>ITT alcoholic feels What do you have stocked up? Halfway through my pint of vodka now, should be good till the beers in the fridge for later tonight

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Anonymous Thu Jan 8 14:09:12 2015 No.6125123 [Reply] [Original]

>ITT alcoholic feels

What do you have stocked up? Halfway through my pint of vodka now, should be good till the beers in the fridge for later tonight

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 14:15:00 2015 No.6125138 killians 6er highlife 12er 5th of gin gonna be a big storm tonight, gonna get real cozy

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 14:38:48 2015 No.6125189 Why not do a different drug? Alcohol is really really bad for you. Plus you feel like shit. What's the upside?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 14:42:16 2015 No.6125197 >>6125138 escape

Anonymous Thu Jan 8 14:45:59 2015 No.6125206

>>6125189
>Why not do a different drug? Alcohol is really really bad for you. Plus you feel like shit. What's the upside?

It's a nice high if you pace it right. I can feel things again. Sometimes I'm happy. Worth the downside? Yes. Worth the calories? Fck off.

Anonymous Thu Jan 8 14:46:44 2015 No.6125207

>>6125189

Why not do a different drug?

Because we're addicted to alcohol you stupid fuck. You can't pick and choose what you want to be addicted to.

>I'm tired of being addicted to alcohol. I think I'll switch to taking weed instead!

Dumb shit.

Also. 5 days sober today. Anxiety is still around, but I think it'll subside by monday. Wish me luck.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 14:48:11 2015 No.6125210 >>6125189 I used to think like that, until my life went to shit. Nothing like alcohol for escapism. Fuck the weight gain though.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 14:51:00 2015 No.6125218 >>6125207 Good luck bro! Dont let it trick you into thinking it would be the best thing in the world to have a drink, being healthy and away from that poison is far better

Anonymous Thu Jan 8 14:52:34 2015 No.6125222

>>6125207

It can take up to 6 months before your body chemistry gets back to normal. Now I'm no alcoholic (I think) I would just drink a absolute fuckload which would kill other people at the weekends since there is nothing much else to do around here, but I have slowed down getting to my late 20's and am now going to give it up (mostly). I find it makes you very depressed and generally feeling like shit for a long long time after the hangover wears off.
Really its a thing you only want to take in moderation or on rare occasions due to the harm it does.
Trust me, you can feel just as good or even better with out it, so good luck.

Anonymous Thu Jan 8 14:55:05 2015 No.6125227

>>6125207
good job, keep it up. Almost to 2 months of sober for me. I was going insane with itchy skin and horrible insomnia but now that that has passed...man it feels good. Anxiety was a strange thing to feel, but that passed in a few days, hope it does for you too.

Good luck.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 14:56:08 2015 No.6125228 >>6125222 Damn. 6 months? That's long as fuck. Guess I'll be hating life for a bit.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 14:57:47 2015 No.6125230 >>6125228 I'm no doctor and it depends on the person but after that long your brain should be totally clear, probably even after a couple of months. You will get there.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 15:02:58 2015 No.6125241 >11 posts >2 people already stating they are X days/months sober Damn.. what is happening to al/ck/? I'm a little inspired.

Anonymous Thu Jan 8 15:03:13 2015 No.6125243

>>6125123
Just bought my usual giant jug of red wine. Haven't had any yet today. I'm trying to taper down, starting by not drinking during the day. I also have one random Happy Buddha beer in the fridge and several liqueurs leftover from holiday mixed drinks (DiSarrono, St. Germain, Kahlua) but I'm not planning on doing anything with those at this time. Oh, and one bottle of Hatch Green Chili Wine, which I'm saving.
I'm just glad I've been able to transition to wine from the vodka I was guzzling before. Liquor will kill ya faster.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 15:09:24 2015 No.6125250 How did you alcoholics find /ck/? As far as I know people with eating disorder don't come here, so why do you?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 15:11:08 2015 No.6125257 >>6125250 > As far as I know people with eating disorder don't come here But vegetarians and vegans post here all the time.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 15:11:23 2015 No.6125258 >>6125250 people on ck don't judge me and i can think of you as my friends even though know nothing about any one of you. i also like cooking

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 15:12:07 2015 No.6125260 >>6125250 I've always been here. I found 4chan years and years ago, when it was pretty new. /ck/ has always been my home, because I also love to cook, but the alcoholism has crept on slowly over the years, so now I'm a cooking alcoholic.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 15:12:52 2015 No.6125265 >>6125241 I'll add to it. I'm a week sober because I...embarrassed myself while drunk and I'm tired of living like that.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 15:21:45 2015 No.6125292 >>6125265 Honestly, I think that is why a lot of people start drinking alone. That is why I started drinking alone, was because I kept embarrassing myself.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 15:27:30 2015 No.6125305 >>6125250 cooking and alcohol go hand in hand

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 15:36:20 2015 No.6125336 >>6125123 Damn wouldn't wish alcoholism on my worst fucking enemy. Maybe try anti depressants.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 15:38:08 2015 No.6125340 >>6125265 What happened?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 15:46:35 2015 No.6125356 >TFW worried about my liver. guys am I gonna be alright.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 15:46:48 2015 No.6125357 >>6125340 Diddled a sleeping chick.

Anonymous Thu Jan 8 15:46:49 2015 No.6125358

>>6125336
Yeah they did for me. I was drinking and on benzos for years and I finally started feeling sick from it. Started taking SSRIs and feel 100 times better. Still drink heavy not as nearly as much as I did though. Traded in the benzos for weed and been feelin good the past 2 years now.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 15:48:03 2015 No.6125362 >>6125357 Well lets hear the story? It is an anonymous image board after all.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 16:59:46 2015 No.6125587 >>6125356 where all gonna make it

Anonymous Thu Jan 8 17:05:36 2015 No.6125599

since I started reading these threads ive become really worried about myself. Been drinking a lot of beer since I turned 21, 24 now. Usually drink like 4-5 nights a week, a couple beers a night mostly, I never get black out drunk or even hungover, of course ive had my fair share of hangovers in the past. I definitely abuse alcohol, which would make me an alcoholic, but I don't think id consider myself to be a really alcoholic.

Anyone else know what I mean?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 17:07:23 2015 No.6125606 >>6125599 No hard alcohol everyday? Doesn't sound bad. Quit for 3 days. If you get unbearably sick, you're an alcoholic.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 17:17:44 2015 No.6125628 >>6125599 Drinking that regularly will make you an alcohol eventually. It starts off as a habit.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 17:24:18 2015 No.6125642 >>6125628 That said, a few beers a night isn't exactly going to make you CHEMICALLY dependent. Psychologically, could be. I've just stopped caring personally.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 18:15:41 2015 No.6125742 >>6125599 Acceptance is the first and hardest step

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 21:09:56 2015 No.6126225 I'm drinking Vermouth and orange juice. It's bad.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 23:43:07 2015 No.6126739 >>6125189 Because drug tests. I prefer weed over alcohol, but I can't have it.

Anonymous Thu Jan 8 23:53:22 2015 No.6126770

>>6125123
So, does anyone else not really get hangovers? When I drink, the amount of vodka I intake is around 20 ounces when I'm done (I mix it with hawaiian punch since I'm a pussy). I never even feel off the next day. The only time I've felt a little weird was this new years eve. I drank about 30 ounces of vodka, and had three shots of tequila with some mexican dude. The next day I didn't feel great, but it wasn't that bad, I just felt a little off.

Anonymous Thu Jan 8 23:54:33 2015 No.6126776

>>6126739
So fucking much this.

