al/ck/oholic thread

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al/ck/oholic thread Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:06:14 2017 No.8539091 [Reply] [Original]

Didn't see one.

Have to go to a wedding today. Got hammered last night. Will definitely get drunk again tonight. Drinking rolling rock and waiting on Chinese delivery.

My gf's parents are in town and I'm hoping they don't want to see how I live.

How are the rest of my people doing.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:06:59 2017 No.8539094 it scares me to say this but do any anons get the feeling that they're not going to live very long?

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:08:48 2017 No.8539097 >>8539094 I've felt that way since I was 12, and I'm now 30. Life just keeps disappointing me. That's why I keep drinking.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:10:28 2017 No.8539100 >>8539091 Local burger and ultimate bloody mary type place got its first franchise in my backyard, formerly a 20 minute drive away. Time to get a nice morning buzz. The only question is: burger and beers, or meal in a glass?

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:11:03 2017 No.8539102 >>8539091 drank a sixer of porter while marathoning anime. Wish I wasn't such a pathetic faggot and actually did shit on Friday nights.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:11:46 2017 No.8539105 Is there any real reason to not drink? I feel like I don't mind if I'd live from 70 to 80 so I wouldn't really mind having a poor liver. I'm just curious as to how much time will be shaved off my life in the future if I am drinking often

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:13:15 2017 No.8539110 >>8539102 Would you think it'd be cooler to go be loud obnoxious dicks with other people who are out drinking at a bonfire or something? Personally I prefer drinking alone

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:13:40 2017 No.8539111 >>8539100 how hungover are you?

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:16:52 2017 No.8539117 >>8539111 Not at all, an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:18:42 2017 No.8539125 >>8539117 get food but get drunk first. If i know i'm hungry and have money I'll generally sink like 4-5 beers and then eat. good buzz and then you can keep that ball rolling.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:21:57 2017 No.8539134 >>8539110 Yes? Not all of us are socially retarded.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:23:08 2017 No.8539137 >>8539134 If that is your idea of fun then you might wanna check who's retarded

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:25:41 2017 No.8539145 >>8539134 >>8539137 Protip you're both retarded as shit.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:28:00 2017 No.8539148 >>8539145 Elaborate as to why

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:28:32 2017 No.8539149 >>8539125 This right here. If you eat first you'll spend hours chasing a good buzz.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:30:37 2017 No.8539151 >>8539110 Neurotypical people enjoy socialising and interacting with others.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:32:34 2017 No.8539153 Im sick of fucking being hungover all the time. I hate this shit

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:33:03 2017 No.8539155 >>8539151 you're on an al/ck/ thread on a slow board on 4chan. Not OP, but there's clearly something wrong with you. Just embrace it. It's like shitty family here.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:33:21 2017 No.8539156 >>8539151 Getting drunk with buddies and being loud tools is not my idea of a good time. Enjoy having the mind of a teenager for the rest of your life

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 12:34:35 2017 No.8539159 File: 370 KB, 1280x1760, eoin-whelehan-symptons-of-the-fear.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8539153 me too man, me too. Isn't this image the most real interpretation of an al/ck/ hangover or minor detox.

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:18:28 2017 No.8539373

What's al/ck/'s preferred liqueur to drink straight? What does it taste like?
Preferably high ABV
>inb4 liqueur isn't for drinking straight
anything 25% ABV or higher around here is about the same price unless it's some fancy brand name shit, maybe 10-15% extra for a liqueur like Limoncello over straight vodka

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:22:44 2017 No.8539386

Just stirred up a bloody mary over here. No prospects, no real reason to live. At least there is Trump, so I have to see what transpires.
>>8539373
I really wouldn't recommend drinking limoncello. Way to much sweetness and sugar I would say. If you want high content just chase shots of Turkey 101.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:23:01 2017 No.8539389 >>8539373 I drink 20~25 shots of fireball a night. Doesn't taste good but it 33 percent and goes down smooth, don't need chaser and easy on stomach

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:23:38 2017 No.8539392 >>8539153 I don't get this. I drink most nights and am almost never hungover. How much are you guys drinking? And do you rehydrate during the day? A few gulps of juice or water before bed goes a long way too if you can tell you are really trashed

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:27:21 2017 No.8539406

>>8539392
When you go down the path there's always a period where it's impossible to get hungover like no matter how much you drink, because your body is so used to it. Keep drinking however and the hangovers will return and be worse than ever.
I don't get hungover because I have backed it down a bit, but say if I got super trashed on liquor I'd probably wake up shaking in the morning with crippling anxiety that only more booze would fix.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:32:09 2017 No.8539423 >>8539156 So you're old. I get it now.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:32:52 2017 No.8539424 >>8539386 >Turkey 101 What does it taste like? I'll look for it next time I go shopping >>8539389 My gf does that, she can go through most of a bottle if she wants, way too spicy for me, but otherwise I'll admit it's pretty smooth

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:35:26 2017 No.8539432 >>8539156 as opposed to getting drunk alone and jacking off to babby animes instead of having friends to drink with? If you don't like camping, grilling, and drinking in like-minded company then you're just a faggot.

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:36:22 2017 No.8539436

>>8539094
I don't really care anymore. I drink everyday and I took smoking up again. My life seems like ground hog day but weekly repeat instead. I might take one more go at getting sober and sorting out my life but I need to find something to live for again. I have been trying to play guitar more, I play better after a few drinks though so we shall see

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:41:43 2017 No.8539450

>>8539424
Wild turkey 101 is 101 proof bourbon
>>8539392
What the other anon said is true. Ive been a daily drinker for well over a decade now and i feel like the older i get my hangovers get worse and i get hangovers from drinking less. I have 10-15 drinks a night and if i get up to the higher end of that range i have bad hangovers. The last couple weeks ive been trying to cut back considerably but i kinda slipped up the past two nights

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:41:55 2017 No.8539452 File: 349 KB, 1484x1502, Wonkblog Graphic.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] how do you all score?

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:44:10 2017 No.8539459 >>8539452 I was gonna say ninth, but then I saw that it said week instead of day.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:45:51 2017 No.8539466 >>8539450 Oh. So it tastes like alcohol, then. Like I said, stuff like that is usually only slightly cheaper than liqueur so I'd rather go for something with a nice flavor if I can help it, but I'll check the price on that stuff anyways

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:52:51 2017 No.8539498 I keep pushing my teeth very hard every time I drink I need to stop it, I'm real afraid I'm gonna lose my teeth like some other guy in these threads

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:57:16 2017 No.8539516 Started dude lmao'ing to curb my drinking. Was working well until my only sort-of friend got engaged, which I should be very happy for her about but I can only make it about how lonely my selfish ass is. And I just don't wanna get high that sad

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 14:57:18 2017 No.8539517

>>8539159
im recovering from a 4 day bender....this is accurate
ive been completely unable to function today and have barelymoved....only to get more water, and toast

>>8539452
top decile

welp im gonna die if i dont stop this.......gotta keep trying my best to stay sober for good.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:11:44 2017 No.8539553 >>8539452 eighth here anyone know some good ciders? started trying them but I don't know what's what

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:14:59 2017 No.8539562 how did you guys become alcoholic?

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:18:02 2017 No.8539568 >>8539562 I liked drinking. So I drank more. Now I can't stop drinking.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:19:35 2017 No.8539575 Sorry guys, but this threads are more [r9k] related than /ck/.

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:21:21 2017 No.8539580

>>8539562
i had a bad childhood
a lot of neglect involved
parents were/are heavy drinkers, infact all my family are, and every occaison would involve alcohol for them. so i am surrounded by it always.
first drink at 12
started drinking heavy most weekends when i was 15
drinking became a very normal thing for me.
by 18 i got drunk every friday, saturday sunday
19 drinking every night
eventually start self harming because self hatred for my problem
try killing myself a couple of times.
at the worst i was drinking 1L of vodka a day playing surgeon with my arms and legs.

get kicked out of my living place
it was like a boiling a frog. the temperature was cold, and it got slowly hotter. before i knew it i was burning

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:21:44 2017 No.8539583 File: 26 KB, 633x758, feel guy suicide.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8539568 >tfw

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:21:48 2017 No.8539584 >>8539575 Found the newfag

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:23:51 2017 No.8539590 >>8539575 get out of my building

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:26:01 2017 No.8539598 >>8539562 My friends kept telling me it was a bad idea to drink alone every night. They were right.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:27:13 2017 No.8539604 >>8539598 Don't understand what the deal is with >drinking alone How else am I supposed to drink

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:28:41 2017 No.8539612
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>>8539580
>1l of vodka

I wish i could afford something so luxurious, near the end before i got sober, I was drinking around 6l of cheap cider everyday. £3 for 3litres, cheap and cheerful used to say.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:29:13 2017 No.8539614 >>8539452 How many "drinks" are in a 355ml bottle. I can't seem to find a definitive answer.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:30:16 2017 No.8539617 >>8539614 *375ml I mean

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:32:38 2017 No.8539626

>>8539604
normies drink and talk with people
its literally impossible
>>8539612
i couldnt really, i was pretty sure i was going to kill myself, so i didnt care about spending money i didnt technically have.

>>8539612
man thats a lot of fluids
what was it? i found bottles that a 2 a pop, which i had to resort to drinking a few times.
i dont ever want to spend money on alcohol again

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:36:33 2017 No.8539637 >>8539612 >£3 for 3litres Wish I could find anything like that around here

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:38:50 2017 No.8539646 >>8539617 Its about 8 standard drinks (assuming 80 proof) going by us version of standard drink.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:40:13 2017 No.8539652 >>8539614 depends on proof

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:43:59 2017 No.8539662 >>8539452 This makes me feel a little better. At least I'm not above average within the top decile.

