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Hiding it from your family during the holidays edition

>> No.8397077

does anyone have substance abuse issues with anything else?
mine is most definitely cocaine

>> No.8397080
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>>8397074
I get them drunk and am the least hungover in the morning so I give them shit about how much they drank.

>> No.8397089
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8397089

You damn alcoholics are so fucking pathetic. What the hell is wrong with you. Stop drinking or else it will continue to adversely affect literally everything about your life. Unless of course you just don't care at all. In that case, just blow your brains out.

>> No.8397090

>>8397077
I'd need to talk to people to have access to illegal substances si no

>> No.8397114

>>8397077

Alcohol. Just but 1.75 L of vodka for $10.

Drank half of it.

>> No.8397125

Just how poorly does alcohol (in very small amounts) interact with drugs like Valium and Prozac?

>> No.8397134

>>8397125
>Very small amounts
Subjective

Also it depends on the individual. Similar to how some people can slam 21 shots and remember everything and others die after 10 shots.

>> No.8397196

>>8397125
>Prozac
Doesn't really.
>benzos
Avoid.

>> No.8397209

I'm running out of money, what's the cheapest shit I can buy that isn't grain alcohol?

>> No.8397400

i've finally got my drinking under control
only once or twice a week now instead of blackout every single night

dropped a few pounds too

it's alright

i really don't want to end up like my mom

>> No.8397421

>>8397125
Do you like seizures?

>> No.8397429

>>8397125
you will have larger memory gaps than normal, you can forget hours and hours

very unsafe

>> No.8397435

>>8397089
If we don't care is it okay if we just continue to drink instead. I'm not going to kill myself. That makes you incorrect. Also, if I do care I will continue to drink too. Us alkis are the ones that get in your face at social events. We grab at your wife's tits and ass our sloppy drunk hands going INSIDE her while you are blabbing on about "Going to be a good financial quarter this year blah blah blah"

Nothing you can do about it, cunt. ;^)

>> No.8397451

>>8397074
Guys, I think I need help.
Not a heavy al/ck/ but for the past months I noticed that drinking gives me insomnia. No matter how drunk I am when I go to sleep, I always wake up around 5am and my mind is just buzzing with thoughts (mostly horrible images I've seen on the internet and deep, personal fears) and I can't fall asleep for another 2 hours or so.
Should I an hero to get rid of these thoughts and images?
Giving up alcohol is not an option because I'm not a quitter.

>> No.8397456

>>8397451
that's your body fighting the damage
goes into full fight-or-flight mode
drink less

>> No.8397458

>>8397077
No but whenever I try to drink less I drink caffeinated drinks all day and gamble a lot.

>> No.8397492

I became a bartender so that when I go on way-too-intricate-and-specific rants about alcohol I sound like a professional rather than an alcoholic. I think it's working so far.

>>8397089
I'd rather slowly and painfully kill myself over a period of years and have fun while doing it, thanks.

>> No.8397631
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8397631

Not an alcohol, but figured I would ask you guys. Whenever I drink and then go to sleep I always end up sleeping only a few hours and waking up earlier than normal and expected, around 7 to 8 in the morning. It's almost impossible for me to sleep again after awaking. I tried asking my friends if they too wake up early, but they all claim to sleep like babies and wake up in the afternoon.
Why am I like this

>> No.8397640

>>8397074

The olidays are the only time I actually don't drink heavily. I'll have a beer or two while socializing and wine with dinner. I like the chitchat so I try to keep a clear head. Used to be I'd just get so drunk I was too hungover to attend, but I stopped doing that as my parents got older. Never know which year will be the last!

>> No.8397664

>>8397631
Drinkers dawn. Do you also piss or shit right after waking? Your body is just trying to get rid of the poison. You probably need to hydrate better at the end of the night

>> No.8397737

Well, boys, I think I'm over the hump. Been sober for 4 days now and I don't think I'm going back again. I've done it too many times and I can't risk any more weird shit happening to my heart.

Godspeed, guys.

>> No.8397744

Mall drinker here


Kill me.

>> No.8397802

>>8397737
Fifth day here but I'm going straight back soon desu

>> No.8397813

>>8397744
youre the guy that said hed go to a mall bathroom on the way home to get drunk in a stall?

>> No.8397943

>>8397664
Yeah, I often really have to pee when waking up. But I've made it a habit to drink a shitton of water before going to sleep, I chug aound 2 liters of water, so I should be hydrated

>> No.8398015

>>8397209
brew your own cider

wish i had done it when i was drinking, woulda saved a lot of money

>> No.8398018

>>8397631
you dont get the same kind of rem sleep when u have alc in your system, also you usually need to pee which will wake you up

>>8397737
i quit on june 3rd 2015. feelsgoodman.

>> No.8398027

>>8397737
I quit for 5 days couple weeks back, then I told myself well it's Saturday ive earned a drink have drank everyday since... feels good to be controlled by this shit

>> No.8398369

What's the best unflavored vodka that doesn't have any ethanol taste? I've been thinking of picking up either Russian Standard or Luksusowa.

>> No.8398406

>>8398369
belvedere or grey goose are the mildest ive had

>> No.8398414

>>8398369
any vodka that isn't smirnoff

the $10/handle bottles taste exactly the same as greygoose or any other "top shelf" vodkas if you use ice

don't let them fool you

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8398685

Alri lads time to be sober
Wish me luck

>> No.8398758

>>8398685
Godspeed.

I just got out of a two day hospital stay after drinking so much I had a bit of a mental breakdown. All I want is a drink, but it's time to stop. Wish me luck.

>> No.8398815

>sober for two months due to promising but backbreaking job so I don't even have the time to drink
>New building was shut down and we were all laid off out of the blue

Merry Christmas, guys!

>> No.8398831

>>8398758
I'll rub one out for good luck to ya. Tee-hee

>> No.8398864

>>8398685
>>8398758
why do we start at the start of the holidays

>> No.8398912

>>8398864
Because I don't want my family to see me a drunken mess, and it's just time.

>> No.8398927

>>8397209
Either stop being broke or stop being a bitch. You cant have it both way.

>> No.8398963

>>8397077
Whenever I stop drinking my amphetamine use goes through the roof.

>> No.8399102

>>8397744
Where have you been getting drunk since you got kicked out of the mall?

>> No.8399126

25 days in and feeling pretty good. Riding out the rest of the year on a high note, not fucked up drunk.

>> No.8399164

>>8397074
I'm not going to christmas this year because I'm withdrawing from 750ml-1L of whiskey a day to only a few shots in past day......ill probably die of DT's

>> No.8399190

>>8397077
Everything. My friends and I like to make a little mix called Browning Hi Powder. Opiate, blow, amphetamine, benzo, maybe a little muscle relaxant, even a dash of molly. Gets you where you need to go.

