Norway, you won't find sixpack of half litres cheaper than 17 USD here. And booze is a lot worse. The taxes are stupid plus you can't buy anything stronger than 4.7% in regular stores, anything stronger than that is only sold in state controlled monopoly stores which are only open until 6 pm weekdays, 3 pm saturdays and not at all on sundays. Plus the sale of alcohol in regular stores close 8 pm on weekdays and 6 pm on saturdays.
At least Sweden has a worse sale system though their alcohol is cheaper, in regular stores you can only buy something called folkol (people's beer) which is 3.5% at the most, and anything else has to be bought at similar monopoly places. Denmark is good though, I wish I lived there.

Anonymous Wed May 31 20:38:42 2017 No.8998356

>>8998345
Shit man, that sucks

I guess that means you have to do binge sales where you save a lot and buy a lot.
At least you have wonderful nature and shit to enjoy in the mean time.

Also isn't Denmark like a half hour trip away?
Can you smuggle that shit across the border?

Anonymous Wed May 31 21:03:27 2017 No.8998424

>>8995228
Just happened.
>>8995253
I've been thinking about him. My drinking isn't as bad as before. I'm not blacking out every other few days like before. I feel like her leaving with him is best for now. All we do is argue and at her families she'll have all the help she needs while over her its mainly me and her.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:05:34 2017 No.8998429 >>8997998 Yee buddy! I'm trying to make it till Saturday

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:07:39 2017 No.8998434 >>8998429 I made it by cooking, reading, playing video games, and most importantly, having responsibilities Having a whole day of things to do with the promise of tomorrow being the same really made it easier for me

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:13:46 2017 No.8998453 damnit

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:26:34 2017 No.8998486 >>8998453 whadja do

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:29:49 2017 No.8998494 >>8998486 got lonely again.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:31:13 2017 No.8998499 >>8998494 Yeah, I know that feeling. Sometimes I watch sad clips of tv shows and cry some.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:32:13 2017 No.8998502 >>8998499 LOL beta sissy cuckold enthusiast faggot.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:34:40 2017 No.8998508 >>8998499 >>8998499 That is an odd thing to do. >>8998502 Screw you too buddy.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:35:21 2017 No.8998511 File: 1.53 MB, 2160x2160, 1496280830607211745655.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I am addicted to green beans and Old Milwaukee

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:35:33 2017 No.8998512 >>8998508 Is it that odd? Alcohol makes people more open to their emotions.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:35:45 2017 No.8998513 >>8998499 i am trying to sober up enough to play bloodborne but its a pain to be sober.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:37:17 2017 No.8998516 I've got so much pressure in my frontal cortex. I can't tell if my brain feels shrunken or swollen.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:37:58 2017 No.8998520 >>8998512 I guess it isn't then. >>8998511 This is odd >>8998516 You have cancer

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:39:38 2017 No.8998524 >>8998511 Green Beans are fucking AMAZING I fucking love them Boil them for 3 minutes Blanche them Get them in a pan with butter until they brown up a bit Fucking 10/10 nigger And Old Milwaukee is shit Feel bad

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:40:06 2017 No.8998529 >>8998502 Eat shit Go back to pol no one likes you

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:40:41 2017 No.8998532 >>8998516 Like the front of your face feels painfully swollen and tight?

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:43:28 2017 No.8998542 >>8998532 my forehead. But it's under the skin like right on the front of my brain. When I close my eyes I can feel my eyeballs bulging in and out slightly but rapidly.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:44:55 2017 No.8998548 screw off >>8998502