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 15:44:04 2017 No.8539663
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>>8539637
It fucked all the lining in my stomach bruh, if i try and down anything it just comes straight back up now.

>>8539626
Eventually i got hooked on heroin too so all my money ended up going to that so i had to take up shoplifting in the end. Shoplifting 2 bottles of 3litre cider everyday and somehow scraping £30 together to fund my heroin habit, im so glad i got clean and helped when i got caught, fuck knows what kind of cell id be in if i grew up in america, I never want to go back to that life.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 16:00:12 2017 No.8539717 >>8539626 WHy the hell would you want to talk to someone when you're drinking, it's a private thing

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 16:19:50 2017 No.8539756 >>8539652 I'm obviously talking about %40abv. This is the alcky thread.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 16:22:52 2017 No.8539760 Whoo whee you guys really messed up bad somewhere. Man I've got some problems here and there, sure, but I am SO glad I'm not one of you sad sacks. Good grief, man oh man. Wow.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 16:33:47 2017 No.8539788 >>8539159 >sore hair Holy shit I didn't know this was a thing. I've been getting sore hair for the last two years and I've never known how to describe it. just moving or combing my hair on some days hurt a fucking lot

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 16:45:17 2017 No.8539817 >>8539717 >it's a private thing Because you said so? You could just as easily ask >why the hell would you want to be alone when you're drinking? It's a social thing

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 17:25:08 2017 No.8539954 Just spilled an entire glass of wine all over my keyboard and myself. Now I'm using the onscreen keyboard. Kill me.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 17:29:53 2017 No.8539966 >>8539717 i know fucking normies

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 17:32:33 2017 No.8539975 File: 454 KB, 600x397, 1467473588776.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Banged an escort last night, have buyer's remorse now so I've been chugging Shiner bock all day. I hope I didn't catch anything :(

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 17:34:26 2017 No.8539981 >>8539975 how much? what was it like?

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 17:37:00 2017 No.8539992 >>8539981 100 bucks for half hour, she was fat and her vagina smelled fishy. But I was lonely so I didn't care. Wore a condom during vaginal along with my boxers, don't care how ridiculous I looked

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 17:42:22 2017 No.8540006 File: 309 KB, 460x351, chinatsu smile.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8539992 >100 bucks for half hour, >she was fat and her vagina smelled fishy

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 17:52:25 2017 No.8540033

>>8539992
did you know she was gonna be fat? did you use backpage or something? weren't there pictures? was the picture wrong? did you go to her place or a hotel or she came to yours? was it awkward? did you use your real phone or a burner?

a friend of mine wants to know.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 17:55:23 2017 No.8540048 >>8540033 >a burner Lmao he wasn't selling guns to Russians

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 18:01:10 2017 No.8540061 >>8540033 Yeah I knew, found her on backpage with pics, went to her place, and yes it was very awkward. Instant regret.

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 18:02:45 2017 No.8540064

on day 5 of no alcohol. i feel a lot better than when all i could think about was what time i could buy my first drink of the day.
was drinking 375 mL of cheap vodka every day, plus beer, and sometimes going out and having more than that on top of the vodka.
went through withdrawals on tuesday and wednesday, night sweats, nightmares, anxiety, shakes, slurred speech like my tongue was swollen, constant headache, breathing irregularity, guilt, wobbly gait, body pains shifting around from one area to the next. gonna try to keep this going for a few more weeks, 'cause i haven't had even two weeks of no drinks in at least a year, and alcohol makes it harder for me to remember, so it's probably been two years or more.
i'm taking kudzu root pills and milk thistle, substituting the urge to drink something with lots of water, tea, coffee, and mountain dew. also, you guys should get some cardio.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 18:05:28 2017 No.8540069 >>8540064 currently going through withdrawals atm, shit sucks

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 18:11:31 2017 No.8540089 File: 36 KB, 450x600, 1206504219509.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8539992 >vagina smelled fishy ABORT ABORT

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 18:22:38 2017 No.8540126 >>8540069 me too everything is terrifying

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 20:08:51 2017 No.8540477 >>8539954 >glass Just drink it straight out of the fucking bottle. Sometimes I like to put a rubber nipple on the end of mine.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 20:25:52 2017 No.8540559 >>8540477 It's in a plastic bag not a bottle. Also, I lost the enter key from my keyboard when I was cleaning it.

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 21:15:50 2017 No.8540763

is this considered good?

pic related, and
wild turkey 101
are what I drink

it tastes so sweet to me at this point im worried im drinking some kind of glucose flavoured drink

((i had 'kraken' the other day and had to spit it out it was basically sugar syrup))

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 21:17:12 2017 No.8540769 File: 84 KB, 540x720, 43543534534534.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8540763 sry drunk

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 21:18:48 2017 No.8540775 >>8540763 >>8540769 >complaining about sweetness >drinks bourbon ???? Also neither of those are "good".

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 21:36:51 2017 No.8540825 File: 93 KB, 400x267, drunkdude.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8539091 Got a bottle of Cruzan 151 tonight. In an hour I am gonna be OP's picture.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 21:39:27 2017 No.8540829 >>8540775 can you explain?

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 21:40:56 2017 No.8540835 >>8540775 is there a good hard liquor that isn't so sweet?

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 21:43:35 2017 No.8540839

>>8540829
Whiskeys are made of many different grains.

Corn is just one of many of these grains, and also happens to have the highest sugar content when all is said and done.

Bourbon legally requires the liquor to be made from at least 51% corn.

If you are drinking bourbon, you are drinking what is guaranteed to be the sweetest of whiskeys.

>>8540835
Consider gin.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 21:46:29 2017 No.8540847 >>8540839 >>8540839 i think it has got to be gin. canadian whisky/rye is just 'brown vodka' and also kinda sweet I'm thinking navy gin with angustura bitters (pink gins) classic Gin reconmenndations?

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 21:50:48 2017 No.8540854

>>8540847
Depends on your price range.

For a cheaper gin, New Amsterdam is good price/taste ratio.

I'd imagine there are plenty who love to hate it because it's popular, but Bombay Sapphire is perfectly fine if you find it on sale.

Avoid Seagram's and Tanq (although Tanq has a "10" variation or something of the sort that is wonderful).

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:01:30 2017 No.8540866 no one cares that you're an alcoholic, op. fuck off.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:03:36 2017 No.8540871 >>8540854 mm. those are the cheapest ones here in canada. what is like one up?

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:11:48 2017 No.8540886

>Lifelong friend got engaged
>Am a social failure and she used to have a serious thing for me years ago
>Always play make-believe in my head that one day we'd try seriously dating and it'd work out
>Now realize I'm probably going to get invited to her wedding to the chumpiest dude to ever chump
Dunno if I'll be able to.
Good for her regardless.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:14:54 2017 No.8540889 File: 54 KB, 657x788, feel guy noose.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8540886 ugh why do you give me these feels

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:17:34 2017 No.8540895

I have decided to quit drinking after a friend told me a couple of days ago that I spectacularly embarrassed myself in public on Friday. I also tried to pick up a girl who has a bf, even though when I was sober I genuinely only wanted to dance with her and didn't really have a thing for her. Anyways, ended up being a shitshow of a night and I'm now quitting drinking. Been fun while it lasted but I think I needed a wake up call like this to get my life on track again.

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:22:52 2017 No.8540909
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>>8539975
>Shiner bock
Recent German immigrants to English speaking areas exclusively have rights to drinking Shiner Bock without being called short-means trash
t. currently drunk German man.

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:35:21 2017 No.8540949

>>8539992
>100 bucks for half hour, she was fat and her vagina smelled fishy.
I pay three times that and get fit women. Holy hell dude, did you hire one of those "agency" girls? You maybe have unwittingly aided in sexual slavery. Always go with the independent lasses.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:36:33 2017 No.8540952 >>8540895 Don't quit, that story you posted is no reason to quit. You messed up because you were drunk, very viable excuse. People will forgive you for your transgressions. Learn from the social blunder and keep down the glorious path that is booze.