>> No.8399201

>>8397125
Fine in the right amounts. Just don't be stupid with it.

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8399261

Got this at someone on here's suggestion. You guys better not let me down.

>> No.8399272

>>8397077
Coke Zero.

>> No.8399291

>>8399164
How long had you been drinking at that level? Why aren't you going to a hospital?

>> No.8399299

>>8399272
Same. I go through almost a 2 liter a day. Had to replace my alcohol with drinking something else.

>> No.8399333

>>8399291
>How long had you been drinking at that level? Why aren't you going to a hospital?

5 Years except I got sober two weeks last christmas while in rehab....

Right now, im deciding between another rehab stent or suicide or just letting the alcohol take its course

>> No.8399388

im a former alcohol maniac who cut down to like a handle on the weekend every few weeks, but my new years thing is to quit all tobacco and it was hard as fugg so i've been sipping on a handle of canadian club all day, augh yeah folks so comfy i dont even want to dip or smoke now. so comfy folks, so comfy :D

>> No.8399400

>>8399333
What's your health situation like, and how old are you?

>> No.8399401

>>8399400
>What's your health situation like, and how old are you?

32, went from Iron Man competitor to obese (32 bmi), Liver disease, Kidney disease, Congestive Heart Failure in just 6 years from all the drinking.....on a good day, my blood pressure is 185/110

>> No.8399755

>>8397089
Looks like a baby is shooting him. Or a dog maybe.

>> No.8400294

>>8399401
>185/110
Jesus christ how are you not exploding

>> No.8400603

>hiding it
Nerd
I'm drinking as I speak/type/wank.
... still need to make the gifts for my mum and dad too... fuck.

>> No.8400641

>>8398685
Good luck, wanker.

>> No.8401620

>>8400641
Thanks goy

>> No.8402518

merry christmas

>> No.8402536

I'm drunk and high as shit and have to hide it from my family. Family knows I've had a few beers but they don't know How much vodka I've had along with that. And then my sister offers weed and we get high as shit
Jesus

>> No.8403451

>tfw you're going to have to spend this entire miserable day away from your family and with unfamiliar people for the first Christmas ever
>basically a third wheel
>no booze at all
>barely texting GF back because you're miserable and don't want to ruin her Christmas with her family that she doesn't get to see often
>probably making her feel shit because she wants to hear from me
>can't muster up the energy to pretend to be happy
I used to love the holidays. Where did it all go.

Trying to quit booze around the Holidays could not be more retarded.

>> No.8403558

>>8399400
35

Haven't been to dr in years

Back pains

Get horrible stomach pains from drinking now

Cant stop

Im hoping to be dead by this time next year

>> No.8403601

>>8397813
Yes>>8399102

In a mcdonalds bathroom


Im out and pretty desperate today, may have some listerine


I gotta take a dump. Everything hurts.

>> No.8403725

>>8403601

Nigga you fucked

>> No.8404014 [DELETED] 

drank half a handle of canadian mist last night, woke up and had christmas dinner with my mom, and i feel like shit. I don't think i've ever had anxiety this bad before in my fucking life. I'm gonna try to hang on till the sun goes down and take a shot or two try try to keep the monsters from eating me. drinking is so fucking retarded. but it's the only thing that makes me feel like im an actual human being. oh well, now that i've written this shit I feel a bit better. merry christmas, folks.

>> No.8404336

Fellas, I did it. I made it through Christmas without drinking. I'd say I'm proud of myself, but fuck do I ever want to reward myself with a drink. I guess the ride isn't over yet.

>> No.8404358

>>8397089
This. These degenerates will be the first to hang on the DOTR

>> No.8404762

Who here is drunk on the ttc ayyyy

>> No.8404793
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>all liquor stores are closed cause it's christmas day
normiest of holidays tbqh

>> No.8404956

Yo are there any good review sites or channels for alcohol? Thinking of diving further into the hole

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>>8404793
>tfw when got out of work early enough to hit the store 40 minutes before close

>> No.8404978

>>8404956
Depends on the booze, what are you into?

>> No.8404980

>>8404978
Liqueurs and all that, I like mixing drinks for friends at parties but I'm never sure what good brands might be

>> No.8405033

>>8397451
>Giving up alcohol is not an option because I'm not a quitter.

i like you

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8405397

Drunk third day in a row, managed to cook the Turkey and help with lunch, didn't sleep much at all though.

>> No.8405463

>>8399261
I also bought that one on advice from this thread. Its great, not dissapointed!

>> No.8405516

>>8403601
Hanging in there today still? Be careful drinking in the McD's bathroom man, feel like you could easily get caught there like what happened with the mall bathroom.

>> No.8405610

New drinker, can anyone recommend me some bourbon? I've only had vodka, wine, and beer so far

>> No.8405697

>>8405516
Hanging in there m8.

I made it 24hours. Can hardly stand, throwing up over the side of my bed, but much better.

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stolichnaya

oddly listening to this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJJ4lI631Ng

no more after today, no more

>> No.8406895

>>8405697
hallucinations set in yet? or has it just been mostly sickness? Hang in there man and don't be afraid to go to the hospital if it starts getting too bad. are you there alone?

>> No.8406897

>>8397421
Yes.

>> No.8406901

>>8397640
>Never know which year will be the last!
It's this one!

>> No.8407036

>come in to lab
>realize I don't know what to do about a particular step in a protocol
>email my boss and go out for an aperatif, a double gin and a glass of white wine
>come back 2 hours later
>my boss is right there
>"Oh hey anon I see you had a question for me"


Shit, I hope he didn't notice. I had chipotle after the drinks so hopefully my breath didn't reek of liquor.

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>>8405697

Get to rehab while you have a place to sleep, man. I spent last year in a car (in ohio) because I wouldn't quit drinking even after I lost my job. Managed to keep up my drinking for two months while in the car, had a place to park where I could wake up at two in the afternoon fucked and still not get bothered.

The point being to get help, you know you need it, so get it. We'd rather you not die

>> No.8407081

>>8405610
Buffalo trace.

>> No.8407084

>>8398685
>>8404793
welp was feeling really good today after hitting the gym earlier, went and picked up a 40 of rye
nights are 2spooky without sustenance

>> No.8407091

>>8406895

I got people with me. Oddly enough, im alright. Still kinda jittery and the thirst is insane. Sometimes I have to run my mouth under the coldest water I can find>>8407056

I dont wanna die m8. Ive been to detox twice and I hated it. Im sober today. Fuck today I cleaned up and had 39 375 mls of vodka down the side of my bed alone

Will post back tomorrow anons

>> No.8407113

>>8407091
you can do it anon
do the people with you know about your current predicament?

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we can all do it anons
even if you're like me and relapse all you have to do is keep at it!
i believe in you!