I was a huge stoner in as a teen, then when I turned 20 I joined the military now I drink 6-7 nights a week., usually half a bottle of Bulliet Burbon and as many beers as I can without having to piss every 10 seconds. At least I am still functional and make it to work/am good at my job still. I just want my buds back /ck/ :(

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 8 23:58:38 2015 No.6126789 >>6126770 Try not drinking for a week, then get drunk. You'll get a hangover.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 9 00:01:15 2015 No.6126794 >>6126789 I have, I went out of town a few weeks ago for 2 weeks, came back, had a drink, and was fine the next day. I've only been drinking for a few months anyway, this is how I started.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 9 00:03:06 2015 No.6126802 >>6126770 >>6126794 Here's the thing about hangovers, if you don't get them, you're not drinking enough. Which is not a bad thing btw, but the truth.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 9 00:04:56 2015 No.6126808 It's 6 AM. I'm having a gin & tonic. Brands? The ones that cost the least. Gordon's was on sale.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 9 00:06:10 2015 No.6126813 >>6126802 Well alright then, I ain't complaining, since I sure do feel good with that amount. I just thought it was a little weird that everyone around me was complaining about hangovers the next day.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 9 00:09:56 2015 No.6126824 >>6125357 no, thats called rape im pretty sure. you got drunk and raped someone.... I love alcohol

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 9 00:19:57 2015 No.6126856 >>6125257 >vegan >eating disorder They're fuckin eating, aren't they?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 9 00:21:29 2015 No.6126861 >>6125628 the driver was an alcohol

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 9 18:52:50 2015 No.6129108 >>6126808 gordons is already so cheap, its like 12 for a fifth iirc

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 9 19:00:58 2015 No.6129123 >>6125123 Im gonna try to not finish this 1.75 of Early Times

Anonymous Fri Jan 9 19:09:49 2015 No.6129141

>>6126794
It's because you only just started drinking. The further down this road you go, the worse the hangovers get. I had such a skull-crushing hangover a few weeks ago... It's not even "oh, my head hurts," it's these horrible, dystopian, paranoid thoughts that come with it.. It's the feeling in your legs where you can't really walk straight, even when you haven't had a drink in 24 hours.. It's the smell of alcohol coming out of your gut for the entire day after your drinking. That is a hangover. It's horrible.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 9 19:13:00 2015 No.6129152 File: 194 KB, 260x260, 1416756845539.webm [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] i swear this is the last handle, /ck/, and then i'm done for good. k?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 9 22:49:51 2015 No.6129692 File: 1.69 MB, 2448x3264, 1420861738232-1160517851.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Enjoying a beer by the water, feels good.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 10 06:35:31 2015 No.6130472 File: 87 KB, 640x360, brent_mastodon.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>6129152 wut? >>6129692 >outside lel, enjoy your external cancer

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 10 10:28:17 2015 No.6130833 bumping my /alc/ general had too much coffee today, not enough food.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 10 10:46:50 2015 No.6130866 >>6130472 I was under the shade there mate. But I rode a push bike to the pub and now my forearms are red raw. Well not that bad but reddish.>>6130472

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 10 10:56:28 2015 No.6130880 >>6130866 You'll lose your drivers licence if the coppers catch you riding your bike home

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 10 11:04:09 2015 No.6130892 >>6130880 Only had like 3 beers there, had a helmet so its unlikely the cops would even look sideways at me. Actually rode past a few of them

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 10 11:12:50 2015 No.6130912 10 A.M. here. Just finished my second Ballast Point Longfin Lager. Happy Saturday!

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 10 11:14:55 2015 No.6130915 File: 1.04 MB, 2287x3046, image.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>6130912 Have some of this majestic swill waiting for later too.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 10 11:21:10 2015 No.6130931 >>6130892 3 beers, this is /alc/ general, not /baby/ general

Anonymous Sat Jan 10 11:21:34 2015 No.6130932

Sigh, thank God I decided to cut way back and lay out ground rules. I was definitely starting down the path to addiction, and well, it runs in the family. I feel a lot better, cutting down to two glaases of wine, about 4 or 5 ounces each. I sleep better and feel more energy. I hope my brothers and sisters here can also find success with the inner demons we all have. I don't want any of us to be another statistic.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 10 11:27:46 2015 No.6130954 File: 24 KB, 250x395, Magnum_can_beer_suntory.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Ive been watching a lot of Youtube lately guis. Seriously scaring the shit out of myself. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v6vEe6eenpg

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 10 11:58:25 2015 No.6131052 File: 13 KB, 220x324, 220px-Affliction.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>6130954 More - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lwv7Utcf-gM

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 10 12:22:50 2015 No.6131122 >>6125243 >Liquor will kill ya faster. No, it won't. The only thing that matters is the total alcohol intake. You can chug just as much in wine as in spirits, just need to drink around 2.5x the amount of liquid.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 10 12:30:31 2015 No.6131149 >>6125123 >What do you have stocked up? I think like eight beers, a bunch of pissed off people, and a lifetime of regret.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 10 12:55:39 2015 No.6131210 >>6131122 Yeah mate, watch this >>6131052

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 10 23:38:37 2015 No.6133182 I've got most of a liter of vodka, but I think I'm just going to smoke a lot of weed tonight instead Got too drunk last night Alkis if you feel like weed doesn't replace booze well enough I'd say try wax

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 01:24:28 2015 No.6133464 >>6125189 it relieves my anxiety and lets me embrace life for the slovenly mess it is, even laugh or swell like a blueberry with mirth. it's all shit and we're going to hell laughing

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 04:32:24 2015 No.6133757 So what kind of gin should I drink en masse? I'm torn right now between New Amsterdam (laugh all you want, it's good shit) and Fleischmann's. Fuck anything that comes in a plastic bottle though, I still have my $7.50 per glass 750 standards.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 04:49:49 2015 No.6133777 >>6133757 Bombay Dry has always been my favorite mass quantity gin. It's pretty cheap, cheap enough for me to buy a bottle every two days (or sometimes every day), but not so cheap that it will make me want to die.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 04:57:26 2015 No.6133783 Managed to not break the dry Jan so far, one weekend down. Took about a week to not feel like death all the time, things are definitely improving. Anyone else trying to cut back?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 05:00:42 2015 No.6133788 Also, I really don't understand people who say 'just replace alcohol with weed!'. They're completely different. Drinking: makes everything simpler, reduces anxiety Smoking: makes everything more complicated, increases anxiety

Anonymous Sun Jan 11 05:05:44 2015 No.6133790

>>6133783
Fourth day of no alcohol. I had a false start, I stopped last Sunday, and made it two days, but then felt so horrible I had a few glasses of wine on Tuesday. None since. I actually feel okay now, and I know I'll just keep feeling better as time goes on, so I'm motivated to stay off it.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 05:13:25 2015 No.6133799 >>6125357 >>6125357 Well that's awful

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 05:15:24 2015 No.6133802 >>6126856 give him a break, he's 15

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 05:20:23 2015 No.6133805 Rum tonight, capt morgans to be specific

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 05:27:31 2015 No.6133812 >>6133790 Yeah, once you're over the initial week or so it's great, stick with it. Well, not 'great' but 'don't feel like shit all the time and am going out and doing more things'. 'week' may vary depending on how much you drink

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 05:43:28 2015 No.6133847 File: 137 KB, 1280x720, boardwalk empire.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>6131052 This is the worst thing ive ever seen ever. Jesus fucking christ, dying at 26?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 05:52:40 2015 No.6133864 >>6126856 lots of people with eating disorders decide to go vegetarian or vegan so that they have an excuse to avoid more foods while out with others was a stupid comment but yeah, that's not an uncommon thing

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 05:58:01 2015 No.6133870 Every friday I drink a full slab (24) of beers. I'm trying to lose weight and this is holding me back. Looking forward to Fridays is like the only thing that gets me through the week though :(

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 05:59:38 2015 No.6133874 >>6133870 How do u do that?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 06:06:16 2015 No.6133885 >>6133874 I used to drink every day, all day if I didn't have classes. Now I work full time and cannot handle the hangovers. I guess I built up my tolerance. 24 beers means I am absolutely on my ass though.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 10:00:29 2015 No.6134192 >stocked up usually it's all gone before anything gets stocked up, but right now i have about a third of a handle of vodka left (tito's) and ~15 beers in the fridge (mixture of yuengling, sweetwater 420, and >bud light)

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 10:09:36 2015 No.6134218 >>6125250 >get drunk >hungry >don't want to eat because I'll lose my drunk and I don't want the extra calories. >go to /ck/ and look at pictures of food instead wa la

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 10:10:44 2015 No.6134219 >>6125250 i found /ck/ way before i was an alcoholic, because i fucking love food. alcoholic threads started popping up more often around the time i started drinking more, so that's nice.

Anonymous Sun Jan 11 11:57:54 2015 No.6134506

>>6133788
Weed can be broken down into two categories: Indica and Sativa. Though, a majority of strains are a hybrid of the two that lean towards being either Indica heavy or Sativa heavy.

The Indica heavy strains make you feel relaxed, relieve chronic pain, and give you the munchies.

The Sativa heavy strains make you feel excited and help with depression. However, they can also make you feel anxious and paranoid.

My first experience with a Sativa was terrible. Was anxious as shit and started panicking because I had never been high before. Tried smoking it again a couple of weeks later (but a much smaller amount), and was able to find my sweet spot.

Helped me quit drinking. Haven't had a drop in over 3 months.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 12:03:42 2015 No.6134528 >>6126802 This is absolutely correct.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 12:07:24 2015 No.6134537 >>6134506 Wow really? That might kind of explain my widely varying good/horrible experiences with weed.