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:36:48 2017 No.8540953
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>>8540895
that is no good reason to stop you fag.

some normies didnt want you to have fun or dance with a qt? dancing with a qt is called fucking NORMAL

flirting is NORMAL

get a better crowd and be yourself. if you change for that lame crowd i promise you you're gonna be upset in about 2 years

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:39:47 2017 No.8540965

Does anyone else not even really feel the alcohol anymore? I don't know how to explain it. Like physically i don't feel it even if I continue drinking but mentally it seems my inhibitions get lower and lower. But I don't feel it. Wonder if it has anything to do with the massive benzo addiction I had back in the day

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:45:13 2017 No.8540984

>>8540965
What are you drinking? Beer or liquor? Sounds like your tolerance is developing nicely. The third sentence makes a lot of sense for a developing boozer, check out prime for life and they can explain it better, basically your two tolerances are spreading out which is normal. I cant comment on drug use so much, since Ive only ever done weed and a touch of coke.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:49:45 2017 No.8540994 just did a vomit

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:54:34 2017 No.8541001 >>8540994 pad your stomach, eat a bit before drinking. Helps to go the distance, also puke and rally is an old thing so try it out

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:56:26 2017 No.8541007 >>8541001 i think i would vomit anything up i tried to eat

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:59:10 2017 No.8541016 >>8541007 when you can hold it down, drink water, im talking 2L worth, you might actually wake up feeling rad. : D nothing at all wrong with vomiting

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 22:59:22 2017 No.8541019

>>8541007
Hungover? Or drink to much tonight? If its a hangover, time is your friend. Otherwise eat some before you power drink, it helps so much. If your trying to fight a hangover, best bet is go balls deep back into it and drink a few drinks and switch your digestive track back into the quicker form of alcohol and then try to eat some. Other wise deal with a lingering hangover

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:00:43 2017 No.8541025
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>>8540965
how much benzos?

im kinda on this. sometimes i have 10 drinks with my benzos and i feel normal (god knows how im acting)

honestly, when i feel that way i just want to feel drunk so end up finishing 500ml more of whisky

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:01:19 2017 No.8541026 >>8541016 yeah i've been drinking a fair bit of water

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:03:49 2017 No.8541037 >>8541025 i was fucked up man. the most i ever took was 160mg of clonazepam and i didn't even feel it that much. my usual nightly dose was around 40mg but i never drank any alcohol with it.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:07:13 2017 No.8541049 File: 51 KB, 595x447, 1485727764864.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8540889 holding in feels is dangerous anon also i forgot how much of a fucking headache day drinking will give you, fuck

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:09:17 2017 No.8541056 >>8541049 if you don't quit drinking it wont give you a headache. I love day drinking though, its nearly magical

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:12:34 2017 No.8541065

>>8540952
>>8540953
No man, apparently I wouldn't stop bothering her. I think at some point I also turned into a supreme gentleman telling people I was just being nice to her. Fuck.

On top of this, when I get black out drunk I get alcohol induced depression. I'm a genuinely happy go lucky type of person, my life is pretty sweet for the most part. Apparently that night I started freaking the fuck out and well...crying. Yeah, I don't even remember the last time I cried, must have been many many years so I was super surprised when my friend told me the day after. I also made a fool of myself in my favorite bar, if it was anywhere else it would have been okay but this is a place where people know me and I know everyone... :/

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:13:09 2017 No.8541068 >>8540965 I know what you mean. I can notice my behaviour changing but I don't find my mind altered in the way I used to.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:14:15 2017 No.8541071 File: 650 KB, 2322x2850, Oliver-Reed.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8539094 I don't want to live forever. Being an oldfag is it's own hell. I want to die young hence the ludicrous amount of drinking that I do.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:15:21 2017 No.8541074 >>8541071 And yes, I am well aware Oliver Reed did not die young.

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:15:56 2017 No.8541082

Well, I made it about a month of nodrink. Took a sleeping pill, downed a bottle of wine, passed out, pissed myself, cleaned up, passed out, pissed myself again. Woke up guilty as fuck. I thought I was doing pretty good until last night.

My tolerance went to shit apparently. I used to down a bottle as a nightcap after finishing ~375ml vodka.

>>8540895
Don't worry. There are more embarrassing things. Just drink alone. It's what I had to do to avoid the anxiety. My friends think I'm so well put together now (kek) because no one is around to witness my idiocy.

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:19:23 2017 No.8541089

>>8541082
I have one drinking rule in life in that I will never drink alone. I genuinely can't have a good time when I go out alone and other than having 1 beer with dinner at home I feel it's pointless to drink if I'm not going to be socializing at the same time.

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:30:36 2017 No.8541122

>>8541089
>going out

I used to go out drinking. But over time the anxiety got to be too terrible, so I can't any more. Every time was me losing my shit the next day worse and worse--wondering what I had done, who I needed to apologize to, who I should simply avoid, where I couldn't go back to again. It just wasn't worth it. A lot of times I hadn't done anything at all. But the fear was unbearable.

Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:32:34 2017 No.8541137

>>8541089

I don't typically drink outside of my house because restaurants and bars charge way too much for drinks.

I make well over the median US salary, but fuck wasting money on a location.

That being said, it's not like I have anyone to invite to my place for drinks anyway.

Fuck.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:35:30 2017 No.8541152 >>8541122 Yeah well now I genuinely have a reason to avoid my favorite bar... >>8541065 >>8541137 Start smoking weed instead. It's a lot better than drinking if you want to do something alone.

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:44:02 2017 No.8541178 >>8541137 >I make well over the median US salary I severely doubt that...

>>	Anonymous Sat Feb 4 23:47:04 2017 No.8541187 >>8541178 It is what it is, friend. >>8541152 Weed laws are fucked in Texas. I can't risk it.

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>>8541065
yeah I asked because i bother em too, but without realizing, just because of desperation?boredom?freud? Then i don't really believe, but also know, why they say stop? BUt I don't really realize why they care so much? but I keep going?

i kept msging pic related for way to long when i should have just been putting together my suicide.

The point I'm trying to make is that I should have killed myself that day, but here I am. Not happy to be alive. It was an expensive mistake.

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 00:11:26 2017 No.8541253 >>8541214 Wtf? Man I have no idea what you're on about but I'm definitely not suicidal.

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 00:11:27 2017 No.8541254 File: 216 KB, 715x711, 1485779081178.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] after you don't have an answer to 'why live?' Learn never to talk Learn only to get drunk

Anonymous Sun Feb 5 00:28:59 2017 No.8541310

I literally became a alcoholic because of world of warcraft, back in 2004

I would spend my evening raiding with my "buddies", so I always had to buy beer before we began.
Stopped playing the game a few years after, but kept drinking, 8 to 12 beers every single day.

I managed to quit because I was sick and tired of being... sick and tired

I joined /fit/ and it saved my life.
I can't say that I'm "cured" of my alcoholism because I still get drunk every now and then (like once or twice a month), but the big difference is I stopped drinking alone.
I will admit that I still drink almost daily, but only 1 to 3 beers a day top, which isn't much for a 6'0 220lbs man.

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 00:57:51 2017 No.8541379 >>8539452 >30% of americans dont drink Holy shit, I would have assume like 10% 8 or 9th decile depending on whats going on over the weekend

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 01:00:56 2017 No.8541385 >>8540763 >it was basically sugar syrup Its black rum, what do you want from it?

Anonymous Sun Feb 5 02:01:28 2017 No.8541504

don't drink regularly but when i drink i get trashed as quickly as i can.
end up blacking out for a couple of hours and waking up panicking that i've abused my family or boss over the phone, or told people i feel suicidal.
i get scared every time i wake up after a blackout, and slow down the next time i drink, but it never feels good enough until i'm too trashed to control myself.
tfw

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 02:23:21 2017 No.8541545 File: 17 KB, 600x434, 1483714901178.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8539117 how do you prevent a hangover? I smoke which makes things worse

Anonymous Sun Feb 5 02:27:26 2017 No.8541558

>>8541545
Drink clear liquors with lots of water alongside. Potato vodka is ideal for this; a good liter bottle is $15. You might have to change your habits if you're a sipper and don't like vodka, but if you just want to consume alcohol then shots of vodka with a chaser are easy enough to do.

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 02:29:54 2017 No.8541563 >>8541558 thanks, I tried Smirnoff 1818 as a sipper but it gives me heartburn, maybe I should try Gin, but thats nasty on its own

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 02:36:30 2017 No.8541578 >>8541545 I quit smoking a few years ago... never wake up feeling like total death anymore

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 02:42:08 2017 No.8541596 >>8541563 I have awful acid reflux and carbonated beers really aggravate it, so I mostly drink nitro beers. Very smooth and easy on the esophagus, but still give a nasty hangover.

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 02:43:41 2017 No.8541602 >>8541596 I started drinking lite beers, but they work best on a semi empty stomach, hangovers are a lot better than on normal beer

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 03:16:37 2017 No.8541669 >>8540866 nice

Anonymous Sun Feb 5 06:57:43 2017 No.8542004

>>8539094
>>8539097
Only one in three of heavy drink develop severe or life threatening health problems and then you've got the organ transplant thing. So actially while I'm not encouraging heavy drinking as far as statistics go you have more of a chance of living despite heavy drinking that is unless you drink your BAC up to obscene levels. I think statistically heavy smoking is far more life threatening than heavy drink.

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 07:00:28 2017 No.8542011 >>8541596 You just have to throw up after drinking beer? I have that and it annoys me so much. I can easily down hard liquors but beer makes me gag. Even brushing my teeth deep gives me a gag reflex. I should ask a doctor about it.

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 09:55:03 2017 No.8542329 >>8539452 Used to be 10th, now sober. >>8539614 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Standard_drink >>8539756 .37540.8 = 12 (French) standard drinks. Or 8.5714285714286 US standard drinks.

Anonymous Sun Feb 5 11:22:18 2017 No.8542526

>>8539562
Surrounded by alcohol my whole life because parents were really into drinking even though they weren't alcoholic. I know this because they stopped when I came around, but they still had booze all over the place.

Never curious to try any, was total straight edge in high school along with my friends even though we didn't use the faggoty label of it.

First drink at 18 after graduation from HS. Tried to drink as much as I could and puked along with my other friend.

College. Don't drink very much the first year, but when I do I get fucking wasted. Second year move into house with friends and then all bets are off. Start the daily drinking with this other guy that's been going on like 9 years now, the last 3 without any breaks pretty much.

Basically I just enjoyed it a lot from the beginning, and then I partially used it as a social crutch. The point came where I was just like fucking whatever and then I never stopped. It's caused me a bit of trouble but I don't really regret it. Don't do it though if you aren't already there.

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 11:28:29 2017 No.8542542 >>8540033 LOL >DID YOU USE A BURNER JESUS CHRIST LMAO

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 11:31:35 2017 No.8542551 >>8542011 Try sucking some cock to get over it,, you can train yourself.