>> No.8407818

>tfw alcohol makes me a slightly less shitty person
>tfw it's easier to wake up after an evening of moderate to heavy drinking
>tfw dad ruined his life with alcohol and I inherited his addiction/depression genes
Thank God for weed, else I'd be an alcoholic.

>> No.8407846

>>8404793
>Christmas in Bongland
>all the paki shops are still open because they don't celebrate Christmas as much as we do
Feels good man

>> No.8408189

>>8407091
Hey man just wanted to drop by and wish you well. Keep at it and don't drink today.

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>>8407084

>> No.8409161

>>8408189

I didnt m8! Had a MASSIVE panic attack though. Thought I was going to collapse. Ears started ringing at first, then my heart started racing, eventually my arms and legs were shaking SO badly.. like jello, thought I was gonna fall over. Hands, feet clenching. I kept saying over and over in my head 39 bottles 39 bottles.

Day started out great, it happened over like 4 hours, now im fine.

I think my ride is over boys.

>> No.8409218

>>8409161
I'm glad to hear you're hanging in there. It's so devastating to see and know how much you've been consuming...I used to hide empties and when I think back on it, it makes me feel so bad about it. But keep pushing forward man it's gonna get better each day that you aren't drinking, I promise you that. How did you manage to get past the panic attack?

>> No.8409263

>>8397077
Xanax and Oxcodone. But definitely Xanax

>> No.8409287

>>8397077
I don't usually smoke, but I smoke a lot when I drink, and I've just come to accept it. Maybe one sober on a cold/extra stressful day, too. Where does one get cocaine in Paris?

>> No.8409304

Is there anything that doesn't smell/look like alcohol that I can bring to places without anyone noticing? Should I get something like a health smoothie and just drop in a shot of vodka?

>> No.8409335

>>8409304
sigh.

Former blazing alchy here - vodka is going to be your best bet in terms of hiding the smell. But I have to warn you, if you have even a few shots, it's kinda hard to hide the smell on you. It does tend to stay on your breath, as well as your body/sweat. You are going to sweat a little more once you've been drinking, and it does tend to come through in that way.

Did you have specifics? Family function? Work? I would highly recommend against drinking at work - it's a horrible fucking habit and it's not worth the risk.

>> No.8409339

>>8409335
The more boring uni lectures. I don't want to get really drunk, just take a little of the misery out of covering shit I already learned in high school.

>> No.8409721

>>8409339
The only thing you can do is chew mint gum and cover yourself in cologne/ perfume.
However, most people can see right through that and tell that you're trying to cover something up.

Your best bet is to either not drink before that event, or not care what anyone thinks and do it anyway.

>> No.8409969

>>8409339
I understand the conpulsion to want to do that, and at first it's gonna seem awesome but I'd implore you to at least have some foresight about it. You're relying on alcohol to get you through a situation and using it as any sort of crutch is really not a good idea. It's still a dangerous substance and I can guarantee that a lot of people here, myself included, who initially used it "innocently" in this way. You know yourself better than anyone else here, and trust me when I say I'm not passing any judgement for what you're wanting to do (I used to do very similar things all the time), but you're kinda playing with fire and I feel compelled to at least give some sort of disclaimer here because I certainly did not receive that from anyone when I was younger. It can end up being a source of reliability and that's really dangerous. Good luck either way man, just be careful

>> No.8410108

>>8409721
>>8409969
Thanks, I guess it's probably better not to.

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>sobriety

>> No.8410888

>>8409218
I left work and rode it out. I could literally barely stand up. I kept repeating in my head "39 39 39" i had 39 empty bottles down the side of my bed alone. I got 7 hours of sleep last night. Day #3 man! I think my bathroom drinking days are over.>>8409304

No. People know. If you want to be a drunk one shot can turn into 10, 15, 20 a day.

The smell doesnt come from your breath. It comes from your lungs, skin.

>> No.8410894

>>8410888

39 bottles of vodka.

>> No.8411291

>>8410888
Good! great to hear at least one of us is making it.

>> No.8411349

>>8410888
This is true. The smell is not something you can completely mask, even with trying to mitigate it, so it's best to just not go down that road in the first place. I, and probably a lot of others here can attest that alcoholism was not something that happened over night. Starts out small, maybe you have some tendencies towards drinking more than others or drinking in situations that others wouldn't, but eventually you end up at the same place. Don't get on this ride in the first place, because once you do, I promise you'll want off, but that's easier said than done.

>> No.8411513

>>8411349

Yup. My dads been sober for years.. he said to me "id rather be a non functioning alcoholic than a functioning one. The functioning ones keep going

>> No.8411520

Why are the faggot mods deleting things?

Cunts.

>> No.8411777

>>8397400
Not sure if dead thread but well done, keep it up

>> No.8412516

Mall drinker here

Had the chance to drink on a date tonight..


NOPE.

night bros.

>> No.8412574

>>8412516
Very proud of you man. Who was the date with? Were you still shaking from withdrawals at all?

>> No.8412681

>>8399190
Do you guys just sit around all lazy like and boring? That's all I can imagine on that mix.

>> No.8413478

drinker drinker here
just fuck my shit up

>> No.8414075

>>8412574

A girl ive been hanging with for a couple of months. Shes seen me destoyed. She says shes patient but wont wait forever. She saw me sober last night for like the second time. She says she likes me so much more sober. I look refreshed and alert. Apparently im a raving lunatic on a liter of booze lol

Yeah she said I was still shaking. Still am slightly. I feel so much better tho. I can actually crack a real smile

>> No.8414085

>>8414075
That's so good to hear and I'm glad the date went well. Just more incentive to stay away from booze. I like myself so much more when I'm not drinking, and it means I'm not making stupid fucking decisions and embarrassing myself.

>> No.8414227

Hey guys, just turned 21 last week. Any recommendations? I like shock top and stuff that's good for mixing. My mom bought me a big ass bottle of long island iced tea (since that's where her and my dad are from) and that was pretty good too.

>> No.8414464

>>8414227

Are you a grill

>> No.8414468

I've started pissing the bed almost every time I get drunk now and it's only getting worse because I'm getting older and also more resistant to alcohol. This means I have to drink more to get as drunk as I want, but also means I'm pissing more frequently anyway.

It fucking sucks. I've pissed the bed with my husband sleeping next to me. More than once.