Anonymous Sun Jan 11 13:50:50 2015 No.6134823
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I've been back living with my family for a while now and they finally realized how much of an alcoholic I am (mom had to literally try and convince my dad for months that I am one). I'd been asking them for help for years.

They apparently went to see some counselor on Friday and went to some meeting today for alcoholic family members. A lot of shit is going to change from here on out...I fucking welcome it. Fuck alcohol.

Good luck to the rest of you.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 13:53:40 2015 No.6134833 >>6134823 You will just go wild, like a wolf. Dissapearing in to the mountains with your Vodka. Goodluck on your vision quest.

Anonymous Sun Jan 11 13:53:42 2015 No.6134834
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It's sunday and I was trying to stay sober tonight. But I am severely bored. I have to get up for work at 7am, so the longer I leave it before starting drinking and going to sleep, the worse my hangover will be in the morning. I haven't started yet but I feel like I need to.

I fucking hate Sundays. On fridays and saturdays I love having the "safe" feeling of being able to drink as much and for however long I want, because I dont have to get up for anything the next day.

Help

Anonymous Sun Jan 11 13:56:41 2015 No.6134848

>>6125250

I saw my first alcoholic thread on /tv/ and it perked me up a bit to see so many people suffering the same as me. But that thread was shit as fuck.

Stumbled upon another one a week or so later in /ck/ which was a great thread. After it died I made another and now there always seems to be an al/ck/ on /ck/ somewhere. Not saying in any way that I started it, but I was around since the beginning of it.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 13:58:12 2015 No.6134853 >>6125599 I used to be similar, I'd binge beer on friday and saturday nights. That slowly changed to include sunday nights as well, and now it's just every night.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 13:59:26 2015 No.6134857 Soberfag here, last drink was around 6am on August 27th (2 hours before I went to an alcohol assessment like a boss).

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 14:02:32 2015 No.6134864 >>6134823 >I'd been asking them for help for years. haha you fucking pussy if you ask for help you aren't an alcoholic, alcoholics get nearly dead before help is forced on them you are such a bitch nigga

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 14:03:54 2015 No.6134867 >>6134864 you're stupid

Anonymous Sun Jan 11 14:08:31 2015 No.6134887

>>6133788
if you drink as a cure for anxiety it makes your sober life anxiety much worse, so it only treats anxiety if you can stay drunk all the time

replacing one drug for another works for me, but I'm currently on the booze. I just need to consume some kind of mind altering substance constantly, it almost doesn't matter what it is

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 14:16:35 2015 No.6134907 >>6134864 >i don't know what i'm talking about

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 14:17:36 2015 No.6134911 >>6134887 So whats ur history then? Pot, then what? Now alcohol, what's next?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 14:18:44 2015 No.6134917 >>6134911 Not him, but usually this kind of process ends up turning into either smug exercise junkie status in middle age, or organ failure.

Anonymous Sun Jan 11 14:24:06 2015 No.6134928

>>6134911
my drug history went like;
mushrooms>cocaine>oxycontin>pot>alcohol>pot>alcohol>pot>alcohol a few times

the only reason I drink is I have zero friends and I'm too scared to try and get drugs other than that

But I've been pretty good at alcoholism for the past 10 years, I drink a handle of vodka every night these days, until I get so sick I have to detox, which is common

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 14:25:52 2015 No.6134932 >>6134911 not him but I went weed-synthetics-alcohol-bensos-morphine/opiates I still drink occasionaly but it always ends badly and makes my 'sober' anxiety as he said, far worse for at least 2 days.

Anonymous Sun Jan 11 19:54:25 2015 No.6135799
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How do you guys chill out the irritation when you finally manage to stop drinking? I find the stupidest shit sets me off and I fucking hate it because I'm normally a pretty chill person, but from withdrawals and then not drinking, I just get so irritated so fucking easily.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 19:56:12 2015 No.6135805 >>6135799 Lift heavy weights often

Anonymous Sun Jan 11 20:23:01 2015 No.6135852
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>always have a planned meal for my drunk self
>always plan to watch my favorite show while drunk to enjoy drunk food and show
>always end up finishing beer and then just posting on 4chan because "not drunk enough"

i got the disease but i'm not ready for AA

Anonymous Sun Jan 11 21:25:17 2015 No.6136048
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I'm super hungover. Never can seem to stay sober for more than a few days. Two weeks was my record. This one is bad enough that I'll probably make it a week or so. I can't eat and have been puking up bile. To sick to sleep even. I gotta get my shit together!

Anonymous Sun Jan 11 22:08:33 2015 No.6136196

Guys Ive been lurking a while but need to post. I am truly beyond redemption it seems. 23 years old, student, havent been sober since 2013. I drink every fucking day, more than half a bottle of spirits, a bottle of wine and some else or just anything I can lay my hands on. I cant fucking stop, Im bored to death without but need it to sleep, to feel, to act and to enjoy.
I am twenty fucking three years old and feel like theres no hope anymore already. I cant live like this any longer but the alternative is killing me faster than the alcohol ever could. My self loathing is through the roof, I am destroying my intellect day by day, I am being considered incapable of having relationships because I need my drink more than I need love and my close ones are starting to see the fractures of the walls I build long ago.

I want to live again but I cant imagine a life without alcohol any longer. Been drinking since my 16th, started drinking alone (crucial step) at 18... inhaled a weekly intake everyday since.

I still function, though barely: grades are good, females are charmdd, friends happy to have me.But it's all deterioating. AA is full of simple minded, pathetic fucks, I can't check myself into rehab without my parents knowing and I don't see how I can fix this mess by myself.

Please, anons, what do I do?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 22:08:50 2015 No.6136197 >>6133788 see >>6133182 dabs are much less of an invasive high than straight weed

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 22:15:55 2015 No.6136209 Im stocked up on a case of 40ozs of steel reserve. I buy a case every week

Anonymous Sun Jan 11 22:17:38 2015 No.6136213

>>6136196
As someone who hadn't been sober since 2012-13 myself, but is currently 72 hours clean, you just got to find something that's better than the booze. I finally got bored with it, but the same thing happened around 2011, so I can't exactly be the paragon of universal truths here.

Find something to replace the love the booze gives you, or start crying for help. You got two choices, start living or get busy dying.

Best of luck, Anonlurker.

Anonymous Sun Jan 11 22:22:04 2015 No.6136226

G-guise, I didn't know anything about /ck/ but was just curious if there would be alcohol threads here. Turns out there's an entire community here from the looks of it.
Well, looks like I'll be posting here a lot now especially with my crippling depression and recent alcohol use.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 23:24:15 2015 No.6136375 >>6136226 Cheers. This one's for you buddy

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 23:41:13 2015 No.6136394 File: 21 KB, 446x362, 1411424625902.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Why is everything so fucking boring without alcohol. How do they expect me to recover from this shit when life is so fucking bland.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 11 23:46:09 2015 No.6136396 >>6136394 Dull people live dull lives. Get better hobbies. Meet better people. Make better uses of your time.

Anonymous Sun Jan 11 23:47:51 2015 No.6136400

>>6136396
It's more that I've associated everything I do with booze and now it's hard to do any of it without it. I'm not even currently in the best position to make any big changes either which isn't helping.

Temporarily living in the middle of bumfuck nowhere with no car and trying to quit alcohol fucking sucks.

Anonymous Mon Jan 12 00:58:54 2015 No.6136515
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First time drinking in months. Drinking a glass of picture related.

Got it from an uncle at Christmas and I have never tasted a strong beer that was this smooth. This shit is dangerously smooth.

>>	Anonymous Mon Jan 12 01:04:57 2015 No.6136526 I just need a little bit of lube

>>	Anonymous Mon Jan 12 01:08:14 2015 No.6136534 3 boxes of wine, 24 beers and im already drunk. Eating fish and chips with it. Yeah my life and work fucks me up, i work in a hospital. Surrounded by drama, death and pain makes you be like this. Also some oxycontin on me already also.

>>	Anonymous Mon Jan 12 01:09:31 2015 No.6136536 >>6136534 What do you do there?

>>	Anonymous Mon Jan 12 20:41:22 2015 No.6138639 >>6136536 bumping alc thred

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 13 11:46:47 2015 No.6140570 >>6125207 >addicted Just ugh

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 13 11:49:57 2015 No.6140576 >>6140570 retard

Anonymous Tue Jan 13 11:56:03 2015 No.6140585
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There is a major difference between genuine alcoholism and attention-seeking behavior.

99% of the time people who try to share their damage with you they are only trying to manipulate people into satisfying their desire to roleplay.

Everyone wants to be a fucking victim these days.