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 11:50:46 2017 No.8542601 >>8539992 >Live in eastern europe >Cheap whores >Shit wages so it cancels out >Considering a hooker >They will all be russian skinny as shit whores But then I fap and continue drinking and lose the impulse to see a whore

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 11:59:40 2017 No.8542621 File: 48 KB, 492x572, 1474452276642.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8540033 >a burner Dude he wasn't dealing drugs rofl

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 12:01:26 2017 No.8542627 >>8540048 >>8542542 >>8542621 >I enjoy committing crimes with the same cell phone I use for legitimate activity Whatever makes you happy

Anonymous Sun Feb 5 12:15:19 2017 No.8542658

>caring what people at bars think about you

I don't like going out to bars because of how expensive it is, but when i do i almost always make an ass of myself. I have no problem going back in the next day like nothing happened. If the bartender or waitress brings up something you did cringey from the night before/last week, just look up and say, "oh yeah?" or something subtle to let them know you couldn't be bothered to care about your actions. I have like 3 friends, i could care less if a handful more of people i'll never be friends with don't care for me.

>inb4 fedora
i already know

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 12:34:00 2017 No.8542707 >Didn't see one. For a reason dumbass

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 12:37:07 2017 No.8542716 >>8542627 >crimes If the woman is above the age of consent then how is it a crime

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 12:44:44 2017 No.8542730 >>8542716 Hooking is illegal in some countries. So is being a John. The moar u know

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 13:11:52 2017 No.8542797 >>8542716 Paying someone for sex is illegal in most of the US, and many countries.

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 13:41:45 2017 No.8542898 >>8542797 Why? I literally don't understand the reasoning behind it

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 13:43:31 2017 No.8542906 >>8542898 Because women aren't smart enough to know what's best for them, and sex is sinful t. American Lawmakers

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 13:46:06 2017 No.8542918 >>8542906 I only agree with the first part, but I don't agree with the outcome, it's a legit profession if they want to get into it.

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 13:50:59 2017 No.8542932 >>8539094 I've always said if I live to 30 I've fucked up somewhere. >tfw 29 in three days

Anonymous Sun Feb 5 15:41:17 2017 No.8543278

>>8542918
Tell that to your local lawmaker then. Seriously if you're murican, there'll be a wave of new laws and deregulations, and it'd be a great way to CREATE JOBS, so call the deputy or whomever.

Some feminist claim women should have the freedom to do what they want with their body, some other are against prostitution because it's exploitation of women. (Same shit with Muslim veil.)

Pick your side, you'll be both with and against feminists concerning the legality of prostitution. Sorry you won't be able to follow whatever /pol/ tells you like a red piled sheep.

>>8542932
Alcohol kills slowly and painfully.

Anonymous Sun Feb 5 16:07:56 2017 No.8543346

So do you folks just not taste the alcohol anymore?

I barely drink, maybe a hefeweizen a week and that's it. But I drank some wine the other day and all I got was acetone, my friend insisted that she tasted strawberries though.

I'm a pussy when it comes to drinking, but I do wish I could taste what everyone else does with whisk(e)y or rum

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 19:35:39 2017 No.8543852 >>8543346 The majority of the flavor comes from the smell, speaking of wine or bourbon. Spend a second smelling and take smaller sips and you'll start to get more of the subtleties

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 19:55:46 2017 No.8543902 got about a quarter of a 60oz left, might try and drink it in an hour or so. even though i just got done going through withdrawals

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 20:02:38 2017 No.8543929 >>8543902 Do you have work tomorrow?

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 20:15:23 2017 No.8543963 >>8540895 >I spectacularly embarrassed myself in public on Friday >I also... Yeah so what was the thing you did when you were drunk?

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 20:19:44 2017 No.8543973 >>8543929 nah lad NEET

Anonymous Sun Feb 5 20:22:58 2017 No.8543984

>>8539094
I don't really care. I feel like I'm biologically programmed wrong and whatever I will achieve or experience will never actually result in happiness.
I have a girlfriend who I've lived with for 3 years, she hates booze and drugs, only person I've ever met who has absolutely no addictive personality traits at all.
I have a flawed personality. I get very emotional and angry and lose all of my logical thinking and turn cruel in a matter of seconds. I have no motivation to do anything, it's like my brain was installed without the chemical reaction that causes ambition, I seriously don't know how ambition feels.
Now my girlfriend is out of town, I'm partying the second day in a row, currently getting blasted and waiting for my crack to dry out so I can achieve full trash status.

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 20:29:19 2017 No.8544003 >>8543963 Read >>8541065

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 21:13:50 2017 No.8544099 >>8543973 You aren't gonna break out of being a NEET if you get drunk all the time

Anonymous Sun Feb 5 21:23:11 2017 No.8544120

>>8539094
Been going into a mental decline for the last 9 years. Haven't been diagnosed, won't get diagnosed.

Probably dysthymia, suffer from what resembles EHS. Occasionally hear stuff.

Not afraid of death, susceptible to heart issues and cancer and have also had large exposure to asbestos.

Extremely low productivity and probably won't make it into university.

Didn't mean to go off topic, just need to say it as it is. Having a mental disorder in this day and age is like a badge of honour which holds back people with real issues. Also makes them wonder if their issues are valid.

Me: I want to kill myself
Others: stop being an attention seeker. There are others will REAL issues.

I can't even make a crack at suicide without normies telling me to "shut up, suicide and depression are a serious topic" they know nothing.

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 21:24:02 2017 No.8544125 >>8543973 >NEET >getting drunk I don't understand. How do you fund such behavior if you're literally doing nothing with your life? How can you possibly justify that to yourself, unless you're some sort of trust-fund kiddie?

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 21:32:45 2017 No.8544143 >>8544125 >How can you possibly justify that to yourself, by telling myself i'll kill myself when my funds run out if not sooner wasn't always a pathetic neet and have always been fairly cheap in other areas of life

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 21:34:32 2017 No.8544150 File: 28 KB, 480x360, i don't need it.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I'm going to go a week of sobriety. Day 2 is going pretty rough.

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 21:36:15 2017 No.8544157 >>8544125 Not that guy but I'm need and my girlfriend works. I am also an alcoholic although I've been controlling it very well recently.

Anonymous Sun Feb 5 23:14:15 2017 No.8544371

>>8539562
Overwhelming stress in my life

I had always been a drinker but I think I crossed the line when my life hit the fan.

>Mom going through horrible health issues
>Girlfriend broke up with me for a CHANCE at a shitbag ( I also realized further down the line that I am way better than both of them)
>Friends moved away
>Great Aunt died (like my grandmother, she was the only person holding the family together)
>Financial issues
>Delayed Promotion
>New Job gave me crazy hours with increased loneliness/isolation

Damn that was a rough year for me. Pretty much recovered for the most part minus the alcohol.

>>	Anonymous Sun Feb 5 23:41:13 2017 No.8544452 >>8544143 had to run grab a mickey so i could fall asleep tonight tomorrow gonna be sober tho

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 11:10:22 2017 No.8545613 How the hell do I stop myself from saying and doing stupid shit when I'm drunk? Is it even possible?

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 11:20:12 2017 No.8545640

>>8545613
It's possible but I don't think it's possible for most people, including myself. Over the years I've said some pretty stupid shit. I however knew a guy who drank just as much as I do, egregiously and daily, who literally always had his shit in order, never flew off the handle, never said anything that weird ever and that guy would get fucking seriously drunk every day.
Don't know what to say about it, but he just had zen like control, like a fuckin magic.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 11:22:17 2017 No.8545646

>>8545613
Drink 8-12% instead of 40%.
I drink daily but mostly ignore 40% because I will wake up gravely injured with all my shit gone.

Last incident was 8 shots of 80% shine and I swan dived into a concrete stair. About one inch further and my neck would'be been toast. Still hurts every morning 2 months later.
Fractured something in my left knee at that point, couldn't walk or stand for days, was crawling to the bathroom.
Then we drank shine again two nights later and I found an ice patch and fractured my right knee.
Hobbled around and crawled for a week. Kind of wish my neck went instead to end the alcoholism but here I am drinking again.

But it's only beer or malt garbage for me now.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 11:24:51 2017 No.8545656

>>8545640
>>8545646

I've been getting bruises on my arms lately when drinking, I didn't even get black out drunk like I even remember going to bed, and then 5 hours after waking up I notice some bruises on my arms like wtf.

But it's about saying stupid shit or doing stupid shit like getting fuckign angry pissed off like shit and writing angry emails to a uni professor, when I'm sober I know I should never do that shit, when drunk I simply don't care, is it even possible to start caring when drunk

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 11:35:45 2017 No.8545675

>>8545640
Think it depends on your personality honestly and what you do when you are drinking. I have been a little too honest in my thoughts about certain things and people when drinking in a group but nothing too bad.

When I get drunk on my own (which is pretty often) I just sit and chill, either listen to music, play video games, or watch a film or something. If I want to be sociable I shitpost here. I am pretty relaxed most of the time anyway, so that must translate into what I am like when I am drinking. Seen friends get violent and do really stupid stuff when drinking, and heard about them drunk dialing people when drinking alone or emailing people they shouldn't be / posting shit on facebook etc. For some reason i just never have the urge to do that.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 11:41:00 2017 No.8545685
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>>8545656
I know all about it.
This is permanent and I still have no idea what I hit. Came from the moonshine though.
Didn't feel shit or know that it happened until I woke up bloody.
Sad part is I have more like this.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 11:44:01 2017 No.8545689
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>>8545656
Some people are dicks anyways. Spend some time alone instead.
I fucking hate people that impose on others so this isn't my place to give polite advice.
If it isn't the 40% alcohol, it's you.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 11:46:28 2017 No.8545693

>>8545689

I am a giant asshole but I don't talk to people if I can help it, since I'm a schizoid, and I almost always drink alone, it's just occasions, like with family etc.
And vodka is standard for men to drink, wine for women.