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>>8414468
it's time

>> No.8414545

>>8414468
Post pics

>> No.8414642

>>8414468
that's a problem for itself, but
>>8414513
may actually be the best option for a short time. you have issues, and i'm not gonna judge you for that because i've had similar problems and already threw out a matress because of it. be glad that you have your husband and try to be honest with him. he seems to care for you

>> No.8414657

>>8414468
yeah i was there

I stopped drinking but kegal exercises helped before that point

I also wore diapers for a bit

>> No.8414660

>>8414075
>I feel so much better tho. I can actually crack a real smile
made me smile

>> No.8415130

>>8399401
Sounds like shit genetics. I've been drinking and using drugs for a solid 17 years, really heavy drinking for the last 11. I'm as healthy as one could be in this situation. Liver levels are normal, heart is healthy, I'm a bit overweight, blood pressure is normal unless I'm stressed, breathing not great but I smoke 40+ cigarettes a day. Mental health is completely fucked though. And I don't do anything special, rarely exercise, don't eat healthy, usually just one meal at lunch time, and a couple pickle spears or a few slices of cheese at night.

>> No.8415187

>>8414468
I had this problem for a while in my early to mid 20s. Happened at odd times, sometimes when I wasn't even that drunk. Always was really tired and stressful days. I never stopped drinking. But after I pissed on my good friend's couch and guest bed on separate occasions, then divorced my then wife, it hasn't happened since. Don't know why it started or stopped, but I'm certainly happy to not wake up soaked, in an air conditioned room, freezing to death anymore.

>> No.8416187

Had my mother stay at my place from interstate for 6 days during the Holidays.

Last night my cat was looking up at me and I playfully asked him aloud, "what are you looking at?"

My mother answered for him, "You drink too much , dad."

My nearby sister also chimed in with, "You do drink a lot."

A small prodding conversation about my excessive drinking and the strange fact I don't get drunk followed.

Someone please end my life.

>> No.8416606

>drank as much as I wanted during christmas
>decided I needed a couple of days off
>work tuesday and wednesday night, manage not to drink after
>feelskindagoodman.jpg
>thursday shift gets cancelled
>drink two bottles of wine out of boredom
Hangover anxiety again today, when will I learn? It's grabbing me by the throat, I hate this feeling.

>> No.8416611

>>8415130
>smokes tobacco everyday but thinks his lungs and heart are healthy just because his blood pressure doesn't rocket up in a relaxed position

Your mind probably feels like death because your body thinks you're slowly suiciding and is struggling to keep you alive.

>> No.8416873

>tfw vomiting

>> No.8416877

>>8400603
anon is an elf

>> No.8416895

>>8397125
I dunno about prozac but i use to dissolve valium under my tongue until it was basically mush/liquid then chase it with a beer, slowly, i found it worked aight.

>> No.8417028

>>8416611
I think they're healthy because I go to the doctor when I'm supposed to, and he always checks everything out. And you could hardly say I'm relaxed while there.

Don't be mad because you were born of inferior stock and every little thing you put in your body destroys it immediately. My great grand parents all smoked for 80+ years and lived happily into their late 90s. If you want to live longer than that you're probably retarded.

>> No.8417127

i donto krnow wherre afaam1

>> No.8417461

hell[p

>> No.8417462

>>8417461
find out where you are yet senpai-a-lam

>> No.8418120

>>8417461

Are u kill anon

>> No.8418141

>>8417461
you're among fellow alcoholics and friends, your physical location is irrelevant.

>> No.8418400

>>8418120
noppls help

>> No.8418426

>>8418400

We got ya senpai

I hope youre at least warm. -17 here tonight.

>> No.8418441

So it's 1:39pm New Year's Eve here. Just cracked my first beer. I have 17 to get through and then a bottle of Sailor Jerry and that's it for me. Quitting drinking until March at which point it will only be beer. No spirits. Been drinking mainly beer this Christmas period but goddamn, it's like drinking water now and I was already someone who could drink a lot of beer before I became an alcoholic.

Last night I woke up as I spilled beer on myself. It seems to be something of annual tradition now. Drink beer all day in the sun and then pass out and spill it on the couch and myself. Did the same thing last year, except I did it on New Year's Eve.

Here's to another New Year's Eve drunk and alone.

>> No.8418446

>>8399190
How are you alive?

>> No.8418506

>>8418426
yeah i am
i dont know where i am though
its really dark
and i droved lol

>> No.8418531

>>8418506

This is rich coming from me but stop being a dumb ass and get your shit together

Know how many cops are out there during the holidays?

>> No.8418542

>>8418531
no lol
its ok i dont knwo how many there are

>> No.8418546

>>8418542

Sorry m8 im done with ya. Even when I was drinking on the toilet at the mall id leave my car and bus

Good luck man.

>> No.8418571

>>8397451
That is completely normal and likely unrelated to alcoholism or any other underlying issue. What many people do not realize is that alcohol severely inhibits the quality of REM cycles so that panic-like sensation you get when you wake up at that moment is mainly a combination of electrolyte imbalance/dehydration, sleep deprivation, and of course not being drunk.

I used to get it really bad particularly after drinking a lot of hard liquor. Besides not drinking, the best thing you can do is purchase some diphenhydramine and take it at that moment. Obviously drink some fluids and consume something with salts. You'll fall back asleep within 30 mins and be feeling about 80% when you wake up.

Another tip: NSAIDs like ibuprofen aren't only useful when you are in pain or have a fever. Reducing inflammatory factors in general is a good thing. If you don't give a shit about your liver or the lining of your stomach, ibuprofen will also assist you at that very moment to help you feel better.

A workaround I have discovered for myself is taking those drugs RIGHT before I go to bed. It works ok. I do 50mg diphenhydramine, 400mg ibuprofen (600mg if i haven't been drinking a lot lately), and some vitamin D. I read some bullshit about micronutrient absorption being diminished when you're under the influence of alcohol or have been drinking so megadosing some meme vitamins probably isn't a bad idea (in theory).

>> No.8418586

>>8418542
Please don't kill anyone but yourself.

>> No.8419252

>>8418571
They give some vitamins in rehab, along with benzodiazepines and, often, sleeping pills (and nicotine patches if the smoking area is closed at night). Definitely not a meme.

>>8414075
That's nice to read Anon. I'm glad for you. Keep it up.


I haven't drunk in a year, using pot daily as a substitute. I can't say I like it, I feel schizophrenia getting closer each passing day. It works better than baclofen on me, but not a decent solution on the long term.
I didn't smoke yesterday, I'll probably smoke for NYE.

>> No.8419367

HELP

>> No.8419388

>>8419367
Crazy Smirnoff guy? Is that you?

>> No.8419392

i dont know wehre u an

>> No.8419396

>>8419388
no im alberta premium guy
how many sleeeping pills should i takke?

>> No.8419824

>>8419396
None. They won't kill you.
They may fuck you enough to not be able to kill yourself anymore, and force you into a life long life of pain and suffering.

>> No.8419876

>>8419824
Wil they just fuck m y lver up>

>> No.8420265

>>8419876
Not sure. Does the notice says not to take it if you have liver problems?