Anonymous Tue Jan 13 19:41:09 2015 No.6141652
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>finally forced to get help for addiction
>honestly very relieved for a few days
>it starts slowly dawning in on me that I'll never, ever be able to enjoy another drink while I play vidya ever again
Why couldn't I just be normal.

Anonymous Tue Jan 13 20:53:54 2015 No.6141838

Guys, I had a moment yesterday where I was feeling pretty down and anxious and all I wanted was a drink, I was even feeling this strange sensations and almost shaking. As soon I made me a tonic and gin cocktail I started feeling better, and I just kept drinking more and more as the night went on.

That was the first time I really felt like that. The first time I just wanted a drink, like just getting a drink would make things better.
Tbh, I didn't like it and it kinda scared me a bit.

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 13 20:58:47 2015 No.6141850 File: 43 KB, 530x260, ....jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>6140585 wanna go out for a drink?

Anonymous Tue Jan 13 21:00:01 2015 No.6141852

Can you guys help me out with something.

I just took a swig of rum and I'm not even drunk but my throat tried to reject the liquor. Almost like the beginning of throwing up but not really. Like, my throat didn't want to swallow it, my stomach is fine though. What's up with that?

I'm not even drunk and haven't had much to drink.

Anonymous Tue Jan 13 21:06:20 2015 No.6141865

Does anyone else get really fucked up on a certain kind of drink, suffer the next day, and not drink for like the next two weeks?

I used to be able to suck it back. Now it just leaves me fucking shaking and puking the next morning.

> not giving it up though

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 13 21:08:04 2015 No.6141872 >>6141865 Rum fucks me up. Don't know why, it just does. The last time I drank rum I almost passed out and felt like death the next morning. Haven't drank any since, rum I mean.

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 13 21:08:07 2015 No.6141873 >>6140585 I have a neighbor that is always telling how she doesn't drink, used to be an alcoholic, ect. The funny thing is she is always shitfaced.

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 13 21:09:31 2015 No.6141875 >>6141838 Don't freak yourself out, but don't kid yourself either the next time you have a drink. You may need to cut back but slowly so you don't build what seems to be a psychological dependence

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 13 21:12:46 2015 No.6141886 >>6141852 Your senses rejected it. You may be able to tolerate it but either the smell or the taste were rejected. It's just a response of "take it slow" probably. I used to have that. Don't force it though, or you'll sicken yourself

>>	Anonymous Tue Jan 13 21:14:23 2015 No.6141892 >can't get a buzz off a few beers anymore >have a reputation with your family and co-workers >can't be happy or social without at least a few drinks >do almost all your drinking alone

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 00:53:29 2015 No.6142448 >>6125207 3 days here, you can do it man

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 01:10:20 2015 No.6142496 >>6142448 I'm on my third day is well. Good on you, buddy.

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 04:29:40 2015 No.6142848 >be drunk >spend my time on YouTube >wake up next day, no idea what I did >get on PC >see I'm now subscribed to Jenna Marbles and some girl with gigantic teeth testing teleshopping products

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 04:31:48 2015 No.6142849 >>6142848 Also >next day, receive 9 CDs in my mail from Amazon

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 05:05:06 2015 No.6142878 File: 284 KB, 617x374, E&J VS Brandy.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google]

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 05:06:12 2015 No.6142880 File: 442 KB, 749x751, MIB Tequila.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>6142878 A little off topic, but would love to try ____. Sadly it is only legal in Texas as far as the U.S. goes. Anybody reading this try it before?

Anonymous Wed Jan 14 05:27:19 2015 No.6142905

not sure I understand the relative stigma attached to drinking alone

I enjoy both social and solitary drinking, but engage more in the latter cause I don't always have people to drink/go out with at any given time, and the only alternative is just sitting in front of my laptop/TV bored

I don't see whats so wrong with enjoying a few brews in the process. once its not something you're doing more nights a week than not its not that big a deal

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 05:48:16 2015 No.6142927 It's 5:47 AM and I'm drunk. what do i do with my day man I got nothing

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 06:34:01 2015 No.6142972 >>6142849 Worst I ever did was buying a unicycle when wasted.

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 06:58:26 2015 No.6142993 >>6142927 damn bro it's 7am here and im not even going to bed yet.. how are you drunk already

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 07:04:09 2015 No.6142998 >>6142993 Almost enough. If I had to measure it out, I always drink 4, and i'm 3/4 done.

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 07:23:41 2015 No.6143011 File: 26 KB, 400x281, James-Packer-041609L_0.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>6142993 Are you dumb? This thread is for alcoholics.

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 07:46:21 2015 No.6143020 >>6142927 Shit, shower and shave and go drunk grocery shopping.

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 08:23:09 2015 No.6143055 My housemate told me i was getting paranoid after watching all these vids. >>6131052 >>6130954 >all alcohol is the same >doesn't matter whether its beer, wine or spirits >dat one guy chugging back whole glasses of wine Im scared. hold me

Anonymous Wed Jan 14 13:46:57 2015 No.6143515
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drunk since 2008
4lt of cheap box whine a day.
6 days of hardcore drinking then my body can't take anymore

>2 days of diarrhea, sweating, stinking, not sleeping, paranoia, trying not to puke, pissing in bottles because im too afraid to leave my room.

been addicted to codeine since i was 22, 33now.

I should be dying. my life is absolutely ruined. ive pushed everyone ive ever known away.
it was fun for a while but all i have now is booze and the internet.

I often wish i was dead.

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 14:01:58 2015 No.6143537 >>6143515 you sound like me except a bit older how have you managed to stick to codeine this whole time?

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 14:05:19 2015 No.6143544 >>6125207 I never had terrible, life threatening alcohol withdrawals but I think I know where you're at. by day 7 or 8 you should be good if you're like me

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 14:10:29 2015 No.6143555 >>6136197 what do you mean by invasive? I've never been able to take any introspective type drug (weed,lsd, any trippy shit basically) without either being really uncomfortable or going full schizo. you think i should try a dab?

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 14:12:19 2015 No.6143559 >>6141852 Ethanol is literally a toxin and I guess your throat was extra perceptive to it then

Anonymous Wed Jan 14 14:13:20 2015 No.6143562

>>6142848
>be drunk
>spend my time on YouTube
>wake up next day
>a dozen replies to my assholery
>people telling me that Metallica rules and if I don't like real music I should go die
>some betting that I'm some virgin basement dweller
>one telling me he agrees and that this jazz song is too confined and clinical

I've never had somebody agree with me. But every fucking day this happens, every time I go to google there's a new update notification of some asshole replying to me trying to tell me I'm wrong.

Anonymous Wed Jan 14 15:21:46 2015 No.6143699
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ayy old classmate bumped into me when i picked up more liquer at the local supermarket
he didnt say anything but i could see how he looked at the bottle
now im enjoying more irish cream,cheers guys

Anonymous Wed Jan 14 15:58:19 2015 No.6143832

>>6141838
Had the same experience late 2013. Was buggin' over my ladyfriend and my insecurities and was already drinkin' a fair bit that year and embarrassed the fuck outta myself but I had gotten to a point where you were aware that you just wanted to drink just to chill. Sobered a bit in 2014, but hopped back on and had the shittiest hangover which slowed me down. Just had a shot, wondering if I should get back on the ol' alcoholic train.

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>>6143537
i was big into drugs around 18. snorted and smoked h for a while, never shot it though.

did shoot alot of speed.
growing up in small towns was not good for me. once i moved out from my mothers it was a fucking free for all. then met a girl i liked so toned it down alot.

i stick to codeine and cheap booze cuz its cheap and legal. im not a kid anymore and id rather die than go to prison.

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 16:07:14 2015 No.6143874 >>6125123 half a bottle of red wine and two small beers... so basically nothing

>>	Anonymous Wed Jan 14 16:08:15 2015 No.6143879 >>6125189 Because you need social skills for other drugs.

Anonymous Wed Jan 14 16:12:04 2015 No.6143896

>>6143562
holy fuck dude thats totally me. weve probably argued before. i dont even read responses until im drunk again.

its all i can do to not point out that my friends are pathetic cunts on facebook anymore. so i just dont post at all. if that little red dot ever comes up its like 'oh shit, who did i offend this time

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 00:59:28 2015 No.6145308 File: 2.15 MB, 4128x2322, 20131109_134705[1].jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>6125123 I have nothing left with which to make a Martini. Life is suffering.

Anonymous Thu Jan 15 01:23:31 2015 No.6145362

>>6131149
best post is best.