But I need to know how to control myself when I'm drunk, it's very easy when I'm sober, practically impossible when drunk

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 11:50:09 2017 No.8545701 >>8545693 just b urself

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 11:51:17 2017 No.8545703

>>8545693
It's easy as piss for me and I'm autistic.
I would just eat before you drink on these occasions.
No poor man eats a meal before drinking, but maybe you should consider it. It'll fucking destroy your alcohol, but it might be worth a try.

We all love vodka but try going for 12% on those days. It's the only way to get rid of fucked up shit happening. I've had some bad fucking days before I switched to weaker shit.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 11:51:26 2017 No.8545704 >>8545701 That's the problem?

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 11:58:09 2017 No.8545718

>>8545703

Thanks, yeah that might be an option when I'm in company.

I just sometimes get really pissed off when drunk (rarely when in company, almost always when I'm alone), usually when I'm doing some uni work, or suddenly think about some uni work or somethign related to a class, and I get angry, and I send some email.
It hasn't been a major problem yet, but I am afraid one email will trigger it and I'll be fucked, I need to contain the problem, and since I drink daily, you'd think I would have learned to do shit about it but nope

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 12:01:48 2017 No.8545728 >>8539452 Sixth-Seventh Decile

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 12:08:27 2017 No.8545747

>>8545718
I get pissed off all day every day at nothing because autism, sudden rages 3 times a day, but I never break anything or talk to anyone because I have no human contact except here.

Stay alone honestly. The only regret you will have is bitching at mods til they ban you for a couple days.
They're my newfag punching bags, I had fun last night but at least I didn't get all-boarded.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 12:19:07 2017 No.8545789

>>8545747
>Stay alone honestly.

I'm schizoid, I love to be alone, I love not having anyone around me, though I function completely normally in company I just don't want to be in one.
But the anger isn't the way you describe it, I guess? I get annoyed at something, and then it just escalates, but it's almost always a real thing to get annoyed at you know? It doesn't appear just out of the blue.

It's quite weird, since when I'm sober, I never get angry, like literally never, it's weird how it happens

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 12:21:12 2017 No.8545791 >>8545789 Life of a drinker. I laugh when I get banned but I scream when my eggs stick to the pan (every single fucking time.)

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 13:04:50 2017 No.8545879 19 and never drank before where to start?

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 13:07:01 2017 No.8545885 >>8545879 Just don't start. Attitudes are going to change in like 20 years where doing any kind of drug whatsoever is frowned upon anyway. No one will drink or smoke. I do both of course.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 13:09:40 2017 No.8545891

>>8545885
>Attitudes are going to change in like 20 years where doing any kind of drug whatsoever is frowned upon anyway

lol. Humans will always poison themselves if it makes them feel good. also, marijuana is and has been on the rise of being more socially acceptable. I could see people being more tolerant of pot but people will never stop drinking alcohol. That's absurd.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 13:12:28 2017 No.8545900 >>8545891 Yeah I know, I was just saying shit.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 13:14:19 2017 No.8545906 >>8545879 cheap lager like everyone else? just experiment cause you might like or hate anything

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 13:15:40 2017 No.8545910 >>8545879 everclear unless u some lil bitch pussy ass nigga

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 13:31:53 2017 No.8545950 >>8545879 Get a lot of different beers, try them all, see which one fits you. Then start drinking that. You will be doing the same for vodkas sooner than you might think

>>	54m50n !qoThYyhabg Mon Feb 6 14:30:24 2017 No.8546121 >tfw it's not even midday yet and I'm already wasted off some Bulleit Rye trying to decide if I want to get delivery or go outside while this drunk at midday on a Monday

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 14:41:35 2017 No.8546146

>>8546121
Man I just can't take it having to drink liquor all the time. I was like that for a year. It seriously is like living life on hard mode for no reason. Shaking every morning, the paranoia and panic, the having to choke down vodka in the morning. The drinking through the puking.
I still drink everyday but now it's mostly just beer and wine.
Good to see you stopping by in here though and well wishes as always.

>>	54m50n !qoThYyhabg Mon Feb 6 14:46:47 2017 No.8546159 >>8546146 I 420blaze a lot as well, so no puking for me. gives me the munchies though, which is why I'm in my current predicament

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 14:57:45 2017 No.8546186 >>8546159 Order delivery, but try a new place.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 14:58:43 2017 No.8546190 >>8546186 Dude, this.

>>	54m50n !qoThYyhabg Mon Feb 6 15:04:28 2017 No.8546206 >>8546186 it's too expensive though. I'll probably just go to Subway, as it's cheap and just around the corner

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 15:06:22 2017 No.8546212 >>8546206 go back to r9k

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 15:11:21 2017 No.8546220 >>8545879 I started by taking shots of straight Bacardi 151 as a dare. Had never even had a beer. I think I became a man that day.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 15:27:22 2017 No.8546268

Was at a Super Bowl party with neighbors and had 2 pints of bud light and 2 pints of coffee stout and my head felt like shit for a solid 8 hours.
Its fucking weird because I probably am developing a problem since I enjoy the taste of oaky and barley notes too much but for some reason ive never gotten piss drunk or even past the point of discomfort.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 15:40:02 2017 No.8546309

>>8545879
>where to start?
Beer and wine. Buy a can of each of these types:
-lager (shit like kronenburg, bud light)
-IPA (cheapest shit is usually Alexander Keiths but look at Laguintas or another local IPA for some quality)
-pilsner (Warsteiner, Pilsner Urquell)
-wheat beer (Schneider Weisse, Erdinger)
-stout/porter (Guinness, Great Lakes Edmund Fitzgerald Porter)
-dark ale/abbey ale (Rochefort 8, Chimay Blue Cap)
And see which one you like. For wine just start with a decent dry white like a sauvingon blanc or a pinot grigio and then move up into reds like cabsav, merlot, ripasso, etc.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 15:57:23 2017 No.8546357

Sup guys, I'm two weeks sober today, after 23 years of daily drinking up to 3 bottles of vodka every day of my life. I had to go into hospital for the first week as the DTs were so bad. Hallucinating and shit. Legit scared the shit out of me. I know that if I go back now, it will kill me. I am done with this shit forever. Escape are you still can. Best wishes all, stay strong. Get through the first week of sleepless, confusing, painful, delirious hell, and you're halfway there. Peace all.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 16:16:24 2017 No.8546400 >>8546357 You know what? I'll just have a glass of wine.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 16:35:44 2017 No.8546436 File: 947 KB, 2880x1800, 1467714933083.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8546357 having a beer here or there once in a while ain't done no harm to anyone

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 16:38:10 2017 No.8546438 Posting straight up drunk kino to put on the stereo while you're tying them on. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JIHMN1rFi9s

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 16:41:15 2017 No.8546446

>>8546357
>up to 3 bottles of vodka every day
Are you the guy who posted pics of his bin full of empty handles, labelled in £, a few weeks ago? I think you told us about a diet your doctor gave you to survive the abuse of alcohol.
If so, I'm glad you made it out alive, I was worried.

Congratulations anyway, stay strong Anon.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 16:41:59 2017 No.8546448 >>8546446 Weeks or months, I have shit perception of time.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 17:05:56 2017 No.8546504

>>8544125
Not him but I buy my booze with my dole money and drink on average 3-4 nights a week, quite heavily. I'm 28 and still live at home and I've been forced to go on some course recently. It seems like I might get a job real soon, possibly next week. It's scary for me having anxiety and borderline depression but I know I need to do this and get work experience before it's too late. Who knows, I might even go to college at some point and get a fucking life. I'm not an alcoholic but I drink often out of boredom, plus it's the only time I feel half happy. I'll be a wagecuck soon enough doing nothing at the weekend but drinking on my own every friday and saturday night after working at a shit factory all week like a slave. Better than being a NEET? I'll soon find out.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 18:42:50 2017 No.8546833 alright lads, I'm quitting tomorrow

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 18:58:01 2017 No.8546889

>>8541545
I switched to light beer, because I figure if I'm drinking all night anyway...

With that, I stay more hydrated per fl oz of booze, which I've noticed a difference in lack of hangovers from previous non-light macros. Food before or at the front end, keep a steady pace, drink water before sleeping, and sleep in.

Also helps if you have a job, because you're going to be hungover if you drink aaall day as opposed to getting off work at 5 and starting up sometime around 6.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 18:59:57 2017 No.8546893 >>8546504 >I buy my booze with my dole money Son of a bitch.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 19:03:45 2017 No.8546904

>wife had a medical emergency on Friday
>was going back and forth from the hospital, her parents' house and our house all weekend
>didn't drink at all Friday or Saturday since I was driving all around
>thought it might be chance to get a sober streak going
>she came home on Sunday (and is okay)
>had 5 beers
>that is fewer than the usual 8-10, but it looks like i'm back on the wagon
>at least i didn't get bad withdrawals, so i feel like i'm not totally fucked

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 19:05:14 2017 No.8546910 >>8546833 See you tomorrow.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 19:31:25 2017 No.8547010

>>8546446
Yeah that's me. I really got in a state there for a while, I was using all sorts of shit on top of all the alcohol. By the final few months of it I couldn't stand up and could barely speak, ended up in jail, in hospital and in a loony bin. I'm still looking at six months inside for something which I have not yet been to court. Either it ended or I was going to. Still, to have made it to 1/4 of a century and still be around to tell the tale? I suppose I shouldn't complain, and after The shit I've just been through, I really think I'm off satan's sauce for good.
Good luck all.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 19:32:28 2017 No.8547020 >>8547010 what you goin in for?