>> No.8420350

Come on, you faggots, let's liven things up in here. It's NYE! What's everyone doing? Where is everyone?
Chicago here, going to a local bar after getting a little buzzed, maybe hanging out with this gimp who has a crush on me.
Oh, and of course, I'm on the wagon as of tomorrow!

>> No.8420437

>>8420350
Oh, i downed a pint of rotgut pinnacle vodka through the afternoon and now I just opened a 2 year old bottle of homemade blueberry wine. No one knows I'm a pint of vodka in, so it's all good.

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>>8420350
Floridafag here. If our designated driver doesn't bail gonna go drink and smoke with some friends, then maybe hit up a party.

>> No.8420517

>>8420437
Ah, very nice.

>>8420502
Sounds like a good time.

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>>8414075
good for you mate. stay strong.

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blasting radiohead and slamming some cheap wine.

what a mess

>> No.8421582

i eed help

>> No.8421757

>>8421582

Mall drinker here.

Buddy, sounds like you need a meeting. AA may help you. Think about it m8

>> No.8421766

>>8421757
helo i fuk your mom
lol how does that sound
ugh your right i do
thihnking of getting my rommate to take me to the hospital but ifi do i will get kicked outu of my house

>> No.8421883

Holy fucking shit some of you guys are really messed up. How the hell did you let it get so bad? I thought my drinking habits were bad (i have about 3x 24oz stouts 12% every week) but some of you guys are literally drinking yourselves to death.

The biggest deterrent for me is that I literally can not stomach a hangover which is why I don't understand how people drink every day. When I wake up hungover, the smell of alcohol alone is enough to make me vomit.

>> No.8421887

>>8421883

See, that's where I go hair of the dog style, 4-5 beers, then the two other bottles of bourbon. It all ends eventually, but drinking hungover is one thing I won't anyone let shit on. Skoll

>> No.8422059

>>8421883
>waking up hungover
lol just drink more

>> No.8422092

>>8421883
see, i don't understand how it's 2017 and people still can't prevent their hangovers.

i used to drink a handle of rotgut bourbon a day and never was hungover. woke up shaking? yeah. but never hungover.

for every glass (mug-sized) of liquor you drink, drink two glasses of water. that's it. no food, hair of the dog, nothing. just drink fucking water.

>> No.8422137

>>8422092
>i used to drink a handle of rotgut bourbon a day and never was hungover

It's hard to get a hangover if you are drunk as fuck 24/7

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>>8422137
hehe, yeah, i guess you're right. still, my urine was crystal clear because i kept a big jug (pic related) full of cool water by my side at all times.

drink water! it's good advice regardless; alcohol dehydrates you and that causes hangovers.

>> No.8422148

>tfw normalslime are trying to get you sober
shold i go buy more liquor??

>> No.8422290

>liver bloodwork next thursday
>off the booze since the 23rd
>still pooping pants about bad results
>probably gonna be alright

Knowing my doctor he'll schedule the next set of test the day after the 4th of July, too.

>> No.8422300

>>8422148
went and got some haha
these withdrawals are going to be fucking horrible

>> No.8422335

>>8422290
Why are you having blood work done? Just regular/preventative annually?

>> No.8422348

>>8422290
>>8422335
i hhave to schedule my bloodwork too
probably he's having his for medical reasons
thats why im having mine

>> No.8422405

>>8422335
Routine

>> No.8422426

>>8422300

Godspeed my mn, just opened my bottle of Bulleit and am enjoying it a fucking lot, hard to come by here in germany.Skoll

>> No.8422447

>>8422426
yeah im drinking albera premium
good luck my man

>> No.8422934

>>8421883
>implying the prospect of having a hangover will deter any alcoholic
you don't know what addiction is

>> No.8423011

>>8422426
>Skoll

I watched that shit for the first time and i don't get how it's popular.

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Would this be good to mix with some A&W rootbeer? I'm relatively new to alcohol and haven't had time or funds to experiment much.

>> No.8423032

>>8422934

Best cure for a hangover is to keep drinking

>> No.8423038

>>8423011

http://norse-mythology.org/skoll-hati/ Prost is good too.

>> No.8423062

>>8423038
So why does he say skoll now?

>> No.8423110

Sounds better ? A proper shouted Skoll always beats a shouted Prost

>> No.8423124

>>8423062

That was me you were qouting the whole time, btw, Slkoll & Prost.

>> No.8423131

>>8423026

Are you a woman ?

>> No.8423171

>>8423131
Yes, why?

>> No.8423179

>>8423171

Just asking, the vanilla kinda...

>> No.8423189

>>8423179
Kinda what?

>> No.8423447

>>8423189
I guess that Anon meant gay or effeminate.

>> No.8423492

>>8423447
Well apparently he was right. Does that mean nobody on this board has an answer to my question?

>> No.8423529

>>8423189
you know how thisgetting drunk an drunkeness in general works, right ?

>> No.8423624

>>8423492
Relax. Alcoholics drink alcohol in whatever form they can get it. If that means it has to be mixed with root beer, so be it.

Having said that, it won't be a preference. As a matter of fact, as a long term alcoholic, I've never once heard of anyone intentionally mixing alcohol in any form with "root beer."

>> No.8423650

>>8397451
I have the same problem
>be me functional drunk
>four kids busy as shit
>drink while their in bed
>wake up at 4:30-5:00
>ready to go back to sleep when it's time to get up
WTF

>> No.8423703

>>8402536
Jeez you're a fucking wreck like me.
>be me slam a pint of vodka before I get home
>literally in two blocks from the gas station to my house
>yes my shit state sells hard liquor in gas stations
> I drink a beer or two to hide the smell at dinner
> they have no idea
>been doing this for 5 years
What the fuck is wrong with me?

>> No.8424360

I need to go to rehab but I don't have the money what do?

This shit is killing me

>> No.8424364

>>8424360
Some are free.

>> No.8424401

>>8397074
Just got back from a 2 week ban from /tv/.
Insanely long time not posting, I'll never break the rules again.
Currently tapering on beer. I've only had 4 beers in 2017 so far. Not withdrawing so I could probably do 0 today, but will likely have 3 anyway. Who knows bros, it's been 9 years of this shit so I don't even think about guarantees anymore.

>> No.8424417

>>8423624
>>8423492

A day or so before Christmas I was drinking a root beer when my wife got out the vodka. I'd already been about wrist deep in the egg nog, so I said pour it baby! Wasn't horrible, but I wouldn't order it in a bar.

No anon, do not mix that with root beer. You think the vanilla will help, and you're right, but it won't help enough.

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>>8405610
I'd try a low abv rye whiskey if you want to cut your teeth on something to sip on.

Add a splash of water or cherry coke if you can't handle it straight yet.