>alcoholism runs in family very deep
>come from a broken dysfunctional family
>immigrant, constantly move so never made childhood friends
>start with 40's in middle and high school, progress to wine, vodka, rum, and whiskey in adulthood
>drink almost everyday/every night for 16 years
>intelligent, but did not fully grasp that alcohol is a fucking depressant and inhibits
meaningful progress in life.
> subjecting everyone else to a wall of green text cause it seems like they can relate

props to the bros drying up, this shit is gonna be hard but I gotta start somewhere. Thanks for the additional inspiration, no homo. Wait I'm not /fit.

Anonymous Thu Jan 15 01:30:21 2015 No.6145384

>>6125599
Well, if your an alcy then so am I
I usually do 2-4 drinks a night, 5-6 nights a week
Once or twice a week I will drink enough to get proper drunk, but most days its just a couple glasses of whiskey or a few craft beers over a 4-5 hour period, not quite drunk

I don't see a problem with it and it almost never interferes with my daytime life, but my parents (who are borderline teetotalers) think I'm slipping into alcoholism

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 02:12:14 2015 No.6145452 >6 months sober after drinking a litre of vodka a day >maybe i can drink normal now >back up to a fifth a night just fucking kill me

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 14:57:16 2015 No.6146782 >tfw when indifferent to life and can't figure out how much of this is alcoholism and how much is suicidal

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 14:59:30 2015 No.6146787 >>6145452 Go to rehab. It's a slippery slope and you're falling down it. I've seen this dozens of times and it's always the same if you don't get help immediately. When I say immediately I mean today, now, right now. Save your life.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 15:10:23 2015 No.6146816 >>6146787 Rehab/AA will demonize you for one drink and for breaking your sobriety date.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 15:32:06 2015 No.6146875 >>6146816 Better that then dying of alcoholism

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 15:44:03 2015 No.6146897 >>6135852 maybe you should be a screenwriter?

Anonymous Thu Jan 15 15:49:23 2015 No.6146907

>>6146782
Check this. Yes, im the guy above watching way too many YT videos on alcoholism lately.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zL--07XpgdM

It's made me reconsider taking anti-depressents, and also confirmed why ive gotten so down and depressed when i drink too much.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 16:45:18 2015 No.6147038 >>6146787 lol rehab is for busta's. i'll just taper this week so i dont get the shakes or hallucinations. a fifth a night is A LOT.

Anonymous Thu Jan 15 17:58:52 2015 No.6147234

2.5 years since my last drink

stopped going to AA after 2 years, now I do another 12 step program

still don't want to drink

it's a HUGE relief not to have to deal with all the crap that came along with booze and drugs for me

but i'm old and it was getting fucking embarrassing, if you're in your 20s i'd just suggest switching to weed or something

note: i definitely know weed addicts, but the damage to their life is less

Anonymous Thu Jan 15 18:18:41 2015 No.6147268

So I'm experiencing Benzodiapezine withdrawal now as I've quit them after about a year and a half.
The data I can find online tells me everything between "drinking is fine" and "you'll die if you drink". Does anyone here know anything about it?
I really could go for a fucking drink now.

Anonymous Thu Jan 15 20:44:13 2015 No.6147606

>>6147268
I got a DUII and was required to go to treatment haven't
had a drink in 6 months and I will probably continue to
abstain until my full one year is over The only thing I learned
in treatment is I'm not an alcoholic and drug and alcohol
counseling is a bullshit profession made up so that addicts
can contribute something "productive" to society.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 20:51:16 2015 No.6147616 >>6125123 I've been sober for a week and I'm feeling ok so far. I get paid soon though and I'm afraid I'll get tempted.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 20:51:37 2015 No.6147617 >>6147606 sobriety certainly didn't help your ability to use punctuation also as someone who works in an addiction medicine clinic you're entirely full of shit, but good luck with that

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 20:52:16 2015 No.6147618 >>6133864 Pretty sure the guy was making a joke about vegans. This place really is filled with aspies wow.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 20:53:16 2015 No.6147620 >>6147617 Addiction clinics are bullshit. The majority go right back to their addiction.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 21:08:57 2015 No.6147643 >>6147617 give me a break, process group cannot help anyone with their addiction you might as well work in homeopathy you pseudo science peddling nut ball.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 21:12:28 2015 No.6147652 >>6147618 not that guy but I've known several people IRL who have said shit like that without trying to be sarcastic hurr durr this place really is filled with teenagers now

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 21:16:32 2015 No.6147661 On day 5 of no booze. Hold me.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 21:43:10 2015 No.6147709 worked 35 hours since monday, which means i have 5 to work tomorrow. feels nice being able to sleep in tomorrow, so i'm celebrating by drinking much more than usual. i really need to find a better hobby than drinking in my free time.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jan 15 22:42:29 2015 No.6147846 >>6146907 how bout you post vids that AREN'T an hour long for once, cock dick

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 14:21:44 2015 No.6149407
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The sober life sucks. I'm starting to wonder what the point of it is anymore. I mean sure my health has improved over the weeks, but I still don't know if I really care enough. I miss that relaxing warmth alcohol brought that took all the stress and care away...yet I'm too far ahead now to go back again after all this progress.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 14:23:21 2015 No.6149411 >>6149407 Oh...and not to mention the fucking money I've saved. Goddamn, throw any money into a jar that you'd normally spend on booze and cringe at the amount as it builds up.

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 14:43:08 2015 No.6149452

Downed a mickey of vodka last night with a redbull in about an hour (when I started, this would've taken me all night). Had to fight off the urge to pick up a 24 flat of beer this morning.

Maybe we like drinking because it gives us an excuse to do nothing. Aka I'm too drunk... Or this is my hangover day I'm just going to relax.....

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 14:50:15 2015 No.6149475 >>6147846 Ur an alcoholic, not a speed junkie. Fuck you.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 14:55:42 2015 No.6149493 >>6149475 and I have a job, I'm not wasting the 3-4 hours I have left at the end of the day to watch britshits drain bile from their teapots.s

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 15:12:05 2015 No.6149526 >>6125123 only St. Peter's Honey Porter right now since i'm with my son at the moment. it's not alcoholism if you enjoy it. besides, world is a better place when you're drunk

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 15:15:31 2015 No.6149534 i got me a fifth of jim beam and 8 beers that i can't remember what they are but they were cheap my excuse for tonight is that my boiler is broken and it is snowing

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 15:22:11 2015 No.6149553 >>6125207 >angry rant >Also. 5 days sober today. Kekked. Good luck m8.

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 17:07:41 2015 No.6149829

My hangovers are the absolute fucking worst. After a few beers I feel good but no matter what I drink, it moves through my system pretty fast.

Sometimes I feel the hangover coming on while drinking. Anyone else get this?

Thinking of putting on a cup of ramen so I'm not such a goddamned lightweight and it doesn't irritate my stomach or hit me fast. I typically eat as I drink, but lately I have to watch what I eat, or it'll make me sick.
Yeah, ramen.
Also vodka + orange juice for tonight. Trying to hide it from my roomie.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 17:36:13 2015 No.6149889 >>6136196 Why can't you tell your parents / why can't they know you're in rehab? Would you rather die?

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 17:44:22 2015 No.6149907

I'm 24 years old and have been drinking since age 20. I now am starting to have health problems like gout, and I believe my liver is starting to show signs of failing.

What the fuck... I scheduled a doctor's appointment on Tuesday, but don't really know what to say. I've been telling him I don't drink more than 2-3 a day for the last 5 years.

wat do

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 17:49:01 2015 No.6149917 >>6136196 >AA is full of simple minded, pathetic fucks Holy projection batman

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 17:53:37 2015 No.6149926 >>6149907 how much you been dribnking?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 17:56:52 2015 No.6149934 I have just started to get wicked heartburn, but I eat tons of spicy food and tomatoes, onions, etc. in addition to drinking. Any suggested OTC meds or should I see a doctor about this?

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 18:05:29 2015 No.6149961

>>6125241
>>6125265
I'm gonna contribute. Having got myself to a normal person drinking level, having maybe 4 pints on a Saturday or sunday. Been like that for a week and all the way up to then from Xmas I was sober.

I feel so much better, I'm much nicer to be around, waking up isn't death incarnate any more and best of all my bank account is so much better off.

We're all gonna make it you glorious drunken bastards.

captcha: the ddenial

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 18:17:57 2015 No.6149974 >>6149926 Started on and off getting drunk on and off at 20, progressed to a 12 pack or more for the last 3 years.

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 18:33:38 2015 No.6150008

>>6149974
A day? That's pretty heavy. I've been drinking since 15 and I'm 27 now, but I've always kept it on and off. Heavy multiple day binges, but also days of rest. I guess the pauses has been what kept me relatively functional. I feel like I'm a lot dumber nowadays though.