Anonymous Wed May 31 21:46:49 2017 No.8998553

>>8998542
I'm debating on whether to go get some beer or barrel on into withdrawal and try to reset my body just a little bit. The last few times I've tried I just get 0-10 minutes of total sleep for 2-3 days until my chest hurts and I drink to pass out. This isn't fun anymore.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:47:53 2017 No.8998557 >>8998542 That's a tension headache. The muscles around your head are pulling your scalp tight and shit Drink lots o water and have some tyllenol That's what I do You probably shat out most of your water/electrolytes if you drank a lot recently.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:47:53 2017 No.8998558 File: 27 KB, 380x380, Rot that gut.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8998542 >>8998542 Drink some water, eat some vitaMANS and take a nap. Your brain is protesting your alcoholabuse.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:50:31 2017 No.8998564 File: 1.30 MB, 2160x2160, 1496281754268373795699.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8998524 I mostly eat them raw. I also like carrots & old milwaukee. It makes me feel less bad to drink all evening.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:51:39 2017 No.8998567 >>8998558 I drink almost a gallon of water a day but good call on the vitamins. I always forget to take them when I withdrawal.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:52:54 2017 No.8998572 File: 1.12 MB, 2160x2160, 1496281946603526114271.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Sometimes I masticate carrots until it become like a paste and I add it in the beer. Makes me feel like I am drinking a V8.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:53:48 2017 No.8998575 >>8998572I love this post

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:54:58 2017 No.8998578 >>8998572 You're an odd one, mate Are they Nantes characters though?

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:55:04 2017 No.8998579 File: 1.06 MB, 2160x2160, 1496282042499318378609.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Just made myself a birthday cake.... Happy birthday to me...

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:56:18 2017 No.8998583 File: 1.29 MB, 2160x2160, 14962821587932066111957.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8998578 Nantes, you are right.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:58:13 2017 No.8998589 >>8998583 Ja recognized them Have some rotting in my fridge now They keep like shit Also, comment ca vas, mon negre Quebecois

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 21:58:35 2017 No.8998592 >>8998579 Haooy birtfdays

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 22:00:38 2017 No.8998601 >>8998589 Ça va. Quatrième soir à l'hôtel, asti que le temps est long.. Faque je manges des carottes et je bois pour faire passer le temps.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 22:00:56 2017 No.8998602 >>8998508 >>8998529 >>8998548 sensitive faggots

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 22:01:37 2017 No.8998605 >>8998356 You can't do big sales, there's another dumb regulation meaning you can't discount by amount, so if you buy one hundred cans of beer you'll still be paying the full price of each can.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 22:02:30 2017 No.8998609 File: 92 KB, 800x400, wttw_1339010953.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8998502 What's your issue bud?

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 22:08:26 2017 No.8998624 File: 86 KB, 847x960, 1494479920342.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Drinking every day for years has made me fat... but I'm finally taking the initiative to eat less so I can keep drinking. A big step forward.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 22:09:22 2017 No.8998627 >>8998624 Kek.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 22:14:07 2017 No.8998636 >>8998553 withdrawal off liquor is better, the nightmares will fuck your mind though... - gin blossoms hallucinations guy here

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 22:17:34 2017 No.8998647 >>8998624 That's ironically more degenerate

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 22:18:36 2017 No.8998654 >>8998636 Sober nightmares are no joke I've never had DTs thank god, but sober nightmares are some serious shit

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 22:19:06 2017 No.8998656 >>8998636 I agree, the beer is a bitch but theliquor nightmares are wild.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 22:34:46 2017 No.8998706 >>8998636 Oh I drink 500 ml of gin and vodka a night. I just get the beer to sip on to break up the taste.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 22:39:01 2017 No.8998725 >>8998654 I've had some level of DT's I think. Once it took me an hour to write a barely legible rent check. They're not that bad honestly. Dunno if mine were full on DT's though. I'm gonna go read about them.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 22:40:11 2017 No.8998729 >>8998725 Did you see the Pink Elephants?

Anonymous Wed May 31 22:47:07 2017 No.8998747

>>8998729
Nah. I just see and hear things at the edges of my vision a few times.