>> No.8424529

>>8424360
Detox is free here in syrup land

>> No.8424560

>>8424529
yeah but the waitis doing me in

>> No.8424569

>>8424360
You could try going to the ER. By law they have to stabilize you whether you have any money or not. They probably would have suggestions on where you can receive rehab treatment at no cost. My guess is your state should have some kind of programs for indigents who want to get clean, although given the number of state legislatures controlled by the right, I may be wrong.

>> No.8424604

>>8424569
>although given the number of state legislatures controlled by the right, I may be wrong.

found the liberal. not wanting to pay for a degenerate's treatment/healthcare isn't a "right" thing, it's common sense

>> No.8424615

>>8424604
i agree
we all should die in a fire
t. an alcohol

>> No.8424634

>day after NYE
>wake up in back yard with no shirt on
>8 missed calls from my mum on my phone
>apparently I was "really aggressive" and "said some really weird shit about guns that wasn't like you"
>nobody will tell me exactly what I said
>hit two people then ran away into the bushes
s- so cool, drinking is like the best, right guys?

>> No.8424702

thinking of shooting myself with my homemade shotgun lmao

>> No.8424756

>>8424465
I bought a bottle of Buffalo trace last week, haven't opened it yet

>> No.8424890

>>8424702

r u kill anon

>> No.8424912

>>8424890
>it
no but i shoud be

>> No.8424940

>>8424634
It's plenty cool if you can hold your liquor. You're obviously a shitty drunk and you shouldn't do it. We drunks already get a bad name for so many reasons, we don't need some asshole abusing his family to pile it on. Either learn to be a good drunk, or fuck off and hang out with the dude weed lmaos.

>> No.8424951

Who /drunkatwork/ here? Only have two clients coming in so shouldn't be too much of a problem.

>> No.8424980

>>8424951
i would be but i got fired at work
probably for the best as i worked at a gas plant

>> No.8425876

What's the best unflavored vodka to drink straight?

>> No.8425907

>>8425876
Stoli. It's very neutral.. unless you want something with more then I prefer Grey Goose.

>> No.8425987

>>8423703
Who often do you do this?

>> No.8425995

>>8425987
How*

Checking in here guys. Had 32 days sober under my belt then drank for New Years. None today tho, I'm hopping back on the sober train for awhile, it's much better. I didn't even really enjoy the drinking I did the past couple days...seems like it's getting less and less worth it to have a drink.

>> No.8426206

>>8414468
my cousin is like this. she drinks herself to sleep, and pisses herself nightly.

i never pissed on myself, but i actually became incontinent and shit myself several times in my worst years, where a week would play out with me rolling from work into a bender back to work back to the corner, back to work, sleeping maybe 5 hours every two days and eating rarely. that untimately forced me to a better life because i thought i had ibs or celiac disease, so i stopped drinking malt liquor by the litre and started just drinking vodka. i also stopped drinking in public out of fear of shitting myself, even though i think it only really happened like twice. a year later, i stopped drinking before work, as well. it took me three years of vodka and soup to realise that i was not celiac and actually had just wrecked my digestion living on red dog and ramen. it's nice to be able to eat bread and butter again, and not feel like im in the process of falling out of a tree and hitting every branch on the way down.

>> No.8427460

>>8425995
What do you do at night and how do you sleep?

>> No.8427499

Been on a bender for the last two weeks. Think its time to call an end though, my sleeping pattern is so fucked up i cant even make it to the grocery store before it closes and i can feel how bloated my stomach and liver have gotten

>> No.8427513

i dont know where i am anymore

>> No.8427775

i swear to god if the shadow people find me agai

>> No.8427820

>>8427775
did they get you before you finished your post?

>> No.8428198

>>8427499
nice iktf but i went and got a 60oz of more rye
thinking of offing myself tho

>> No.8428327

alberta premium guy here
think im going to have a seizure

>> No.8428366

>>8397435
Your sex life is getting drunk and groping people at parties?

Pathetic but better than mine tbqh

>> No.8428377

>>8428366
this desu

>> No.8428765

alberta premium guy here
think im going to throw up then have a seizure
#justalcoholicthing

>> No.8428859

These threads are getting more and more pathetic. It used to be just a bunch of guys that drank too much all the time and a few hardcore cases. Now... I just hope some of you fucks are just memeing.

>> No.8428876

>>8428859
Yeah seriously. I am convinced most of these are trolls by now.

>> No.8428887

>>8428876
premium guy here
not meming
probably goig to end up in the hospital

>> No.8428902

>>8428887
Fucking go already then, no one cares about your shitty life blog.

>> No.8428924

>>8428902
I do.
You filter al/ck/ threads and never come back.

>> No.8428940

>>8428924
Blow me.

>> No.8428965

>>8428902
have yet to cut my wrists
life keeps me here
despite the fact im hearign voices

>> No.8428985

>>8428366
>pathetic

Some would say it's a good start to becoming POTUS.

>> No.8428990

>>8428940
Crybaby.

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>>8405610

>> No.8429231

>>8429206
Bait.

>> No.8429528
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Anybody have experiences on drinking while on acid/lsd? My friends keep trying to pressure me into some "spiritual awakening" bullshit and while I'm sort of curious I don't want to/can't not drink.

>> No.8429550

>>8429231
You motherfucker

>> No.8429555

>>8429528
Just take it
You won't want to drink with it

>> No.8429564

>>8429528
Drinking on psychedelics is retarded man. Take some xanax if you want to chill yourself or stack it with some ketamine if you want to take it to the next level. Weed is OK too. Booze is retarded, however. Also why the fuck are you posting this on a cooking board

>> No.8429565

>>8429555
Second

>> No.8430339

alberta premium guy here
vomited all my liquor up haha

>> No.8430566

>>8430339
same guy here
withdrawals are terrible haha

>> No.8430650

turns out i vomited all over my floor
what the fuk is wrong with me

>> No.8430663

>>8430650
>>8430566
>>8430339
You're talking to yourself, dipshit. No one gives a fuck.

>> No.8430667

>>8430663
Then why even have a al/ck/ thread.... Dipshit.

>> No.8430670

>>8430667
To talk about booze? Not
>omg guize it's me premium vodka guy lol
>woah me again I barfed everywhere wtf lol
>oh man I'm so fucked up im gonna be in the HOSPITAL soon
These threads used to be interesting, thanks to dumbfucks like you now they are just stupid. And fuck whatever gay ass reply you write, I don't give a fuck what you think faggot.

>> No.8430671

>>8430670
Someone's grumpy they don't have any alcohol, Mr. Grump.

>> No.8430682

>>8430671
>stooping to a "u mad" derivative
>current year
Okay faggot.

>> No.8430718

>>8430670
its rye you faggot

>> No.8430744

>>8430718
Whatever, idiot, the point remains the same. Your sad microblogging about your pathetic existence does not an al/ck/ thread make.