Have you had your liver checked or do you suspect it's failing on your own account?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 18:36:24 2015 No.6150016 File: 2.90 MB, 290x189, 1407264371056.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>6141892 This is so classic right here. Iktf

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 18:39:23 2015 No.6150021 im drinking grain and nos it sat mixed outside in this freezing weather for about 5 days and its not even a little frosty not even cloudy

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 18:42:21 2015 No.6150024 >>6143864 where you live that codeine is legal?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 18:47:07 2015 No.6150035 >>6150024 >not knowing about canada

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 18:50:22 2015 No.6150041 >>6147652 That says more about the circles you run in you know. The fact is getting all aspie about what probably is or isn't a joke is completely ridiculous so don't defend that faggot.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 19:00:51 2015 No.6150067 >>6150041 hey totally different guy but that shits real 'oh its not vegan? cant eat it'

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 19:03:42 2015 No.6150075
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>>6125123

why don't you alkies go to a meeting?

your self pity is bumming the rest of us (who can drink) out

you fucking blew it
you can't drink anymore
life is tough like that sometimes
grow the fuck up

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 19:09:33 2015 No.6150090 >>6141892 >can't be happy or social without at least a few drinks >"I've never seen you sober, anon, haha!" >"You were so drunk that night. How do I know? You were laughing and talking to people"

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 19:51:29 2015 No.6150228

>>6149907
Be fucking honest with him. I just saw my doctor on Wednesday and it was the best thing I could have possibly done. He literally sat there with me for about 45 minutes just talking about it all, and gave me a prescription to fight off the withdrawals. It's fucking hard as shit man, and this is coming from someone who's been drinking basically every day for over 6 years now, but YOU just need to do it.

Do it as soon as possible. Don't say "Oh, I'll wait until xx day, or do it next month." No. Do it NOW and be more honest than you ever have before.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:05:27 2015 No.6150260 >>6150228 This is good advice.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:06:52 2015 No.6150264 Finally got a bottle of johnnie walker black label after bitching about shitty whiskey on another thread a few weeks ago, it got suggested to me Hope it's good

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:10:48 2015 No.6150275

>>6150075
>why don't you alkies go to a meeting?

1. We admitted we were powerless over alcohol - that our lives had become unmanageable.
2. Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.
3. Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him.
4. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.
5. Admitted to God, to ourselves and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs.
6. Were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character.
7. Humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings.
8. Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them all.
9. Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others.
10. Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it.
11. Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God as we understood Him, praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out.
12. Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, we tried to carry this message to alcoholics and to practice these principles in all our affairs.

>Needing the sky fairy to help

Why don't they all just ask White Witches for a potion, instead?

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:18:57 2015 No.6150298

highlife 12er, bottle of meed, some brandy and shit to make an old fashioneds with. I think I'm set for the night. I have general bullshit at the bottom of a bunch of bottles too but I like saving that for a desprate night where I play "liquor taster deluxe"

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:21:06 2015 No.6150306 >>6133757 I support your purchase of New Am.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:21:06 2015 No.6150307 >>6125250 we've been here all along, anon

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:21:54 2015 No.6150308

>>6150275
And this is why I'll never touch AA with a 50 foot pole. I went to an online meeting one time a few years ago and it was cringe-worthy as hell.

>main dude speaking finally stops and the session begins
>literally the entire chat erupts in AMEN
>close the tab along with several other people I see leaving the chat room as well

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:23:33 2015 No.6150312 >>6150275 why not make your own fedora AA you atheist cumrags are supremely pathetic

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:24:54 2015 No.6150318

>>6125250
>As far as I know people with eating disorder
This is absolute horse shit. I hope you realize it's insanely common for people like anorexics etc. to watch cooking shows and look at pictures of good food all the time.

As for me being here, I love food and I like cooking and came to this board years and years ago. These threads were just a perk over time. Never looked back.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:25:54 2015 No.6150322 >>6150312 >>>/pol/

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:29:56 2015 No.6150332 File: 11 KB, 400x380, you_tried.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>6150312 >Christians are so pathetic they need a sky fairy to help them out >Call others pathetic

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:31:02 2015 No.6150334
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>>6150322
>muh /pol/
>after whining about a 'sky fairy'
thank you for proving my point
but please, tell me more about how you won't seek treatment because of your arbitrary and pitiful beliefs

>>6150332

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:32:38 2015 No.6150343 >>6150334 >you should seek treatment but you need to believe in my arbitrary and pitiful beliefs Am I allowed to wear cloth made from mixed fibres to meetings?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:33:04 2015 No.6150345 >>6150334 But I already have gotten treatment, you giant retard, I don't need God for that shit. Fuck off. Also not the same guy, there are plenty of others who think you're a moron.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:34:49 2015 No.6150353 >>6150343 >why not make your own fedora AA >>6150345 lel you sound to weak and insecure

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:35:28 2015 No.6150356 File: 916 KB, 245x285, 13324535531.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>6150353 0/10 Moving on now.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:36:03 2015 No.6150362 >>6150353 You realise there are plenty of non-God Squad treatment plans, right?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:37:07 2015 No.6150365 >>6150362 no, never heard of any besides AA probably because they don't work >>6150356 gonna crawl back into your bottle, your little baby bottle?

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:37:37 2015 No.6150367

>>6136196
Man, stop. Take a vacation. I'm 28 and have been drunk every day for at least 5 years, and most days before that too. Its lots of fun, I love drinking. But it isn't worth it bro, you couldn't imagine how much money I've spent on booze, and how much more I might have to spend on medical bills to clean up. Stop before you're physically addicted man. Its been years but its finally starting to fuck with me.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:37:54 2015 No.6150369 >>6150362 Don't even bother. He's just trying to bait hard. It wouldn't surprise me if he was that fag from the other thread.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:38:01 2015 No.6150370 >>6150365 >no, never heard of any besides AA Your ignorance isn't my problem >probably because they don't work >implying AA works tippest toppest kekity kek kek

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:39:13 2015 No.6150376 >>6150370 >still can't produce a name maybe you should lay off the Devil Juice a little it's basically satans semen you're gay

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:39:29 2015 No.6150378
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>>6150008
>I feel like I'm a lot dumber nowadays though.

I'd been feeling like this the past few months, now that I've been dry for a week I'm starting to regain short term memory and regaining some lost cognitive ability. Feels good mang!

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:40:19 2015 No.6150380 >>6150378 >image USA USA YOU ESS AYE

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:40:36 2015 No.6150381 >>6150378 >I'm starting to regain short term memory Man that shit was the worst. I was at a point where I would constantly forget what I was saying mid sentence. Good fucking riddance, booze.

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:51:16 2015 No.6150413

>>6150228
Thanks for the advice, I just may have to do that. The only thing is... I don't want to give up on my ability to drink altogether. I mean, I live in Wisconsin for fuck's sake. I just want to get my health under control, then become a controlled social drinker.

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 20:58:23 2015 No.6150429
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>>6150413
For many alcoholics that's not always possible because relapsing usually happens. Trust me, while I'm glad I'm finally getting this shit and my health dealt with, it depresses me knowing I won't be able to have drinks with friends, or hell even play video games getting shit faced with my buddy or while buzzed.

I was miserable when I was drinking every day, but now I'm also miserable in a different way since I quit. Everything seems pretty mundane right now. I guess it's just that you need to get used to sobriety being how you're supposed to feel, really. I don't see myself being able to have another drink for a very long time.

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 21:22:25 2015 No.6150498

I'm in my dorm drinking gin and tonics with some candied ginger. I bought this handle of bombay last night and it's almost at the halfway mark.

I showered after the gym and got dressed assuming plans would form but I'm still not entirely sure what I'm doing tonight. It's already nearly 9:30. I texted some people, some got back to me and some didn't. Idk man.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 22:13:29 2015 No.6150601 have you become the liquor yet? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GbGdQO9a5UE

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 22:30:50 2015 No.6150642 What can I get addicted to that's not pills, drugs, weed or alcohol? I can't do this whole sober thing, but I also currently have many limitations.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 22:35:36 2015 No.6150653 >>6150075 >grow the fuck up Self righteous little faggot

Anonymous Fri Jan 16 22:39:06 2015 No.6150666

I'm such a little bitch - I used to have a high tolerance level but now I'm back to being a light weight and I went without drinking for so long that I lost my taste for, so now I have liquor in my house but nothing to put it in, and doing shots by myself sounds sad as fuck.

maybe I'll get a bottle of wine with the last of my money..

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 22:41:20 2015 No.6150673 File: 367 KB, 800x800, hehehehehe.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >mfw AA has an 11 percent success rate >11 percent is how often alcoholics quit by themselves AA FAGS BTFO A F A G S

>>	Anonymous Fri Jan 16 23:12:25 2015 No.6150722 >>6150601 No I take a shit load of B-Vitamins + Thiamin so I don't get to be a moron by 35 y.o..