Also, I never thought I had DT"s because wiki says they occur 3-10 days after quitting. I get every single one of the symptoms listed, but they occur from 20 30 hours in. I feel like a million bucks by day 3 if I can get any sleep.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 22:57:58 2017 No.8998782 File: 73 KB, 640x480, Cheese Sticks.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Just rubbed a baked potato on my cat

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 23:03:22 2017 No.8998797 Dog had a seizure today. He's in the hospital overnight getting treatment for ingesting a toxin. No ide what he got into. Drinking to feel hopeful and to help me sleep

Anonymous Wed May 31 23:03:58 2017 No.8998800

>>8995188
It may, it may not. That's why I'm open to disulfiram, I never want to drink in the morning, I just have a lot of regret drinking the night before, so I know I'll take it, and I'm risk-averse enough to not drink while taking it, even though I know some people are able to.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 23:10:36 2017 No.8998819 help

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 23:13:18 2017 No.8998829 >>8998819 Are you out of booze anon?

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 23:21:18 2017 No.8998842 >>8998819 no, i have 60cl left.\

Anonymous Wed May 31 23:24:55 2017 No.8998854

>>8998797
Dogs are great things

When I was a teenager, I lived in a very rural place
One day when my family and I were coming home, one of my dogs didn't come out to greet us on the lawn
When we went inside, he slowly came to us
He had porcupine spines all over his face
He didn't hide, just was slow to come to us
He wanted help and he knew we could do it
Some dogs are violent when they're hurt
But he went to us calmly

I stayed with him in the back of the car all the way to the vet.
He was in pain but calm.
We had to leave him there overnight
Looking back, that probably broke his heart that we left.
When we picked him up the next day, he was very happy.

He was a good dog.
Jesus, I shouldn't think about my dogs when I'm drunk

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 23:34:39 2017 No.8998878 >>8998434 That's what I'm doing. Been working out but the drinking is making it pointless. Going on my second day not drinking. Feel tired as fuck. Feel like I didn't get enough water today. Luckily I'm not feeling withdrawals.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 23:37:56 2017 No.8998886 >>8998878 My piss is always orange as fuck after drinking. Gotta have more water. How's your lifts going? I hit a new PR on my deadlift last week

>>	Anonymous Wed May 31 23:41:01 2017 No.8998897 >>8998747 >Nah. I just see and hear things at the edges of my vision a few times. not that guy but i once had some pretty serious delusions, though i was also sick with an infection

Anonymous Thu Jun 1 00:03:54 2017 No.8998959

>>8998897
>>8998747
I see them when sober when I'm falling asleep

I think it's a skill to learn how to ignore hallucinations
I haven't seen them for months now that I've learned not to look at them

I'm not crazy, I swear. I just see things when I'm sleepy

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 00:24:45 2017 No.8999024 Can I say again how much I love being drunk?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 00:45:11 2017 No.8999072 >>8998886 Mines is always a bright yellow and stings a bit haha Good I just felt really tired today while working out. Actually upped my squat today to though 145lbs which is heavy to me since I never move weight up. How much did you hit?

Anonymous Thu Jun 1 00:49:06 2017 No.8999076

>>8999072
I'm on 190 on my squat and 270 on my DL
I hurt my back a bit on my squat so I'm focusing on my form.
I was never very flexible and I'm still not so squats in good form are pretty hard. It causes me to take weight that is less than I can really do.

But being an al/ck/ I can't progress like I really can
I just can't work out the day after drinking.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 01:36:10 2017 No.8999158 Drinking became great at 17, and as of now has yet to stop being great.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 01:36:47 2017 No.8999160 >>8999158 I started drinking at 24 Starting at 17 makes me depressed

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 01:42:20 2017 No.8999168 Fuck, withdrawals arent bad except excessive sweating and some shaking. But the fucking nightmares, when will it stop? i cant fucking sleep

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 01:48:43 2017 No.8999177 >>8999168 They peak at 3 days, I've heard Never had nightmares, for me Not at any point in my life When I have "nightmare" equivalents it's about things I want but can't have So I wake up sad Thanks brain