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 19:36:44 2017 No.8547035
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>>8539091
>tfw I drank seven of these one night and went to the store the next morning to buy seven more
>drank them while my liver was still saturated with booze because it helps you get drunk easier
>also finished off a bottle of 99 apples
>said shit I regret to people I shouldn't even be talking to on facebook
Then to top it off I completely lost all memory of that day and the next 3 days in a row I had acidic diarrhea that was burning my lower intestines and asshole. It's been 7 days since then and my gut is just now returning to normal. I was able to resist the temptation to drink though. All it took was extremely painful diarrhea.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 19:49:47 2017 No.8547074 >>8547035 >talking to people you actually know on the internet while fucking wasted Yeah, pretty much ruined my life. I'm really lucky it didn't get worse.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 19:59:18 2017 No.8547106 I get heartburn when I don't drink. I don't get heartburn if I drink. This makes me want to drink more.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 20:10:09 2017 No.8547140 Getting a bit worried I might have some fucked up type of cancer lads Bit worried

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 20:15:13 2017 No.8547161 tempting to go to the liquor store again tonight prolly should not

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 20:18:18 2017 No.8547174 How do I stop. I can't stop my skinny fat pouch from getting worse because booze singlehandedly blows my diet. There's just nothing like that first swig while you're in the kitchen or at the table.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 20:23:49 2017 No.8547194

>>8539562
My dad died of cancer. I let it be totally okay to get drunk in my parents basement for 3 weeks straight. Then I let it be okay to get drunk alone 3 times a week. Then my uncle got cancer, the same type. Hit the bottle hard for a solid week then. Then I started working more, and making it okay to come in the door and take a couple sips from the bottle to relive stress. I moved in with my gf, so now I have to hide it. I hate it

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 20:23:50 2017 No.8547195

>>8547174
Just try to taper off on beer.
I've "tried" to quit thrice but never really wanted to. Been to meetings and programs and everything. You've got to really want it super bad. To me it seems like you have to want it more than you've ever wanted anything, but I'm not trying to put you off quitting, that's just me.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 20:30:58 2017 No.8547234 >>8542004 You know that 1 in 3 is fucking terrible odds right?

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 20:37:14 2017 No.8547259 stayed home from work today and drank a bottle of vanilla stoli, there was a foot of snow on the ground. THrew up while shoveling my driveway/sidewalk

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 20:45:34 2017 No.8547292

I love all of you, no matter what. You're all beautiful people, and I know some of you need to hear it. No one should constantly sip from the bottle, or live life by the drop. I, as well as many of you, live this reality. The best thing I can do is say that youre all special, and one thing we share is pressing the glass or plastic hole to your lips, or shooting from a glass, we're all masking the monster.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 20:47:20 2017 No.8547302 >>8547234 still, could be worse

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 21:26:05 2017 No.8547421 >>8547140 Why

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 22:30:21 2017 No.8547605 >>8547020 2 drunken hit and run charges and for being a robbery getaway driver. Sigh.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 22:54:01 2017 No.8547681 >>8539159 This is how I am everyday sober, besides the sore hair and shit. I use alcohol to escape from my normal reality, and genuinely enjoy the time I spend drinking compared to sober. Anyone else in this boat?

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 23:04:11 2017 No.8547717 I'm gonna make the whole week totally sober, bros I'm gonna do it

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 23:06:54 2017 No.8547725 >>8547717 good luck bro went to the liquor store an hour ago myself and got a 40oz of liquor have a doctors appt on wednesday cause she was worried about me on tuesday

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 23:09:55 2017 No.8547732

I'd say I'm enamoured with liquor, but how the hell do you guys become alcoholics? Alcohol has very immediately noticable diminishing returns. You go buzzed -> pleasantly drunk -> slightly paralysed -> depths of hell and agony. Liquor begins to taste putrid when you drink too much as well, you have to stay off it for about 3 days before you can enjoy it again.

That's my cycle. I crack open a nice drink every other week, enjoy it a couple of nights in a row, and then stay off the stuff for two more weeks.

Drinking daily sounds like hell.

Also, being sober after too much drunkenness actually feels great. You're finally in control and can perceive things clearly. Being drunk is only rewarding after a long period of being sober.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 23:13:00 2017 No.8547744 >>8547732 kill yourself casual, this isn't the thread for you

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 23:15:17 2017 No.8547751 >>8547732 t. not an alcohol maybe heroin is more your speed

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 23:15:52 2017 No.8547753

>>8547732
When you drink a lot the scale goes Buzzed -> Frustratingly not drunk -> Pleasantly drunk -> No long need to drink for a while

I don't drink every day, I usually give a day between.
But on pure sober days, the boredom is just painful
When I'm drunk, I can put on some music and just sit there listening to it totally focused for hours.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 23:18:49 2017 No.8547766

>>8539452
28 x 25 ml shots per bottle, 3 bottles a day = 84 standard sized drinks/day.
Liver is still fine. Shame about the partial sightedness, brain lesions and imminent dementia though. Not to mention my social life, bank balance and state of my piss, blood, broken glass, ash, puke and shit saturated house. lolalcoholism.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 23:23:09 2017 No.8547780 >>8547766 >>8539452 Just realised this is a weekly chart, not daily. 74 drinks a week is excessive? That's fucking lunch. Try 588 drinks a week.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 23:25:59 2017 No.8547792 >>8547780 Jesus Christ that's like 4L bottles of 40% a day

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 23:34:03 2017 No.8547818

>>8547792
3 70cl bottles of smirnoff. I couldn't even sleep through the night, I would wake up a few hours after going to sleep because Id have gone into withdrawal and needed to top up. I was always drunk. I would wake 2 or 3 times a night just to drink, I'd have a vodka for breakfast, a pint next to my bed which I doubt the moment I woke, and I would drink shots every few minutes throughout the day until I passed out again at some random time in some random place. Near the end the only calories I was getting were from alcohol, as I couldn't keep a single bite of food down.
I will be sober 14 days as of tomorrow, and while I can't sleep for shit, I don't want to die yet, so the party as to be over. Who knows what I'll do now, this is all I've ever known.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 23:35:00 2017 No.8547820 >>8547818 /fit/ can be an alternative for the naturally obsessive It's helping me

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 23:35:59 2017 No.8547825 >>8547818 >I doubt *id down. I think my speech recognition/dictation software doesn't recognise my voice now it's not slurred.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 23:37:42 2017 No.8547834 >>8547820 Thanks anon. Not really doing much more than staying in bed at the moment, it's hard to even stand up without falling over and smacked my head on something, but I'll check it out. Cheers bro.

Anonymous Mon Feb 6 23:46:55 2017 No.8547883

>>8547732
>You go buzzed -> pleasantly drunk -> slightly paralysed -> depths of hell and agony

When I drink socially I also drink stupidly fast. The trick is drinking alone and learning to stay in the "pleasantly" drunk stage by moderating your intake over an extended period.

>>	Anonymous Mon Feb 6 23:51:12 2017 No.8547903 >>8539091 I quit two weeks ago feels pretty good man, but ive lost all desire to hangout with my friends

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 00:06:25 2017 No.8547943 >get told to stay warm by the liquor store clerk last time i heard that line it was to an obvious hobo buying cheap beer feelsbadman

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 00:08:11 2017 No.8547950 >>8547943 This is why I rotate my stores

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 00:18:30 2017 No.8547987

>>8547818
>Pass out at 10 p.m.
>Wake up at 1 withdrawing, take a couple shots and shitpost for an hour
>pass out at 2
>wake up at 5 withdrawing, take a shot and shitpost for an hour
>pass out at 6
>alarm goes off at 8, take a shot and get ready for work, puke it up when I brush my teeth, then take another shot out the door

Those were the worst days of my life. Get well brothers.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 00:27:00 2017 No.8548012 >>8547987 worst day of my life was when i couldnt even remember getting fired for drinking at my work

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 00:33:23 2017 No.8548031

>>8548012
Word. I remember my worst day. Boss said I looked and smelled like I haven't showered in a week and that she knew I'd been showing up wasted for way too long now, finally sent me home to get my shit together. That's the day I checked into medical detox.

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 01:19:45 2017 No.8548168

>>8539094
I can feel chest pain when I lie down pretty often and extremely off-tempo heartbeat occasionally

p sure my heart will go first due to consistent CNS depression

even the anons who say they are not scared of death are instinctually scared imo, every time i've been close to OD'ing on drugs instinctual fear has kicked in

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 01:29:34 2017 No.8548198 >>8539389 Christ that's a lot of sugar for one human to consume every night.