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 00:34:07 2015 No.6150914 >>6141865 If you get heavily intoxicated your body is most likely to reject that substance. I got shitfaced really hard with wine once and wasnt able to drink it in months.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 00:49:27 2015 No.6150938 Does anyone have a good long island ice tea recipe? I'm not use to such high ingredient count cocktails and can't get it drinkable

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 04:31:32 2015 No.6151248 9:30 am thinking of finishing the rest of my Jack Daniels already. awake for two hours and I'm bored as fuck.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 04:58:06 2015 No.6151284 1 week sober. 2 hours cardio every day since i quit, eating barely anything to lose even more weight, already lost 10 pounds this week and I feel so much smarter but fuck me i am bored as fuck and could go for a drink right now.

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 05:02:45 2015 No.6151293

>>6149907

25 here. drinking almost daily since 19. my most heavy was at 23-24 was drinking 750ml of rum + 2 tall cans + a rockstar+vodka every night every day. i to suspected i had fucked up my body but recently went to the doctor to get full bloodwork done and all my organs and everything is 100% fine. you cant do serious damage to your body unless you are like 40 and have been drinking daily for like 20 years straight.

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 05:02:58 2015 No.6151295

>>6151284
I know the feeling. I'm going insane from boredom. I was prescribed diazepam from my doctor for withdrawals and took 10mg of it tonight because I was so fucking bored. The effects lasted like half an hour and then wore off. That shit is garbage and I'd flush it now if it didn't help me sleep even a little bit.

Fuck is miss booze.

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 05:05:20 2015 No.6151299

>>6151293
You really shouldn't say thay shit. Literally everyone is different and alcohol affects peoples bodies differently. There have even been people posting in these very threads in their 20's who have fatty livers from drinking. So don't spread that kind of misinformation.

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 05:08:35 2015 No.6151303

>>6151299

Dude is already going to the doctor either way, which I would suggest doing if he wasn't, to see the tests and confirm it for himself 100%.
That "missinformation" came from a trained GP.The avarage body can take pretty severe regular beating from alcohol before actually sustaining any kind of real damage. But as I said, if you suspect a problem or even if you just drink a little to much I would still go to teh doctor to see whats what.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 05:12:53 2015 No.6151313 >>6151303 Either way it still stands that peoples bodies react to shit differently. It's very possible to do damage to yourself at a younger age.

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 06:05:38 2015 No.6151374

>>6125189
For some reason, it's not illegal for me to drink alcohol when I feel like it, or to be able to buy it for dollars at the corner store, but it is illegal for me to own weed and smoke it and my job does drug tests to find out if we doin' them drugs that aren't alcohol.

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 07:15:17 2015 No.6151446

>>6149889
Not literally, but almost - rather to die than to see the dissapointment in my parents eyes. My dad is a very succesful academic, always pleasant, charismatic as fuck but he hates weakness. Probably because he can't relate to it. I am weak, however, and though he knows this I feel like I should keep acting less broken and weak than I actually am. I have already destroyed my chances of getting at the same level as he is, socio-economically speaking, and drinking the remains of what was once a promising intellect away day by day.

>>6149917
Im a pathetic fuck myself, well aware. Thing is I went to the AA a couple of times and always left feeling worse than when I entered. The people are so broken, so boring, it's killing me faster than alcohol ever could. The cirklejerking, shitty stories, thinly veiled megalomania, desperation and that omnipresent 'need for something, anything' is not what I'd call a nursing environment.

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 10:42:57 2015 No.6151791

>>6151293
Well that gives me a little ray of hope. I'm going to do what that one guy said and come completely clean with my doc to see what's up.

Fact still remains, I have gout at 24, and just had my second flare up this year after a weekend beer bender. Alcohol could be the cause, or could be something else that it's exacerbating.

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 11:48:49 2015 No.6151966

I'm not an alcoholic but I could possibly see myself being one later in life. For now, I take it easy and only drink by myself on weekends every 2-3 weeks while I play video games. I'm 22. Also I discovered that vodka tastes like absolutely nothing if you mix it with an energy drink.

Still have 3/4ths of a 750ml bottle of vodka and 2 1/2 bottles of Mickey's. Tonights gonna be a goodun.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 12:12:47 2015 No.6152037 >>6151966 >energy drink Anon, I...

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 12:22:28 2015 No.6152063 >>6152037 I usually never touch them. In the last 5 years I've had maybe 5-7 cans, including the 2 I had yesterday. But damn did it mask the taste of this cheap vodka greatly.

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 12:34:00 2015 No.6152102
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Can someone explain something to me?

Before I quit drinking I absolutely hated coffee. Like I literally haven't drank that shit in years and years. Then I quit drinking and I can't stop drinking it. I get this odd sense of comfort when I have some, and I drink tons of cups of it a day now. Is there something about caffeine that ticks some part of the brain that alcohol did? I mean obviously they're both stimuli, but yet one is a downer and one is an upper.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 12:53:50 2015 No.6152157 >>6152102 Replacing one addicting compound by an other?

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 12:57:40 2015 No.6152170

>>6152157
Well I mean yeah, but there has to be some reason recovering alcoholics gravitate towards coffee more than other things. I've read it's insanely common. There has to be some part of the brain that gets the same or similar type of stimulation alcohol gave. I mean that shit tasted like piss water to me before, now I love it.

Maybe I'm just overthinking it and it really is just what you say.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 13:10:55 2015 No.6152196 >>6152102 >odd sense of comfort wonder why... There's no need to drink coffee. If you need energy, eat more carbs, less fat, and drink more water.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 13:17:36 2015 No.6152212 >>6152196 I dunno, I've been eating pretty healthy since I quit (doctors recommendations) other than the coffee. The only thing I drink other than that is tea and tons of water.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 14:24:56 2015 No.6152419 >>6152170 because it's a liquid drug that is culturally acceptable and doesn't inherently taste very good see the similarities?

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 14:25:10 2015 No.6152420

>want to drink
>want to use alcohol in cooking
>live with grandmother because nowhere else to go
>she bans alcohol from her house because she says "no one ever only drinks one!" because she never drank
>say "what about fish and chips? you can't get drunk with fish and chips."
>"I DON'T WANT IT IN MY HOUSE!"

kill me

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 14:26:58 2015 No.6152427 >>6152420 ...there's alcohol in fish and chips? I guess beer batter, but wat?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 14:29:42 2015 No.6152434 File: 99 KB, 500x667, 1411698406483.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>6152420 >say "what about fish and chips? you can't get drunk with fish and chips."

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 14:35:40 2015 No.6152456 >>6152427 yeah, beer batter. instead of beer i just take multiple benadryls a night

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 19:53:23 2015 No.6153372

>>6150938
1 part gin
1 part light rum
1 part vodka
1 part tequila
2 parts earl gray tea, cold (can do more, I often do)
Mix, pour over ice and lemon wedges, top up with a cola of your choice (I do Pepsi)
One of my favorite cocktails, and no shaker needed.

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 20:24:55 2015 No.6153472

I haven't come here very much the past couple weeks because I quit and I've been trying to avoid any well...for lack of a better word, "triggers" that would make me want to drink again.

I'm curious though if any of you recovering alcoholics have dealt with severe depression after quitting? Like I'm talking literally fucking breaking down and crying for no goddamn reason at all, or feeling completely hopeless and your emotions are just all over the goddamn place. This shit is overwhelming and I can't take much more of it. It's actually affecting my job and my life even more than drinking everyday was.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 20:45:03 2015 No.6153536 >>6150024 Australia

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 21:05:50 2015 No.6153596 >>6151446 aaah dude, its "nourishing" environment not hating on ya

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 21:52:47 2015 No.6153706

>>6153472

holmes it is way way normal to have a rush of emotion including depression and quite often anger after you stop drinking

it chills the fuck out after a while (in my case after about 3 weeks other people noticed and after 2 months i noticed) and you end up a LOT calmer than when you were drinking

it's like the fucking fizz in a shook up soda can

I personally used AA meetings and they helped a lot

2.5 years sober and my life is a lot better.

hang in there

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 21:57:37 2015 No.6153716

>>6153472

Yup, drank for 1.5 years straight and recently quit cold turkey.

haven't felt this much anxiety and depression in a long time, literally wake up sweating balls and with chest pains from panic attacks.. randomly broke down crying to my mom about my life on the phone last night as well.

time heals everything I guess.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 22:19:28 2015 No.6153758 >>6153472 Not at all. I've drank for 4 straight years heavily. I've been sober for 6 months and I've felt more at peace. Everything moves slower but it's calming.