Anonymous Thu Jun 1 01:57:45 2017 No.8999191
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>>8999168
you're lucky you can even sleep
the night after I decide to stop a binge is no sleep at all for me. Even if I doze off I get startled awake in a panicy sweaty frightening daze

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 02:06:53 2017 No.8999208 I need to stay fucked up for 2 days What should I buy

Anonymous Thu Jun 1 02:13:01 2017 No.8999216

>>8999076
Dam that's good. I wanna hit 2 plate squat and 3 plate dl. Hopefully someday. Yeah same here with my form. I got a workout book and I practice my squat the way it is in the book so it kinda helps and the same with me dead and I learned power squats and sumo dead lifts.
Yeah I've days where I couldn't at all and days like today where my body is just tired because of how much I drank and then stopped drinking

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 02:14:11 2017 No.8999218 >>8999208 2 cheap bottles of vodka and lots of water

Anonymous Thu Jun 1 02:20:48 2017 No.8999232

>>8999216
>sumo
FAAAAG
Don't do sumo
It's cheating
It's a squat that's called a diddly

A proper DL involves a large amount of hip hinge
Sumo takes out the hinge and replaces it with quad activation
Do back squats or sumo.
Never both.

But yeah, I also wanted to reach multiple pl8 squat and DL
Roughly 1.5 and 2.5 on each.
Nearly there

My bench is severely pathetic though. I just can't make progress. My entire upper body is pathetic. It sucks so much.
I can add 10 lbs a week on my lower body but my upper body crashes on the same increase

No one cares how thick a man's thighs are.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 02:24:26 2017 No.8999240 whats your favorite to drink straight?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 02:31:03 2017 No.8999255 >>8999240 Tequila Normally a rum man, but rum needs ice or something Tequila is good just like it is

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 02:57:55 2017 No.8999300 File: 144 KB, 733x341, RCO017_1462747353.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >out of cigarettes >depanneur doesn't open until 09:30 >out of liquor >LCBO doesn't open until 10:00 This is true suffering.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 02:59:51 2017 No.8999301 >>8999300 >only got 1 store that sells liquor in our province fucking suffering man

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 03:08:07 2017 No.8999317 >>8999232 Sumo is just fine. Post ur bod before u regurgitate shit info from fit.

Anonymous Thu Jun 1 03:41:29 2017 No.8999385
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>tfw you're just trying to enjoy watching a twitch vod and drink before bed
>twitch keeps loading
>literally waves of about-to-cry sadness

Fuck my shitty self pity, fuck my shitty life, fuck the estrogen in the water, fuck this beer belly, fuck my lack of motivation, fuck alcohol dependency, but most of all FUCK THE CONSTANTLY LOADING TWITCH VIDEO.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 04:00:17 2017 No.8999430 Welp I've done it. I can't get drunk. I'll puke if I drink any faster but I'm not going to get even halfway drunk at my current rate. Blarg...

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 04:02:09 2017 No.8999433 >>8999300 just find some cigarette butts and roll up a cigarette, nicotine seems to temporary inhibit the craving to drink and alcohol causes nicotine cravings.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 04:18:28 2017 No.8999461 >>8999317 sumo is gay, trap bar is fine but seriously just do regular deadlifts you cucks

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 04:20:13 2017 No.8999462 How do I into alcohol? 27/M Never liked the taste, can handle maybe a few beers a night, hard liquor makes me sick. How do I ease into enjoying the taste of different alcohols?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 04:27:22 2017 No.8999470 >>8999462 Run away, right now.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 08:32:42 2017 No.8999864 Tfw alcoholic parents but I'm straight edge because of it Seen some bad shit Sucks man, don't do it. 20 years down you won't even be the same person anymore.