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 01:49:50 2017 No.8548243

>>8547421
ive got this lump in my throat/under my jaw that is growing quite quickly, first appeared 3 days ago,only a little sore to touch, no other signs of illness in my body apart from anxiety from not drinking for 5 days.
the lump is visible in the mirror, and im also scared people are gona be like wtf is wrong with his face.

i hope this thing goes away

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 02:07:16 2017 No.8548280 >>8548243 You'll die from this, and you deserve it you fucking degenerate

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 02:09:07 2017 No.8548287 File: 39 KB, 373x346, 1453466231969.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8548280

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 02:13:52 2017 No.8548295 >>8541310 so aside from the social retardation you're a perfectly healthy adult

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 02:21:37 2017 No.8548314 >>8548243 You might have some kind of dental abscess which can be treated.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 02:29:12 2017 No.8548334 >>8541310 When I decided I had to quit the drugs I bought a WoW subscription, and it helped a lot for a little while. Trying to wow while tripping really is letting your team down

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 02:59:05 2017 No.8548405

>>8547950
Rotating is essential. However one time I lived so fucking close to a store that I didn't even bother. Same Japanese Grandfather running the store every day by himself, saw me buy a case of beer or a bottle of cheap wine every single day. We never talked to each other outside of exchanging thank yous. He might have thought that I died when I moved away because I really went in there every single day for booze.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 03:02:49 2017 No.8548410 >>8548243 Go to the er, dipshit.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 03:05:43 2017 No.8548414 >>8547818 I like how you're bullshitting. no one can drink that much.

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 03:13:56 2017 No.8548421

>>8546893
I know, I'm not proud of it and I don't drink most days at least. It's my only release and enjoyable thing that I do. Technically it is/was disability money rather than the standard 'dole'. I had eyesight problems, pressure around my eyes and anxiety. Like I said I'm actually trying to work now and it could be as soon as next week.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 03:15:06 2017 No.8548425 >>8548414 After a quarter of a century I've built quite the tolerance. Lots of people can drink that much. Your not having met them doesn't make it untrue.

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 03:22:08 2017 No.8548443

>>8548414
Oliver Reed famously drunk I think… 109 pints in one sitting.
Search for shoenice everclear on YouTube, he chugs a litre in seconds. That's a lot more hard-core than three bottles of Smirnoff over 24 hours.
Quantities like this arent unusual amongst AA members. I've probably been drunk for longer than you've been alive.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 03:23:15 2017 No.8548449 being an alcoholic is stupid and if you are an alcoholic you are stupid

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 03:24:18 2017 No.8548452 File: 7 KB, 231x218, theyreontome.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8539580 Kandis?

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 03:27:24 2017 No.8548458 >>8547818 Are you the crazy Smirnoff guy that posted a few photos in here a couple of months ago? If so, glad you are still alive and seemingly on the road to recovery. Good luck m8

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 03:28:44 2017 No.8548462

started drinking at 4pm after an 11 shift where once again i was too much of a coward to say anything to a girl i want to literally marry
depression really just hit me like a stack of bricks
wish i was a psychopath who didnt understand love because i know there are girls who would like to fuck me but im so autistic i focus on one girl
im drinking devils cut straight and tecate because both were on special to make it thread relevant

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 03:34:17 2017 No.8548472 >>8548443 According to several sources Andre The Giant regularly drank 110-156 beers in one sitting. He was literally an alcoholic giant though.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 03:34:43 2017 No.8548473 >>8548443 what's your craziest drunken meal you made?

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 03:39:16 2017 No.8548484

>>8548458
Yeah. Emptied and refilled that box multiple times since I was last here. In fact I had to get a second box, which is full of empties right now.
Thanks man. I'm really desperate to stop before I'm in court. Cold turkey in jail is fucking horrific. So, 14 days sober tomorrow. Longest I've managed since I was 25, 13 years ago. It needs to end.
>>8548473
Fuck knows, most of it ends up spilled all over my carpet/mattress/ceiling. I rarely eat. I might post a few pics of the carnage in coming days.

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 05:18:24 2017 No.8548653

I noticed after a month of sobriety, it gets a lot easier. If you ever plan on taking that road, it gets better. You'll have days where you just don't even think about it and others where you scheme and delude yourself into wanting it.

It always gets better. There's never been a point in someone's life where it was shit from start to finish. Enjoy the small things.

Go out to dinner. Smile. Pick up a hobby. Shoot someone. Go for a drive. Look to always improve.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 05:28:16 2017 No.8548667 >How are the rest of my people doing. I just found out 5 min. ago that it's 5 am in the morning, not 5 pm. I was rushing thinking I was almost late for something. Feeling so fucked in the head right now. I've barely been sleeping for days.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 05:37:32 2017 No.8548679 >>8548653 After a month I always go "eh this sobriety is pretty fucking shit, I think I'm getting wasted".

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 05:39:38 2017 No.8548683 File: 3.73 MB, 5312x2988, 20170202_184226.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8539091 Don't drink vodka on an empty stomach boys. Only been drinking for two years and nearly died, in ICU currently

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 06:07:44 2017 No.8548716

>>8548683
How did you end up there?
Last time I was in hospital detoxing, after three days of it I simply got up and walked out. I don't cope well with the sight of disease at the best of times, and some of the things I saw on the ward were so disgusting that I must've thrown up so hundreds of times over the course of the first 2 1/2 days. My nervous system was on ultra high alert, so anything and everything scared the crap out of me, I could see everything in staggeringly clear, intricate, vivid detail. even the emoticons on my phone, for some reason seemrd sinister and scary, and would make me gasp with fear and give me nightmares. Seeing the horrific array of unimaginably putrid diseases and illnesses people coming in with, was too much. On the third day, as the DTs, Delusions and hallucinations began to reach their peak, I grabbed my coat and wallet, threw my coat over my pyjamas and ran/speed walked 15 miles home. I had planned to get a taxi, but the taxi driver said "if you look like that, stay in hospital" before speeding off before I had a chance to say a single word. Left all my shit in the hospital, clothes, food, it's probably all still there now. I was so scared I just had to get out of there no matter what.
I fucking hate hospitals, you're about to go through some shit. I'm glad I'm past the worst of it, I'm never going back to booze. Never. Even heroin is better, safer, than this.

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 06:11:00 2017 No.8548721

>run out of liquor in the morning
>too lazy to get more from the grocery store, the beers in my fridge should suffice
>fast forward to 3AM
>my god forsaken state forbids buying alcohol past 2AM
>slowly drink through beers throughout the night, sipping through last one right now, but not drunk enough to fall asleep

>>8548683
rip

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 06:24:01 2017 No.8548741
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>>8548716
Began to get jaundice and my very Christian father noticed when I came home for vacation. Good thing he probably saved my life
They don't know how damaged my liver is in full. About a 15% chance I'll have to fly to lafor a transplant
My levels aare on the up and up thanks god but I likely but I can't drink ever again. 23 btw

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 06:34:20 2017 No.8548752

>>8548741
That's messed up. How long have you been drinking? And in what kind of quantities? I can't imagine being that fucked up at such a young age. I was about 33 when I began getting serious physical symptoms. In my case going blind due to alcohol eating chunks of my brain away, leaving around three new, permanent and untreatable holes (brain "lesions") Every three months. Even after finding that out, I didn't stop drinking.
People do need to be careful around vodka, it's a vicious serial killer of a drink.
Get well soon Anon. Hope you don't need that transplant and hope you can bin the booze.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 06:34:23 2017 No.8548753 File: 170 KB, 720x881, 1483192961770.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8548716 Crazy story. Luckily thia is day 8 and we are focusing on.physical therapty so can walk.again. they have me loaded on ativan and librium.

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 06:39:03 2017 No.8548762
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>>8548752
2 years hard (handle of vodka every 3 or 4 days) , just had no appetite and bad genetics. Some guys ont floor have been doing yhat for 20
Trying to turn to god nigga and I want a pupper when I get our

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 06:49:27 2017 No.8548777

>>8548762
> I want a pupper
Ha, I once decided exactly the same thing when I became extremely ill thanks to alcohol. Eventually I decided it wouldn't really be fair because I couldn't walk to the bathroom and back, let alone exercise the thing every day. When I'm better than I do fully intend to get myself a German Shepherd pupper. it's a lonely life being a 'proper' alcoholic. Thanks to Home grocery deliveries and self-employment, I once stayed indoors 24 seven 365 for almost half a decade. Puppers will set us free.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 06:55:50 2017 No.8548787 >>8548484 Good for you man, 14 days sober is good going coming off that amount. Hope things get better for you, only way is up from where you were really.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 06:58:24 2017 No.8548788 >>8547818 How do you feel being sober? Any ill effects from coming off drinking that much? Surely it can't all go back to normal overnight. Hope you are getting help

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 07:15:13 2017 No.8548811

>>8548788
The DTs have been so bad that I don't even know where to start. It's pretty much impossible to put into words how scary, painful and confusing the whole experience has been. The first two days I just shook, puked, had fever, headaches and about 1000 other Typical withdrawal symptoms, but on the third day the hallucinations and deliriousness hit me like a steam train to the face. Incredible how quickly you came on. Even though I'm starting to feel a bit more sane now, I still honestly don't know what I've genuinely experienced over the last couple of weeks, and what was sheer hallucination. It is staggering how vivid and real it all feels. I managed to smash all three of my laptops and my phone. I bought three new phones and a new laptop, and promptly broke those too. I've got no idea how nor what happened, I must've smashed them mid hallucination for whatever reason. My chest of drawers is lying at the bottom of my stairs, smashed into a million pieces, it looks like I must have thrown it down the stairs. I've also chopped out a huge chunk of my bedroom carpet, like 1 m x 3 m worth of carpet has been cut out, with a huge knife left sticking out of the floorboards. No memory of it.
I've been prescribed some large doses of Valium, and that is keeping me just about able to cope. i'm now tapering down the dose of valium and hope to Christ that I can leave this all behind me once and for all, because at this point it really is all nothing. I will die if I don't stop. Feelsbadman. But this day was always going to come. If I do survive this I'll consider myself one of the lucky ones who just about got away with it.