>> No.8430751

>>8429528
Kicking around the idea of micro dosing as a ghetto rehab.

Torn on if it's a good idea and I don't have anything to lose, or if I'm going deeper down the rabbit hole.

>> No.8430929

>tfw 2 days sober
w-we're all gonna make it, guys

>> No.8430954

>>8398758
Mental hospital?

And don't get too upset when you relapse. Keep Tryin!

>> No.8430962

>>8430929
4 days here, hang in there. Every second is a challenge and a potential victory.

>> No.8430976

>>8430962
Thanks. I wasn't even that bad, just sick of being tired and anxious all day every day. Best to you, anon.

>> No.8430978

>>8430976
To you as well. The days ahead (especially the weekend) will cause you to consider wavering, do yourself a favor and stick with this. It's not going to be easy, it won't be fun, but it will be worth it in the end.

>> No.8431001

>>8430751
Micro dosing stuff like LSD or mushrooms can work for some. But these drugs work primarily as serotonin receptor agonists, mimicking serotonin and increasing the amount of serotonin like chemicals in the brain (which will lead to feelings of happiness, comfort and calmness). Thing is, that mechanism is pretty much the same way that some antidepressanta function. You may as well do some googling and reading about antidepressants and find one that looks like it would work for you, (i.e one with a tolerable side effect profile for you, one that has evidence and literature supporting its use in depression, anxiety, alcoholism and or rehabilitation treatment ; and that isn't contraindicated with alcohol, alcoholism, kidney or liver malfunction (common illnesses suffered as a result of higher than normal alcohol consumption)). You may as well just take a well selected antidepressant, it will be cheaper, less likely to get you into legal trouble and won't involve you having to see someone like a dealer when you're not feeling your best.

Ive been fighting taking antidepressants for years but finally caved a few months ago when I was at breaking point. I read about different ones and found mirtazapine seemed good for me and my anxiety, been taking it the last few months and feeling a lot more steady now. Not perfect and not healthy, but stable at least, and I'm enjoying life more. I take psychedelics every now and then and considered microdosing but it would have been so fucking expensive and such a ballache to get a consistent supply. Plus the meds are more reliable in quality since they're regulated and tested and all.

t. Psychology student, pharmacology nut, and anxious depressive triphead.

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If I am making a cake with the recipe, but it is going to be x3 times bigger, should I adjust temperature and/or baking time, if any?

Also I have underestimated the amount of dough required, is mixing more dough from the flour of the same type yet different m manufacture okay?

>> No.8431491

>>8431489
Think you took a wrong turn at Albuquerque, bub.

>> No.8431492

Fuck, wrong thread.

>> No.8431497

>>8431489
instead of cake, might i suggest liquor?

>> No.8431508

>>8431489
>>8431497
how about a rum cake?

>> No.8432890

bumping
currently going through withdrawals pretty bad
surprised i haven't had a seizure

>> No.8434185

Mall drinker here


KILL ME

>> No.8434208

>>8434185
Mall drinker what happened man? You were doing so well for a few days there :(

Also this thread has been really inactive compared to the normal al/ck/ threads

>> No.8434227

>>8434208

I relapsed man. I was doing so well, went to a girls place and ended up hammered. Back to 18 shots a day. Im at work right now, i want to cry.

I hate drinking so much but it wont leave me alone

>> No.8434228

>>8434208
Everyone left because of pathetic shitbags like premium and mall drinker. Way to kill al/ck/, you fucking losers.

>> No.8434236

>>8434228

Hey be nice. I just come here to vent.

Time for some Metallica.

>> No.8434288

>>8434228
Why are you so angry?

>> No.8434297

>>8434288
You're confusing anger and disgust.

>> No.8434313

>>8434297
why are you disgusted?

>> No.8434319

>>8434313
I've already explained that.

>> No.8434372

>>8434319

You do realize youre in an addict thread, right? Not our fault youre pissed off at yourself.

>> No.8434395

>>8434372
That has nothing to do with what I said. Keep implying those "u mads", though.

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Sure is grouchy in here.

Barely slept. Off/on sobriety for the last ten days (keeping it roughly six to eight drinks a night when I drink) after a TERRIBLE fall and Christmastime.

There was a reason I switched back to beer and wine from hard liquor. I forgot why and quickly reminded myself after some awful days/nights. That three-buck chuck really helps me keep a lid on this. Anyone else managing to keep a low-ish profile w/ family & friends with drinking?

>> No.8434490

>>8434395
Im not here to fight anon.

>> No.8434624

>>8430670
This current edition of alck was really awful for some reason.
A lot of illegitimate stuff and pseudo trip fags and shit. I hope the next one is better when this one finally dies.

>> No.8434663

>>8434624
My feelings exactly. Although expressing my distaste for this horrible edition of al/ck/ apparently turbo triggered a few people.

>> No.8434676

Disposing of beer cans and cases is such a fucking chore. I don't want my roommates knowing I drink this much and the boss has caught onto me dumping it all in the dumpster here and I don't want him knowing either. At this point I pile it up in my trunk and dump it in the work trash the night before trash day.

>> No.8434682

>>8434676
Just stop caring what your roommates think and live your life. Problem solved.

>> No.8434684

>>8434682
One of my roommates is my brother and a recovering alcoholic who's been sober 3 years. I'm mostly trying to avoid a confrontation with him.

>> No.8434691

>>8434684
I see. Why not just put the empties back in the case, fold it shut, load them in your trunk when your bro isn't around and then dump them in a dumpster at a nearby apartment complex?

>> No.8434695

>>8434691
That's basically exactly what I do. Putting them back in the case means no noise when hauling them out of the house. I live in a pretty rural area so dumpsters are a bit scarce.

>> No.8435644

>>8434676
My kitchen is full of empty wine bottles. I've packed a few grocery bags with them already to take out. I only have to go around the corner to get rid of them but that's a hard thing to do.

>> No.8436664

>>8434663
Then why post here?

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i have a meeeting with HR tomorrow

i bought this so i could drink at work. my boss came to talk to me about a training document I was making and saw me drinking from the string. he asked me what it was and i just laughed and was like "nothing, i just like chewing on it"

then i see him snbiff and he can smell the vodka on my breath

i got sent home

>> No.8436677

>>8434624
>>8434663
FUCKING AGREED. Tired of these faggots. I think the only way to fix it is to keep coming to these threads and talking about how shitty they've become until everyone goes back to how things used to be. 'Member the old al/ck/ threads? I member.

>> No.8436679

5 days sober. Friday evening and I'm starting to Jones. Gonna be a looong night.

>> No.8436699
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8436699

klonopin drinker here
i see my new years eve thread is maybe gone.

i almost made it 4 days. drunk as fuck again.