Anonymous Thu Jun 1 09:05:17 2017 No.8999929

I messed up greatly last night.
>get drunk
>remember I have a couple off days and some disposible cash.
>text up an ex
>swear ill drive 3 hours to come bang her for days.
>wake up next day.
>remember that I have wife.
>remember I started off using my wifes laptop to talk to her

I dont remember her laptop password and when she loads it up it will immediately take her to the conversations. Fuck
Do I destroy the laptop?
I do not want to go see this person but the messages says otherwise.
First things first, make a drink.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 09:10:28 2017 No.8999940 >>8999929 Be honest with her :)

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 09:14:55 2017 No.8999953 >>8999940 guess I will. It is the Right thing to do.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 09:16:16 2017 No.8999956 File: 113 KB, 1280x720, Armored Gnome.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] How do I stop the sweating?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 09:18:29 2017 No.8999963 File: 22 KB, 266x200, 2 Dimensional Gnome.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] How do I stop the Nightmares?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 09:19:56 2017 No.8999971 >>8999963 By letting Gehrman cut off your head. Like in Bloodborne :)

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 09:21:07 2017 No.8999976 >>8999971 This aint a fkn video game m8

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 09:23:50 2017 No.8999984 Pain is better than addiction. Sometimes you can only find Heaven by slowly backing away from Hell.

Anonymous Thu Jun 1 09:36:04 2017 No.9000020

It is not easy to find happiness in ourselves, and it is not possible to find it elsewhere.
When was the last time you woke up and wished you’d just had one more drink the night before? I have never regretted not drinking. Say this to yourself, and you’ll get through anything.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 09:59:07 2017 No.9000060 >get drunk alone >realise it's pretty fun >do it a few times a year but not every day is it really so hard?

Anonymous Thu Jun 1 09:59:53 2017 No.9000061

>>8992163
>When did you first realize drinking was great, but more importantly when did you realize drinking was a problem
I've always hated the taste of alcohol, so I didn't actually start drinking until 3 or 4 years ago at 28. Even then, I only do shots in between water/other beverages.

I used to only drink once in a while when I spent the night with friends, but nobody seems to have time anymore, so now I tend to drink alone on the weekends while I'm playing vidya or watching Netflix. I feel kind of shitty about it, but after a long week of work and bullshit, having some time alone to get buzzed and chill with a pizza is hard to resist.

I'm a big guy with a lot of tolerance, but I've realized I can easily kill a liter of Bacardi 151 by myself in two nights.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 10:00:19 2017 No.9000063 File: 148 KB, 314x295, 1494552664399.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8999984 >>9000020 Begone with your weird AA shit

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 10:01:43 2017 No.9000068 >>8995155 >it's pretty clear that the 90s were when things started to go downhill. Indeed. They were still pretty good if you were a kid, but I imagine most adults at the time began to notice the degradation of culture and society.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 10:05:21 2017 No.9000081 >>9000063 okay

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 10:44:06 2017 No.9000176 >>8992163 Drinking was a problem in my teenage days, as my mom is an alcoholic, now its great (with moderation) Protip: don't drink while you are depressed

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 10:49:32 2017 No.9000192 >9000000 How i find the get?

Anonymous Thu Jun 1 10:55:40 2017 No.9000212

Started drinking young like most people. Switched to Whiskey and Vodka during my 20's. Now I just drink beers. Sometimes I borrow money from friends to just have four tall cans. But I always pay them back eventually. I always tell straight off it is for beers though. Wanna quit, but I always tried and failed.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 10:59:29 2017 No.9000222 Who here drinks almost every day vs. only drinking on weekends/non-work days?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 11:00:09 2017 No.9000226 >>9000192 >>9000192 Use two meme arrows like >>9000000 >>9000222 Everyday, every waking hour.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 11:04:29 2017 No.9000240 >>9000226 I'm choosing my confessions Trying to keep an eye on you

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 11:13:41 2017 No.9000271 >>8997998 I've cut down to mostly just beer now after 9 years of liquor, but dude still even the first sip of the day I feel like I'm getting a dopamine rush.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 11:18:34 2017 No.9000281 >>9000226 it's funny how on /ck/ that's only got about 15 replies in a couple hours but on a more popular board it'd be at the bump limit in 2 minutes flat

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 11:18:38 2017 No.9000282 >>8998513 I tried playing bloodborne sober recently and I was way worse at it, so I started drinking and got my touch back. Kind of pissed me off at the time.