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 07:46:41 2017 No.8548864

I have a question for you guys. I once got really drunk with Vodka when I was like 16, probably my first time getting completely wasted. Since then I've been unable to drink Vodka at all, not even mixed with juice unless it's heavily diluted. Is this just psychological, or is there a physiological explanation for this?

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 07:53:16 2017 No.8548883 >>8539553 If you're in Australia, Hills Apple Cider is God tier

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 08:00:42 2017 No.8548913 >>8548414 People can drink that much You would be surprised. Completely fucks you up though. At one point I was consuming 70-80 units a day. It was the worst.

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 08:01:06 2017 No.8548914

>>8548679
My biggest thing during my sobriety was that I had to be busy. Boredom got me thinking about alcohol again.

Keep busy. No matter what. Kevin O'Leary had a funny but meaningful quip.

"Every day I wake up, I want to be a little richer before I go to bed"

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 08:02:59 2017 No.8548918 File: 55 KB, 621x820, 7703dcb9b70b1837db4727fd5319993fcf36084cd7fb587d4a2498b5dea99c01_1.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8548452 Sorry friendo I am not the one you speak of. Interesting to hear someone else had such a similar path though.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 08:02:59 2017 No.8548919 >>8539452 I literally drink more than 73.85 drinks a week every week. Someone kill me.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 08:15:22 2017 No.8548940 >>8548919 When I was drinking I was at 86 drinks a week. 18 days sober.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 08:16:02 2017 No.8548941 >>8548940 Jesus, keep going.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 08:19:49 2017 No.8548947 >>8547766 25ml vodka is not one standard drink.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 08:26:33 2017 No.8548961 >>8548947 Dunno. Google just tubed me here so I assumed it was correct. http://www.kgbanswers.co.uk/how-many-single-standard-shots-do-u-get-out-of-a-70cl-bottle-of-smirnof-bottle-of-vodka/1946640

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 08:44:10 2017 No.8548985 >>8548961 One UK unit of alcohol isn't the same as one standard drink, which varies between countries but is roughly 45ml vodka in America, or one small beer (the size of a coke can).

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 08:51:54 2017 No.8548997 >>8548985 I'm really bothered with pubs so I don't really know. Isn't one shot considered one drink? That's why I googled how much constitutes one shot. Either way, it was too much, and fuck alcohol eternally.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 08:52:59 2017 No.8549000 >>8548997 *I never really bothered with pubs

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 09:00:03 2017 No.8549014 used to be productive member of society, then lost job used to drink on fri, maybe sat now drink until i pass out almost every other day. starting to feel hot all the time and sweat, should i be worried?

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 09:00:56 2017 No.8549018

>>8548997
Standard drinks are called that because it's a standard amount for someone to drink in one go i.e. one small beer, which happens to be equivalent to 45ml vodka. It's a health term really. A 25ml shot is presumably defined that way for economic reasons. They are not related.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 09:05:34 2017 No.8549025 >>8549014 Id say so. Especially if you get shaky. It can go from manageable to horrific in the blink of an eye. Feverish sweating and feeling too hot is a classic symptom of acute alcohol withdrawal.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 09:05:42 2017 No.8549026 >>8549014 If it really is "almost every other day" i.e. at least a day or more in between, then it's probably your blood pressure. If you're being modest and you're actually drinking more frequently then it's just withdrawal.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 09:07:09 2017 No.8549035 Are there any other Australians in here? What can I drink on a budget that's not goon? The cheapest, nastiest vodka or whiskey is still at least $35 a bottle. I'm just so fucking sick of goon but I still want to have a good 7 or so drinks a night.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 09:07:15 2017 No.8549036 >>8549025 I don't think you know what acute means.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 09:08:56 2017 No.8549040 >>8549036 Err, why...?

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 09:30:59 2017 No.8549077 >>8549025 >>8549026 thanks for the answers anons, guess ill try to lay off for a little bit

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 09:34:36 2017 No.8549084 6 months sober

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 09:44:53 2017 No.8549106 Going to basic on Monday and hopeful that it will be kinda like rehab or the cumulative hangover will kill me. Also I have half a bottle of whiskey do I buy another or beer

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 10:44:34 2017 No.8549256 File: 70 KB, 632x475, reed.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8541074 >61 >not young not that he looked it

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 10:49:47 2017 No.8549272 >>8548449 Nice contribution and opinion bro, really useful.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 10:51:07 2017 No.8549275 >>8549106 Buy another bottle of Whisky

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 10:52:33 2017 No.8549280 >>8539110 try going out drinking with friends and being loud, it's fun. what you have described sounds very sad and very lonely.

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 11:01:28 2017 No.8549297

>>8549280
The truth is both ways are fun, and I've done both hundreds of times. I think it would benefit normies to not be so pussy as to try some introspection by getting hammered alone a few times. If you're afraid it's becoming a habit, just cut it out early. I didn't because I never felt afraid because I didn't feel like I had anything to care for outside of the people I hung out with.
They said when I was young that drinking alone was one of the worst things, and even though I became alcoholic, I don't regret it. All my friends are gone now anyway and I will probably never see them more than once a year.

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 11:43:35 2017 No.8549402

scaredofneckcanceranon here
i went to my doctor, (its not a dental issue)
he behaved weirdly when feeling the lump
it stressed me out
i cant deal with people well, yet alone professional people.
i am now halfway through a box of wine and playing a nostalgic video game, because im sure i might die in a few years, and i may not get a chance to. ill probs seppuku before i die naturally anyway

generational abuse is a thing guys
it fucks people up

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 11:57:50 2017 No.8549437

>>8539562
Unemployed. A lot of freetime and some cash for cheap beer and cosy lonesome nights in front of the computer.
Slowly went from every weekend, to twice a weekend, three times a weekend, plus wednesdays, now it's whenever I can afford it and it's nowhere near as good as it once was.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 12:06:28 2017 No.8549471 >>8547194 I also hide my drinking from the gf. >that feel when she starts cleaning out the bedroom closet or on top of the cabinets where you stash your half bottles

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 12:18:22 2017 No.8549502 >>8548243 Those are your lymph nodes. I think they make white blood cells. They might be infected. Usually they will be fine after a few day ls and the swelling will go down

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 12:39:10 2017 No.8549562

>>8548864
I'd bet everyone has one kind of liquor they can't stand because of bad experiences in the past. For me it's Tequila... I can drink a shot by supressing the gagging but not more. Not sure if it's just psychological because I don't see a point in trying to be able to drink that nasty shit. Wouldn't want to trade with you, vodka is nice.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 12:45:34 2017 No.8549580 >>8549502 its only one node just under my chin to the left its not hot so it doesnt seem infection desu i do not feel sick or anything saddest part is id be happy if it was cancer

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 13:08:47 2017 No.8549635 >stop taking medications >drink copiously for a week so this is the normie life....

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 13:33:51 2017 No.8549707 >>8548811 Was this cold turkey? Don't do that. Obviously you don't have the wherewithal to self taper, but c'mon man, should've done a medical detox.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 13:38:48 2017 No.8549721 >>8549106 I would start your taper NOW. Get the shittiest light macro beer and be strict until you can hopefully go without and have no symptoms of withdrawal. Depending on how far you are, that may not even be possible in this timeframe.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 14:16:14 2017 No.8549836 I've been concidering drinking before work to maybe make it a little more bearable, but I'm worried about the smell. I've heard vodka has little to no odor, is that actually true?

Anonymous Tue Feb 7 15:21:14 2017 No.8549984

>>8547605
>for being a robbery getaway driver

I imagine a GTA cutscene :
>"And here's our driver"
>Camera turns to the door. It opens, a guy falls on the ground. The whole room immediately reeks like a distillery room in a hand sanitizer factory.
>He manage to step up, visibly wasted drunk, mumbling incoherently.
>He walks a few steps towards the group, falls from all his weight on a chair, smashing it.
>It sounds like he's trying to say he's OK, as he climbs onto the next chair.
>He's bleeding profusely from a cut on his face.
>He takes a flask from his pocket, has trouble opening it, he's shaking like a leaf in the autumn wind. It smells like 90° disinfectant.
>He takes a swing of if, barfs it up. Takes another swing, pukes whatever what left in his stomach. He wipes his face of booze, drool and blood. Takes a final swing, this time keeping it down while grimacing.
>"He's the best driver in town."

>>8548716
Sounds like you were under-dosed on benzos. Nightmarish hallucinations are often mixing up with reality. Next time, tell these things to a doc/nurse at the hospital, they're here to help.

>>8549562
Rhum and pastis for me.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 16:29:30 2017 No.8550221 >>8548421 At least you're trying. There are plenty of folks who have literally given up that ought to deserve my ire moreso than you, I suppose.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 16:54:06 2017 No.8550292 Just got fired from my job, broke and hopeless headed nowhere in life. Going to borrow money from my dad to start dealing, flipping packs. I feel like I'm trapped in a hole with no way out

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 17:01:23 2017 No.8550311 >>8550292 what packs lad?

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 17:17:14 2017 No.8550353 >>8548811 >like 1 m x 3 m worth of carpet has been cut out, with a huge knife left sticking out of the floorboards. No memory of it. Jesus fuck.

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 17:56:51 2017 No.8550488 got some beers fml gotta ease those self harm wounds withnalcohol i hate myself and i am playing a kingdom hearts game

>>	Anonymous Tue Feb 7 18:56:46 2017 No.8550688 some black hobo was getting arrested when i went to the liquor store kek

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