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 22:41:53 2015 No.6153800

>>6153706
>it's like the fucking fizz in a shook up soda can
This is a really good way to put it, goddamn. That's exactly what it feels like.

>>6153716
Yeah, I drank for about 7 years myself, so it's a fucking massive change for me to get used to. It seriously feels like I'm trying to get used to an entirely different life, and pathetically enough, almost like a life without a "friend". I don't even know how to describe that in a better way. It's like alcohol was always there to chill me out and make the bad times not so bad and now I have nothing to compensate for all that, I just have to deal with it, like a normal person.

>time heals everything I guess.
I hope so. I wish there was a set time, but unfortunately it's obviously different for us all.

>>6153758
Damn, that's some good luck. Pass some of that my way, man.

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 22:48:15 2015 No.6153810

>>6153472
I'm going through this same shit right now too. As a bonus, things didn't just go from moderate to severe misery as I went from drunk to sober, there was a latency period of about 10 days after I quit where I was on top of the world and never felt better. I was excited to wake up in the morning because I would wake up at 7 like normal people rather than toss and turn from 2 until time to go to work.

Then the shitstorm kicked in. Everything I look at or think about makes me depressed and I have to fight off tears. Everything from the beer gut, to the grungy shithole apartment I live in, spouse, coworkers, my work, etc... My cats won't even let me pet them anymore. Luckily I drank $8 fifths of vodka the whole time, made really good money, and spent my free time in a stupor so I wasn't out spending money, so I have a ton save up, but even that is depressing. I grew up dirt poor and all I ever wanted was to not be poor, and now that I've got it, I couldn't give a fuck.

One lesson I've learned quickly though is to be aware of your emotions/attitude during this time. Think about crazy bitches you've known over the years and how annoying they were because of their craziness. Well, that's us now. Its a temporary insanity, but its still there and can get you in trouble. We're probably goddamn lucky to make it this far, don't drop the ball when you're 50 feet from the finish line.

What I'm really having to watch out for it that anger and running my big fat kranky mouth. At the last moment I've deleted some rather nasty emails just before sending them and made a few business decisions that would have certainly either gotten me fired or gotten my ass kicked. Be careful, and hang in there.

Anonymous Sat Jan 17 23:06:22 2015 No.6153863
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>>6153810
It's comforting to know there's someone feeling the same shit right now.

>One lesson I've learned quickly though is to be aware of your emotions/attitude during this time.
>that anger and running my big fat kranky mouth
Shit I feel you there. It was like the first week of quitting and I blew up on my friend for reasons I don't even remember. I apologized soon after though, but luckily he's a chill dude and understands the shit I'm going through with it all. Since then if something irks me even the slightest I just step back and wait until I've calmed down so it doesn't escalate, because I know goddamn well that it will. It's scary not being in full control of your emotions, you feel like a completely different person.

>Be careful, and hang in there.
You too, man. Shit is rough, but I know it's worth it in the long run. I've known way too many people who've lost their families and even their lives to this shit.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 17 23:10:04 2015 No.6153876 >tfw I came here expecting edgy teenage 4chan "alcoholics" and instead got a mountain of feels Damn, you guys...

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 18 08:19:14 2015 No.6154841 File: 210 KB, 824x1600, DSC_2674edited2.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] What's everyone having on this cold, rainy morning?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 18 11:36:45 2015 No.6155200 So have any of you had any liver problems? I'm in my early twenties and think I busted mine after drinking with someone who just can't get drunk. Just more fuel for my despair and sharpness to my edge.

Anonymous Sun Jan 18 11:40:12 2015 No.6155206

>>6155200
Had liver soreness before I quit last week. Last time I stopped drinking, I had blood in my semen for a month, figured it was a prostate thing. I'm really surprised my latest sober streak has gone so well, I really expected some horrifying organ problem,

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 18 14:58:33 2015 No.6155682 >>6155200 >stomach area slightly cold >feeling a little tired after sleeping for almost nine hours I don't like this.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 18 15:11:05 2015 No.6155715 File: 22 KB, 282x400, James_Garner_2.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>6125123 getting near cocktail hour all the alkies, rummies, drunks coming on with their self pity man no wonder their families don't talk them anymore

Anonymous Sun Jan 18 15:16:33 2015 No.6155729

Does anyone find that alcohol really changes the way you see yourself in the mirror?

I'll have a few and then go to pee, and I see myself and I get this disembodied feeling like I'm looking at myself from someone else's perspective, and I'm filled with disgust. It's not disgust like "look at this alkie" or "wow he's made bad choices", it's more like I suddenly "realize" the "truth", that I'm a complete fraud, I dress like a clown, I'm really weird looking, and everyone hates me but just pretends to be nice to me because it's convenient.

Then the next day I feel totally normal and I try to get that feel by staring in the mirror, and it doesn't happen. But it haunts me for days, and I can't even shed it by lifting hard or running until I've lost all the feeling in my legs.

Anonymous Sun Jan 18 15:57:02 2015 No.6155807

>>6134506
I just can't smoke weed any more. I used to smoke everyday, morning until night. One day I just got paranoia, every time I have tried again, from resin to home-grown, it reoccurs. That's when I started to drink heavy. Weed is just not a panacea like claimed.

It is probably mental for me but, you shouldn't recommend mind altering drugs to people you have no idea about.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 18 15:59:41 2015 No.6155812 >>6155729 I've always thought my ass looked nicer after a few drinks, and looking in the mirror while I piss.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 18 16:00:03 2015 No.6155814 >>6126802 Bollocks, sometimes you drunk enough to regain your high when you start again. I don't get hangovers, I can put 2 70cl of vodka away in a night though. God damn though, my wallet is looking thin.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 18 16:10:18 2015 No.6155861 >>6155729 I get that every now and then, but it doesn't stick with me the next day. Usually forgotten after another drink. Then go to take another piss, and I feel kinda melancholic again.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 18 16:45:57 2015 No.6155957 >>6125250 I'm bulimic and I'm here more or less every day.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 18 19:27:20 2015 No.6156358 >>6155729 You're a repressed tranny. Seek HRT ASAP!

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 18 19:50:20 2015 No.6156394 File: 78 KB, 576x324, joe walsh.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >tfw you take a shot of tequila to clear your sinuses when you have a cold.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 18 20:36:34 2015 No.6156492 File: 14 KB, 252x252, 1420075747157.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>6156394 >tfw you take a shot at students to clear your pent up hatred

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 18 20:36:37 2015 No.6156493 File: 320 KB, 300x169, 1418855451320.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>6125357 You 'diddled' a chick... You sick bastard

Anonymous Sun Jan 18 21:44:40 2015 No.6156674

>>6155729
No. That happens when I smoke herb alone by a mirror though. I just stare at how apelike I really am. And if I smoke around others I start noticing how ugly and disgusting everyone is and how bad we all look, even the ladies. So I quit smoking herbs. Booze gives me a cleaner perspective. Or dirtier, depending on how you see things. I feel a little less neurotic when I drink.

>>	Anonymous Mon Jan 19 12:14:58 2015 No.6158411 Anyone try absinthe? Is it any good?

>>	Anonymous Mon Jan 19 12:28:06 2015 No.6158431 >>6158411 Good absinthe is good, anything you find at the liquor store will be awful liquorice hell.

>>	Anonymous Mon Jan 19 12:33:29 2015 No.6158440 >>6158431 Have any brands in mind?

>>	Anonymous Mon Jan 19 14:37:37 2015 No.6158754 Any UK'ers know a good website to buy beer in bulk. Don't have a car to go to a wholesalers.

>>	Anonymous Mon Jan 19 14:39:15 2015 No.6158763 Just finished my 3rd beer. Should I keep going al/ck/oholics?

Anonymous Mon Jan 19 14:47:10 2015 No.6158796
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it's 3:00 and i have half a fifth of sauza anejo leftover from yesterday

the problem is if i start drinking now i'll finish it and want more before bedtime

store down the street has very mediocre beer selection. cheap shit, overpriced lagunitas, and a few doubly over priced east coast micros.

too lazy to go get more hooch.

so, tequila now and decide on beer when i'm drunk, or beer now and tequila later?

(sauza anejo is great for a $20 fifth, btw. first time trying it)

>>	Anonymous Mon Jan 19 17:22:07 2015 No.6159244 File: 993 KB, 250x193, 1421495395920.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Gonna give in and buy some more booze tomorrow. Cant wait.

>>	Anonymous Mon Jan 19 17:32:50 2015 No.6159271 >live with brother >he is heading to japan on wednesday for 2 months >house to myself >will probably drink every night at least for the first 2-3 weeks

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