Anonymous Thu Jun 1 11:28:04 2017 No.9000305

>>9000068
Yeah, that's exactly what I was talking about. Around that time there would be no way you couldn't see it, but my parents just kept moving ahead and didn't say much about it. I know for a fact that I only look at that decade with any favor at all because I was a kid.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 11:28:15 2017 No.9000307 >>9000282 >>9000282 im trying an arcane build but just got the hunter torch. Need spells >>9000240 What??

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 11:28:43 2017 No.9000313 >tfw you keep almost losing them with your drinking but they love you too much to let you go Every day I want to let her go to end her suffering. I don't know how many times I've quit in the past year.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 11:30:19 2017 No.9000319 >>9000282 You just need to keep at it sober. Obviously you're going to be better when you're used to playing in a certain mindset. Practice and get your groove back sober, man.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 12:06:34 2017 No.9000419 >>9000307 >What?? Losing My Religion

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 12:08:59 2017 No.9000424 >>9000419 Thats me in the spotlight? ON an unrelated note how do you feel about waffle house?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 12:31:30 2017 No.9000476 5 days sober actually bought coke and asian food instead of alcohol. what is wrong with me

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 12:46:52 2017 No.9000520 >>9000319 It's still a long term goal.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 12:57:14 2017 No.9000539 2 weeks sober but i can't just watch the nba finals tonight with a glass of water. time to relapse i guess

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 12:58:00 2017 No.9000543 >>9000520 A goal nonetheless.

Anonymous Thu Jun 1 13:09:07 2017 No.9000571

>>9000282
Back when I used to play CoD and BF:BC2, I was a literal .5 shitter when sober. I zoomed to 3.0 at around 4-6 drinks in and then slowly fell back to 1.0 when I passed out. Same with beer pong, or pretty much anything else. I can't into being sober anymore.

>>	Dogecoin Thu Jun 1 13:28:53 2017 No.9000609 Started at ~15, Mom is an alcoholic, caused me to not touch it that much for m own concern. Occasionally drink now. Probation for poss. of marijuana has made me drink more. Somewhat worried about it.

>>	Dogecoin Thu Jun 1 13:45:27 2017 No.9000649 File: 80 KB, 240x734, beer_407.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8997633 $1.50, only 1.20 for the 32oz but degeneracy craves the 40 essence

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 13:59:27 2017 No.9000677 >>9000539 >Watching nigger ball

Anonymous Thu Jun 1 14:38:06 2017 No.9000800

When I read these threads I'm glad I chose to become a teetotaler when I realized how easily I got addicted to everything (vidya, porn, etc). My life might be as fucked up or more as those of others here but at least alcohol is the one problem i'm not struggling with, I don't think the things I've missed out on for not drinking would have been worth the crap you guys are dealing with.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 15:35:13 2017 No.9001015 >>8992163 What does one consider a problem?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 16:47:25 2017 No.9001255 File: 11 KB, 337x328, 1457163588669.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8999953 >>8999940 >>8999929 are you for real m8 fucking drop it on the ground a lot do something fucking else

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 16:59:04 2017 No.9001295 File: 556 KB, 1600x1600, 1490250099782.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>9001255 >destroy laptop >guys wife gets new one/uses phone instead >logs into facebook/email >sees messeges anyway wew lad

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 17:12:06 2017 No.9001336 >>9001295 oh. uh I mean like but you get to do more sex on her first

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 19:25:53 2017 No.9001734 >>9000677 uhh racist much? it's called ape hoop

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 1 22:33:01 2017 No.9002294 >>8999232 >A proper DL involves a large amount of hip hinge >Sumo takes out the hinge and replaces it with quad activation >Do back squats or sumo. >Never both. Why do you talk like that?

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