>> No.8436710

>>8436674
Jesus Christ if this isn't a meme what the hell is wrong with you? You literally can't get through a day of work without drinking liquor?

>> No.8436711

whats the best way to fuck around on facebook when your're drunk af and there are qts there?

>> No.8436717

>>8436674
if you livei n afirst world country they cannot fire you and you just bought yourself into free rehab/disability! you did it! relax and care for yourself!

>> No.8436720

>>8436677
they werent better tho

>> No.8436730

moving out at 25 from family i fucking despise to live with friends ive known half my life.
reckon i'll be drinking more or less? keep im mind having to live with said cunt family members is what made me an alcoholic 4 years ago.
polished off a bottle of jamiesons in a day just packing my shit up. was hoping it save some of it for when i actually moved in tomorrow.

>> No.8436735

>>8436699
What made you go back? What made you want to drink?

>>8436711
Fucking don't. Trust me, it never ever ends well.

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last time i got klonopin+500ml whisky i msged a qt at random i had only ever seen on campus but never met. after the awkwardness we chatted for hours. me being fun? she brought up her anorexia, and how she will die soonish. I started talking about her cool body, being kinda explicit, she didnt seem to mind. i got pretty scared, and the next day said i was sorry how i chatted cause i was drunk. she got mad that id be sorry and ended it right there : S

what a rollercoaster

>> No.8436766

>>8436735
i think a lot of little things made me drink

yeah it doesnt end well, but it is a serious rush
>>8436760

>> No.8436877

>>8436760
fuck I miss college. so much more passionate back then.

>> No.8436911

Does anyone here enjoy drinking WITHOUT a drinking problem?

>> No.8436916

>>8436911
I wish.

I can't into moderation. Trying to fight off the temptation to go buy booze.

Life just feels so pointless. What does it matter if I drink too much? Is sobriety really gonna make me feel better?

>> No.8436934

>>8436916
Jesus, all of you make me afraid to start drinking at all.

>> No.8436935

hey al/ck/

been sober for two and a half going on three weeks now. really weird stuff.

this is after drinking anywhere from 2 to 12 to 20 drinks a day for two years straight. literally didn't spend a single 24 hr period over those two years without drinking.

i haven't had any negative withdrawal effects yet. pretty stoked about that. can even sleep fine and less interrupted sleep than when i was drinking. lost a little of my beer belly which is nice as well.

i'm really really worried about PAWS setting in in a month or so though.
i also really wanna drink again. like really badly. still have so much alcohol in the house i don't know how i've kept myself from full out bendering so far.

along with my fears of PAWS setting in, i'm terrified if i start drinking again that because of the kindling effect i'll have terrible withdrawals if i wanna stop again.

fuck, should i just never drink again? try to find that sweet spot of socially acceptable moderation? shit sucks. wish i'd never stopped in the first place.

being sober hasn't even improved my mental health like i hoped it would...

>> No.8436939

>>8436760
>>8436877

I was considering applying to university again.

doing all the classes and shit, but be noticeably drunk. never hide it like before or skip cause i was too drunk. Instead drink during class. drink during seminars. drink during tests. drink in front of my professors. if anyone asks tell them I'm drunk as fuck and I can't physically stop. and just see how it goes.

>> No.8436945

>>8436934
most people enjoy drinking in moderation or enjoy binge drinking in college like normal people.

there's definitely high levels of overlap between alcoholics and 4chan users so take what we say with a grain of salt.

i think you'd already know if you were predisposed to alcoholism. runs on all sides of my family yet i started drinking when i was 17 like a fuckin retard.

>> No.8436952

>>8436935
yeahhh.. this was big for me. sobering up didnt make things better. I tried to figure out things i could only do sober that would make my life better, but i had nothing. maybe if you find something that makes your life better than being drunk you wont drink? idk

>> No.8436965

>>8436952
i don't think it's gonna make a difference in my life until i go back to school. i mean at least i know i can quit alcohol cold turkey but, like, does it really matter right now?
i work in a kitchen. everyone's a drunk. now i'm just the lame one cause i don't do any drugs.

guess i'll prob start drinking again until i'm back in school. hopefully fall? i dunno. maybe i can take a class this semester still.
but i'm still fucked up mentally so i don't think i'll do well.

>> No.8436967

>>8436935
If you've got three weeks I would've thought you've got over the hump. I'd get rid of all the alcohol in your house to ensure you're able to keep it up.

>> No.8436988

>>8436967
i live with my partner and she drinks casually like a normal person so i'd rather not deprive her of drinking just cause i'm a fucking waste of an alcoholic trying to be sober.

what i meant was this...
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Post-acute-withdrawal_syndrome
and this
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kindling_%28sedative%E2%80%93hypnotic_withdrawal%29

both could still be problems even though i'm over the initial withdrawal hump. takes only 72 hrs to clean yr liver and stuff out of all the alcohol.

and, like i said, i didn't have any initial withdrawal symptoms at all.

worst part of this all is that i don't WANT to keep up the sobriety. but i am. dunno why.

>> No.8436999

>>8436945
Grandpa's an alcoholic, dad says I'm predisposed. I dunno. I'll probably drink anyways.

>> No.8437034

>>8436999
try not to end up drinking all the time.

>> No.8437040

>>8437034
Thanks.

>> No.8437287

>>8436935
>been sober for two and a half going on three weeks now. really weird stuff.
>this is after drinking anywhere from 2 to 12 to 20 drinks a day for two years straight. literally didn't spend a single 24 hr period over those two years without drinking.
I drank about the same for a decade, not so much up to 20 drinks a day but let's say between 4 and 12 drinks on average over the years, more like 8 to 12 drinks during the last two years if that makes sense). I got sick of waking up feeling like shit so I just decided to not drink this week. Day five now, feeling okay but not as good as I hoped.
>being sober hasn't even improved my mental health like i hoped it would...
Yeah, felt more depressed yesterday than I've felt in months. What's up with that?

And what the hell is PAWS and am I at risk of getting it?

>> No.8437578

who else here waking up sha/ck/ey
???

>> No.8438489

>>8436911
I don't enjoy getting a buzz. I drink to really feel the effects. For me there's just no point whatsoever in moderate drinking, I'd rather just stop altogether than have 1 useless drink.
Still drinking nightly. It's been 9 years now and I really think it would be cool if I could just do without, but then the idea of the futility eventually rears its head.

>> No.8438508

>>8436720
They were better than this fucking one dude.

>> No.8438515

>>8438489
>there's just no point whatsoever in moderate drinking, I'd rather just stop altogether than have 1 useless drink
it's the same for me. but not only with drinking but with most aspects of my life. for example, i hate jogging. when i go running i have to go full out and train three times a week for my next upcoming halfmarathon. this seems to be a problem with my soul, i can't do anything half assed. either i go full out or i don't start at all